Yesterday I opened up to Alec and told him that I was molested as a child. That is an event that I will never forget. I still can't believe that he took it so well. That kinda scared me alittle, and I was very surprised. I am still a little emotional about the whole ordeal, and I kinda don't wanna talk about it anymore so yea next topic.
Last night Alec and I went to eat on the outskirts of the downtown area of Alberta. We feasted on deer, elk, fox, coyote, and I think that is it.
Anyways, we just had a good time just being together. We laughed and chased each other and just had a good time. I still can't believe that I found the love of my life. It is like we were ment to be together. He treats me like a princess, which of course I am.
Ok enough of the lovey dovey shit. Now it is time for me to get something off of my chest. This issue has been bothering me for a while now and I just want to release it.
Problems are in everyone's life. We know that right, ok. So when someone that you love makes the problem worse what do you do? Do you tell them? Do you scream at them in order to get your point across? Do you walk off, and then ignore that person for the rest of your life and then when they die do you regret the day that you stopped talking to them? Right now I am in a situation of where my friend is pissing me off everytime she opens her mouth. Some of the shit she says is so uneducated, I'm like where did you graduate from. It is really hurting me because I really love this person but sometimes I question rather she really deserves to be loved by me. What do I do?
I know for someone of my status to be asking these types of questions is rather surprising and not like me at all. However I need to know, and I am being honest. She is really starting to surprise me with some of the stuff that she says.
So with that said I am really hurting inside, and I just don't know what to do anymore.
So with that said I am going to go for this day. Maybe someone will give me the answer.
Maybe...