A/N- So I was thinking about the story.. And even I want some Jommy action! lol. So don't worry people, I haven't forgotten whats important. ;D And Maybe you dont beleive me but I am REALLY sorry this post took so long. I just couldnt find the inspiration, and I also wanted to make sure that I had the perfect song. Just wanted to do the chapter justice.
Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star. Lyrics are : Three cheers for five years by Mayday Parade ( I tweaked the lyrics a bit and changed the name)
In New York. Ryan is about to do something he is very unsure of. He thinks its for the best, but will Jude hate him? Ryan's Pov.
No, people have to know this. He thought while sitting in front of his computer screen. Jude had a little bit of recording equipment in her room, and had recorded a song and edited it on her computer. Ryan created an anonymous email account and was about to send Jude's song to Toronto. He knew she would be pissed at first, but maybe she would be a little grateful. Jude's family and friends in Toronto could think she's dead. This was a little bit of hope for them. This was whats right. No matter what Jude says, music is her life. She lives and breathes it. And her music deserved to be out there. He knew what he had to do. He clicked the send button and hoped for the best.
Back in Toronto Kwest ran into G-Major.
Kwest ran in the door out of breath and ran up to Sadie at her desk.
Kwest: "Sadie, where's Darius?" He said, still out of breath. She gave him a look.
Sadie: "Hello to you too boyfriend." She said. Kwest looked at her.
Kwest: "Yeah, hi. Sorry." He said. She huffed.
Kwest: "Sadie, this is very important. I need to speak to Darius right now." She rolled her eyes.
Sadie: "About what?" She asked. He wasn't sure if he should tell her right now. He knew he had to, so it was now or never. He sighed.
Kwest: ".. It's about.." He couldn't finish.
Sadie: "Kwest, come on. Tell me." He shook his head a little, not wanting her to freak out inside G-Major.
Sadie: "Kwest, if you don't tell me right now..." She warned. He sighed.
Kwest: "Its about Jude." Sadie's eyes bulged out.
Sadie: "WHAT ABOUT HER? OH MY GOSH! HAVE THEY FOUND HER? WHAT IS IT! OH MY GOSH! Wait a minute, is it bad?" She asked, worried.
Kwest: "She's on the radio Sadie! She must be okay! They're gonna premiere a new song from her at 5:00 today on all the radio stations." He said, getting excited himself.
Sadie: "Yay!" She squealed and jumped into his arms as he spun her around. Darius and Tommy came out of his office.
Darius: "What is it now?" He asked, clearly annoyed. Kwest rolled his eyes but was still happy.
Sadie: "Oh Darius! Haven't you heard? It's wonderful! It's -" She was about to say until she saw Tommy. Tom looked at her.
Tommy: "What is it Sadie?" He asked, completely oblivious.
Sadie: "Um.. Well.." She started nervously. Sadie stared at Kwest, silently telling him to help her out.
Kwest: "Uh.." He scratched his head as Darius and Tommy rolled their eyes.
Tom: "Come on Kwest.. Out with it.." He said, tired of being out of the blue. Kwest just stared at him, not saying anything. Darius huffed.
Darius: "In my office. Now." He said seriously. They all nodded and went inside. Only Tommy and Darius sat down. Kwest and Sadie were to anxious to sit.
Darius: "Whats up now? How come every time I come out of my office I see Sadie screaming?" He said as Tom chuckled, and Sadie rolled her eyes.
Kwest: "It's not Sadie D. Its really important." He said while smiling.
Darius: "You two tyin' the knot?" He said with a grin. Sadie shook her head but smiled.
Kwest: "No D." He said. Tommy rolled his eyes.
Darius: "THEN WHAT IS IT YOU BIG GOON?!" He yelled. Sadie couldn't control herself anymore.
Sadie: "It's Jude!" She squealed. Darius stood up out of his chair with a grin and ran to hug Sadie and even Kwest. Tom however sat in his chair emotionless.
Back in New York. Jude was writing down a customer's order while she heard something interesting on the radio.
Jude: "Sorry sir we don't serve cow head here." She grimaced. The radio was heard in the background.
Radio broadcaster: "Wow, today's been crazy Joe. Thousands of eager fans calling in about the disappearing singer's new single." Jude stopped for a minute, interested.
Customer: "Fine, get me spaghetti then." He huffed as Jude nodded and went closer to the radio.
Radio broadcaster Joe: "Well I'm just as surprised as them. Long lost singer Jude Harrison sending out a new single that's premiering at 5:00 pm. And let me tell you Mike, even I don't know where it came from. I mean it was from some anonymous email account that got deleted. But I can't wait to hear it. Maybe this means the rock star's
coming back? Only time will tell. In other news, theirs traffic on.." Jude stopped listening. What?! A single? From where?
Everything she recorded back in Toronto was already out. The only new songs she had were the little experiments she had on her computer. But how would that get to the radio stations? It was from an anonymous email? How did this happen?! Jude ran out of the restaurant. Ryan was at the counter and noticed this and ran out to calm her down. He saw her hypervenalating on the steps of the restaurant. He ran up to her and put his hands on her shoulders. She looked up into his eyes.
Jude: "Ryan what in the hell is going on?!" She whispered harshly. He looked away.
Ryan: "Seems as if your new single is out?" He said while scratching his head. She rolled her eyes.
Jude: "My only new songs are on my computer. How'd they get out?" She asked as he took a deep breath.
Ryan: "Jude. Please don't kill me. I sent one of your songs to all of the radio stations." Her mouth dropped.
Ryan: "I had to! People needed to know that your alive and kicking somewhere. I'm sorry." He said nervously.
Jude: "Sorry? Sorry! Your sorry?!" She said as she started smacking him. She stopped and huffed.
Jude: "What the heck is wrong with you?! Do you know what you've done? I don't want to be found Ryan! Your an idiot!" She screamed as she pushed him.
Jude: "A really, really, really stupid idiot!" She said as she pushed him some more. Ryan rolled his eyes and grabbed her hands. She glared up at him.
Ryan: "Jude. Cool it. Don't you care about them? About your family? Your friends? Your record label?" He asked. Jude sighed angrily.
Jude: "Of course I do. Well, not that much the last one." She muttered.
Ryan: "Really? Do you? Then it shouldn't be that big of a deal." He said while crossing his arms.
Jude: "Of course it is! What the hell is wrong with you! I never asked you to do that! I don't want anyone to find me!" She screamed out in frustration.
Ryan: "You say you care. I mean, you cry at night, You write these heart jerking songs --don't think I haven't seen them-- you act like a zombie if anyone or anything from Toronto is mentioned, and you'll scream and fight about it with me; but yet.. You make this such a big deal! I mean come on Jude! Don't you care about Sadie! About your dad! Or your old producers!" He screamed. When he said 'producer' she froze. She put her hand up for a cab.
Jude: "Stop pretending you know everything Ryan." She said with her jaw clenched. She twisted off the silver Tiffany's promise ring he gave her.
Jude: "You don't know shit!" She screamed and threw the ring at him. He was about to say something but she got into a cab and drove away.
Back in Toronto.. Tommy, Sadie, Kwest, SME, Jamie, Patsy, Darius and the rest of G- Major are all waiting in the
lobby by the radio, waiting to hear Jude's new single.
Sadie: "Oh my gosh it's really happening! We are gonna find her, I just know it!" She squealed, unable to contain her excitement. Jamie grunted.
Jamie: "Unless there's a clue in the song... I'm not sure if we'll be able to find her. All the song tells us is that she's alive. So what we really need-" He got cut off from Patsy squeezing his ear.
Patsy: "Cram it Jamers." She hissed. Jamie opened his mouth to say something but then saw the look on Patsy's face and closed it. Darius turned the radio up.
Radio broadcaster Mark: "In latest news, long lost singer Jude Harrison will be sending out a single premiering at 5:00 today. It's 4:51 and we are excited." He laughed.
Spied: "I know this is a good thing but I'm nervous. With everything that she's gone through, and whatever she's doing now, its gotta be deep dude." He whispered to Kwest.
Kwest: "I know, but you gotta relax man. I'm actually concerned about Tommy. He hasn't said a word. Knowing Jude this songs about him. You know how he's been since she left; I don't want him to have like a nervous breakdown or something.." He whispered to Spiederman. Spied rolled his eyes. He shoved Tom's shoulder. Tom looked at him bewildered.
Tom: "What the heck Vin?!" He whispered harshly, trying not to draw attention to himself.
Spiederman: "You okay with this?" He whispered back, with genuine concern in his eyes. Tommy sighed and looked away.
Tommy: "I'm actually scared. But happy, but seriously scared.." He sighed and Spied patted him on the back.
Radio broadcaster Dan: "Alright folks. It's the time you've all been waiting for. Jude Harrison's new single 'Our Distance' here we go!" He laughed and started the record as Tommy held his breath and the room became silent.
"I swear that you don't have to go To late, I'm sure and lonely For heaven's sake I know you're sorry I thought all these months of apart
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Toronto and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
But I cant stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But I cant stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does she feel, how does she kiss
How does she taste while she's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to
The track ended and even Darius was speechless. They all stood in silence except for the few interns whispering to each other. After a minute Patsy decided to talk.
Patsy: "Blondie's still got it." She smiled. She looked over to see Darius smiling.
Darius: "It's gonna be a hit." He smiled. Spied grunted and they all laughed a little. Well, everyone except Tommy. They all started clearing out. Spied went to talk with Sadie and Kwest stayed behind with Tommy.
Kwest: "It was deep man." He sighed. Tommy looked up from the floor at Kwest, but then looked away again.
Tom: "But what does it mean?" He whispered more to himself than to Kwest.
Back in New York.
Jude: "He wont understand. It's okay." She whispered to herself, as the held her legs in her arms and snuggled into her couch. A tear ran down her cheek and she didn't wipe it away.
A/N- Alrighty, there's the chapter! You will find out about the song soon enough! REVEIW LOVE, MUSIC AND BETRAYAL