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August- Summer Break

EPOV

Josh Groban-My Confession

I have been wrong about you.
Thought I was strong without you.
For so long nothing could move me.
For so long nothing could change me.
Now I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am captured by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide it
Now hear my confession.

Being back at home was a godsend. Not only because I no longer had to deal with Emmett's snoring or Jasper hogging all the water, but I got to sleep in my own bed. I missed my bed. That's not to say I didn't love the road trip, I did. I was just glad it was over as well. The sucky thing was that I only had a month to decompress and get myself ready for senior year.

The first few days, I did nothing but sleep. I knew it drove my mom crazy, but I had tons of sleep to catch up on. I made sure to help her out in between my naps to show her what a good kid I was. I didn't think she bought it, but hey, it was worth a try.

With Jazz and Em making up for lost time with their girls, it left me a lot of alone time. That was never a good thing. Even though I resolved to let Bella make the first move, it didn't stop the amount of time I spent thinking about her. For a fleeting few seconds, I wished that we were together and that we were making up for lost time right now.

Of course, those kinds of thoughts never did me any good. They usually left me feeling horny. So I tried to shut down those thoughts quickly. But that day, I couldn't stop thinking of her like that. Maybe it was the fact that I hadn't jacked off properly in over a month, or maybe it was that I was missing the feel of a pussy wrapped around my dick. I refused to believe it was because I wanted Bella in that way.

Whatever the reason, my cock was hard and leaking while images of Bella naked danced in my mind. Almost without my consent, my hands gripped my hard dick and slowly started to stroke it up and down, swiping my thumb across the leaking slit. Shivers of lust raced down my spine as my eyes closed and let the images play out.

I was in the workout room at school I was sweaty and tired. As I placed the weight bar back in the cradle, I felt her presence. Looking up I saw Bella, standing in the doorway, her lower lip caught between her teeth. Slowly she walked over to me, silently stripping off her clothes. When she stood before me, she was naked.

Her tits were firm and just right, capped with perfect rosy nipples that were standing at attention. My mouth watered with the desire to suck on them. My eyes traveled down from her chest to her waist, and then to her hips, which flared out nicely. There was more than enough hip for me to grab onto to fuck her silly.

Suddenly my clothes were off me and Bella was staring at my rock hard cock. It throbbed and twitched under her scrutiny. Slowly I gripped my cock and stroked it lightly up and down. My eyes were glued to her eyes as she watched me jack off. It turned me on so much I was leaking all over my aching cock.

Bella licked her lips and I wanted to feel them around my dick.

"Suck me, Bella."

She smirked and then fell to her knees as her warm wet mouth engulfed my cock in one smooth motion. She started to hoover my cock, sucking hard and fast. Her hands joined her mouth and in tandem, they worked over my dick. I felt the familiar tightening in my gut letting me know that if she kept moving on me I was going to jizz in her mouth. It wasn't as if I didn't want to do that, but I wanted to feel her pussy. I pulled her off me.

My hands traced her body, so soft and supple. Her nipples were hard and pointy, begging me to lick them. So I did and then sucked them in deep and flicked them repeatedly with my tongue. Bella's soft sighs and moans of pleasure spurred me on. I was so close to her, I could smell her lust. I wanted to drink from her. I kissed my way from her perky tits down her soft stomach and then to her promise land. I inhaled deeply, she smelled even better up close and personal.

When my tongue found her clit, her hands grabbed my hair to keep her steady. My hands spanned her waist as I delved even deeper into her pussy. I licked and nibbled at her soft folds, tasting her sweet juices on my tongue. I looked up at her and smiled. Her head was thrown back, her eyes tightly closed, mouth parted slightly, and the moans … they were driving me wild.

I started to increase my motions; my lips and tongue were all over her pussy and clit. She was leaking like a sieve and I wanted to make sure that I never wasted a drop. Faster and faster I worked her over, her pants had turned into porn star moans, and my cock was rock hard and leaking all over the place.

I felt her pussy begin to flutter; her hands had turned into claws against my head. Her juices were a steady drip against my tongue. Bella's cries grew louder and louder, her cries turning into a keening wail that suddenly morphed into a shrill ringing.

I pulled away from her pussy and the ringing continued. I looked around the room and I couldn't find the source of the sound, it drove me crazy. Then I heard a disembodied voice speaking.

"You have reached the Cullen's. Please leave a message at the tone and …"

I bolted up once I realized it was the answering machine. My cock was still hard and leaking, but the feelings from the daydream were slowly subsiding. The tone sounded and I heard the doctor's office reminding me that I had my sports physical appointment the next day. I listened while they left their message and I scrambled up to my shower. I had to get rid of this hard on before I did anything else. As I jacked off, I made myself think of Jennifer Lawrence who looked the complete opposite of Bella. As I came, her name was on the tip of my tongue, but I bit down to keep from shouting it out.

It was then I realize how absolutely fucked I was in terms of Bella and I had no clue what I was going to do about it.

I tried to stay as busy as I could to keep my mind off Bella. I wasn't always successful, but I tried. I restarted my hockey workout routine once again trying to lose the few pounds I put on during the road trip. I hoped that by the time school started I would be back to running over eight miles. My goal was when hockey season started I would be up over ten.

Jasper and I started weight training and whenever he would start talking about the girls, I would ignore him. Eventually, he got the message and he never brought them up again. Emmett was not so easy to dissuade. He constantly talked to me about Bella and tried to figure out if I had a thing for her. It got to the point that I would let him ramble on and on and never said anything back. He took my silence as proof that I was into Bella, I wanted my silence to mean that I refused to tell him shit.

In all honesty, I was scared and confused. I knew that I liked Bella more than I let on. But getting back into a relationship just scared me to no end. I didn't want to hand a girl the power to break me and I knew if I got involved with Bella, it would happen. I could see myself falling for her and falling hard.

About two weeks before school started Em flew into my room with a shit-eating grin.

"Dude we are going to a party tomorrow. Mike is throwing it and we are going. We are seniors this year and we are going to start it with a bang." He flopped on my bed and looked at me, daring me to refuse his decree.

As much as I disliked Newton, he did throw a mean party. Chances were I could avoid him for most of the night and still have some fun.

"I'm in," I replied.

He threw me a huge smile. "It's going to be epic, I can feel it!"

The next night found me in Em's car as we drove to the party. Jasper was meeting us there. There were cars all over the place and you could hear the bass pumping houses away. Em was bouncing in his seat like a little kid, as we got closer. As soon as he parked the car, he was out and bounding towards the door.

"Come on slow poke, there is a party waiting for us."

I smiled and made my way over to him. As we entered the house, it was wall-to-wall bodies. The main floor had been converted into a dance floor and people were already dancing and gyrating against each other. We made our way along the perimeter of the floor looking for Jazz or even the girls. As we passed the beverage area, both Em and I grabbed Cokes. With the potential of athletic scholarships on the line, neither of us was willing to jeopardize them with an underage drinking citation.

I scanned the room as I sipped from the can, when I saw Jazz waving us over from the other side.

"Em, I see Jazz on the other side." I nodded toward where I saw his hand and we carefully made our way over. He was standing there with Alice and Rose, both of whom smiled widely when they saw me. I looked away as Em and Rose kissed their hellos, not needing to be privy to their suck face fest.

As I returned to scanning the room, my eyes caught fell on a sight I never thought I would see. Bella was standing with a group of people talking and smiling. The thing that was unusual was the way she looked. Gone were the familiar worn jeans and t-shirts and instead she was in a pair of skintight jeans that hugged her every curve and hung low on her hips. The tank top she was wearing was just as tight, showing off the cleavage that starred in so many of my fantasies. Her hair was styled with a massive array of curls that framed her face. My cock hardened immediately. When our eyes met, I couldn't help the gasp that escaped. She was absolutely beautiful. It was like she blossomed into this sexy girl overnight.

She smiled softly at me and I felt my mouth returning the favor but then she turned away and I was left feeling cold. It was as if she saw right past me. I couldn't stop the small spasm of pain that flared in my gut. Yet, even with that twinge of pain, my eyes were glued to her every move.

The more I watched her, the more I realized I was seeing a brand new Bella. Gone was the timid shy girl and in its place was a confident, sexy woman. With ease she would flirt with the gaggle of guys that surrounded her. Mike touched her arm and she graced him with a smile, Ben sidled up next to her and snaked his arm around her and she relaxed into his touch. When Eric leaned down to whisper in her ear over the roar of the music, I could hear her laugh as clear as a bell.

Anger and loathing coursed through my body as she flirted with every guy that came to talk to her. My body shook with an un-named emotion and a desire to push them all away from her. I tried not to look at her, but no matter how many times I looked away, my eyes eventually found their way back to her. The few times our eyes met, I longed for her to throw a flirty smile my way. Instead, I got the soft smiles I had always gotten from her. It felt as if she had doused me with ice-cold water.

I nearly launched myself across the room when I saw Mike kiss her cheek. I wanted to bust his face and scrub her face with bleach to erase all evidence that he touched her. My eyes drank in the sensual way she moved to the music as she danced or how she swayed her hips with her dance partner. I wanted it to be my hands on her hips as we danced. Jealously and longing slammed my body full force as I watched her flirt with everyone but me.

Gone was the Bella who I thought was my friend and it was replaced with the sexy Bella of my dreams. This was how I thought of her when I dreamt of fucking her hard and fast in the weight room. This confident and seductive Bella was the one I pictured on her knees sucking me off.

As the night wore on, I worked harder and harder not to watch her, fearful I would start a scene, and haul her off somewhere, and make her want me like I wanted her. But with stark clarity I remembered my oath from California. If she didn't show any interest in me, I wasn't going to make a fool of myself and make a play for her.

But even with that resolution firmly imbedded my mind, it didn't stop me from watching her as she made her way over to where I was standing. My eyes drank her in and memorized the curves of her body. Desire to skim my hands over them flooded my body and I prayed that she didn't notice my cock's reaction to her.

I wanted to greet her, but my tongue felt glued to the roof of my mouth. Luckily Emmett saved me from embarrassment.

"Looking good, Bella." Emmett appraised her and gifted her with a dazzling smile.

"Thanks, Emmett." I watched as she did a little flirty turn. "I am glad you like what you see." Then she gave him a wink.

His booming laugh made her smile along with him. Everyone around us nodded in agreement that they also liked what they saw. I wanted to rip all of their eyes out. I could feel my body shudder with barely repressed desires.

"Quite the minx you've become. The summer has been good to you," commented Emmett as he waved a hand towards Bella's new look.

She waved a hand at him, dismissively. "The minx was always there, she just decided it was time to come out and play."

At her words, I couldn't help the quick intake of breath at the thought of Bella and me playing sexy games. My cock throbbed and strained against my zipper. I couldn't help staring at her, my breathing was slightly erratic, and my brow furrowed in frustration that I couldn't have her. She turned to look at me and my body wanted to lurch forward and draw her even closer.

"Hey, Edward. Did you have a good summer?" Her tone was calm, nowhere in the vicinity of being flirty, and I wondered what it was about me that she didn't find appealing. What did all those other guys have that I didn't?

"Umm, yea, it was okay. How was yours?" My voice was raspy and rough; I hoped no one could hear the lust that was dripping from every word.

"Not bad, thanks for asking." Just then, a song began to play, and I watched as she grabbed James' hand. "I love this song, dance with me?" She lowered her lashes and gave him a coy smile. A low grumble settled in my chest and I wanted to separate her from James. He was nothing more than a man whore and Bella was far too good for him. He should be kissing her feet, not leering at her like she was his next conquest.

"Sure thing. Lead the way," he replied and Bella giggled at him. She walked backwards towards the dance floor holding both his hands, her hips already starting to sway to the music. I had no idea what song was playing. Instead, I had to watch them for the next few minutes as they danced and sang with music. I could feel the scowl on my face grow deeper. For a brief moment all I wanted to do was possess her, bend her to my will, and make her ache for me like I was.

When the song was over, she walked back over to where the rest of us were standing. I found myself hoping that she would look my way that she could see me, and see the desire I had for her. But she ignored me as if I was nothing more than just another face in the crowd.

"Thanks James, I will dance with you again anytime." She gave him a small kiss on the cheek and a wink. Another growl threatened to erupt. She turned towards Alice and Rose, "I have to go you two, see you later. See ya Emmett, Jasper. Next time you both owe me a dance. Bye, Edward."

I felt like a pussy as my heart quickened at the sound of my name falling from her lips. But the tone of her voice showed all she thought of me as was her friend. But if I had held any hope that she could look at me as more, it was dashed with her next actions. As she made her way out the door, she laughed, touched, and hugged almost everyone who came near her.

It was obvious to me; she only wanted me as a friend.

Of course, that didn't stop me from joining in when everyone around us exploded in conversation about Bella. I tried to keep quiet, not let the others see how much I wanted her. But when they all looked at me when I was too quiet, I couldn't help the rush of words that tumbled out.

"She looked amazing. Everyone wanted her. She morphed into a fine looking girl. Although, if James had gotten any more handsy with her, I might have stepped in. Did you see the way he looked at her, like he wanted to eat her?"

If I had looked at my friends closely after my tirade, I might have seen their smug faces; instead, I stared at the ground and willed myself not to go after her. Later that night my dreams were filled with Bella. They were wild, frantic, and needy. Even though it was all a dream, I could sense my need to possess her, to consume her. I wanted her to be mine.

About two weeks later we found ourselves back at Jess' house, this time for the last party before school began in a few days. When I arrived with Jasper, we found a scene similar to Mike's party. The music was blaring, the couches had been pushed to the walls where people were sitting and talking. The main areas had been turned into a dance floor and there were bodies grinding and moving to the beat.

Although I didn't want to admit it, my eyes immediately scanned the room for Bella. I hoped she would be here. But after scanning the room a few times, I had to admit she hadn't arrived yet. Jasper found Emmett sitting with James and a few other guys. We sat and talked about school and the upcoming football and hockey seasons.

A few minutes later, the air grew heavy and charged. I knew deep in my bones, Bella had arrived. My entire body thrummed with anticipation as my eyes sought her out. When I did, I nearly wept tears of pure sexual frustration. Bella was sex on a mother fucking stick.

Her hair was piled on her head, it was supposed to look messy, but to me it looked sexy, her make-up understated, but alluring. But it was what she was wearing that made my cock harden in my jeans. It started with the choker she wore, that encircled her throat; it made me want to trace it with my nose. Her shirt hugged her body and ended above her belly button. The shimmery material made sure that everyone took notice of her, and I could feel the desire to cart her away begin to grow. It didn't end there, because she had on a tight jean skirt that ended above the knee, allowing my eyes to drink in her long legs encased in crisscrossing ribbons attached to high-heeled shoes.

There was exposed skin all over her body and all I wanted to do was mark it up. My eyes roamed all over her and I didn't care that anyone could see me looking at her. As she drew closer, I licked my lips, almost imagining the taste of her on my tongue. My cock throbbed and I wouldn't have been surprised if it was leaking. All I could think of was that I had to have her.

She wasn't with our group for long before she flitted off. Unconsciously I followed her. First, it was with my eyes, and then I found myself trying to stay close to her. The need I had to touch her and keep her close was clouding my thoughts. As the night wore on, I felt as if Bella was playing with me. She would let me get just so close to her before she took off. I felt as if she was being dangled in front of me on a stick and I was being lead around by my cock. It was maddening, it was enticing, and it was fucking frustrating.

By the end of the night, I was a mess, my nerves were shot to shit, my cock was glued to my boxers from leaking so much, and Bella was proving to be a successful cock tease. But when I saw her walking toward me with her eyes trapping me in her gaze, my body stilled. My mouth, which had been filled with drool, was suddenly a barren wasteland and my heart threatened to bust out of my chest.

She said her goodbyes to those around us, and she was so close I could smell her so I inhaled deeply, taking her into me. But when she stopped in front of me, all sounds and sights vanished. There was just her and me in this small bubble. I never wanted to leave. Her soulful brown eyes peered deep into mine and I wondered what she saw. I watched as she leaned toward my ear, her breath ghosted over my body and I fought to keep my body from erupting in shivers. Silently she placed her hand on my arm, the warmth from her touch scorching my skin.

"See you later, Edward. I hope we get to see each other a lot at school." With that, she pulled away while trailing her fingers down my arm. Her eyes were hooded and she looked at me through lowered lashes. My brain was still trying to compute her words as she gave me a wink and pulled her fingers off me at last and turned away to leave.

I showed no shame as my fingers reflexively grasped at the empty air she stirred in her wake. I knew with stark clarity, I was completely fucked.

BPOV

Maroon 5: Moves Like Jagger

You wanna know how to make me smile
Take control, own me just for the night
And if I share my secret
You're gonna have to keep it
Nobody else can see this

So watch and learn
I won't show you twice
Head to toe, oooh baby rub me right
But if I share my secret
You're gonna have to keep it
Nobody else can see this

"Bella?" I heard Alice call from downstairs. I was busy getting dressed.

"Up here," I shouted. I heard her stomping up the stairs like a herd of elephants as she raced to my room.

"Oh my god, Bella! You should have seen Edward after you left!"

It was the day after Mike's party and I was a nervous wreck. I went a few rounds with my vibe before I fell asleep. But once I woke up, the nerves were back. I knew Alice would be over and she would tell me what happened afterwards.

I was surprised when Rose followed right behind her.

"Oh, yeah, Bells. He was all about you last night." There was a wicked smirk on her face. "He so wanted a piece of you. Fuck, he wanted all of you!" She giggled and Alice joined her.

I just looked at them, trying to comprehend their words. When they finally calmed down, they gave me the rundown of what happened after I left. By the time they were done, I was feeling much better. So much so, I asked them whether we needed to continue with the plan. He liked me, I liked him, I could make my move, and all would be good. We could be a couple before school even started.

They looked at me and reminded me of the grand master plan.

"Bella, it's not enough for him to like you, he needs to want you." Reminded Rose, her tone a tad patronizing.

While deep down I agreed with them, I just wanted Edward and I wanted him now. Alice came to stand before me, and her hands were on my shoulders.

"Keep your eye on the prize, Bella. He sees you, as more than a friend, now we need him to want you. Trust us, this will work, okay." Her eyes peered deep into mine. Her presence was calming and I felt myself relax bit by bit.

I nodded my head. "Okay, eye on the prize."

Alice hugged me and just like that, I knew it would work out. It had too.

We spent the rest of the day at First Beach talking about the party and the one that Jess was throwing in a few weeks. That was our last chance to put the next part of the plan in motion. I tried not thinking about it too much. If I did, it made me feel nauseous.

Alice and Rose helped me stay busy so I didn't think too long about Edward and what we were doing. But I was growing impatient. I could almost taste his kisses on my lips and I wanted to feel his arms around me. But their ever calming and rational words went a long way to soothe my restless spirit.

By the time Jess's party came and went, I was wound tighter than a spring. I could still feel the heat from Edward's gaze all over my body. I could feel the tension between us, as it vibrated and shook me to my core. How I ever found the willpower to leave that night, I'll never know. But I did.

When the girls came over, they were all smiles as they recounted how Edward looked as I left. They explained that his eyes never left me and that he even took a few steps toward me, like he was going to go after me. Luckily Jasper, called his name and he turned back around.

"Luckily?" I questioned. "Why is it lucky that Jazz stopped him from coming after me? Isn't that what we wanted him to do?"

Rose rolled her eyes. "Yes it is, but not right away. We want him to stew in his juices." She gave us both a wink telling us she meant that figuratively as well. The idea that I had Edward so horny that his cock leaked had my panties wet.

As my friends babbled around me, all I could think was that I wasn't sure how patient I would be once school started. Being that close to Edward was going to be insane. I knew I wasn't going to wait long to make him mine, no matter what anyone said.

Watch out, Edward, I'm coming for you.

A/N; Ohh SNAP... *waves hand around* The UST is thick in here people! So... what did ya think? If you are fans of the one shot, you know that we got to see the parties from Bella POV.. so.. this is what was going through Edward's mind!

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