Death and All His Friends

Disclaimer: I do not own anything or anybody from Big Time Rush or any elements borrowed from Ben Sherwood's novel.

"For everything in life, there is always a beginning and an end. This is the tough part, the most difficult thing, when you see that it's coming: The end." ~Seve Ballesteros

Chapter 13

The End of Forever

Logan, James, and Kendall sat crying by the pool. Each of their hearts felt like someone was tugging at them to rip it in two.

"How can he be missing?" Logan whispered.

"His body wasn't in rubble." James said between sobs.

Logan looked up towards the sky and looked for the moon. His mom always told him the moon could comfort anyone when they were sad. But the moon wasn't there tonight. Just like Carlos.

Logan stood up and started pacing. James continued sobbing while Kendall watched Logan paced.

"He can't be dead. The rescue squads must not have looked hard enough!" Logan muttered to himself.

"Carlos is dead, Logan. Just like you." Kendall said, finally speaking up.

"No he's not!" Logan screamed.

A tear escaped both boys' eyes.

"We have to find him." Logan said, determination sparking in his brown eyes.

Kendall shook his head back and forth, his blonde hair flying back and forth.

"We are not firefighters Logan. Were just teenagers, not superheroes. Our job is to sing, not find bodies." Kendall stated.

"I can find him." Logan countered.

"You can go beyond the Palm Woods, Logan."

Logan fell silent and continued pacing, thoughts swirling around in his head. He had one idea that made sense, but he kept pushing it off to the side. But that one idea could save Carlos. It would save Carlos.

"I can find Carlos. I can save him. But I have to move on."

Kendall jumped up and got in Logan's face.

"You're not moving on. I won't let you and if Carlos was here, he wouldn't let you either." Kendall screamed at Logan.

"Kendall, I'm dead. I can't come back. Carlos has one foot on Earth and one foot in Heaven. If I find him, both of his feet will be back on Earth. But I can't do that unless I move on." Logan stated calmly.

"You're not leaving me again!"

"This isn't about you, this is about Carlos. And I'm not letting you have two dead best friends!"

Kendall fell silent and stared at Logan. Logan's brown eyes flickered with determination. His eyes flickered with the right choice.

"Promise you'll save him?" Kendall whispered.

"Promise." Logan whispered back.

Logan walked over to James who was sitting up on the floor. James pulled Logan into a hug.

"Just remember, Logan, you will always be my brother and friend. Don't forget." James whispered into Logan's ear.

"Remember that you're my brother and friend. We will see each other again. It's just a matter of time." Logan whispered back.

"I hate time."

"We all do James. We all do."

James and Logan pulled apart. James got up, waved goodbye to Logan, and walked into the Palm Woods lobby, leaving Kendall and Logan alone for the last time.

Kendall walked over and sat next to Logan, who was still on the floor where James had been sitting. The two gazed at each other for what seemed like forever.

"I thought we always be together forever. But this is the end of forever, isn't it?" Kendall said.

"It appears so." Logan answered.

"What were doing right now, saying goodbye to you, it probably the hardest thing I ever have to do."

"Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think."

A small smile spread work its way onto Kendall's lips.

"Winnie the Pooh. Christopher Robin said that to Pooh." Kendall chuckled.

"Promise me you will always remember that, Kendall."

"I promise Christopher Robin. Now you promise me you will always remember me."

"I could never forget you, Pooh. I could never forget you."

Kendall and Logan leaned into each other and hugged. Neither wanted to let go, but eventually they did.

"Goodbye Kendall." Logan whispered.

"Goodbye Logan." Kendall whispered back.

Logan stared ahead straight and closed his eyes. Suddenly, he started glowing in a golden light. The light continued to spread all over his body until it completely covered Logan. It sparkled and shined. Logan turned his head towards Kendall, opened his eyes and smiled.

Then he was gone.

"Goodbye forever, Christopher Robin." Kendall whispered to air.

Logan finally moved on. But he's not done on Earth. He's still gotta save Carlos. This story has a couple more chapters left, but I'm not sure how many.

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