NCIS: LOS ANGELES
I Can't Keep Running...
DISCLAIMER:
NCIS: Los Angeles and characters do not belong to me.
SUMMARY:
I run faster and faster...wanting to run away from the horrors of my past. Things that had happened to me...
Running to try to escape the past, but it is still in my thoughts day after day and year after year.
Marty Deeks hides behind a mask of fear, but when something happens how will he deal with it?
CHAPTER 14: THE NEXT MORNING...
MARTY'S BEDROOM...
THE NEXT MORNING...
KENSI'S P.O.V.
I woke up with my face in the crock of his neck, one arm over his waist and one of my legs between his. When I moved back to look at his face, I had to grin when I noticed that Marty's nose was twitching.
He had told me when we were undercover as Justin and Melissa that his nose twitched when he was happy.
The grin on my face grew bigger when I thought about what he had done last night.
First surprising me with playing the song of My Heart Will Go On with his Violin and then the two of us making love.
'Whoa...making love?
I guess that is what it was, because it was not just another night of sex for me. It was an amazing night with my partner...
My best friend and now I guess he was my lover as well.'
I could not believe how far we had come since we first met.
I remember back to when I thought there was no way I could work with him and then to the day I started trusting him.
Sometime over the last few years, we had gone from being put together as partners by Hetty, to finally trusting each other...
To at some point me falling in love with him.
However, I had my reasons for never making the first move to tell him that I was in love with him.
I had been afraid of him leaving me as Jack had done, or if we got into a relationship we would be distracted in the field and one of us could be killed.
Nevertheless, as Marty said last night...
FLASHBACK *
"I guess we're done running from our 'thing' and our nightmares, huh?'
* END FLASHBACK
Marty was afraid to take this chance with us to, but now we were both done running.
"Looks like you thinking hard about something..." Came a voice and it was only then I realized Marty was awake. "I was thinking about last night..." I answered.
"Last night? Did something happen last night?" He teased. "You know what happened last night, Marty." I shot back.
"Nope, don't remember. Maybe you could remind me…" Marty suggested and I kissed him.
"…Okay, now I'm starting to remember." Marty replied, with his lips still against mine, I felt his hand going down my body until he slipped a finger inside me.
"Ma-Marty..." I moaned and I felt myself bucking against his hand. "You like that, huh? Is this what you were thinking about?" He inquired. "Y-yes, faster," I yelled and he complied.
A COUPLE OF HOURS LATER...
MARTY'S P.O.V.
I was now lying on my side facing Kensi.
"When we were undercover as Justin and Melissa...Do you know how many cold showers I had to take or how hard it was waking up next to you and not doing anything?" I asked and Kensi nodded.
"Actually I do..." Kensi told me and I looked at her. "Really, so you did want me when we were undercover?" I asked and Kensi rolled her eyes. "When we went to bed and night and when I woke up in the morning I had to stop myself..." Kensi told me.
"You could have taken advantage of me at any time..." I said suggestively and she slugged me in the shoulder. "I wasn't sure how you felt and I didn't want to mess up our partnership." Kensi replied.
"That kiss you said was just a cover kiss?" I asked. "I had been wondering what it would be like to kiss you for a while before that and it was the only thing I could think of at the time to stop us from getting caught." Kensi told me with a shrug.
"So how long have you wanted all of this?" I questioned and waved a hand down my body and Kensi rolled her eyes. "There was something about you when we first met and I couldn't figure out what it was..." Kensi stopped and I stared at her.
"Since you were Tracy and I was Jason Wyler?" I asked in surprise. "I'm not sure when my feelings for you started to change from friendship to something more." Kensi admitted and I took her hand.
"For me I think it was when we met. I may not have known at first who you were, but I knew you couldn't be one of Danny's girlfriends." I confessed. "What makes you think I couldn't have been one of Danny's girlfriends?" Kensi asked and I grinned. "Way to hot for him..." I said with a grin.
"Way to hot to be Danny's girlfriend or was it the fact you were undercover with the LAPD and hoping?" Kensi inquired raising an eyebrow. "Maybe that to, Princess," I admitted.
That was when our phones rang...
"It's OPS..." Kensi said looking at her phone. "Hey, Eric..." I listened as Eric told me that we were needed at OPS.
Some new information had come up on the case...