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It was the last day of our exam. We successfully made it to the gate and we were waiting for it to open.
We had to fight a lot and I wasn't feeling hot at all. I stuck my ass in a lot of problems in that exam and Sasuke had to escape me, which wasn't very helpful to my "Forget him" plan.
I ignored Sakura the whole period. She'd become a nobody to me. It was the time to end the story. The exam was about to end and HE was about to leave. There are other sick and twisted guys. There have to be… I hope they are there, waiting for me… I just hope…
"Karin, are you okay?" Naruto asked me, full of compassion. He was looking straight in my eyes. My God, his eyes were so blue… They really were gorgeous!
"Yeah, it's just that my tummy hurts. I'm becoming fat."
"Come on, it's not like we're not gonna love you if you're a little fatter. You'll be thin after you born that baby. By the way, what are you planning to do with it?"
"I really don't know. I hope that I can kill it."
"You want me to do that for you?"
"Yes."
I hugged him. I really could feel his warmth. He was the opposite of Sasuke: sweet, yet hot, sociable, yet strong. I really admired him.
HE was watching with a cruel look. Yes, Sasuke was jealous, but the truth is that during these days, I really bonded with Naruto. He was that shoulder that I needed to cry on.
The gate gently opened. There weren't many teams waiting up in the line, so my guess was that we were lucky.
We went in school yard, where our teachers were waiting. Kakashi didn't look so happy and when we went to greet him, he only hugged Naruto and me.
"Good job, you two! Sasuke, Sakura, I'm very disappointed of you. You guys are anything but teammates. I've observed you carefully and nobody will be disqualified because you guys worked hard to protect each other, physically at least… Sasuke, you had to tell Karin that you're leaving her for more power during an exam in this period, when you know she's fragile? You attacked her heart and this will cost you. No, I won't punish you, nor will anybody in this village, except for her. She will when she feels like doing it and I won't defense you. And Sakura… you're the definition of a whore – no offence. You have sex with Naruto, fool Karin to think that you're a friend of hers just to spend more time with Sasuke and stab her when they fight and Sasuke's trying to let her go? Also, you know how Naruto feels about you… That kiss hurt him as bad as it hurt Karin. And you both are jealous because they spent a lot of time together? That's because you fucked up their feelings. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to report your behavior during the exam to the Hokage." He vanished; Naruto and I adopted a smile on our face.
But the smile didn't stay too long. I watched HIS eyes becoming wetter and wetter and I couldn't help it. I ran to him and held him in my arms. That hug was full of passion, yet full of sadness. His shirt was impregnated with my scent and with my tears.
"Sasuke, it hurts to see you leaving, but it's the most painful thing to see your eyes in pain. I don't wanna be that person who makes you feel like you just lost your world. I don't wanna be Itachi. I want to be that one girl that makes you come back for her, not that kind which you leave in tears. But I can't be what I wish I were. Promise me you'll try to leave it all behind, 'cause I can't do that if you can't. I know I said that you could have both, but I lied. You had to choose: me or Itachi, and you made it pretty clear that I'm not the winner here. It's okay, I don't blame you for nothing but for making me fall in love with you the way you did."
When I looked in his eyes, he was literally crying. Tears were flowing on his cheek, falling on the ground. I wiped them off and kissed his lips.
"It's the last time when I will look in your eyes as I do now. It's the last time when I want to see you cry. You let your guard down for me, it's my turn now. I free you of all the pain that I caused and I hope you will be happy. Find that girl that you won't leave and take care of her. I'm sure we'll meet again someday, but until then, let me find that guy who won't leave me teary. I want that guy to be Naruto because he reminds me of you. That's all… I still don't feel anything but pain, but he manages to make it stop, even just for a second. I love you, Sasuke Uchiha. You will always be THE ONE, but I'm happy with that second."
I smiled and I let down my arms. I walked away, but he caught me. He pulled me towards me. I could see Naruto and Sakura looking at us, but it was one of those moments when I couldn't care less. It was just me and him.
I was standing in front of him, feeling his abdominal muscles with my back. He was holding me tight in his arms and his head was resting on my shoulder. We were practically glued together. My ass was pressing on his dick, but it wasn't neither the time nor the place to get naughty.
"Why are you always there when I'm trying to move on?" I whispered in his ear.
"Because you're mine and I can't stand to see you with somebody else."
"You should've thought about that earlier. You also kissed Sakura just to hurt me. Sasuke, I'm not a piece of glass which you keep breaking and fixing. I'm a human. The glue can't handle all the broken parts. Fix me for the last time or let somebody else to."
"I love you, Karin…"
I closed my eyes as soon as I heard those words. I knew he wasn't lying, but I wish he was. I started to cry again and I felt him hugging me tighter.
"… That's why I can't choose Itachi over you. Will you come with me?"
"No… I can't. If I love you, I have to let you follow your path…"
"I will follow my path, I just want to follow it with you. I will protect you, don't be afraid."
"I'm not, but…"
I couldn't say anything more. The ground had many dark spots made by my tears.
"I know I screwed up… I know I screw you up… What's the point in fulfilling my dream if you're not there to celebrate with me? Karin, you made me love you, you made me want you, don't walk away just because you've seen my dark side."
"I've also seen your bright one."
"Which nobody saw since my family died…"
"What if there's nobody who will save me if you try to kill me?"
"So you don't trust me…"
"It's not like you've never tried to hurt me."
"Fine. I won't force you to do anything you don't want to. Think about it and let me know…"
He let me go and started to walk.
Should I go after him? Should I stay here or walk away?
"You bastard! You left a hole where my heart should be and you expect me to be all bright and shiny? Well, I'm not… I love you, but what if you don't love me, you're just afraid of loneliness. What if…?" I yelled as I watched his feet going away. He stopped and turned around.
"Stop talking about how I broke you, Karin! I know I'm an animal and I also know that you domesticated me. Let me be wild again or be my owner. That's up to you…Now, I'm gonna get drunk as fuck. Have a good day! Hey, Naruto!" Sasuke tried to get his attention. "Take care of her. Not that pink bitch who told me that she only fucked you to confuse Karin about her true intentions. I only kissed her to see if she was lying or not. Apparently she never loved you."
He left. Naruto came next to me and hugged me.
"It's gonna be okay." He comforted me.
"No. It's not!" I leaned my head on his shoulder and cried. "Take me home, please…"
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