Chapter 14

Jinx POV

I strided down the street, making my way to the library which has just opened a few blocks away. On my journey there, I received several cat calls from the residents of Jump City and some inappropriate comments, which really aggravated me. People like this had no respect for women and they make us feel uncomfortable. It's just lucky for them that today for once I was in a good mood, and also I was used to this type of stuff at my old school, The Hive. People were tough there and the boys were so much more manly than the ones here which I miss. The girls had some humour and some spark to them instead of being life less dolls which follow each pther around and I was the most popular girl. Well I mean I was only popular because I was feared. I decided to sweeten up my attitude for Jump City but people are not failing to get on my nerves, and sooner or later the mean side of me will come out. But still, I've had my fair share of flings and things in the old school, nothing too serious. I guess after my tough childhood I can't commit to anyone, or love anyone apart from my real family which are the boys. I started to feel homesick as I finally reached the library. The quietness hit me as I did a sigh of relief, I hadn't heard nothing in a long time.

"Hey Jinx," a voice behind me said, I turned around and it was Chasity.

I gasped because she had startled me,

"Chasity!? Are you seriously following me right now?" I said, raising my voice a bit even though we were in a public library, we got some stares thrown at us but I didn't care. How does she have the odecity and courage to still try and make me forgive her after all she's done to me!? I know that I shouldn't hold a grudge but it's so hard to be humble especially because now a days everyone is so irritating.

"I wasn't following you, I only live a few blocks away, besides, I didn't seem to get a reply to the message I sent you."

"Oh, that." I frowned,

"So how are you?"

"Are you seriously going to try and make small talk with me? You know I hate it." I scoffed,

Everything anyone did now a days was so annoying, and I didn't like it. Besides the holidays are coming up in a few days which means I can go back home and visit my family, even if only for a few days.

"No it's because I actually care about you and want you to forgive me,"

"Okay." I simply stated, saracsticly at it.

"Jinx, I know what I did was bad, but it wasn't as bad as the stuff you've had happen to you after it. Why can't we just be friends?"

"Because Chasity, we have already been through this. You weren't my friend when I got bullied, when people used to pour ice cold water down my hair everyday because I was a freak, you weren't there when the boys of our school used to trip me up and make fun of me. Everyday at that school was hell and I needed a friend. I'm just glad that I finally left that place and joined the hive where I basically ran it. And when all of those things happened to me you'd just sit back and watch them, in fact you would even laugh along! Don't even let me begin to mention my father or the other incident where I was only a child, so pure and innocent, until it had to be ripped away from me- thank to your mother who you swore you hated!"

"It wasn't my mums fault that your a monster!" She blurted out. Immediately after she realised what she said, she covered her mouth with her two hands, "Jinx, I- I'm.."

"You're right." I sighed, " I am a monster."

"I didn't mean it!" She argued,

"Well if you didn't mean it why did it come out of your mouth? Why was it in your mind in the first place?"

"It wasn't, why do you have to ring my mum into everything? I waited or you,"

"Yeah for about 3 seconds and then you giggled off.."

"That was one time, besides it's not my fault your mum hates you."

"Your right, she does hate me doesn't she? All because of her two perfect little sons who would taunt me every day." She made me remember the painful memories of my past that I tried to forget. I could feel my eyes starting to water and I'm sure Chasity noticed it,

"Jinx, it's alright.." she reassured as she stepped forward and placed her hand on my shoulder, any other time I would yank it off and quite possibly break her arm in the process but this time I was feeling tired. Not only tired but restless also, the same things happening everyday. I wanted to burst into tears and hug my dear old sweet friend but I also needed to convince the world that I was strong- even if I didn't believe it. We stood there in silence and I hated it.. I could feel myself slowly starting to forgive her, even if I didn't want, one part of my mind was saying that she always had good intentions but the other was fighting with me and telling me keep this grudge against her, but something in that moment brought back a wave of nostalgia, when me and her would play along the fields and have fun and laugh about stupid stuff and talk about weird boys we had crushes on and how we didn't want to catch cooties. Part of me really misses that.

I wanted to smile at her, but I stopped myself. She didn't deserve it, no but maybe she did! Am I in denial? I don't know what is happening but I'm sure I'm going to go mad soon! Unless I was born mad, I mean it would totally add to the pink hair and eyes, that I was also born with.

"No, it's not.." I whispered, before slowly walking away from her.

Hey guys so I know I haven't updated in about 4 months but that's cause this FanFiction is still on a hiatus and this is just me posting when I have the time, I'll try and make the next chapter around jinx and kid flash because they haven't been getting enough screen time lately. Also remember- Reviews help me update faster!