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My heart skipped a beat when I heard a knock on the door. Tonight I would show Chibs what he's got in me.
I wanted to bring back all the passion that had been buried for a couple of weeks.

"Who is it?" I asked naively, although I knew it was him standing outside.
"It's me, Chibs. Why'd ya ask? Do ya expect someone else?" he said roughly.
Slowly I walked to the door and opened it.
I leaned on the door-frame and put a hand in my waist, pulling up my white satin dressing-gown a little so that Chibs could have a look at what was underneath it.
"No." I said sensually, biting my lower lip. "You're all I want."

He scanned me up and down, obviously speechless. I took that as a sign that he liked what he saw.
So I played with him a little.
Slowly I began to draw little circles on my exposed thigh, pushing my negligee further up.
"I really, really want you." I purred. "Right here."
My fingers reached the thin fabric of my string and I softly began massaging my vulva.

Nervously Chibs scratched the back of his head. "Jesus, Ella." he groaned.
With a quick move he pushed me into corridor and closed the door behind him.
"I thought ya didn't like public shows." he said with a smirk.

Then he roughly placed a wet kiss on my mouth and my hands sank into his black-silver hair.
Our tongues met and danced around each other. I missed those kisses!
When we let go of each other, heavy breathing, he eyed me playfully.
"So, tell me again. Where do ya want me, missy?" Oh, he loved this game.

I walked over to the living room and placed myself on the edge of the couch.
Chibs followed me and made himself comfortable in the opposite chair so that he could watch me.

"I .. want .. you .. right .. here."
With every word I spread my legs more open so that in the end he had a good view on my inner thighs and crotch.

"Show me exactly where." he demanded gently.

I felt my pussy vibrating under every word he said in his strong Scottish accent.

This was so much better that I'd expected it.
With heavy breaths I let me hands wander from my inner thighs up to my already wet string.
Then I slowly pushed the fabric aside so that Chibs had a full view on my love love tunnel.

Carefully I began massaging it with the third and fourth finger of my right hand until it was all warm and wet.

With my left hand I freed my breasts from the upper part of the negligee til they were all exposed.
I then started to squeeze them softly.

"Here." I cooed.
And then I entered myself with one finger and started to moan his name.

He got up and walked to me. I could see through his pants that he already got a boner.

We stood just inches away from each other.
The warmth of his heavy breaths met my sweaty skin and I could smell his scent.
A mix of tobacco and leather. Hmmm.

I felt how his hands caressed my inner thighs and I shivered under his soft touches.
Then he slid one hand under mine and replaced my finger with his which made me gasp.
"So, you want me right there, missy?" he asked and put a second finger into me, increasing the speed of his moves.
I leaned forward and whispered softly in his ear.
"Yes. I want you to fuck me right here."

As soon as I spoke out these words Chibs pulled off his cut and shirt and pushed me softly on the couch after he took off my string with one quick move. I laid in front of him, waiting for him to come closer and finally give me what I wanted for so long.
When I bit my lower lip in desire for him I turned Chibs on more than ever.

"Oh, woman. Yer killin' me." He rasped and quickly slipped out of his pants.
Now, he stood in front of me, completely naked, with an hungry expression on his face.

He came closer and put himself between my legs. His hands wandered up to my face where he stroke strings of hair off my face.
We laid like this for a few seconds, just watching each other.
Chibs opened his mouth like he was gonna say something but instead he put his lips onto mine. Our kiss was strong and passionate.
Like it would be the last kiss we would ever share.
Same time as his tongue hit mine he pushed himself intensively into me.

The feeling of him so deep into me made me dizzy and I longed for more.

I hooked my leg around his waist so that I could feel more of him in me. Shortly after we increased our speed.
The sound of naked flesh banging at each other rang out in the whole room.
Together with my moaning I was sure some neighbors wouldn't have a satisfactory night.
But I didn't care. My night was more than satisfactory.

As long as our foreplay and the sex was as fast came our climaxes.
I loudly cried out his name when I've finished and trembled a little under his sweaty body.
After that Chibs groaned loudly and pushed himself roughly into me for the last time.

It took some minutes for us to move again. When Chibs tried to get up he stumbled a little and puffed. "Jesus, missy. I'm too old for that."
I giggled a little and put a kiss on his cheek. "No, you're not. You're perfect to me." He didn't reply, just watched me.
For a second they're was a strange expression on his face. Like he had bad news or something.
But it went away really quickly and I didn't care to ask. Probably he was just exhausted.

"Hey, you wanna order some pizza?" I asked him. "I'm starving. This is way better than sports."
I giggled a little and got up on my feet.
"And if you can keep up with me, you're definitely not too old, Mr. Telford."
His face softened and he smiled a little.

"Do you wanna order? I just want to jump quickly in the shower."
He nodded and I scurried to the bathroom.

The warm water felt good on my sweaty skin. This was the best sex I had in a long time.
I was so glad that I didn't confront Chibs with my insecurity.
Maybe this would've just make things worse. It was like Tara said.
He just needed some time to feel invulnerable again.

When I got out of the shower and dried myself I put on my dressing-gown back on and met Chibs in the kitchen.
He was in his boxers, sitting on a chair and smoking a cigarette.
"What took ya so long, missy?" he asked with a little grin on his face.
"I just wanted to get the smell of an old man off my body." I groaned and put out my tongue like a school girl.
All at oncec everything was easy with him again. Our little jokes, the teasing, the passion. Everything got back.

"Oh, really? Then how about this!" Chibs jumped up and pulled me in a deep embrace, rubbing himself onto me. I laughed out loud.
"Seems like ya have ta wash that old man smell off again, missy." Then he started tickling me. "Stop it!" I cried out in amusement.

I didn't know what happened that we could act like teenager again but no matter what it was, I loved it.

"Okay. I leave ya be. Pizza will be here soon. I'm just gonna hit the shower, too.
My wallet is on the table. It's my treat tonight." He bowed down like a butler and went to the bathroom afterwards.
"Oh, you make me feel like a princess." I yelled after him with laughter.

Chibs was still in the shower when the doorbell rang. Like he said I took his wallet and opened the door.
A teenage boy, maybe 18, with a baseball cap and two pizza boxes stood in front of the door.
When his eyes caught me, I realized that I only wore my white satin dressing-gown and nothing underneath.
I bet this boy had the best workday in his whole career. His face grew red when he saw that I noticed that he was checking me out.
He began to stutter. "That.. that'll be .. 17...17.50$."
Oh, poor boy.

I searched in Chibs' wallet for a 20 and pulled it out. A piece of paper, probably a bill, dropped out and fell on the floor.
"Here, honey. Keep the change." I winked at the boy and handed him over the money.
In return he handed me over the boxes and stuttered a little "Thank you" before he nervously ran off.

I stooped down and grabbed the piece of paper which I took for a bill then went over to the kitchen to place the boxes on the table.
I opened Chibs' wallet and wanted to put back the bill when I realized that I held a photo in my hand.

I turned it around to see what was on it and as I recognized the woman on it my heart stopped beating for a moment.
It was a picture of Fiona.

Why would he have a photo of her in his wallet? And why wasn't there a photo of me?
What does that mean?

"Oh, shite." I heard Chibs say behind me. In my confusion I didn't hear him entering the kitchen.
"I totally forgot about it. Jesus, Ella, I'm sorry."

My eyes widened and I turned around to face him.
"You're sorry for what, Chibs?" I asked him trying to sound as calm as possible.
"Look, Ella, it's not what ya think. I mean, we haven't .."
He stuttered, playing with his goatee as he was looking for words.

"You haven't slept together?" I finished his sentenced and raised an eyebrow.
He shyly shook his head and started arguing. "Ella, darlin', never would I cheat on ya."
I didn't exactly understand what was going on right now. I looked around the room trying to get a clear mind.

"Then what are you sorry for, Chibs?" I repeated.
"Why do you have a picture of her in your wallet? And don't give me the 'she's-the-mother-of-my-child-shit'.
Kerrianne is not on the photo. It's just her!"
Now my voice got louder and I was furious.

"I.. I don't know what to tell ya. When I saw Fiona at the hospital ..
I didn't know that she would care for me that way. I always thought it was over.." he tried to explain.
I now realized that it wasn't because of Chibs' wounded pride that he'd been so dissmissive the last few weeks.
Suddenly I got a very bad feeling about this whole conversation 'cause I knew where this was heading to.

"But now you don't know it anymore? You still love her?" I finally asked him.

The way he looked at me was quite as good as an verbal answer.
"Ella, I don't know what to feel. I thought I love ya. I still think I do. But .. but she's my wife, ya know.
It's a bond and that has to mean something. Ya cannot throw that away."

I scoffed. "Then why did we've just had this amazing sex. I'm not dumb or blind.
Of course I realized that something was on your mind. But tonight I thought it was alright. That you were back."

"Ya looked so hot and sexy tonight. I don't know. It made me forget 'bout the mess in my head." he answered feebly.

My eyes narrowed and I wasn't able to speak. At this moment I wanted to cry but I was too angry to.

"So, that's what I am to you?" I suddenly screamed. "Just a hot object that you can fuck when you don't want to think about your wife?!
How can you tell me you love me? And all this fucking Gaelic 'my heart is within you' bullshit?
I won't sit here, waiting for you to get clear about your feelings and decide who you gonna love. That's not how this works, Filip!"

"Ella, missy.. please, listen. That's so hard for me." He struggled for words.

"Oh well, Filip. Let's make it easy for you then." I scoffed sarcastically.

I knew that what I was gonna say now would change everything but I couldn't let him play with me like that.
It would hurt, yes. I was aware of that.
But it wouldn't hurt more than staying with him and living with the feeling that the man I loved was in love with another woman.
I was too good for that.

"Get out off my face!" I yelled.
"It's over. I won't be your pet anymore, Filip.
And I want you to leave. Now!"