A/N:
Bonjour ma belle fidèles lecteurs. Lol, by the way that mean: Hello my beautiful faithful readers! I am so excited for this chapter. I don't know why though…
On with the story… I always say that…
Playlist:
Without You by David Guetta (Although I prefer the glee version…)
We Found Love by Rhianna
Jace's P.O.V (Wait.. WTF?)
Black. I used to call it my favorite color until I saw Clary's vibrant green eyes. Now all I want to do is get away from the color black. It surrounds me and I'm losing each breath as it swallows me up.
I find closing my eyes pointless because there's already so much black, so I try to think of the brightest light in my life.
I see a spot of white and then I see Clary. She's screaming and crying. Doctors' rush over to her and try to restrain her, but she doesn't seem to care. I then realize that Clary is the brightest life. My eyes look and stare at her when I see a baby monitor next to her.
I see my son on the monitor. He's moving like crazy and faintly I hear his rapid heartbeat.
Wake up, I tell myself.
If not for you then for your son. I think about if I never returned to him or Clary. Clary would be raising him by herself. He would wander about his dad. I need to stay strong for my son. He needs me and I need him.
"He's dead." I hear the doctor's say. I think I hear my heart skip a beat when I hear that.
How could Jace be dead? How could he leave me or his son. Just thinking of my little baby boy growing up fatherless makes me lose it.
I feel my heart beat going faster as I scream and cry. Doctors rush over to me but I push them away. I pull out the I.V and go over to Jace. I look at his face and pray to the angel that he doesn't die. That he comes back to me and his son.
Please, please, please I repeat in my head. He can't be gone. He has to live. I know Jace. He wouldn't leave his son. He would fight to be with his son.
I cry for about five minutes when I hear the heart monitor start again slowly. Then I feel something caress my hair. I look up and I see Jace. Alive and smiling. His hands move from my hair and caress my cheek.
More tear spill, but this time it's from relief.
"Why are you crying angel?" he asks.
I fall and cry on his shoulder.
"Don't leave me, Jace. Please don't leave me. I couldn't bear it if you did. Please. Just stay with me and your son," I sob in his shoulder.
"I wouldn't dare leave you or him. You're not getting rid of me that easily," Jace replies weakly.
I look up at him and he kisses me.
After we break apart I look around and see the doctors just standing there awkward. Aunt Kelly motions for me to come with her. I hesitate but then go with her. Although, all she does is hook the baby monitor and the I.V back in.
Suddenly, I feel stupid for stressing out. I could've killed my baby boy. If I lost both my favorite boys, I don't think I could stand it. Aunt Kelly leaves the room and I look and see the doctors working on Jace. I catch his eyes and he smiles. I smile back and then aunt Kelly comes back with some pills.
"Here. Swallow these. It's for your baby. I'm not sure if you've gotten your prenatal vitamins," she tells me.
"I have. Jon got some for me. I take some every morning," I tell her. She just nods and goes back to looking at the baby.
From now on, I need to do whatever it takes to keep both of my favorite boys safe.
After an hour, the doctors are done taking care of Jace, and me. They all leave and allow us to be in the same bed.
I lay with my head on Jace's shoulder and his arms are around me resting on my stomach. He's slowly caressing my stomach and saying sweet words.
"I love you both," Jace whispers in my ear.
"We both love you too," I whisper back.
"Clary… we I… died, or whatever, all I saw was darkness. Then, I tried thinking of the brightest light in my life. And that was you. You and our son. Both of you are my brightest lights. You were screaming and crying. Doctors rushed over to you but you ignored them. Then I saw our son on the baby monitor. He was moving like crazy and I hear his heartbeat faster than it should be. I didn't want to leave him or you. So I just said to myself wake up, and I did. You and him saved me, Clary. You have no idea how much I love you," Jace explains, and then kisses me.
I smile and then ask a question. "What should we name him?"
"Well, it has to be bad ass, because he is obviously going to take after his father," he says and I laugh.
I get out the baby book with names that my mom gave me and we look through names.
"I like this one," I tell him, pointing to a name that caught my attention. "Carter. It kind of sounds like a name for him."
"It is bad ass, but I like this one," Jace says and points to it. Hunter. "It's sounds super bad ass."
"It's cute, I guess," I tell him while laughing.
We keep looking through names, and then I find another one. "How about Nicolas, Nick for short?" I ask him.
"I guess. Come on, I'm kind of tired of looking through names," Jace tells me and throws the book down. I smile and snuggle into him.
"Jace, what happened?" I suddenly ask him.
He gets a crease between his eyes and then he pushes me away.
"Yo-you kissed Sebastian! And don't try to deny it because I saw you stand on your tip-toes and kiss him!" Jace yells at me.
"No, Jace, I did kiss him, but I promise I had a reason to!" I beg.
"No you didn't Clary! I'm tired of all these excuses you're making. I want to be able to trust you if we're going to raise our son together! Just tell me the truth Clary…" He tells me.
"The truth is, Sebastian threatened me and our son. He said he would leave me alone if I kissed him! Please Jace, you promised you wouldn't leave…" I say as tear spill down my cheeks. I grab his hand and put it on my stomach. Thankfully he doesn't take it back. "Don't leave us." And then I feel something thump against where Jace's hand is.
"He moved…" Jace whispers.
I smile through my tears and nod. "Yeah, he did. I guess he doesn't like it when mommy and daddy fight," I tell Jace.
Jace breaks down crying and kneels down. He lifts up my shirt revealing my bulging stomach. "I love you so much. I'll always be there for you. You're going to be so happy. I love you," he whispers and kisses my stomach.
With each kiss our son gives a little kiss. Finally Jace comes up and grabs my face. He brings me down to a kiss, while saying I'm sorry over and over again.
"I love you, Clary. I'm sorry. It's just you and our son… I can't bear to lose either of you," he whispers.
The baby kicks again.
"We could say the same thing," I reply
Dfsd
Jace has to stay in the hospital for about a week.
Luckily, it's fall break so he only really misses one day of school.
I basically live at the hospital with Jace. Unless visiting hours are over. Then I come home and wait to go back and see him.
Right now, I'm at home glee with Jon.
"Oh, come on Jon. Sam obviously belongs with Quinn. Mercedes should just stay with that other guy!" I argue.
"Are you racist? Because it sure seems that way. Quinn is crazy!" he argues back.
"She was. Now that Sam is back she's better! And I am not racist I just don't see any chemistry between Mercedes and Sam," I tell him. He just ignores me, and we continue watching. I feel a vibration next to me and I see I got a text from Simon.
Hey, parents are gone. Popcorn is ready. Wanna come over? ~Simon
Sure :) ~Clary I text back.
"Hey Jon, can I go to Simon's for the night?"
"Sure. I don't need any more Samcedes hate around here," he tells.
I laugh and as I leave I yell out, "Fabrevans for the win! Just accept the truth!"
"Never!" I hear him reply.
I laugh and go over to Simon's house.
"Hey Fray," Simon says and he hugs me.
"Hey, Si. I feel like I haven't seen you in forever," I tell him.
"Yeah, I guess things have gotten kind of crazy, lately," he replies. "So, how's little man?" he asks and rubs my belly.
"He's fine. He's kicking like crazy and he's craving popcorn," I tell him while smiling.
"Well, he doesn't need to fret because here is your buttery goodness," Simon tells me and brings a bowl of popcorn.
I smile and grab a handful and eat it. Little man starts kicking, obviously happy with the popcorn. Simon feels it and smiles.
"So what's on the agenda, Si?" I ask him.
"Well, I was thinking a little bit of American Horror Story?" he says, and I nod.
We're on the third episode, when I ask him a question that's been on my mind.
"So, have you done anything to try to get Izzy yet?" I ask him.
He nearly chokes on his popcorn when I ask him that.
After minutes of coughing he finally answers me, "I'm going to when we get back to school. I feel like guys are starring at her all the time."
"That's because they are, Si," I tell him. "But you are the only one she wants to be starred at by." He sighs and then smiles. "By the way, I've been meaning to ask you. Would you like to be the godfather for little man?"
Simon has a shocked look on his face and then he smiles and nods. "I would love to."
I smile and hug him. My messed up little family is almost complete. Now, we just have to wait for the baby to arrive.
The rest of fall break passes by quickly and, finally it's time to go back to school. After a while, people finally calmed down about me being pregnant. Although, Aline has been unusually quiet.
School goes by normally, and then it's time for rehearsals.
"Okay guys today we are going to rehearse Summer Nights, so everyone who is in that performance, please get on stage," Mrs. Long says.
"Eh, it was nothing," Jace says.
"Yeah, sure, nothing Zuko, right?" Conan says.
"You got her drawers, right?" another boy say. I think his name is Alex.
"Yeah, come on, come on, tell us about that girl," Simon says. I still can't believe I got him to try out. The light dims out on the boys and turns to the girls.
"What'd you do this summer Sandy?" A girl named Maia asks me.
"Well, I spent most of it at the beach. I met a boy there," I tell her going into acting mode.
"Hauled your cookies all the way to the beach for some guy?" Izzy asks playing as Rizzo.
"Well, he was sort of special," I answer her acting innocent.
"There ain't no such thing," she says smirking.
I look at her for a few seconds and then turn back to one of the other girls. "It was really romantic," I say. The lights dim again.
The boys beg for Danny to tell them.
"Come on, you don't want to hear all the horny details," Jace says while smiling. The boys freak out and Jace smiles again. "Alright, alright, I'll tell you!"
(Jace(Danny)-bold, Clary(Sandy)-Italic, both(Clary and Jace)- underlined italics bold, Izzy(Rizzo)-Underlined, Maia(Frenchy)-underlined italics, Conan(Kenickie)-Bold italics, Simon- bold underlined) Pink ladies, thunderbirds, and everybody-normal)
"Summer lovin' had me a blast,
Summer lovin' happened so fast,
I met a girl, crazy for me,
Met a boy cute as can be,
Summer days drifting away
To, oh, oh, the summer nights,
Thunderbird- Well-a well-a well-a, huh
Tell me more, tell me more
Did you get very far?
Pink Ladies- Tell me more, tell me more,
Like does he have a car?
Everybody- Uh-huh uh-huh uh-huh uh-huh,
She swam by me, she got a cramp,
He ran by me, got my suit damp,
I saved her life, she nearly drowned,
He showed off, splashing around,
Summer sun, something's begun, but uh-oh those summer nights,
Everybody- Uh well-a well-a well-a huh,
Pink Ladies- Tell me more, tell me more,
Was it love at first sight?
Everybody- Tell me more, tell me more,
Did she put up a fight?
Everybody- Uh-huh-uh-huh-uh-huh-uh-huh,
Took her bowling in the arcade,
We went strolling, drank lemonade,
We made out under the dock,
We stayed out 'till ten o'clock,
Summer fling, don't mean a thing, but uh-oh those summer nights,
Everybody- Uh well-a well-a well-a huh,
Thunderbirds- Tell me more, tell me more,
But you don't gotta brag,
Pink Ladies- Tell me more, tell me more,
Cos he sounds like a drag
Everybody- shoo-bop bop, shoo-bop bop, shoo-bop bop,shoo-bop bop, shoo-bop bop, shoo-bop bop, shoo-bop bop, YEH
He got friendly, holding my hand,
While she got friendly down in the sand,
He was sweet, just turned eighteen,
Well she was good you know what I mean,
Everybody- Woah!
Summer heat, boy and girl meet, but uh-oh those summer nights
Everybody- woo, woo, woo,
Pink Ladies- Tell me more, tell me more,
How much dough did he spend?
Thunderbirds- Tell me more, tell me more,
Could she get me a friend?
It turned colder - that's where it ends,
So I told her we'd still be friends,
Then we made our true love vow,
Wonder what she's doing now,
Summer dreams ripped at the seams,
bu-ut oh, those su-ummer nights...
Everybody- Tell me more, tell me more!"
We all end and catched our breaths. After all the singing and dancing, it kind of made me tired, yet pumped with so much energy.
"Okay, guys that was great! But we need it to be amazing!" Mrs. Long tells us.
"I don't know Mrs. Long; don't you think that Clary should play a role with less singing and dancing? I mean, she needs to look out for that baby boy, right? Maybe you should give it to someone like me, Mrs. Long," I hear Aline say. Aline is in charge of hair and makeup. I glare at her and she just smirks.
"Miss Penhallow, please do not interrupt unless you need something. And Clary is the only person I can imagine to play the role of Sandy," Mrs. Long replies.
"Well, I do need something. You see all the hair and makeup stuff is downstairs in the cosmetology room. I'm going to need someone to help me bring it back here," She tells her.
"Fine, Mr. Herondale would you please go help Miss Penhallow. Don't worry about missing anything, we will be doing a break," Mrs. Long tells Jace.
Jace hesitates at first, but then realizes he's going to have to anyways. Jace leaves with Aline smirking at me.
After a minute, I realize that I need to go pee. Being pregnant has its ups and downs every now and then.
"Um… Mrs. Long, can I go to the bathroom?" I ask her. She nods and I go.
When I get out of the auditorium I see something that makes me lose all hope.
Jace is kissing Aline.
A/N: TADA! That was so fun to write! I don't know why though…
Please don't forget to vote on my poll for the baby's name! Do you want Clary and Jace's son to be nameless? Think of the children!
I know ya'll, don't hate me for so much drama, but it is categorized in the drama section. But do not worry drama usually ends happy! Well… not all the time…
Now, I got this question a couple chapters ago asking if there was going to be any interaction with the baby or if I will just end idt after she has it.
The answer is: I actually had this idea before I even started all of this. I had an idea of a prequel and sequel. Now Clary and Jace are juniors right now. In the sequel they are going to experience their senior year as parents. So yes, they will be interacting with the baby, and there will be a sequel.
Now for the prequel, it will basically be about from the moment Jace and Clary met til the day Clary finds out she was pregnant. It will basically be about how they became best friends, how they fell in love etc.
Hopefully you all like my idea! Tell me, do youlike the idea? Are you happy that there's going to be a sequel/prequel? Because I am!
Remember to vote on the poll for names and in the reviews!
Here are the list of names:
Carter Hunter Herondale
Nicolas Hunter Herondale
Hunter Nicolas Herondale
Carter Nicolas Herondale
Nicolas Carter Herondale
Hunter Carter Herondale
Please vote! It will help me update faster!
Now for the updating. Okay, as I told you before my aunt's baby shower is next Saturday, and then I have the wedding in Miami so I won't be updating for two weeks. But the moment I can update I will. Even if it's on my birthday! Cuz my birthday is the fourteenth!
By the way, give some love to Kristifa Skywalker! She is like basically one of my best friends in school! Also she gives me ideas for this story. Like the idea with Jace dying, yep she gave me that one. Well, she didn't really give it to me, I just came up with it to freak her out (which she did ;D) and then I realized I liked the idea and tada! There came the inspiration!
By the way… Fabrevans FTW! Who ships it? Cos I do! I ship it so hard!
Also, thank you all so much for reviewing! I got over thirty reviews! And I hit the two hundred mark! So thanks to all of you! I love every single one of you!
So until next time (in two weeks!):
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Updated Day: January 21, 2012 :)