A/N: yo, oh look a new sin.

Setting: The Hotsuin was indebted to Al Saiduq so they give him Yamato because Miyako is pretty much more important than him, also Hotsuins said to him that he will be just a 'collateral' but in truth he was the actual payment for their debt. Yamato believe it. Pretty much after being with Saiduq he felt his 'love' through pain and 'sessions'. Unknowingly that he fell for the man, thus developing Stockholm Syndrome.

Summary: He knew this man is only mimicking the gesture because there's no warmth into those lilac colored eyes encased in long and thick lashes, yet Yamato leans onto the hand, loving the way he caressed his cheek with those cold palm.


The man who had beaten him walks to him and caress his cheek as if mimicking an action of affection.

He knew this man is only mimicking the gesture because there's no warmth into those lilac colored eyes, encased in long and thick lashes, yet Yamato leans onto the hand, loving the way he caressed his cheek with those cold palm.

"You'll be good now, yes?" Saiduq asked, kneeling in front of Yamato while still caressing his cheek. "You won't talk to Hibiki Kuze nor Daichi Shijima, right? If you do dare to disobey me...you'll lose your legs." he threatened.

Yamato shakily nods his head, knowing Saiduq...he'll definitely decapitate him.

The older smiled at him with a fake tenderness before pinning him down, ah...it's their session again...

Yamato wondered if he did deserve to be love, like this...


"Yamato...what happened to you?" Daichi asked eyeing him worriedly while reaching out to check the wounds. Hibiki stared at him seriously as if he knew, of course he know he told him out of trust... "...Maybe...you should move out of that house..." he muttered. The young Hotsuin shakes his head then slapped Daichi's hand away before it could touch him, he then bows gracefully at them. "I'm...cutting my ties with you..." he says before walking away but Hibiki holds his wrist.

"Why?" He demands, looking straight at Yamato. The younger flinch, why indeed...he can freely leave that man but he can't...his family was indebted to the man, if he leave Saiduq, his family will have to pay the debt with a collateral again, and this time with his twin being the collateral...he can't stomach that...his twin sister doing stuffs that Saiduq did to him...he wondered why?

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?


"D...Do you love him?" Hibiki added almost sounding weak. Daichi stare, confused.

Love... him...?

It rang inside his mind...he love him...? He love the man who would call him names, who hurts him and used him like a ragdoll...? Is he jealous thinking that his sister will replace him once he runaway? He started to shake and burst into a laughing fit...It had sense...he must have been a masochist.

Hibiki lets him go, his eyes is hidden under his fringe, he wish he could take Yamato away from that man but it seems that it's too late for Yamato.

Daichi on other hand is still trying to figure the situation out...So Yamato is in an unhealthy relationship, with who?

The taller teen takes his leave, he needs to get home...he needs him.


When Yamato got home, he walk straight to Saiduq's room, hugging and kissing the man, rougher than before. The man got irritated and pins the younger down to the bed, holding him by his throat causing the teen to shudder in pleasure. "What do you think you're doing?" The man asked looking coldly at him.

"I...I love you—nngh...!" Yamato said out of the blue as Saiduq tighten his hold on his neck. "Oh~ really now?" the man said scornfully. "Well then, let's start our little escapade, Ya-ma-to-chan~" he purred, leaning down to tenderly kiss the teen's cheek.

Yamato smiles lovingly at the older, he'll be love tonight.