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My eyes fluttered open only to be blinded by the sunlight coming through my open curtains. I slowly dragged myself out of my bed, dreading to find out the meaning behind the abrupt ending of my conversation with Rachel last night. I yawned as I began to stretch out my arms above my head. Rubbing my eyes to clear the haze of sleep, I headed to the bathroom to do my morning routine. I stood in front of the mirror, staring directly in the eyes of my reflection. Looking at myself, I felt determined to go to school today and prove to everyone that I was still the same Quinn even though I had a baby.
Only… I was not the same Quinn. I had changed so much from the cold, heartless bi...
"Ouch! What was that for? You have freakin' bony elbow," Quinn yelled at Rachel, as she rubbed the tender spot on her side. Rachel raised her eyebrows at Quinn before folding her arms across her chest and glaring at her.
"What do you think?" Rachel asked sarcastically, rolling her eyes. For the first time that night, it was Rachel's turn to be annoyed at Quinn. Dani and Beth sat across from them, staring uncomfortably at the table. When mama and mommy got angry at each other, both girls knew that this was not something to interrupt.
"Sarcasm doesn't really suit you. I wasn't going to finish the word, Rachie. I would have stopped myself, before I said it. I actually have a filter on my mouth, unlike you," Quinn said irritated. However, as soon as the words left her mouth, a look of regret instantly passed over her features. Ironically, Quinn's mouth decided not to filter that last part, and Rachel was livid. "Rach-"Quinn started to say, but was quickly interrupted.
"Oh, please. If I hadn't elbowed you, than you would have let it slip and I don't want my children to hear such deplorable words," Rachel retorted, her eyes blazing with intensity as she stared down Quinn.
"Babe, I-"
"Don't interrupt me, Quinnie. Shockingly, I actually do have a filter because right now I'm hold back from giving you a few choice words from the unspoken side of my dictionary-sized vocabulary. Oh wait, never mind because that would mean I'd be adding even more to the girls' vocabulary and it's apparently bad to have a large vocabulary such as mine," Rachel seethed, as she stood up from her sent, prepared for her usual storm out.
Quinn mouth was hanging open after Rachel's tirade, but she quickly closed it when she remembered an important piece of knowledge concerning Rachel. She quickly got up from her seat and grabbed Rachel by the arm, pulling Rachel away from her storm out. She wrapped her arms around Rachel's waist and leaned her forehead against Rachel's. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said something like that. It was meaningless and I was being brainless," Quinn whispered softly to Rachel.
Rachel looked up fearfully into Quinn's eyes, and was met with a look of understanding. She just felt so emotional at that moment that she couldn't help that a few tears rolled down her face. "I'm sorry," was all that Rachel could manage to whisper to Quinn.
Quinn smiled at her sweetly and placed a gently kiss on Rachel's forehead, "It's ok. I understand it all."
Rachel felt more tears begin to fall as she heard the compassion and simplicity of Quinn. She was lucky to have somehow who could read and understand her so well. She quickly pressed her lips against Quinn's trying to convey all of her love for Quinn in that one kiss. She felt the desire to deepen the kiss, but she quickly heard the fake gag noises coming from behind them. "I'm going to go to the bathroom," Rachel quickly said aloud and raced down the hall.
Quinn let out a small laugh as she watched her beautiful wife leave the room. She should have known that Rachel would eventually burst. Rachel was already emotional without all these extra hormones in her body. Quinn turned back around, only to find two very confused girls staring at her.
"Why is mama acting so weird?" Beth asked as she quickly looked down the hallway to see if mama heard her.
"She's just very emotional right now, honey," Quinn answered honestly, as she sat back down in front of her girls.
"Why?" Beth questioned, her eyes round with curiosity.
"I think I know!" Dani shouted triumphantly.
Quinn felt panic take over her body and quickly looked over to the hallway to see if Rachel had reappeared yet. They were supposed to be together when the news was given to their girls! Quinn swallowed her panic and asked evenly, "What do you think the reason is, sweetie?"
"She's having pre men sims!"
"Wait…What?" Quinn asked, trying to hold back laughter from the cuteness of Dani's innocence. Quinn was relieved that she had panicked for no good reason, but she was just happy to know that even after an emotional situation, her little girls would be there to make her laugh.
"When we went to the pond with Aunty Britt and San, Aunty San was acted weird too. Carla asked Aunty Britt why, and she said she was PMSing. We asked what it means and she said pre men sims, right Bethy?" Dani asked looking over at Beth to confirm her story.
"Mhmm," Beth said, remembering that day with a very mean Aunty San.
Quinn started to laugh at her girls and at that moment, Rachel came back from the bathroom. Rachel looked fresh and new, now that she had her emotions under control. She took her seat next to Quinn and looked at her confused, "What happened while I was gone?"
"Rae, did you know that you're having pre men sims?" Quinn asked comically while giggling.
"What am I having? As far as I know, I'm having a-" Rachel quickly stopped, as Quinn shook her and mouthed not yet.
"Well, that's what Britt said PMSing was to the girls," Quinn informed Rachel, still laughing at the conversation they were having.
"Oh! Girls PMSing isn't that. It's when-" Rachel had tried to correct them, but was quickly interrupted by Quinn.
"Rachel! No dictionary…" Quinn trailed off when she remembered how Rachel had included this topic in her tirade earlier. Quinn half expected it blow up in her face again, but instead Rachel placed her hand over top Quinn's, giving it a gently squeeze and smiling sweetly at Quinn. Quinn smiled back at Rachel while thinking; I hope I wasn't this bi-polar when I was pregnant. "Girls we'll explain PMSing to you when you're a little older, ok? How about we just forget about all this for now, and get back to the story?"Quinn asked the girls, clearly wanting to dive back into the past.
"Yes!" Both girls squealed.
"Good! So as I was saying, I had changed from the cold, heartless head cheerleader that I was…"
I had become more self aware and selfless. I was not ready to show the world the real me yet, like Kurt could so confidently do. The only one who I wanted to know the real me was Rachel. I smiled at myself in the mirror, letting myself soak up some confidence.
When I was finished, I walked into Beth's room. I saw my five month year old holding onto the bars of the crib tightly for support as she stood up, wanting to go explore the world. Or what she thought of as the world at that point. My house. I smiled and walked over to her crib.
"Hey baby girl! Look at you standing up," I said while picking her up and placing her on the changing table. I quickly changed her diaper never imagining that a year ago I wouldn't even babysit a child still in diapers because it was too disgusting for my perfectly manicured nails. I blew a raspberry on her stomach before picking her up and walking downstairs with her on my hip.
"Hi dear," My mom greeted me from the kitchen. I placed Beth in her highchair and walked over to my mom.
"Hey mom what are you making?" I asked.
"Eggs, want to help?" She asked cracking the last egg
"Sure what do you need help with?" I asked enthusiastically.
"Can you get the milk and cheese?" She asked. I did as I was told and happily started cooking with my mom. It felt nice to have these mother-daughter moments with her that I never had when my father was still around. I hoped that when Beth got older, we'd have these moments. Maybe even Beth would have moments like this with Rachel too. Wait! I'm seeing her in my future? It's just as S had said! I felt a wide smile tugging at my lips as I had more daydreams of Beth and Rachel with me in the future. We quickly finished making and eating breakfast, and I soon realized that it was time for my first day of school.
"Mom the babysitter will be here in twenty minutes! Kurt's here so I have to go! Bye mom! Love you, and I love you too, Beth," I said rushing out the door with my backpack slung over my shoulder.
I slammed the passenger door shut and smiled at Kurt.
"Ready for the first day GBF?" Kurt joked. I looked at him puzzled. "GBF? Gay best friend? God if you're going to be gay you have to know what that means!" Kurt stated pulling out of my driveway. We sat in a comfortable silence for a few minutes before something popped in my head.
"Should I tell Rachel I'm gay?" I asked, I thought the question would make Kurt jump a little but he just sat there unmoved.
"I know that not everyone in the school is ready to embrace the gay. But maybe they evolved enough to be indifferent," Kurt said pulling into the school parking lot. "I'm not saying you should come out tomorrow, but maybe soon the moment will arise were you can" He said parking the car and placed a hand on my knee. "If you want to tell her, then tell her. What's the worst that can happen?" He asked. She could be straight. I thought.
"I don't want to come out to the entire school, Kurt. I'm not as brave and confident as you are. I just... I just want Rachel to know the real me and to accept me for that. What should I do?" I asked softly, as I looked down at my hands that were placed on my lap.
"Listen to your heart…" Kurt said.
Cliché much? What kind of advice is that? Well, at least he didn't break into song…
"Let's go in," I said. We stepped out of the car and headed toward the school. "Are you ever going to tell the glee kids about you and Puck?" I asked.
"I don't know, it's Puck's call. I'm fine with it but in reality it's up to him," Kurt said pushing the doors to the school open. I nodded and said goodbye before walking over to my locker were a certain brunette was waiting.
"Hey Rae," I greeted opening my locker. I took out my list of classes and looked over at Rachel. "What classes do we have together?" I asked. She gave me her list of classes and I scanned over it. "We have period 1 which is Math, Period 2 which is Science, Lunch, period 7 which is English and glee together after school," I told her, she jumped excitedly and quickly wrapped her arm around mine and started off walking.
The day quickly passed and it was soon time for glee. Rachel and I walked into the choir room arm-in-arm, laughing over a joke I had said. We stopped in the middle of the room noticed ten faces staring at us.
"What?" Rachel asked, oblivious to the reason for the silence. The glee kids looked over at one another before answering the question.
"You two are suppose to hate each other," Tina stated shyly. Rachel opened her mouth, but was cut off by another comment.
"Yea, now you're all buddy buddy? I don't buy it!" Finn said sourly.
"Guys, Quinn and I just established our friendship this summer after realizing we are better friends than anything else," I felt as if I had been punched in the stomach after that comment, "We have gotten along very well. So if that's all the questions, we are going to take our seats." Rachel pulled me over to a pair of empty seats in the front, just as Mr. Schue walked into the choir room followed by my new church friend, Sam.
"Hey guys welcome back, this is Sam Evans. He will be auditioning today. Okay, Sam are you ready to sing?" Mr. Schue asked. Sam nodded taking his guitar and started to play.
Ohh wooaah (3x)
You know you love me, I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart
Sam put his guitar down as the music sped up. He took a chair and sat in it so he was face to face with the glee club. They all smiled and started to dance in their seats.
Are we an item? Girl quit playing
We're just friends, What are you saying
Said there's another, Look right in my eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
He got out of the chair.
Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine mine
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine,mine (oh oh)
For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe, we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And im in pieces, Baby fix me
And just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream
I'm going down down down down
And I just can't believe my first love won't be around
I'm going down, down, down, dooown
And I just can't believe my first love would be around.
And I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohhh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine
Sam smiled and continued to dance around the room.
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine
I'm gone
Now I'm all gone
Now I'm all gone
Now I'm all gone
I'm gone
"Welcome to glee club Sam, please take a seat!" Mr. Schue said. Everyone clapped for him as he took a seat next to Quinn. "Who's next?" He asked. I raised my hand.
"I wanted to sing a song that I wrote with the musical help of Puck," I said taking the floor with Puck off to the side.
"I can't believe you wrote your first song with Noah and not me," Rachel muttered, interrupting Quinn.
"Well, at least I wrote my last and most important one with you," Quinn said as she brushed her thumb across the back of Rachel's hand.
"Mama didn't write her first song with mommy either!" Beth declared loudly this time interrupting the romantic moment between Rachel and Quinn.
"How do you know that?" Rachel asked suspiciously, as she eyed her daughter.
"We found a paper that mama wrote and on the bottom it says by Rachel Berry," Dani answered for her sister while Beth pulled a piece of paper out of her pocket. "
"There you rest with all the rest. Of my accessories on my nightstand" Beth read off the paper as Rachel's eyes widened with horror.
"Girls give mama the paper," Rachel pleaded.
"Your red or yellow," Dani took her turn reading the next line of the song.
"Please girls?"
"And like a good fellow," Dani continued barely able to contain her giggle, making Quinn and Beth laugh.
"Give it to me, NOW!" Rachel yelled.
Quinn smiled at Rachel as Puck began to play
Daddy never showed me love
Mommy said to never shed a tear
Mommy helped me place make-up on
When Daddy only showed me fear
A Summer with you was all I needed
To break me out of my shell
You showed me kindness
You showed me love
You really make me believe that's it true
It's possible love someone
As amazing as you
Friends helped me realize
What I denied all my life
We laughed, we hugged and they made me confess
Because there the people that know me the best
I never stopped thinking of you
Beth never stopped thinking to
Your hair, eyes and beautiful smile
It makes me go the extra mile, to get you
A Summer with you was all I needed
To break me out of my shell
You showed me kindness
You showed me love
You really make me believe that's it true
It's possible to love someone
As amazing as you
A Summer with you was all I needed
To break me out of my shell
You showed me kindness
You showed me love
You really make me believe that's it true
It's possible to love someone
As amazing as you
You really make me believe that it's true
It's possible to love someone
As amazing as you.
"That was great Quinn! Now for next week-" Mr. Schue was cut off by Emma running into the choir room. "What's wrong?" Mr. Schue asked concerned.
"Kurt, your dad's in the hospital. He just had a heart attack…"
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