Ok… where do I begin. School's starting up soon so chapters will not becoming up frequent. It'll have to be when I have the time. Thanks for all who've read it. I'm about wrap up the writing part, so I'll have more time typing… maybe like I said before school starts sooooooooooooooooooooooon. Review. And enjoy!
Forever Mine.
Chapter 14: A haunting dream
Jacob's pov.
Me and Nessie were running through a meadow. What was weird; was that it wasn't the one I took Ness to on out date. It was…plain, with grass coming up to about our knees. I was chasing her, when she turned around and gave me a dimpled smile.
"You know Jacob, your getting slow." Nessie said.
"Nope. I'm not. I was letting you get ahead, but if you wanna race. I will be gladly to kick your butt." I pulled her close to me.
"Sure. Keep saying that Black. Don't ever give up on your dreams. They might come true, but this time… it's not gonna happen. But before we do, I need to make a quick hunt. I haven't hunted since the day before my birthday." Nessie said wrapping her arms around my neck. I let out a huff and went to phase. I came back to find Nessie already gone. It was snowing heavily now. The plain meadow was filled to the max with it. I couldn't see the ground. It looked…dead. I howled for Nessie, but she was no where in sight. This is no time to play around Nessie!
I smelt her scent, and dashed off to follow it. I went several miles, then all of a sudden her scent disappeared. I looked around, anxiously. Adrenaline and worry started to kick in. Nessie would never do something like this, and if she did she would come out right after I barked for her. This wasn't like her. I knew deep down something wrong. Something terrible was happening to my Nessie!
I heard a blood curling scream. That was Nessie! I ran straight to where was coming from, faster than I've ever ran before. Faster than Leah, and that's saying a lot. Then it stopped! I waited, only hearing the wind, the woods, and my heartbeat. I couldn't smell her scent, I couldn't hear her. Heck something was messing with all of my senses!
"Jacob." I heard a faint voice say. That was my girl! I knew she was in pain.
"I'm coming Nessie. I'm coming!" I thought. I ran straight to her now, but then something hit me hard as I tumbled to the ground. I got up only to stare at a vampire; big as Emmett, maybe bigger, and had deep burgundy, red, eyes that made the fur on the back of my neck stand up. I smelled the air. Wait! I know that scent! It the scent of those bloodsucker that want to kill my girl! I looked at him again. He had blood on his hands and clothes! Hold on… that's her blood too! Oh please, she can't be!
"Ah, you finally figured it out. It won't be long before the little monster dies anyway. Then all of her family, and possibly you will be devastated. Suits you all right for keeping a thing like that alive. I thought the Volturi had more class than that. Oh well, we did it for them." the leach said with a cocky grin. I growled and got ready to lunge at him. Just to wipe that stupid smirk off of his face, and to get revenge.
"Oh, I wouldn't try and fight me dog. I might consider keeping you alive. I might consider keeping you little "imprint" alive. But by now she's close to dead. She might not have the will to live anymore. After Hailey is done with her, she's as good as dead." he said smirking even more. I couldn't stand it anymore. I lunged at him, though he seemed to move out the way before I could even attack him. He was surely prepared. The bloodsucker ducked, then I hit face first into a tree.
Crap.
That made me even angrier. He had his back toward me. Perfect. I charged again; but the stupid vampire turned around quick and smacked me right in the face. I flew a couple of yards through the trees, landing wrong. I didn't care. My Nessie is dying. I knew I had to kill these filthy leeches.
I stood there, glaring into his burgundy red eyes. I charged at him again, and this time finally attacked him.. I stood there on top of him, growling. All he had was the most devious smile on his face.
"Oh, like I said before. Killing me is the last thing you would want to do." This leech said in a Spanish accent I've never heard before. I was fixing to rip him apart. All of a sudden he was out from under me, and was now on top of me. I was fighting to fight him off. With the training Jasper showed us when the newborn army came and attacked. He was going to try and crush my bones.
I kept fighting, but it was no use. I felt pressure, then my bones snap. I was in human form now. Boy, did this hurt. I was squeezing my eyes shut. Not because of the pain, but what hurt worse was that my beautiful Nessie was somewhere out there she was dead. I knew I wasn't going to die, physically. Here in a few minutes my bones would heal, and I would walk away pain free. But with Nessie… I might as well die with her.
I looked at the vampire again. He had the same face he had one ever since I encountered him. Triumph.
He had his fist balled up in the air, like he was going to punch something. I knew what he was going to do. Knock me out, so he can finish killing my girl… if she isn't already dead.
That's how they plan on killing me. Leaving broken. All because they killed the girl I loved. The girl that I would die or. Not her dying for me. Why don't they kill me physically? I was nothing without her. I'm not going to live without her.
The bloodsucker brought down force. What he all intended to doing, he accomplished. I blacked out.
~ ~ ~Forever Mine~ ~ ~
I heard beating and snapping of bones. Along with screaming, as I opened my eyes. I sat up abruptly, then later regretted it. My whole body ached, hurt, whatever you want to call it. I heard a faint heartbeat . I wasn't mine, so it had to be Nessie's! I turned to look at her. She's alive but barely. I rushed over to a bloody, broken, almost lifeless Renesmee.
"Jacob!" she barely croaked out.
"I'm right her love. (Don't I sound like Edward. I've been hanging around him to long) We're going to get you to Carlisle, just stay with me now!" I said. I put my hand on her bloody cheek, but it was like she didn't know I was there.
It looked like she couldn't breathe, but continued to try and fight. I had to do something. Then all of a sudden I was back to where I was, when I woke up to find Nessie. I saw a blonde, short vampire, had her hands on Nessie's neck. The vampire looked reminded me if Jane.
Why would she want to kill Nessie like that? Then I realized. So she could have a slow and painful death! I wanted to do something, but I was useless. I couldn't phase. My body wouldn't do what my mind told me to do.
After a few minutes of Ness fighting, she slacked off. Nessie's breathing slowed along with her heartbeat. Then she turned to look at me. She couldn't speak, but I knew what she was saying in her brown eyes.
She loved all of us. Her hands went limp and her face went blank. Just painful to look at. Her eyes didn't have the fire, full of life, happiness. Theses were: regret, hurt… just blank. Painful to look at. I knew she was dead. Simple as that.
I ran over to her, tears filling my eyes as I touched her bloody broken body like she was a porcelain doll ready to break. No. Jacob you can't cry! Who cares, she's gone. There's no life to live anymore. Give me the broken bones, the pain over losing over my mom, the heartbreak of any other kind. Just not this. I felt like a whole was being punch in my chest, a knife stabbing at it, and acid being poured over it. I couldn't breathe, and I wont be able to breathe without her. But I knew I had too, it would be hard for me to die.
Maybe that's what my life was suppose to be. Full of heartbreak and pain, regrets. I should have stopped them! Maybe Nessie would be alive here with me! No one was watching so I let the tears fall. My beautiful Renesemee was gone. The center of my world shattered.
Everything went blurry. Wait, this isn't right. Edward, Carlisle, and the rest of the family should be here. Then I heard lightning and thunder along with rain. I looked up at the sky. All gray as snow kept coming down. I looked down at Nessie. Her body was gone! How can this be? I was by myself now. I must be dreaming. Atleast I hope I am.
~~~Forever Mine~~~
My eyes flew open as I sat up quick, hoping it wasn't real. I was breathing heavy. I hope this all wasn't real.
I looked around. I could see Caribbean blue walls with white trimming. The walls had posters, pictures of wolves, me, her family. Good, I was still in Nessie's room. We never left. It was all just a dream. No that wasn't just a dream. That was a nightmare!
Wait! Was Nessie ok? I turned to look at her, who was sleeping peacefully. I hope. I heard her heartbeat. She was ok, safe. Alive! I laid back down and pulled her closer to me. Alright Jake, calm down. She's safe.
I couldn't help but check to see what she was dreaming. (Good thing she can still she her thoughts through physical contact. That's what we use when we don't have Edward around.) I took her hand; she was dreaming about us having a picnic on the beach. Us running around, playing in the water. A safe dream.
I kept holding her hand. Running my hands through her long hair. She smiled. Something must be going on that she liked.
Edward opened the door and stuck his head in the room, motioning for me to step out. I kissed her on the forehead, as I gently got out of her bed and headed for the hallway.
"Jacob, I need you do me a favor. For Nessie. Trust me, you will like what I have to offer." Edward said.
"Ok. I can't do it until you tell me what you want." I said sarcastically. Edward laughed and shook his head.
"Nessie seems to have a peaceful sleep when you are with her. All of us, including you, hate to see her have a restless sleep. And when you are with her, she doesn't have those horrible nightmares. But it does seem like you do." I gave Edward a look. He should understand that it's kinda hard watching the reason you're here, die right in front of you. It kind of haunts you.
"Yes, I do understand. Even though I can't sleep, those same haunting pictures of me losing Bella would come into my head."
"So, what do you want me to do?" I said wanting to change the subject.
"We would like you to stay her with Nessie, until we figure out who is doing this and stop them." Meaning I would live here until we kill those leeches. Plus to give Nessie a goodnight sleep and hopefully me too. I don't know if I could be in the same house with Sleepless Beauty. Heck, we can't even stay in the same room without starting an argument.
"Rosalie promises to be on her best behavior. Even though she is not happy about it, she's doing it for Nessie" Edward said.
"Are you ok with it? But be prepared this could be a while." Edward said then mouthed:
"Pack plenty of clothes if you don't want Alice taking over your wardrobe." Ha, that's going to happen on way or another.
"True. I take that as a yes." Edward said.
"But remember, no more than kissing. Your lucky that I'm allowing that. If you go past that limit, you will be lucky just to even see my daughter for three seconds. I don't care if she's your imprint, or you both know that you will be together forever, or even if she begs you. I want her to wait till marriage." Edward said firmly. I agreed. I wasn't going to risk losing to see my Nessie. I'm not that stupid.
"Good. Here taking the Vanquish. It hasn't been driven in a while. Go home and pack before Ness realizes that your not there." Edward handed me the car keys.
I dashed downstairs. Everybody gave me an agreeing look. She should wait till I marry her. I passed Bella who gave me a wink., as I went to the garage. I turned on the lights and saw several cars, then saw Edward's Aston Martin Vanquish. He was right. It hasn't been driven in a while.
I jumped in the car. The vampire stench didn't bother me that much. I guess I got immune to it when I was over her constantly. But still, thank God Nessie is only half.
The garage door opened, and I backed out into the pouring rain. I saw another car over on the far side, but it was covered up. That must Esme and Carlisle's birthday present to Nessie. I hope she can keep this one for more than just a day. Ok Jacob, the quicker you get there, the quicker you can get back to Nessie.
I drove down the long driveway, and pulled onto the highway. Man was it raining, but I guess that's Washington for you.
~~~Forever Mine~~~
Later on I finally got to La Push. I hope me driving one of the Cullen's cars won't raise my questions, because I have no time for it,
I got to my house in no time. Pulling into my driveway I saw my dad's house come into view. Then I saw Paul's car parked there. Crap. Great, now I've got a long list of questions awaiting me. I love my sister, but she's becoming a total bridezilla.
"I turned off the car and got out. Before I opened the door I heard Paul snore loudly. Why can't he go to his own house? I opened the door and slammed it as loud as possible, that I think it shook the whole house. And it was all just to wake him up. To my pleasure he jumped up and landed face first into the coffee table.
"What the-! Oh hey man! Why did you have to do that? I was sleeping good." Paul said standing up and rubbing his face.
""I'm getting some clothes." I walked into my room. I grabbed a bag and started packing.
"Why?" It wasn't none of his business.
"I'm staying at the Cullens for a while."
"Because of the scent. Oh yeah, Sam said that we would help as much as we can. All fifteen of us." Paul gloated, leaning against the door frame.
"Thanks. But you don't need to brag that your pack is bigger than mine. I like being the alpha of a smaller pack." I brushed passed him going to the bathroom, grabbing the stuff I need.
"What. Are you planning on living there. You're practically packing your whole closet? And wouldn't it be easier for you too stay in you're wolf form." Paul asked. I don't have time for this!
"I don't have time to explain the whole story, but Nessie's been having nightmare. She has a good a better night when I'm with her."
"What are you doing at my house anyway." I added.
"Well… I sorta took Rachel out, and she kinda had one to many to drink." Paul said rubbing the back of my neck. Good thing I wont be here in the morning, because then I would have to put up with; a grouchy, hung-over Rachel, and my Dad giving her and Paul a speech. Yeah, not a great mix.
"Are you still coming to the wedding?" he asked.
"Just because I'm staying with the Cullen doesn't mean I'm going to miss my sister's wedding. I'm also in the wedding party remember." I said. I was finally finished packing and zipped up my bag. Why was Paul so worried I wouldn't make it to their wedding? It wasn't until December. I threw my bag over my shoulder and walked out of the bedroom. I grabbed my cell phone and wallet along the way.
"Look. I hate to break this conversation, but I need to go." Honestly, I loved getting out of this conversation.
"What? You don't want to have a conversation with your future brother-in-law." He's really doing this on purpose. Just to aggravate me.
"Paul, Jake? Is that you." I heard my sister say stumbling down the hallway. I flew out the door before I could get stuck in another list of questions. The rain stopped, but unfortunately the sun was coming up. Nessie could wake up any minute.
I got close to the car when I saw Sam and a couple of others by it. Can't people see I'm in a rush!
"Look, I know that's a Cullen car. They let me borrow it. If you want to know the whole story… ask later." I got into the car, putting my bag on the passenger seat and sped off.
~~~ Forever Mine~~~
I went WAY over the speed limit as the sun got higher and higher. Meaning, Nessie was waking up soon.
After several minutes, and getting the speed of the car quicker and quicker. I was finally in the garage. I forgot how fast this car went. I grabbed my bag and flew into the house.
"Wow. It's about time, though you could have took your time. I really wanted to have peace and quiet before I have to live with a mutt." Blondie snapped. I glared at her. This wasn't the best time right now. One: because I couldn't stand her already. Two: I'm really not in the best mood to aggravate back at her. And three: I haven't had that much sleep. Not the best type of mixture,
"Come on Rosie. Be nice. He's doing this for out favorite niece." Emmett said as I walked into Nessie bedroom.
"My Jacob." I heard her mumble. I laid my bag on the floor, and laid back next to her. I pushed a strand of hair out of her face as she mumbled my name again.
"I love you Jacob." Nessie mumbled. I smiled. I guess she inherited this from Bella. She would say Edward's name when she was sleeping. Now Nessie's doing it.
"I love you Renesmee. Nothing can ever change that." I whispered in her ear. She smiled. I knew I needed to go to sleep; but every time I tried to close my eyes, those haunting images would flash through my mind
"Jacob. It was just a dream. Nessie is ok. She's right beside you. Everything's fine." I thought to myself. Then drifted off into sleep.