A/N: I always say, that I'm not a writer- I write because of few of my regular readers, who send great reviews (I even wake up, in the middle of night, if there is a beep on my mobile about a new review) and PMs. My readers care and so do I. I care a lot about the feelings of my readers. Sometimes, I change the track of the stories, just because of popular demands. I just want to thank those people who really care to show a little respect, which I believe, as authors we deserve. As a reader, if I don't like something, I simply don't read- don't make fuss over my choices.

helenkidd1 : Hey, where have you been? I haven't seen you for an infinite time…ha ha…

Courtney: Sorry that I forgot to welcome you last time. Welcome to my crazy world and thanksssss a ton for your positive feedback.

Guest, who sent a hate comment: I know my story is "mega retarded" as you said. Thanks that still you are reading my "non-sense story". Ha ha…

rulibby : are you a new reader? Welcome to my world. Thanks for liking the story.

Calzona27: I'm sorry that you feel that you have wasted your time. I hope you still are not reading it.

TweetyGurl46: I'm okay dear. I hope you will like this chapter and thanks a lot for your wonderful friendly gesture. I truly appreciate it.

AZsgirl & mientosz: ha ha… I wish nobody else had noticed that how you two almost blew out my little hint, which I left. You guys are super clever.

PalCalAri : A little more angst… I hope you will like this chapter. Sometimes, some relationships are that intense that you are kind of bound to find your ways together.

Helena: I truly…truly… love all your comments… you are one of those very few readers who actually show genuine interest in the authors and I miss you…

Chapter 14

"What should I wear?" Arizona asks Kate while rummaging her wardrobe. Kate has asked her to join a party with her. Although Arizona does not have least interest to go anywhere, she decides not to upset Kate further after those incidents related to Callie. Arizona is trying to behave as if nothing has happened keeping her chirpy self up. Kate seems to be quite okay so far, but Arizona just does not want to make anymore dents in their relationship. So, she is willing to do anything to make up the damage.

"Wear something fancy," Kate replies.

Once they are at the party, Arizona discovers this is a Hollywood party, as she can see many known and famous faces. She looks at Kate surprisingly as Kate has never mentioned that they are going to a film party.

"Kate, you never told that we were coming to a Hollywood party." Arizona says with concern in her voice.

"You never asked." Kate replies in flat.

Arizona looks around almost with a hope not meeting Callie here. Kate and she start mixing with other journalists and people from film industry. Suddenly, Arizona notices Callie standing with a group of people. Callie is of course chatting, but Arizona can tell from her face that she is not interested in listening to these people. However, she is pretending her best. Arizona tries to turn on her heel quickly, but not before Callie also notices her.

Callie is really surprised seeing Arizona at this party. Arizona is backing her, but she can never can miss those blonde hair and thin small body even from thousands miles distance.

Kate notices how Callie is observing them. She laces her fingers with Arizona's while talking to someone.

Callie feels a strong lump seeing Kate and Arizona's laced hands. This should be her. She should be the one bringing Arizona in all these film parties and showing the rest of the world her beautiful love is. But, here Arizona has come with someone else. Callie starts feeling insane jealousy inside her head .

"Cal, let's dance," Mark offers his hand.

"Yeah, let's go," Callie takes Mark's hand looking at Arizona and takes a place on the dance floor from where Arizona can see them clearly.

Even though Arizona tries her best not to look at the dance floor, she simply cannot resist herself. Holding a glass of drink, she watches minutely how Mark's hands are roaming on Callie's bare wide back. Arizona starts drinking unconsciously. Kate observes the whole scene, nevertheless, keeps quite. Today, she wants to know the truth.

Meanwhile on the dance floor, Mark finds Callie quite open to him tonight. His hands wander on Callie's bare back and shoulder effortlessly and they become bolder when Callie does not resist. Callie does not say anything because she needs to show Arizona that she also has someone. She is okay even though Arizona has rejected her. Marks hands go down and touch Callie's butts slightly before coming up to the bare shoulder. Callie cringes to the hell from inside but puts a happy face on.

Arizona notices every single move of those dirty hands. Kate notices the way Arizona is drinking. Being her childhood friend, she knows that Arizona is not a drinker and thus she gets drunk easily. Nonetheless, she knows what has triggered the doctor to be out of control today. So, she keeps silent and waits to see what happens.

Arizona watches how Mark's lips softly touche Callie's shoulder top and a little of those wonderful jaw lines. After her fifth drink, Arizona cannot stand there anymore. Now she is almost out of her self-resistance.

Once Callie finishes her dance, she walks towards the back of the hall and Arizona follows her almost instinctively- she is not in herself right now. Callie is going to the back of the empty hallway to take a room so that she can cool herself down for a while.

"Callie- calliope!"

Without looking back also Callie knows who she is.

Once Callie turns back, Arizona shoves her in to the nearest empty room and once the door is closed, she pins Callie on the wall and takes her lips in hers with everything she has. Callie though surprised does not take more than a second to kiss her back. Both the women are trying to take control from each other. Arizona holds Callie's neck and brings it closer to her while Callie's fingers are entangled in Arizona's hair.

Arizona pulls out from the heated kiss leaving Callie completely breathless.

"I hate when he touches you…I'm the one who … sh…should tou…ch you," Arizona says slowly touching Callie's collarbones, slurring.

Suddenly Callie realizes that Arizona is completely drunk now. Because of the heated moment before, even though they were kissing furiously, Callie has not realized the drunken state of Arizona. Now Callie sees that she even can't stand properly.

"How much have you drunk?" Callie asks while helping her to stand on the place.

Arizona shows a pinch with her index finger and closes one eye, "just a little…" She laughs and gives another peck on Callie's lips.

Callie holds Arizona's waist leaning back on the door. Arizona is looking too adorable and she actually has never seen Arizona without resistance.

"But, you said you have no feeling for me?" Callie locks her hands at the small of Arizona's back.

Arizona does not reply. She rests her head on Callie's shoulders instead, hiding her face in the crook. Callie also embraces the smaller woman tightly. After few minutes, Arizona slowly replies, "except you, I have never felt anything for anybody…"

Callie feels the warm tears rolling down on her shoulder crook from Arizona's eyes.

"Hey…sush…don't cry baby," Callie tries to console. Callie cannot help but enjoying the warmth and truth in Arizona's body tonight. The way Arizona has submitted herself into her and is telling what she always has wanted to hear, Callie can swear that she can stand at this spot for the rest of her life.

"When you are near to me…I cannot feel anything else. When you touch me, I have Goosebumps in every single parts of my body…" Arizona straightens her body from Callie and tilts her head to the left, "You know…. I…every inch of body is y..yours." She laughs in tears.

Callie's eyes become steamed hearing all these. Arizona was that one person from whom she has always wanted to listen to these words. Callie literally feels Goosebumps on her skin. She rubs Arizona's back up and down.

"Arizona, stay with me," Callie whispers on Arizona's ear, placing a soft kiss on her temple.

Suddenly Arizona pulls herself from the warm embrace.

"I'm going to marry Kate," She says all in tears.

"Why?"

"Because I'm committed." Arizona raises her right hand as a form of salutation, "I'm a marine kid," She giggles. "And… Calliope…I…I hate you."

Callie stands quite still holding Arizona. She quietly looks down at Arizona's left hand, there is a ring, but she has never seen her wearing this before.

"I hate you for coming back to my life…" Arizona stammers and tilts head to her right side this time, "I hate you for… this…for making me feeling so incomplete without you."

Saying this Arizona starts leaving the room, but Callie grabs her arms, "Arizona, you cannot do this to us… I will not able to live without you," Callie says in a broken voice.

Arizona hugs Callie with all her warmth. "Yes, Callie! We will not be able to live without each other… I know…I know," Arizona murmurs in Callie's dark hair.

"Please, don't leave us…"

"Some people are not destined to be together…" saying this Arizona opens the door and directly bumps on Kate.

Standing at the door step, Callie feels so exposed and does not know what to say to tackle the situation. But, Arizona giggles like kid.

"See, Callie… this is the woman…I'm gonna get married."

Without saying anything, Kate quietly tries to help Arizona to stand. She is totally wasted.

Looking at Kate, Arizona again smiles and says, "would you mind if I elope with Calliope on the wedding day?"

Callie apagogically looks at Kate and tries to leave but Arizona grabs her wrist, "Callie, will you run away with me?"

Callie notices how Kate is trying to control her emotions, her eyes are steamed. Callie quietly unlocks Arizona's grip and leaves.

When Kate finally brings Arizona home and helps her to settle on the bed, she can't control her tears anymore. She starts crying sitting at the edge of Arizona's bed. Kate always has been in love with Arizona, but somehow deep down her heart she has always known that Arizona does not feel the same way as she does. Nonetheless, she has hoped that one day, she will be able to create a small place in Arizona's heart. However, now she knows that whatever she does, in this life, Arizona will not be able to love anybody else. Arizona's hearts beat only for Callie. Does not matter, she is with Callie Torres or not, Arizona Robbins will not be able to love anybody else in this lifetime. Callie Torres has ruined her completely and for forever.

Once Kate gathers herself, she stands up from the bed and as she is about the leave, Arizona murmurs in her sleep, "Calliope, I'm yours."

Do you see where I'm heading towards?

Have you ever felt that insanely love towards somebody where you can live and die for the same person? I have that every day…