Chapter 14: If I knew my paste

I couldn't stop thinking about Roxas. He loved me and I loved him, everything was fine about that! So why was I so concerned about this anyways? It's nothing! It's simple-but I can't let go of it!

It made me dizzy-I felt so tired and my body was swanking from left to right. I sat down and started drawing to calm myself. But the headache was still there.

"Are you going to eat?" A deep husky voice errupted my thoughts.

I dropped my pencil I was doodeling with and stared up. "What are you doing here?" I ask, tilting my head.

"What? My sisters out and now I was thinking of holding a conversation with you-but apparently you're too good for me? Well guess what! I have problems too! I was trying to make sure you're okay!" Axel frowned.

I sit up and open the front door. "You need to leave." I say softly.

He gave me a puppy look. "What? Go ahead- you can use force to get me out violently- I find it sexy!" Axel grinned and I just rolled my eyes, pushing him out.

He was so weird.

How did he get in here in the first place anyways?

I couldn't believe it- I actually saw her!

The scene was off though.

Xion's bulging stomach waddeling down the street, in the rain-without a jacket or anything.

Despite the things she has done or said to me-I wasn't a bad person and I wouldn't make a highly pregnant teen girl wander the streets! In the R-A-I-N.

I approached her with fast strides. "You're going to get sick." I state, placing a hand on her shoulder.

"Leave me alone!" She hissed and tore away, walking passt me.

I watched her back turn and keep walking away from me. "I bet you have no where to go." I say, smiling. I got her now.

She stopped in her tracks and turned around, smiling weakly. "You're really something else."

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I let her change into one of my mothers old black and white striped turtlenecks that would be benefiting her form and let her borrow some blue jeans that helped her dry her for now.

"I'm sorry-the clothes aren't the best but they work. By the way-if you don't mind me asking...when do you expect the baby?" I ask curiously.

"Soon." She answered shortly, slurfing down the eggs and toast I made for her. "Thank you again, you're very generous." She said with her head hung low.

"No problemat all!" I say hesitantly. "It's totally fine..." I say getting quieter.

"Uhm...do you have any orange juice? No pulp." She asked politely. I checked the refrigerator.

"Oh- I only have apple juice-do you want that?" I ask.

"Anything." She said-again, in a short answer.

I poured her a glass and handed it to her.

"I feel like such a sleeze hobo now." She snorted. "I can't believe I need your help."

"I'm sorry!" I say on instinct.

She absent mindedly turned towards me with big eyes. "Why? I'm the one who called you all those names-and now I'm eating half of your refrigerators contents! I should say sorry! You're some odd girl..." Xion sighed patting her stomach.

There was a sharp pain to my head, but I ignored it. I lost my vision for a second and had to regain my posture. Again?

"Is it a boy or a girl?"

"A boy."

"What are you going to name him?"

"Evan." She said. "I like that na-" She cut off.

"Xion-are you okay?" I asked, concerned, placing a hand on her back.

"Call the hospital she croaked out and I didn't have a second thought about it. I grabbed the phone and pushed 911.

"Hello, police, do you need help?" They asked.

"Yes-yes, my friend...she's pregnant and she's in labor I believe, she needs an ambulance to Sunset road, 9743th..." I trailed off and hung up. "They'll be here any second now." I say hesitantly.

"I-it hurts li-like hell!" She screamed, clutching my hand.

I cried out in pain by her hard hold.

"Sorry-but it just hurts like-AHH!" She screamed more and I screamed with her.

Soon an ambulance came and picked her up.

"Do you want me to co-"

"No! Just-Just t-Tell him to get over here!"

"Who?!" I exclaimed worried.

"AXEL!" She screamed and the door shut.

What the hell? Axel was the father?! Thats just....Oh god! He's such a freak!!!!

"Seariously?" Roxas coughed. "It was Axel?" He almost choked on his food.

"Yes-I know!" I say with him. "I was shocked too!" I cry.

There was an awkward silence between us two.

"If you're ever pregnant, Namine..." Roxas trailed off-and he started smiling.

I slapped the back of his head.

"OW!" he cried out, clutching his head.

"You're such a pervert." I shake my head. "Really..." I sigh and Roxas catches my arms, twisting them around himself.

"But-But think about it! Little Namine's and little Me's! Running around calling 'mommy' and 'daddy' come on! Isn't that just cute?" He said, smirking at me.

I imagined a miniatur Roxas running up to me and calling me 'mommy' I believe I turned a crimson red. "Uh..." I giggle heckticly.

"That was my point." Roxas nodded before himself. "Anyways...sooo..."

"So..." I say after him.

"Have you eaten yet? Today?" Roxas asks.

"..." I hesitate, "No." I answer honestly.

Roxas sighed and grumbled. "Come on! Eat at least something! Anything!" Roxas cried. "Come on! For me? Please?" He begged.

"Why? Why should I anyways?" I asked, chewing on my lip.

"Because if you do, I give you rewards." He said with wide eyes, happily. I had a guess that he had a idiot proof idea.

"Reward?" I flick my head towards him. "What rewards?" I ask.

"Hmm...rewards like this-" Roxas said and pulled me in close. He held me on my lower back with one hand and cupped my head in the other. He bent down to tease me with a few pecks on the lips even though I wanted more he pulled away.

"No fair! I wasn't done with my sample!" I cry, licking my lips.

Roxas simply laughed. "You're such a crybaby!" Roxas grinned.

A thought ripped through my mind.

What was wrong with me?! Why couldn't I stop thinking that something was wrong?

"Roxas I-" My head was spinning, booming!

Pain.

And I simply felt my body slump to the cold pavement.