CHAPTER - 14
ZINDAGI BAN GAYE HO TUM...
Both were wanted to said their feelings to each others par woh samajh nahi pa rahe the ki suruwat kahan se ki jaye...After long brief silence...daya gathure some courage and wants to said something. He opened his mouth to said but stopped in between and thought.
Daya pov : mai usase apane dil ki baat kehane toh ja raha hoon ...par mujhe toh yeh bhi nahi pata ki woh mere baare me kya sochti hai...kya woh bhi mere liye wahi feel karti hai jo mai usake liye feel karta hoon...kya usake dil me bhi mere liye wahi feelings aur emotions hai jo mere dil me usake liye hai...aree yaar daya tu bhi na yeh kya soche ja raha hai...areee yaar abhi tujhe usase mile hua kitane hours hua hai ...jo tu yeh soch raha hai ki usake dil me tere liye feelings hai ki nahi...haan mana ki usake ek touch ne hi tere dil me usake liye feelings aur emotions jaga diye par isaka matlab yeh toh nahi ki usake dil me bhi tere liye feelings aur emotions jage honge...yeh bhi toh ho sakta hai na ki woh pahale se hi kisi or ko pasand karti ho...after thinking that he became panic and restless...nahi...nahi aisa nahi ho sakta agar aisa hota toh kya woh yahan etana risk lekar mere room me mujhe thanks kehne aati bhala...par mujhe yeh samajh nahi aa raha hai kiyeh mujhe thanks kyun kehna chahti hai...kahin maine ise bachaya isliye toh nahi par jab maine ise bachaya tha tab usaki aankhein band thi...toh phir use kaise pata ki maine use bachaya hai...ohhhhh god bahut confusion hai mujhe toh kuch samajh me nahi aa raha hai ki mai kya karoon...then he closed his eyes and thought...after few minute he opened his eyes and said in his mind ek kaam karta hoon...sabse pahale mai yeh pata karta hoon ki woh mujhe thanks kehane kyun aayi hai aur phir baaton hi baaton me usake maan me kya hai mai woh pata karta hoon...usake baad usase apane dil ki baat kehna theek hogi...haan haan yahi theek rahega...At the same time shreya was also lost in her thought.
Shreya pov : mai yahan aa toh gayi hoon...par ab mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha hai ki mai kaise unase apane dil ki baat kahoon aur kaise unahe manaoon ki woh apana decision badal de...kya unhone bhi meri tarah woh morning dream dekha hoga...jis dream ne meri raaton ki neend aur mere dil ka chain chura liya hai...kya unake dil me bhi mere liye wahi feelings aur emotions honge jo mere dil me unake liye hai...then she lost in her morning dream...after few minute she came out in her dream and said in her mind ...kya shreya tu bhi na bilkul emotion fool hai...agar unhone phir woh morning dream dekha hota toh phir woh aisa decision kyun karte bhala haan...ohhh godddd ab mai kya karoon kaise unahe apane dil ki baat bataoon... mujhe toh bahut daar lag raha hai ki...jab mai unahe apane dil ki baat kahoongi toh woh kaise react karenge...kahin woh mujhse naraj toh nahi ho jayenge... haan ho bhi sakte hai kyunki unka gussa bahut tej ...pata nahi kab kis baat par gussa ho jaye... aur gusse me aakar unhone mere pyar ko except nahi kiya toh... aur unhone apana decision nahi badala toh...she was shivered and restless too...aur waise bhi mujhe nahi pata ki woh apane liye gaye decision par kitane serious hai...ek kaam karti hoon pahale toh idhar udhar ki baat karke unake mood ko check karti hoon aur yeh pata karti hoon ki woh apane decision par kitane serious hai usake baad hi unahe apane dil ki baat kahoongi ...ha..haan yahi sahi rahega.
After some time they were came out in their sense. And wants to break the brief silence...but non of them gathure courage ...but after some time daya gathure some courage and said.
Daya : hummmm waise mujhe ek baat samajh me nahi aa rahi hai.
Shreya :wo...woh kya sirrrrrrr.
Daya : yahi ki maine aisa kiya kya hai jisaki wajah se aap mujhe yahan thanks kehane aayi hai.
Shreya was smile and said: kyun bhool gaye aap... ki aaj aapne mall me ek ladki ko escalator par girane se bachaya tha.
Daya pov: bhala mai kaise bhool sakta hoon woh hasheen lamha... jis pal mujhe duniya ki sabse hasheen feelings ka ehsash hua tha, jise sab log pyar kahte hai...woh lamha mere liye bhut hi special hai...jise mai aapko lafjo me bata bhi nahi sakta ...ki us waqt mere dil ki kya halat hui thi... jab maine aapako bachane ke liye pahali baar aapka hath pakada tha aur phir aapne mujhe hug kiya tha. I felt something very special but different feelings were rising inside my body. I was feeling a current through out my body and my heart beat was increasing and beating twice as fast. Aur pata hai..us ek pal ne mujhse mera sab kuch cheen liya mera dil, mera chain, mera karar...woh special moment mere tan maan me is kadar bs gaya hai ki mai tabse lekar ab tak baar baar us special moment ko jee raha hoon aur baar baar us ehsash aur feelings ko mehsush kar raha hoon...then he took a deep breath and closed his eyes and once again those special moment was flashed in his eyes...and a very cute smile crept on his lips...but suddenly his cute smile was vanished and his expression change into pale and then serious after thinking that...'agar us waqt mai sahi samay par help ke liye nahi pahoonchta toh'...he was shivered...He was too much engrossed in his thought he couldnt hear shreya's voice...
There was no response from other side so sh said loudly : daya sirrrrrr...
Daya : hummmmm...
Shreya : sir kahan kho gaye hai aap mai kab se aapko awaaz de rahi hoon...aap sun rahe hai na
Daya said in serious voice : haannnnnn...sun raha hoon kya kehna hai aapko haannnnnnn..
Shreya felt seriousness in his voice and became confused and scare too. Then she said in stammering voice : Wo...woh aaj aapne mall me ek ladki ko bachaya tha na.
Daya : achcha wohhh ladki...par aapko kaise pata... kya aap wahan par thi he said without thinking due to angriness.
Shreya : je...je...jee...ha...haan mai wahan thi us samay...aur...but cut by daya.
Daya said in serious voice : tab toh aapne dekha hi hoga ki how much she was careless...shreya was stunnn and became shocked after hearing careless...
Shreya was stamering : si...sir...ye...yeh...aap...kya...keh...rahe...hai...
Daya said in little bit annoyed and serious voice : kyun kya galat keh raha hoon mai haan... ek careless ladki ko careless nahi kahoon toh phir or kya kahoon haan.
Shreya became restless and little bit frustrated too. She said in frustration: please sir aap use careless toh mat kahiye na.
Now daya became more annoyed after hearing her frustrated voice and he said in more seriouseness: kyun...kyun na kahoon mai careless haan... ...aree jo ladki apane hi khayalo me etana khoyi hui thi ki use yeh bhi hosh nahi raha ki woh us samay kahan khadi hai...agar mai use ain time per nahi pakadta toh usane toh apana upper jane ka ticket hi katawa liya tha...areee mujhe samajh me nahi aata hai ki koi etana careless kaise ho sakta hai bhala haan...areee aise bhi kya apane khayalo me magan ho jana ki apane aas pass ka bhi hosh na rahe...yeh carelessness nahi hai toh phir or kya hai haan...aur aap keh rahi hai ki mai use careless bhi na kahoon toh...its a realy disguting yaar...Shreya became more frustrated and restless after hearing his statement.
After hearing this shreya became more frustrated and said in frustration : ha...haan mat kahiye use careless kyunki woh careless nahi hai...haan mai manti hoon ki usane apane hosh kho diye per woh carelessness ki wajah se nahi sirrrrrrr...balki shocked ki wajah se...
Daya became more serious and confused too : shocked ki wajah se ... dekhiye aap use bachane ki kosish mat kijiye...woh...but he cut by shreya.
Shreya : mai koi use bachane ki kosish nahi kar rahi hoon samjhe aap woh such me shocked ho gayi thi...haan usaki bas etani si galti jarur thi ki woh shocked ki wajah se apane hosh kho baithi.
Now daya's anger on top and he yelled on her : yeh aapako bs etani si galti lag rahi hai haan...yeh galti kitani serious ho sakti thi, usaka andaza bhi hai aapako haan... woh toh shukra manaiye ki us samay mai wahan tha aur maine unaka hath pakad liya...warna... both were shivered at a time...after pause few second daya said again...warna unaki jaan toh jati hi per unake aas paas jo khade the unaki bhi jaan khatare me pad jati kabhi socha hai is baare me... I just hate that girl...jise na apana hosh hai aur na hi doosaron ka ...he was too much anger so almost forget that woh jis careless ladki ke bare me baat kar raha hai woh koi aur nahi balki woh hi hai jisake ek touch ne usake dil me halchal macha di thi...aur usaka dil chura liya tha...
After hearing his statement shreya felt pinch in her heart and she became embrassed and sad. Tears were developed in her eyes..she was any how controlled her emotions and stammering in teary voice : i...a...am...so...sorry...si...sir... she couldn't able to said further...her throat was set up due to tears...
After hearing her teary voice daya's angriness was vanished in few second and he became realized that... what he said...he became restless and felt very bed pov : ohhhhhh shit yaar...maine phir se use hurt kar diya...areee yaar daya tu bilkul nahi sudhrega jab dekho gussa...aur gusse mai yeh bhi nahi sochta ki kya bol raha hoon aur kisase keh raha hoon...pata nahi woh mere bare me kya soch rahi hogi after thinking at all he became more restless and immediately said in apologised voice : woh...i...am...very...sorry...woh darasal mai bahut pareshan ho gaya tha ...ki agar mai sahi waqt par usaki madad nahi kar pata toh ...us ladki ke sath sath aur logon ki zindagi bhi khatare me pad jati...aur yeh sab sochkar mujhe gussa aa gaya...
Shreya wiped her tears and said : it...its ok sir maine aapki baton ka bura nahi mana... par sir aap bebajah pareshan ho jate hai...jo hua nahi hai usake bare me sochkar...
Daya: haan woh toh hai... ab mai apane nature ko badal toh nahi sakta na...waise ek baat poochoon...
Shreya : jeee pochiye... kya poochna hai aapko.
Daya : yahi ki aap us careless ladki ki tarah careless toh nahi hai na... He asked this question to make the atmosphere pleasant ...after listening daya's question she became nervous and became restless pov : ohhhhhh no ab is question ka mai kya jabab doon. Agar maine inase haan kaha aur kaha ki mai hi mai careless ladki hoon toh woh phir se kahin naraj na ho jaye... She was started to biting her lower lips due to nervousness and restlessness...her thought was disturb by daya's voice.
There was no response from other side daya was smile and said : agar aap mere is question ka jabab nahi dena chahti hai toh koi baat nahi mai aapko force nahi karoonga...after hearing this shreya felt a sigh of relief ...after few second paused he said again : hummmmm mujhe ek baat samajh me nahi aayi.
Shreya : woh kya sirr...
Daya : aakhir aisa kya hua jisaki wajah se woh shocked ho gayi...
Shreya : sir is question ka jabab dene se pahale mai aapase kuch poochana chahti hoon aap soch samjhkar usaka jabab dena please.
Daya became confused : ha...haan poochiye na kya poochana chahti hai aap.
Shreya : hummm agar maan lijiye sir ek aisa insaan jo humesha aapako aapake sapano me dikhayi deta hai...aur jisake baare me aap baar baar sochte hai... agar woh insaan achanak aapke samane aa jaye toh aap shocked honge ya nahi.
After hearing it at all daya's heart was sink and felt pinch in his heart he could not able to said anything. He just said only : hummmm...may be.
Shreya : bs sir, usake sath bhi aisa hi kuch hua tha jab woh insan jisake baare me woh baar baar sochti thi aur jisako sapano me woh dekha karti thi... woh insan achanak usaki aankhon ke samne aa gaye toh woh shocked ho gayi aur shocked ki wajah se woh apane hosh kho baithi...
After hearing it at all daya became sad and restless too pov: mai toh ise apane dil ki baat kehana chahta tha par ye...yeh toh pahale se hi kisi or ko pasand karti hai...he became panic... ab mai kya karoon kaise apane dil ko samjhoon... Yeh toh sirf ise hi maang raha hai... ab mai kaise samjhoon apane dil ko ki tum jisake liye etane jor se dhadak rahe ho...jisake liye tumane apane ander bepanah emotions aur fefeelings jagaye hai ...aur jise pane ke liye tum etana machal rahe ho woh tumhe nahi kisi or ko pasand karti hai... Mai kaise samjhoon is dil ko ki tumhari love story suru hone se pahale hi khatam hogayi hai...tears were developed in his eyes...his heart was more sink... but next moment he became confused ...agar woh such much woh kisi or ko pasand karti hai toh etani raat gaye kisi stranger ke room me nahi aana chahiye aur mere etane kareeb hone par fark padana chahiye... kyunki hum jise pasand karte hai aur chahte hai hum usake alawa aur koi important nahi hota hai aur agar us special someone ke alawa koi stranger hume choota hai ya choone ki kosish bhi karta hai toh hume bahut bura lagta hai aur hum react karte hai... par yeh toh etani der se mere upper hai toh phir isane koi react kyun nahi kiya...daya's heart beat was increasing and the sad expression turn into surprised on his face ...kahin yeh mujhse...areee nahi-nahi yeh kaise ho sakta hai hum toh aaj first time mile hai aur waise bhi mai isase pahale ahmedabad nahi aaya hoon... toh phir yeh mujhe kaise apane sapno me dekh sakti hai bhala...toh phir kahin isane mujhse jhooth toh nahi kaha...mujhe ek baat or samajh nahi aa rahi hai ki yeh etana risk lekar mujhe sirf thanks kehane hi aayi hai ya phir koi or baat ho... ohhhhh goddddd bahut confusion hai mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai ...aakhir woh insaan kaun hai jise dekhkar yeh shocked hui thi ...aur yeh ki yeh etana risk lekar mujhe sirf thanks kehane aayi hai ya phir koi or wajah hai...But his thought disturb by shreya's voice.
Shreya : sir ...sirrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
Daya was any how trying hard to control his emotions and feelings and said in calm voice : ha...haa...haan kahiye.
Shreya : kahan kho gaye the aap.
Daya : hummmmmm ka...kahin nahi.
Shreya : ab toh aap usase naraj nahi hai na.
Daya : hummmmmm naraj toh nahi hoon per haan use ek sujhaav jarur doonga ki chahe humare samane kaisi bhi situation ho per hume humesha careful aur alert rehana chahiye aur apane hosh kabhi nahi khone chahiye...isase humari jaan ko toh khatra hoga hi aur humare sath sath doosaron ki jaan bhi khatare me pad jayegi...woh kehate hai na" sawdhani hati durghatana ghati"
Shreya became embarrassed and said: je...jee sir...aap sahi keh rahe hai... aisi galti dubara nahi hogi.
Daya was felt her embarrassment : hummmmm good...waise aapako nahi lagta ki hume us careless girl ko thanks kehna chahiye...he said to make her feel better.
Shreya became confused and little bit annoyed : aree yeh kya sir...wajah janane ke baad bhi aap use careless keh rahe hai...aur hume use thanks kyun kehana chahiye bhala.
Daya was felt her annoyed ness . He was smile on her annoyed ness and said : areee wajah chahe kuch bhi ho par galti toh usase hui na ki usane apane hosh kho diye auryuun hosh khona bhi toh carelessness hai ...isliye mai use careless keh raha hoon shreya said nothing but made a face... aur rahi baat thanks kehane ki toh usaki wajah yeh hai ki agar woh nahi hoti toh hum log kaise milate bhala...
Shreya was smile and became excited and said : yes sir, you are right... hume toh us ladki ko thanks jarur kehana chahiye kyunki usaki wajah se hi toh hum mile hai...due to excitement she was almost forget that ki woh ladki koi aur nahi balki woh khud hai...but after hearing shreya's statement daya became surprised.
Daya became shocked after listening her statement and thought :ekkkkkkk...minute yeh kya, yeh aise kyun pretend kar rahi hai ki woh ladki yeh nahi balki koi aur hai...jabki mai achchi tarah se janta hoon ki yeh ladki wahi hai jise maine mall me bachcaya tha ...mai is touch ko kaise bhool kar sakta hoon... jis touch ne mujhe mera sab kuch cheen liya mera dil, mera chain aur mera karar ...mai is touch ko lakhon me pehchan sakta hoon...par yeh aisa pretend kyun kar rahi hai... kahin yeh mujhse apani identity toh nahi chupana chahti hai ki woh careless ladki aur koi nahi yeh khud hai...mujhe pata lagana hi padega ki aakhir such kya hai...toh madam ready ho jaiye such batane ke liye kyunki hum cid wale dangerous se dangerous criminal se such ugalwa sakte hai toh aap kis khet ki mooli hai... ab dekhiye mai aapko etana pareshan kar doonga ki aap khud apane muh se batayegi ki aap kaun hai ...
Shreya after saying that she was realized what she said and said in her mind : areee yaar mai bhi kitani pagal ho ki excitement me khud ko hi thanks kehne ki baat kar rahi hoon ...
Here after thinking it at all a naughty smile appeared on data's lips ...then he said : hmmmmmm aapse ek baat kahoon.
Shreya : jee kahiye na...kya kehana chahte hai aap.
Daya : yahi ki mujhe lagta hai ki aap bahut kareeb hai us carelessssssssss ladki ke nahi. He has deliberately focused on careless so that he can bother her...kyunki jis tarah se aap usaki jaan bachane ke liye mujhe thanks kehne aayi hai... aur jis tarah se aapko mera use careless kehana achcha nahi laga...aur usaki personal baaton ke bare me bhi aap bahut kuch janti hai... use dekhkar toh mujhe yahi lagta hai ki woh aapake liye bahut khash hai...hai na...kya mai jaan sakta hoon ki aapka aur us careless ladki ka kya relation hai.
Shreya became shockedafter hearing this and about to opened her mouth to said something but main time she remember daya's words "mujhe careless ladki ladkiyan bilkul bhi pasand nahi hai " after thinking this she became restless and tightened her grip on his body pov : ohhhh godddd ab mai kya karoon...mai inahe batana chahti hoon ki kyun woh mere liye etani khas hai...aur mujhe kyun bura lagta hai jab use careless kaha jata hai...aur mujhe usaki personal baatein kaise pata hai...per kaise kahoon ki woh jis careless ladki ki yeh baat kar rahe hai... woh koi aur nahi balki mai hi hoon ...ohhhh god yeh aapane mujhe kis uljhan me daal diya hai... ab mai unahe apane bare me bata bhi nahi sakti kyunki unahe toh careless ladkiyan pasand hi nahi hai...nahi nahi mai unahe nahi bataoongi ki woh ladki mai hoon...here daya was continuously smiling naughtyly and enjoying her situation...
Daya pov: so madam ab toh aap buri tarah se phas gayi hai mere question ke jaal me...ab kaise batayengi ki woh ladki koi aur nahi balki aap hi hai...any way dekhate hai mere dil ki chor ab kya jabab deti hai and he said: aree aapane jabab nahi diya...kya aap janti hai use...
After hearing his voice shreya came out her thought and stamering : ha...haan..wo...woh... ma...mai...and She became more and more restless and nervous too...
Daya : aree kya hua boliye na...
She took a deep breath and said in one breath : ha...haan woh mere liye bahut khas hai balki youn samajhiye ki woh meri jaan hai...aur aapane usaki jaan bachayi yani ki aapane meri jaan bachayi hai...aur isake liye toh aapaka shukriya toh karna chahiye na isliye mai yahan aayi thi. After hearing her statement daya was shocked and surprissed too...
Daya pov: wowww i am impressed...how inteligent you are...maine toh socha ab unth pahad ke neeche aaya par aapane toh bazi hi palat di aap toh saff saff bach gayi
Here the chapter end
I know chapter bore that and I am sorry thoda late ho gaya updation me