Both of his hand is on my waist, his eyes are looking at mine and now we're both in his room. I'm just wearing a simple clothes and it's quite loose showing my shoulder. Letting him as he lean-to me and kiss me. Feeling as his tongue touches mine, who would have thought it can make me feel so thrill than normal kiss.
"Just tell me if you want me to stop."
There's no turning back, once I want to do it I really want too. I want to have this kind of relationship with Triton.
"Don't….please don't stop no matter what."
"If this is what you wish I will grant it for you."
"Triton…."
Taking off my clothes and show all parts of my body in other words I'm naked but I'm not embarrass at all since my whole body belong to him and only him. No one else will see this except for him; my breathing gets harder as he touch me. Just a slight touch from his finger I already feel like falling into his arms.
It was then I see him taking off his clothes, seeing his build body make my heart beat faster.
"Shu….." He whispers into my ears.
"Make me yours Triton. Mark my whole body if you have too."
Sitting on his lapse I hold tight on his as he touch my back slid it down and enter his finger inside me, it was so painful and I like this feeling. Feeling as his finger one by one enter inside me trying not to scream. Triton kiss me to assure me that everything is alright.
"It's tight so you have to relax."
How can I relax when we're having sex, my heart can't calm down at all which I have a very good excuse for it but now is not the time. For the first time in my life I will be having sex with someone.
Kissing, licking and biting my neck leaving hickies on it.
"More….." I beg and he just nods his head.
"Are you feeling horny?"
I blush as he says that, that is too much for a joke. It was then I let out a loud scream as his hand enters, the most painful thing I have ever experience.
"Are you alright?" He asks worriedly but I just kiss him.
"Don't stop. Please don't stop."
Lying me down on the bed, holding both of my hand and kiss me deeper than before. His scent is sweeter than usual and the way he looks at me. It's different, it full of love toward me. When I think back as I child I never thought of this kind of relationship before since I was a pure kid that time. That time my only thought was being with him forever but now as I get older I learn about lovers doing sex. I guess my mind isn't pure like it use too when I was a kid.
"You're smiling." Triton says as he kisses my cheek.
"I suddenly remember about the past, when we're both are living together. It's such a good time everything is so peaceful."
Triton stroke my hair with his finger, it feel so nice remind me of my step mother. She did that to me every time before I go to sleep.
"There's no need to remember about the past, we can't go back to that time."
"I know that Triton but without the past I won't have seen you won't I? I'm glad that I get to see you, you're the first person in this universe that I feel in love too and I'm selfish not wanting you love anyone else except for me. I'm a terrible person aren't I?"
"No you're not. Be selfish if you want too because I love everything about you."
"Triton…."
He touches me with his hand and then as he was on top of me he will soon let me feel like I'm in heaven and I'm preparing for that. Love me, touch me, and kiss me. Make me yours so my heart has only you.
"I love you Triton."
"I love you even more."
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It was then as he take out another void from his experiment he realize something, none of these voids are powerful at all. Not as strong as the past experiment call clone 006, she was call Inori. She's the only experiment that has the most powerful void inside of her but for anyone else is useless.
"How can I create someone like that once again?" He asks.
It will be very difficult since the experiment Inori is the only one nearest to the emotion that human has so it will hard to create something like that again. Luke need a strong void that can use to kill people, to kill Triton so he can take that place as a king.
"Shu void is only to share and give it can't use as a weapon."
It was then he had an idea. "The void can give pain too isn't it?"
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"Are you alright?" Triton asks worry about me since I am lying on the bed and holding his hand all the time and presses it trying to suppress the pain that I'm having.
"I can't believe that sex is so tiring and painful but feel so good at the same time."I breathe deeply since I keep screaming at the part when Triton enters me. (At the part the dick enter the ass; I'm sure you readers know what I meant)
Smiling at Triton my lover, we have finally done it, hickies covering my body especially the sensitive area. Not like I'm going to complain anyway. Triton is so gentle to me and he is so sweet tonight which makes me want to know more about him. We haven't seen each other for three years so I want to learn more about him.
"Can I kiss you?" He asks.
"Why do you ask?" It's quite funny since it's rare for someone like him to ask question since he's the type to know everything.
"Because you're tired and it will make you even more tired if I kiss you, making you breathless, seeing you blush and you keep making cute face along the way."
I chuckle, Triton is so romantic.
"Kiss me." I pull him toward me so I can taste his lips once again, it's full of passion and excitement as our lips touches.
"I love you."
He love me and that's all that matter. "You're my belonging." Seeing your eyes widen I know there's something wrong. Quickly you push down my body and stare at me.
"Shu? Is that you?" He asks
Why is he asking me that question, I am Shu aren't I? "What's wrong are you feeling unwell?" Placing my hand on his fore head to check, he keeps staring at me as if I was a ghost or something.
"Tell me what's wrong? Triton, you're making me worry." Embracing him feeling his cold sweat, what is he scare about I never see him like this? Did I say something wrong?
"You sound just like her just now." Triton says.
Now it's my turn being scare, what if…
"My feelings, is it hers?" I ask. He didn't reply. "Is it hers?" I shout feeling afraid, now I'm in Cain body so why it I'm still affected by the virus on the second thought when I started calling him Triton. When is it?
"Oh no…" I cry. "Please tell me this is not true."
"Shu, please calm down."
"How can I calm down? I love you and confuse if my feelings is true. This is just like what happen to Inori, she loves me but her feelings based on my sister. What If my feelings toward you never exist in the first place?"
"SHU!"
He slaps me.
"Maybe I misheard just now but you tell me that you love me in the first sight don't you? Also your sister never love me, it was you that love me the whole time so please don't think it's a lie anymore. I love you as how much you love me so please stop thinking like that."
All the things he says make sense; I do love him when we just met.
"I'm sorry." I apologize of my behavior, I'm so stupid. Triton must feel very hurt of all I just says, I'm deserve to get slap just now.
"Promise me you will never think like that again Shu."
"I promise."
Tears fell out from my eyes, those tears are tears of relieve. I'm so glad that he forgives me of what I just did. I love him, I love him so much. He's everything to me. I want to apologize some more to him but he place his finger on my lips and close my eyes wanting me to get some sleep and so I did.
Hearing saying he love me before I was carry away by a sweet dream, I know there nothing to worry about anymore since he held my hand in his sleep until morning.
'Thank you for being born in this world, Triton.'
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The End…just kidding. It's not over yet and more importantly since my brain is not big please give suggestion how this story will go ahead.