Originally the last chapter was the real last chapter. But I made the mistake of letting a close friend read the whole series and lets just say that her reaction to me killing off Railean would have made the lasy from Misery look tame. So I added this chapter to give her hope that I might continue Railean Kassota Winchesters story.
It's Not Suppose To Go Like This
Final Chapter
Railean couldn't move. Her first thought was that she was back with Meg but slowly the memory of Dean coming, Kalika helping her through the delivery, and the helicopter ride to the hospital came back to her.
She heard a door open and a voice saying, "I'll let you guys have a moment alone." Why they would need a moment alone confused her. Just who were they and why couldn't she open her eyes or move her body. She got the answer to her first question when she heard Sam's voice, "Dean?" She wanted to shout out to them but nothing was working right.
"She's not supposed to be here." Who isn't supposed to be here? Hazel? No I don't hear her voice. Come on guys talk to me. She was so caught up in trying to figure out what the hell was going on that she nearly missed Sam telling Dean, "Dean, She would be pissed if you did that." "So you read minds now?" Came Dean's obviously ticked off voice. "I don't need to be able to read minds to know what you were thinking, Dean, because I was thinking the same thing."
Who the heck would be pissed and what were you both thinking? But more importantly why can't you two hear me?
"But there really is no way for us to get her back, is there?"
"I'm sorry Dean but there isn't. Not this time."
"Damn It!"
Dean slamming his hands on the bed should have made her jump but her bady remained still. Then she noticed that what she was lying on didn't sound like a bed, it was to metallic and wobbled a bit. Dean's next words chilled her to the bone.
"We've cheated death before! Why not this time? Why can't she?"
It took her brain a long time to put two and two together. They can't be talking about me I'm not dead. I can't be dead, I'm still in here, and I can feel what's going on. I'M NOT DEAD, she shouted in her mind but neither of her brothers gave the slightest indication that they heard her.
"This shouldn't have happened! We should have stopped it! If we had gotten there sooner…"
A new voice interrupted Dean's rant and it took a shorter amount of time for Railean to realize that Kalika had entered the room.
"It would have made no difference, Dean. There was no way for Railean to have survived this."
If anyone can hear me it will be Kalika. HEY, I'M NOT DEAD! PLEASE HEAR ME! I'M STILL IN HERE!
"Doctor Passes had a pretty good idea what Gordon and Meg were planning on doing with Railean. He said her chances would have been better here but even then she could have died giving birth."
"So that was the plan the whole time, to kill Railean?"
DAMN IT SAM I'M STILL ALIVE. Why can't you hear me? This just wasn't making any sense to her. Sam and Dean could always hear her thoughts if she concentrated hard enough. That's the problem I'm not concentrating hard enough. She pulled all the strength she could muster and thought as loud as she could I'M NOT DEAD, PLEASE HEAR ME!
"The price was too high,"
"Dean, I'm so sorry about Railean."
She heard Dean's footsteps moving away from her. NO, DEAN COME BACK! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME! DEAN? DEAN! If she could have she would have been crying but not a single tear escaped her. What the hell was going on?
"And how the hell would you know that? You've never lost someone like this!"
"Yes, Sam I have. I had a younger sister too. She was killed by a demon and for the longest time I thought it was my fault, that I should have stopped it. It turned out that it had nothing to do with me."
SAM PLEASE YOU HAVE TO HEAR ME! I AM NOT DEAD!
"Then why'd the demon kill her?"
"It doesn't matter why,"
"It does to me," "Come on you wanted to impart your great wisdom on me so talk."
Damn it Sam! Stop fighting with Kalika and listen to me! Please You Have To Hear Me!
"I know that your hurting Sam, but this isn't the time or the place for this conversation. You have a newborn daughter to see and I am betting that Hazel is waiting for you to come back before she goes to see her."
"Whatever."
Railean could hear Sam's footsteps leaving as well and she was now panicky. SAM! SAM DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE! COME ON YOU'RE MY BROTHER, please?
She felt Kalika whispering in her ear and her hopes went up, until she realized her friend was saying goodbye.
"Goodbye little friend. We're all going to miss you dearly. Do me a favor, when you get to heaven, tell my sister, Jessica hello for me."
She didn't have time to realize what Kalika was telling her, her only thought that her last hope of someone realizing she wasn't dead was now walking out the door.
somebody, please, I'm not dead.
THE END—or is it?