Beastly

Real Emotion

What can I do for you?

Far beyond the hazy borders of my heart
I could see a place
That's something like this
Every now and then I don't know what to do
Still I know that I
Can never go back

But the things I've seen
In those hazy dreams
Can't compare to what I'm seeing now
Everythings so different
That it brings me to my knees...

"Where am I?" Zero looked back and forward. No one was around him, and a thick fog was covering everything in sight, it's another weird dream.

He walked looking at the broken road under his feet, even that was getting hard to look at! His gaze landed to a ribbon of light shining a path for him. He followed it feeling his stomach, only to panic and look down fast. Where were his unborn children! Where could they be, he panicked and ran towards the light. Maybe they were the ones shining a path for him. Zero ran feeling the path stretch out longer and he felt he had run forever in the same spot, but he will not stop and kept on running towards the light.

"What's going─ on?" he was out of breath and stopped noticing that he hadn't moved from the same spot.

He glared at the ground, but he must have done something because the ground began to move forward fast. He fell on his bottom and saw that he was leaving all the trees behind and the fog was completely disappearing. It still wasn't enough to see where he was. The road stopped and he got up dusting his pants from the back checking if his clothes were dirty.

He heard little kid's giggles and followed them. They took him towards the same gates and that same thick chain was still in place blocking his entrance. Zero heard the children's giggles loud and clear on the other side of the gates, he really now wanted to get inside. He glanced up seeing three small, dark silhouettes all gathered around giggling looking at something on the floor. He couldn't see them, but knew they were little kids not much older than four. One of the figures stepped to the side revealing a beautiful flower crest on the ground. It looked more like a cherry blossom with vines surrounding it, the petals stretched longer with a more define curves, in the middle of the crest were three figures. He couldn't see them, but Zero could see three figures not moving.

"Mama," one child spoke making Zero look at them again. He still couldn't see their faces under all the darkness, so he focused on their voices.

"Who are you?" Zero asked trying to open the gates once more.

"You'll meet us soon," another voice giggled walking deep into the darkness.

"Wait! Who are you?" Zero saw the other two figures all disappeared into the darkness.

Zero screamed again when the crest began to pulse, Zero froze feeling his whole body pulse along with it. He glanced in front of him to see two huge circled shaped tubes seeing two figures sleeping. There were nothing inside the tubes, but the two figures were sound asleep, Zero wondered who they were when he got a closer look. The tubes were blooming from the cherry blossoms. but only two of them were opened, he recognized them right away.

"Ichiru! Senri!" Zero banged on the gates trying to break free, but nothing was working and they couldn't hear him. "You guys have to wake up!" Zero tried once again, only to end with the same results.

His lavender eyes went back to the crest and it glowed a pale pink color, he wasn't sure what it meant. He turned around only to gasp when Ichiru's eyes were slightly opened enough to see those crimson eyes that would only belong to vampires. What was going on? He looked back at Senri and saw his eyes still closed, but his hands twitched, now that Zero thought of it, he stared at Senri once more to see his eyes twitch.

"Guys," Zero touched each tube only it felt so cold making him shiver, but he didn't take his hands off. He stared at them once more before something was shaking his body. He can't leave this world without him knowing what was going on. He fell on the ground feeling everything shake and looked up to see a figure, it was all black and it leaned forward.

"The time is coming, mama." it was an unidentified gender voice, but Zero had caught the brunette locks swaying with the wind before his world blurred.

"You're finally awake," Kaname smiled seeing that cutely dazed look on Zero's awakening face.

"Where are we?" he asked in a tired voice.

"We're in Takuma's home. Our mansion is being remodeled. I hope you don't mind staying here for a couple of days. Nothing of furniture got ruined and all of your babies things were unharmed. We'll be back home soon." he caressed Zero's face making the silverette smile looking at him.

"No I don't mind staying here for a few." he replied taking his hand on his and nuzzled it. Now that he was awake, he remembered a pair of lips touching his and blood was flowing inside him. His lips tingled making him smile, he leaned forward putting his forehead over Kaname's shoulder.

"This time, you're not leaving my side." he said in a quiet voice.

Zero wanted to be held by the vampire so bad, but thought it over. He was still Yuki's husband, and that felt like he got injected with acid inside his heart. He wanted to be more than friends with him! Zero sighed he got up and walked outside the balcony to gaze at the new moon, the stars looked very beautiful in the dark skies. They glitter brighter than ever, and in his opinion they did not glitter as much as Kaname's when he smiled.

"Zero," Kaname walked after him and stopped right behind him to see him look down.

"Do you love Yuki?" Zero had his bangs covered his lavender eyes.

"No! I don't love her like I thought I did." Kaname said looking at the stars, he should just confess to him and get it over with.

"But when we were kids you're all she ever dreamed of. A prince that will carry her to his kingdom after they get married, have children and live happily ever after. We used to talk about all of that before all this happened." Zero looked at Kaname while said man looked at him.

"Maybe she wanted what was out of her reach. But cheating to gain what she wants will never get her there. It will only destroy her personality in the end." Kaname felt the wind pick up and smiled walking closer to Zero.

"You're right, in the end she really is a different person. One you never loved to begin with." Zero put his palm over Kaname's chest where the heart beat strongly. He blushed feeling the brunette's heart beat, how bold of him to go up and touch him like that! But if he wanted Kaname, then he will do everything in his power to gain his love.

For a moment, Kaname stopped breathing. At least Zero felt his chest stopped moving. A crimson blaze erupted in his eyes, expanding his pupils and his muscles twitched under Zero's touch. Kaname shivered wanting to kiss Zero, this was the perfect time to kiss him.

"I shouldn't," he said leaning down arms circling around Zero's back and his bump was touching his strong stomach.

They didn't know who leaned in first, but their lips were already touching and Kaname had never felt so alive in his life before. It was such a sweet and innocent kiss, and he didn't care. He will have to start to go slow and sweet to gain his trust and hopefully love. His beast purred while his heart beat harder.

What was wrong with his beast? When he used to kiss Yuki it would snarl and growl for her to step back and never touch him. But with Zero, he felt in bliss and deepened the kiss while his back was being support by the balcony and Zero was leaning on him circling his arms around his neck. He kept deepening the kiss taking everything and more than Zero would probably ever give. He wanted more! More from the silverette, his beast was crying out for more.

More! It roared inside Kaname's mind making him gasp and quickly stopped kissing the silverette.

"Kaname..." Zero panted, cheeks flushed and eyes glazed.

"I─ I can't control myself any longer," said the brunette leaning forward touching foreheads, his breath ghosted around the pregnant man's lips.

"Then don't," Zero sighed smiling.

"I want to take it slow, for you." Kaname smiled looking down at Zero with a sincere face.

"Thank you," Zero smiled and Kaname leaned downed kissing him.

Zero stepped back when Kaname began to glow a golden halo. The winds were blowing hard and he had to cover his eyes so that trash wouldn't come inside his eyes. A pure white smoke covered the pureblood and Zero saw the beastly form before the smokes covered him. Not long, Kaname appeared all over again looking at his hands with a blank look. Nothing changed. But no sooner than later, Kaname smiled and hugged the silverette with a laugh, he couldn't believe it. He was free!

"Thank you Zero," Kaname whispered kissing his scalp.

Zero just hugged him for the hell of not knowing what was going on.

"I need my mate!" he growled glaring at every one of his End vampires.

"Eek," they screamed and some were even feeding off each other.

"You said that Zero would give birth around this time!" Rido pointed to the trembling figure.

"I am sure," Yuki trembled seeing all the level E's gathering around her.

"Then I'll need you to give birth right now," Rido roared sending shocking vibes making her fall to her knees.

"Nooo, she's not ready!" Yuki screamed as the contractions began to hit her hard. Her water broke making her scream in agony and she fell on her back screaming in pain.

Her chocolate eyes looked at Rido who was smirking and grabbed her, he glanced down at her dirty light blue dress. He sent in for a kidnapped vampire Dr. her violet eyes looked at him with horror-stricken face. He shoved her to help deliver the baby.

After a few hours of painful labor, Yuki was all drained from blood and panted hard. Her cheeks were flushed and glared at the woman with violet eyes. The noble vampire was crying when Rido grabbed her. Yuki looked away when she heard the Dr.'s screams of pain when Rido shoved his fangs on her pale neck. He ripped a piece of her flesh making all the E's eyes glow a shocking red and some were loosing their patience. Rido grabbed her hair and roughly pulled it down making her bare her neck, her screams made Yuki cover her ears and look at the woman being devoured. Her wide chocolate eyes widened when Rido clawed her stomach and a lot of blood with his claws came out of hr new wound. Not only blood but Rido had taken some of the organs out of her stomach and threw them at the level E's making them go mad and fight for that piece of meat.

Yuki had tears running down her eyes, what had she done? Both her and her daughter were in danger with the crazy bastard. She quickly turned her head away when Rido ripped his fangs off her neck, she stills screamed in pain, and for it to end. He threw her to the level E's and they all fought, ripped her to pieces for her delicious blood. The woman's screams died after a few seconds of being thrown into the pits of level E's.

"Now that the baby is born, let's take a good look of her," Rido said smiling as if nothing had happened.

Yuki didn't even object him and showed him her daughter. She had a long patch of brunette hair and her eyes were a dark blue reminding him of a certain pureblood they belonged to. She was perfect and will use her for his sick and twisted plans for later on. All he had to do is wait for the birth of his children. Everything is going according to plan. He smirked caressing the little girl's face while she slept.

"Welcome to my dark world, Yuzuki." Rido decided to name her and saw the baby began to squirm. He glanced at the mother who was pale and looking like death, but she was doing good so far. He gave the baby to Yuki and walked away with a smirk. And Yuki glanced at her newborn daughter with a sad expression, but it quickly faded when her gaze hardened. If only Kaname had made love to her, then she would be holding his daughter and not some bastard's, but the stupid prince didn't even want to touch her. She hoped Zero dies during his delivery.

Time had passed and Zero was complaining about his back and held the huge bump that was bigger than a huge beach ball. Kaname had gone and sign the divorce papers, and he had accompanied him. He noticed Yuki holding a bundle in her arms and saw the baby, her deep blue eyes were looking at him with a happy smile. Yuki had glared at him the whole time, and he ignored her. It was true that Yuki's child was not Kaname's, no one he knew had blue eyes like the ocean.

"Your title as princess has been stripped and your whole name is in shame for the disgrace you have committed." the woman scowled glaring at Yuki.

"Hmph," Yuki glared at someone during the sidelines.

"And you will never show your face in this country again, you have three days to leave. Or we will force you to leave, you're lucky you have a daughter to take care of. Or we would have killed you by now for your felony." Asato said in his mighty voice making Yuki jump.

"Whatever." Yuki turned around and left.

Zero saw the little girl look at him and began to giggle. He didn't know why, but something in him broke, the baby was pureblood, but who could have blue eyes─and is a pureblood? He glanced looking at Kaname who smirked and walked out of the doors, Juri had lead Zero out of the court room and outside to meet Kaname. Zero felt pain inside his stomach and he clutched it making him moan a bit.

"Zero, are you all right?" Juri asked looking at the pained expression on Zero's face.

"Just small contractions," Zero groaned, he had gotten those lately and they have all been false alarm.

"All right honey." Juri wasn't convinced and held his hand in her's with a sweet smile.

They walked out of the court and met up with Haruka and Kaname who were waiting for them by the new car Haruka made Kaname buy. Zero smiled watching Kaname walk up to him and hug him resting his head on top of Zero's. He sighed smiling and hugged back feeling butterflies dance inside his stomach. Or it could just be the babies being happy, he wasn't sure.

Kaname smiled hugging him and some of the council members were coming out of the building. It was Yuki's parents yelling at their daughter, they were to make a choice, to either be expelled from the Council if they help Yuki or disown her. Her parents of course choose the latter and disowned her making her hate them. Her tears fell down her face and took the bundle in her arms and ran off glaring at them with so much hate. Then they had called Kaname and his parents over, the other council members came out and were talking among themselves.

Zero sighed and walked over towards a small bench seeing that his back and legs hurt a lot and they were swollen. He sighed and saw his brother and his girlfriend walk their way along with Senri and Takuma. Zero smiled and they stopped so that he won't feel lonely.

"Oh my," Maria smiled seeing Zero's stomach move slightly.

"Aw, I can't wait for them to come out and play with us!" Takuma smiled feeling the huge bump.

"Huge," Senri smiled hearing their heartbeats all strong. He too touched the stomach.

"Hmm, I get to spoil them since I'm their favorite uncle." Ichiru smiled.

"You're their only uncle," Zero rolled his eyes rubbing his stomach.

At the airport a figure wearing a trench coat was walking carrying only a duffel bag walked towards the exit sign after he went through hell. His long raven locks were covering a part of his face, hiding the eye patch. His cigar was sticking out of his lips and not lighted for the workers would snatch it away from him. He glanced at his watch on his cellphone and saw it was around noon for the humans. He will have to wait at night to meet the idiot of a pureblood and bring his ass over back home.

"Welcome to Romania, we hope you enjoyed your flight." the cheerful hostess smiled making him nod with a blank face.

He walked our of the airport and called a cab for the nearest hotel where that pureblood was hiding. The taxi man nodded and hardly understood his broken language, but Toga was glad that the taxi man understood Japanese. He went to the hotel, checked in and rested for the day. At night he will take the vampire by force if he had to or so help him he will box him up and send him in UPS if he had to.

Toga walked out of the hotel once it was midnight, he had gone around for information about the pureblood. Apparently he loved to party and have fun with the girls, a lot of girls... He walked inside the club, so much for keeping it on the low side. His ice-blue eye scanned the place and no one that match the picture was in here. He sat at the bar on a comfortable stool and sat. A waiter had come his way.

"Anything to drink," he spoke and Yagari didn't understand but he still chose a Chardonnay. Now all he had to do is wait for the pureblood in hiding. Simple, right?

Thank you again for the wonderful reviews! I love you all and hopefully this was satisfying for you all. I'm sorry I took longer, but just this past week my boss's wife passed away. :'( I never met her before, but I still feel sad for him, he's a wonderful boss and this happens to him... So yeah, I'm taking extra days and barely have no time for chapters. But I type little by little, so I don't know when my next update will be...