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Summary: Kagome who has become an Immortal. Follow her on her journey as she goes to great lengths to save all of the supernatural race from sure destruction, while all the while be a mother to her children. Can she stay sane, or was she insane to begin with?

A/N: Sorry it took so long. There will be a lemon in this chapter, I will give fair warning when its coming. Also I know that Shion is a guy, but I thought he would totally be better if he was a girl, because it's going go great for something bigger that will happen later on in the story ^^hint hint^^. I mean you got to admit he would make a perfect girl.

'thinking'

"Inuyasha's Beast speaking"

'dream state'

Chapter 13: The Confrontation

"When," she asked me.

'I know what she wants to know.' I sighed deeply, I had feared the day that this conversation would come for a long time. She merely looked at me waiting to explain. 'She looks so beautiful and so full of life. I had heard that she had a child, but the were no tellings of her getting married, how I wish it could have been my seed to fill her womb.' Fiddling with my hands in my lap, 'breath and speak.'

"They may have start when we first met, but I didn't realize my feelings till later on when I almost lost you inside the demons belly. That's when thoughts started floating through my head that I could not bear to go on if I lost this woman, who is constantly by my side no matter what dangers we may face, who accepts me for who I am, who takes all the shit I spout off. You don't know how much I cherish that kiss we shared in Kaguya's castle, or when I held you in my arms, albeit usually to save you, but even for a moment I took in a deep breath of that pure scent that you carry and thought to myself how I want to always be wrapped in this scent. However I was stubborn and didn't realize my feelings soon enough for you had fallen out of love with me. I willl admit I cried for weeks to myself that I had lost something greater than anything I could ever know, but I knew it was my fault. All those feeling for Kikyo that you thought I had and my running off to find her had cut deeply into your heart, so I dared not to cause you anymore heartache.

Then Sesshoumaru came and said that our lineage could not die out and despite that I was a half demon, that I was family. Then he brought Misaki along who was just like me, but had worked hard to stay with her noble family, so I mated her hoping to quell these feelings and it didn't work, but I thought maybe with time, when she gave birth to our children I had a brief moment of happiness. I care for her, but my heart just won't allow me to love her. Misaki actually doesn't love me either. She has a harem of men from her home to please her. I don't mind as long as it is done outside my house. I'm sorry Kagome, I hoped that I could keep these emotions to myself," I said. I looked up at her, but she seemed to be looking past me.

I followed her line of sight. The instant portraits that she had taken with that ca-mera, she had called them pictures.

Watching as she got up and walked over to them. 'So much for a heart-felt conversation, but I shouldn't have expected her to just jump in my arms at hearing I have love her over a decade later.

~oOo~

Kagome's P.O.V.

'His house looks nice, but it lacks the warmth of love, the pictures on the wall the good ole days seemed to be the only well-loved thing in this house.' I can feel Inuyasha's eyes on me. All of this time, I had some inkling of as to the truth, though I myself had overlooked it in fear of having my heart broken again.

Rising I walked over to the wall decorated with hundreds of pictures I myself had taken over the years traveling with Inuyasha and the gang, my eyes resting on the picture Shippo had taken of Inuyasha and I, right next to it was the one I took before the final battle against Naraku.

Sango was dressed in her battle armor. Miroku stood by her for once keeping his hands to himself. Kirara stood on Sango's shoulder her two tails swishing behind her. Shippo was in my arms smiling brightly. Myouga sat on Totosai's shoulder though you could barely see him, who sat on his demon bull. Inuyasha stood next to me a look of annoyance on his face, you could tell he was saying 'feh' in his head. We all knew that that last battle we might not al make it back, but we would fight until the very end, well except Myouga, him being the coward he is would probably run if it got to dangerous. I loved this picture so much

Turning back only to see Inuyasha staring at me nervously. I felt a little twinge of guilt But it wasn't like I hadn't heard him, or that I was ignoring him, but worked so hard to close off that part of my life for the both of us. My feeling for him and his constant rejections back them had cut her deep, but maybe I was the selfish one for not taking his feelings, albeit late, but feelings nonetheless.

"Yash, I'm sorry, I knew about your feelings, or at least I had speculated. At the time I had finally managed to wean myself off of you and I was trying so hard to not fall back into that emotional storm of hurt and I was- I was scared Yash…I ..I didn't know if what I speculated was truth or if my lingering feelings were clouding my judgment, but most of all I was afraid," I couldn't speak anymore as my legs collapsed and I cried. All those painful memories came back into my mind, before darkness engulfed my mind.

~oOo~

Dream

"Inuyasha come with me to hell, fulfill your promise"

"Inuyasha don't go"

"Kikyo I love you"

"She's lying"

"Feh, Kikyo would have been able to kill that demon easily"

"You don't mean that"

"Inuyasha will never love you like he loves me"

"You're a liar"

"Your just a shard detector"

"I know, but maybe one day I'll mean more to you"

"Inuyasha is mine"

"He will never be yours"

"You'll never be as good as Kikyo"

"I know and I'm sorry"

"He promised to go with me to hell"

"He won't go through with it"

"I love you Kikyo"

"Why can't it be me?"

"I love you Inuyasha"

"Yash wait you can't go Inuyasha, Inuyasha come back, don't leave me alone, I love you too so please come back, please" tears fell as they both disappeared from sight.

End of Dream

~oOo~

Waking to warmth, my eyes fluttered open. Squinting close from the bright rays of light. I was lying on a futon in a bleak room. I looked from side to side, I made to sit up, but something was on me. I looked to see Inuyasha's head nestled on my stomach. He hadn't left me, but that dream. Some memories, others though were my mind. I ran my hand through his silver locks, as my tears fell. 'Inuyasha, why do you always seem to hurt me,' though I guess I only have myself to blame.

I guess it's just as the saying goes 'curiosity kill the cat and curiosity was a dog named Inuyasha,' I smiled solemnly at the thought. Though I didn't love him like that now those feelings of still lingered in the far excesses of my mind, waiting for the right opportunity to strike.

Thoughts that Naraku's incarnation Akago had locked onto festered deep in my heart, but I overcame them and gradually moved on. I watched as he woke slowly from his slumber. His eyes fluttering up open looking at me, "I'm sorry Kagome."

I sighed, "It's not your fault, but Inuyasha know that nothing shall ever be between us. My love for you is gone, the love I have for you now is more that of good friend. I know it may take awhile, but you will overcome this puppy love just as I have. As for Misaki, though she may not love you, don't give up. Because those feelings I saw in her eyes were the same feelings I once held. Inuyasha she loves you, unlike me though, she hasn't given up, she's just doing this to quell the hurt in her heart. Right now Inuyasha I know you may love me and it would be selfish of me to say stop, so I'm just going to say try, no not your version of try Yasha, because we both know your try is half-ass at best, but really try to love her. I wouldn't have sat by and watched you marry had I not known in my heart she would love you just as much as I did, if not more so. Okay."

I lifted his chin "Okay Yash," Instead of answering, however, he brought his face close and our lips met. The kiss was soft and quick. He pulled back, "Okay, I just had to kiss you at least once more," I could feel the prickling sensation in the back of my eyes, as the locked away memories threatened to tear down its caged. I gently brought my hand up to caress the face of the man whom I would have given everything to have his love.

I gently pulled him closer our lips touching once more as I let all of those memories that I had locked away surface and set them free. I felt him pull me closer as our tongues attentively touched and passion, sorrow, pain, heartache were filled into that kiss.

Warning Lemon!

His hands gently caressed her sides, he looked at her his eyes revealing he wanted more. She could feel his bulge pressed up against me with how close we were. Though she couldn't blame him for she had started this.

Inclining her head, "Only this once as I started this, but only this one time understand, " he nodded, happy just to feel, to touch, to have her. His hands moved to untie her obi, but she stopped him, placing her hand on top of his. Lightly pushing him onto the futon, standing up. He looked at her as if he were about to cry.

Smiling at how he looked like a puppy being taking away from his favorite bone. She slowly brought her hands to her obi, untying it, letting the kimono fall to the floor in a crisp pile. He moved untied his red kimono that she used to adore so much. Soon all of their clothes ended up in a pile, and she straddled his waist. Kissing him, this time their tongues battling for dominance. She let him win as he nipped softly at her tongue.

He rolled them over so he was on top, breaking the kiss.

He pulled back, his eyes greedily taking in the sight of her glorious body, before his head dipped down towards her neck.

He butterfly kisses all the way down her body, from her neck to her navel. Each kiss felt like fire against her skin. Looking back up at her with a cocky grin on his face, moved lower. Her hand clenched the sheets tightly in her hands and moaning softly, as he gently parted her legs. His massaged her thighs kissing each one, before he moved uoward towards her core.

His tongue flicked out of his mouth, giving a small lick to her moist cavern. She shuddered as his tongue teased her. Nipping at her clit softly being careful of his fangs, as she mewled in pleasure. Inuyasha smiled before flicking her labia and gave her pussy another long, wet lick, this time taking it slower as his tongue dipped in tasting as delectable treat. He growled at the taste. 'This taste so sweet and glorious.' He wanted to taste more. Her body loved the feel of his tongue inside of her.

"Ya-sha," she nearly died when he slowly pushed in a finger, all the while never stopping tasting her. He moved his finger inside of her experimentally, noting how wet she was.

"Mmm, so wet," his voice muffled against her pussy, created soft vibrations that made want her to laugh and writhe in pleasure. Pumping his digit faster adding in a second one, as his lick became longer and harder. His tongue stilled pulling back only to suck on her clit with much needed urgency still pumping his digit inside of her. Kagome squirmed beneath him and bucked her hips against his fingers

"Aaaahhhh, Inuyasha," she screamed as she came.

He greedily leapt up her juices. Kagome watched as licked his fingers feeling herself get hotter.

"Yummy," he whispered and Kagome couldn't help but blush. He traveled up her body kissing her. Kagome could taste herself on his tongue and it turned her on.

Kagome wanted to return the pleasure he had bestowed upon her and flipped them. She kissed him fiercely. Their tongues waging a tongue war, before she pulled back. He groaned at the loss. "Don't worry Yasha I'm gonna make you feel good, be patient." He nodded just wanting him. She smiled leaning back to move down his body towards his pulsing dick. His large manhood was a sight to behold, the veins were thrumming with life. She licked her lips liking the sight.

Inuyasha felt proud of his manhood and liked that it pleased her. She head came down upon his phallus licking the pre-cum, before she took him into her mouth fully. Bobbing up and down taking as much as she could into her mouth, the rest she stroked with her hands.

She swirled her tongue around the head, sucking him off, while lightly running her teeth down his dick. Her hands cupped his balls massaging them in her hands.

Her head kept bobbing up and down, hearing Inuyasha panting and moaning, his hands weaving through her hair. She moved faster softy humming as the vibrations traveled through his dick. Sucking hard like she was trying to get the last bit of juice at the bottom of the cup, "Kag-kagome, I'm about to-" He grunted out as he came, shooting his fill into her awaiting mouth. She swallowed as his hot sperm filled my mouth. Releasing his dick with a 'pop' noise, she licked her lips to make sure she hadn't missed a drop.

Looking at his flaccid cock, she watched as it slowly, twitched getting hard again. He kissed her hard, growling into my mouth. She moaned not sure what to expect from this sudden roughness. Only for him to lift her turning her on her stomach and raising her up onto her knees. She looked back only to see his eyes had bled red. His inner demon had surfaced. She mentally cursed not thinking his beast would come out. She felt him position his cock at her entrance, but his inner demon seemed to be waiting.

'Was he waiting for my permission,' Looking back at him, not flinching at his deep red pupils. She had seen them several times before, but never with such lust and consciousness before. She had always seen Inuyasha's other half as a mindless beast that desired blood. Kagome nodded slowly for him to proceed, he grinned showing of his elongated canines pulling back only to surged forward ramming straight into her pussy. She bit her tongue not expecting such force.

"Oh Kami," she moaned out. His beast coming out seemed to have increased the size of his girth. He stopped obviously waiting for her to adjust. When she adjusted she gently moved her hips motioning for him to continue. He began to move at a gentle place, but she wasn't the same girl as before, who wanted it soft and easy.

"Harder, faster" she shouted at him. He seemed wary before giving in. His hands moved to her hips gripping them, raising them higher before he moved pumping into her faster and harder.

"Oh, ooohhh! Yes more, more," she started to beg like a bitch in heat. He pulled her hips closer, her head pressing into the futon as he went deeper and moved faster and faster. His hands moved to play with her breast gently caressing them, before pinching her nipples causing her to moan out in ecstasy.

Before long she could feel that tell tale knot forming in her stomach. The coiling up in her womb and felt a euphoric sensation before it all exploded and they both came.

"Aaaaahhhh," hearing him let out a thunderous growl as he came in her his hot sperm filling her to the brim. Her mind only registered the untold euphoria. He collapsed to the side taking her with him, they laid there still conjoined. She stayed like that for a few second before she made to move, but he held her in place.

Kagome's eyes widened realizing something she should have earlier. Dog-demon, which meant..

'Dammit how could I be so stupid he knotted himself in me.' She cursed at her dumb self. They would undoubtedly be stuck like this for a while.

End of Lemon.

Sighing, since I couldn't move I opted instead for twisting around which was a little hard but I managed to achieve a better position. In the end I ended up on top of Inuyasha since we were still connected. Looking at Inuyasha's his inner demon as he too stared at me.

He took a lock of my hair into his hands. For a moment I assumed he like the texture instead however he gave it a soft tug, pulling me down to him. He kissed me softly and much gentler than I would have expected.

I pulled back our noses barely touching. "Why," I questioned softly, wondering why had he come out, but not really expecting an answer. I sat up still looking down at him, as his gaze traveled the length of my body, his hand coming up to caress my breast before moving up to the back of my neck as he pulled me gently closer to him.

"I have waited since the day I met you to experience this. Inuyasha was not aware, but I was always aware. How I wished to come out and be rid of that dead miko. I longed to take you into my arms and make sweet love to you, while whispering sweet nothings in your ear. You were the only one who was not afraid, the only one who did not wish for us to change, that loved us as we were. I was always aware and when we shared that kissed in Kaguya's castle even though it was brief for me I felt that finally Inuyasha would make a move, but he was afraid, and then she came back again and ruined everything. When you were under Menomaru's control I couldn't even be mad when you shot me, because the only thing I could think of, is if I had to die let it be by this woman that I cherished more than anything in this world. You don't know how much I love you," he paused briefly to caress my face once more.

"And your wrong if you think he will move on, I won't allow it. Your also wrong about him. He did try very hard to move on, but the great thing about being his inner demon is I have a big influence over his mind. I won't allow him to forget you. You are the only one I will allow into my heart. I love my children, but when I look at them I don't want them to carry Misaki's scent, but yours."

I looked at him. I hadn't thought about Inuyasha's inner demon. Heck I should have known, after all Hime tended to affect my thoughts sometimes as well. "I'm sorry, but you have to let him love again. You see the real reason I came here to today was to tell him that I have a child, a son in fact-" I couldn't finish my words as I was suddenly lying on my back with Inuyasha's inner demon growling menacingly his eyes a deeper red almost black even.

"Who touched you, who," he growled out angrily.

I merely whimpered, showing my neck in submission as his claws dug into my hips. At the sound of my whimpers he immediately released his hold on my hips. He began to growl softly, nipping my neck. I could feel Hime commanding me to let her out, but I refused. She might shred him to pieces.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, please continue," he said softly.

"I have a son, named Koenma. His father is Enma, Kami and ruler of the Spirit World," I looked at him as he suddenly moved to lay back putting me back on top. My breast pressed into his chest as his arms came to wrap around me as if refusing to give me up. I sighed I knew this would be a bad day.

I gently hugged him back. He probably was thinking how he could compete with a Kami. I best set him straight. "We aren't married, or mated," he looked up, but instead of relieve he looked angry.

"Did he rape you," he asked, his arms wrapping around me tighter as if to protect me from harm.

"No, I was with him willingly. Its another one of the things I came to talk about with Inuyasha. Inuyasha knows that in the future demons were non-existent, but I could always feel as if they were closer than that, as if they were in a separate dimension floating above the humans. That's when I realized that maybe they were. The Shikon no Tama and Midoriko only served to help in my theory. The dimension felt like my energy source, but it was intertwined with another. Of course I had thought that was ridiculous back then, but I know now that it may hold some truth. It was Enma's power that I felt intertwined with mine. The Enma of this time was searching for a male heir one that I gave birth to in exchange for him help in creating the dimension. So you see it was all done willingly and I was not raped in anyway."

I watched as he seemed to be digesting the information, or sharing it with someone. 'Was he telling Inuyasha,' I kept looking at him waiting for him to respond.

"I've shared the information with Inuyasha, he is not happy about this either, but he understands. I understand as well, however, I do wish I could hurt him for daring to touch you, however, Inuyasha speculates that you probably made the first move, so I guess I to must accept what is. I also have thought about what you said earlier pertaining to Misaki. I shall allow him to move on, but rest assured I shall never waver in my feelings for you ever and that should you need me I am always there," he said as one of his hands lightly caressed my ass.

"Well I wouldn't worry about that since you've probably impregnated me by now," I said matter-of-factly as he grinned wickedly, while moving his hands towards my hips to finally began lift me up off of his cock. 'Thank goodness', I was ready to move, however my relief was short lived as he let go right before he was fully out of me sending me back down on him. I groaned at the feel of him filling me again.

He laughed as I lightly his chest moving to get myself up.

He merely wrapped his arms around me kissing me once more, before standing up taking me with him.

I wrapped my legs and arms around him to keep from falling. He smirked and began walking, one hand under my ass to keep me up as he slid the shoji door to the side heading somewhere.

"Where are we going," instead of answering me he headed towards another door. I could smell the room, it smelt like that of the earth and sulfur. He slid the door open and I couldn't help but squeal like a little girl. It was huge, steamy hot springs.

He walked forward tentatively stepping in. I shuddered as the hot water surrounded us as he seemed sit to on some invisible chair, before his hands gripped my waist once more. Setting me off to the side. I could have moaned out in ecstasy as the hot water attempted to fill my now empty and tender cavern. He merely laughed at the expression on my face, before turning to go pick up something, wading over to me. I sniffed the air, it was a fresh flowery scent, and when he revealed what was in his hand it was soap and bath oils.

He motioned for me to come closer as he began to wash me, but not in a sexual way. When he was done, I took the stuff from his hands proceeding to wash him. Though I won't say I didn't get a couple of sly touches here and there, so much for loving him like a good friend, though I guess this could be seen as friends with benefits.

I looked at him as he laid against the edge of the springs looking at me lustfully. Hime was busy making more cynical comments on how he couldn't handle the real her. Which made her think about that too.

"Oh also there is something else that I had wanted to tell Inuyasha about, something that he actually partially knew about. You see I've become a demon because of the blood bond I did with Shippo a while back, well sorta anyways," I said rubbing the back of my head sheepishly, wondering how he would take it.

His eyebrows rose in disbelief.

I sighed decided to release the spell I had place on my looks before coming here.

I closed my eyes and sure enough I felt my body shifting and changing.

Beast's P.O.V. (After Bath)

'I've waited so long to have her, yet it still feels fake since as I still cannot have her love. Inuyasha foolishly believes that I am only interested in her body, but it's more than that. The day she stood against us, challenge us something in me wanted to claim her and make her submit, then over time she continued to baffle me. Even now after we have made love, she still holds that purity, though more perverted. It's probably that Kami's fault' The very thought of her with another made my hands clench.

When she showed me her new form I had to admit it was quite shocking, but the change only brought out even more of her beautiful essence, which made me claim her again in that very spot in the hot springs and again when we went back to the guest room.

To me she is like a goddess who must be worshiped constantly mind, body, and soul. How it pained me to watch her use a spell to rid the scent of our activities from my home, making me burn the futon outside in which we had lain upon.

Even now watching as she cupped her womb, where our child lay. I would not be able to smell the pup for about a week if it was a boy, or till birth if it was a girl, but she said she could feel the child within her already.

I watched as she approached me, wrapping her arms around my neck, standing on her tip toes. I leaned in as our forehead rested against each other, before she released me. "You should let Inuyasha out and tell him everything," she said her hand reaching up to caress my face, as I leaned into her warm hand.

"I will, though most he already knows. Kagome the child that we have created- " Kagome however cut him off.

"In less than two moon cycles all of the rulers of the different land shall be in attendance at my palace. I expect you and your family to be in attendance as you are still prince of the Western lands. Sesshoumaru told me to tell you to come and be on your best behavior, though I would have invited you had he not. Also if you might tell Shippo to bring him and his family."

I looked away still miffed that she had cut me off.

Kagome lips pursed when he did so. Rolling her eyes. 'Even his inner self is childish at times.'

"The pup that we have created today will be loved and cherished. We will discuss where the child shall live when the time comes, but right now you need to talk to Misaki and your pups about this development. I will inform my council, though I already have an inkling that they will make it to where you are my concubine to sanction the birth of our child," she finished speaking, looking at me with a knowing smile, daring me to find fault in her words.

"Fine, but what if Misaki does not take it well, what if she attempts to kill you. I don't believe I could hold back from killing her," Kagome immediately frowned at my words, but she had to know that she was more important than that woman.

"I highly doubt it as I am immortal. As well as I know for a fact she loves you, so just tell her. Although you should have her sit down when tell her. And explain that you're going to try and make this work, not just Inuyasha, but you too, got it."

I couldn't help, but want to pull my hair out. I just told her I would love no other like her and here she was wanting me to try and love someone else. 'This woman, there really is no other like her.' I sighed however knowing the logic to her words. If Misaki and his relationship didn't improve their pups may suffer and his future pup as well.

"Fine, then I shall see you in less than two moon cycles and bring your kit along," I said, but she kept staring at me, I sighed. "And I will sit down with Misaki and try to work out this relationship," I said exasperatedly to which she smiled, giving me a soft peck on the cheek. "Good now be a good doggy and let out Inuyasha." I couldn't help but growl at being compared to a simple dog.

She just laughed, while she reached up to scratch my ears, Oh Kami, this woman,' I let out a pleased growl, letting my self go back into my cage for now, but not before I pulled her in for one last kiss.

~oOo~

Kagome's P.O.V.

I pulled back from our heated kiss, as I felt his beast's youki drop dramatically.

His headed lifted up to reveal his golden amber color pupils. "Kagome, he informed me of everything, even the graphic details," I almost giggled at the pink going across the bridge of his nose.

"Hn, yeah I know," I looked at him only he was looking at my womb, "Yash are you okay, you know with our child," my hands automatically going to my womb where my child was already starting to grow.

He looked up at me, "Of course, I just-well I wish I had been the one and not him," this time I did laugh.

"Haha, but Yasha your both share the same body. I am sure you beast has already informed you of everything else, so when you come to the meeting I expect that you and Misaki will have sorted this all out, so I believe I shall be taking my leave 'kay Yash," I winked at him, adjusting my pack, before setting off.

As I headed through the forest I paused in my walk to look at the Goshinboku my intended direction to begin with, though this time there was someone there.

Silver and black hair, with small triangular shaped ears that twitched at ever single noise.

I sighed it seemed that conversation would be sooner than I thought.

I knew today was going to be a bad day, but then again it did bring something good, as I headed toward the tree and female figure that stood by the Goshinboku.

To be continued.

TBC- next Chapter 14: A Bad Day to be the Immortal Miko.

Again sorry it took so long, tried to make this chapter longer, so please don't flame me. Also above in the story there were mentions of Inuyasha and Kagome's kiss, as well as Menomaru. These take place in Inuyasha Movie 1 & 2. Review and tell me what you think!.