I turned my head back around, and looked out the window, for a second I felt peaceful, my body was still. I said nothing, I didn't move, I don't think I even thought, I just stood there like a statue, starring out the window, I took another sip of my vodka. It must of taken a moment for everything to hit me, or maybe all it took was Edge's voice to take me out of my cationic state.
"Listen, Christian" he said
"Shut up" I whispered … "Shut the fuck up!" I screamed less than a second later, throwing my glass across the room.
"Christian!" he shouted, as he ducked to avoid the flying glass, that shattered against the wall.
"Are you serious Edge? This happened how long ago and you never thought to tell me?"
"Christian, I'm sorry" he said his mouth not moving as fast as his brain as he tried unsuccessfully to articulate an excuse "You were in TNA"
"Who cares!" I said shouted, so mad I was seeing red "Me and you were still together during Rated-RKO, I remember Edge, so me being in TNA had nothing to do with it…" I stopped mid sentence in shock as suddenly everything came together for me.
"Christian" he let out trying to walk towards me, I put my hand out, stopping him at an arm's length away from me
"That's why you broke up with me wasn't it… you left me for him…"
Edge got silent…
"Get out…" I nearly whispered
"Christian…"
"GET OUT!" I screamed
He left, and I proceeded to break everything around me, all this time, all the guilt that I had felt, as if our relationship not working the first time was my fault, all that had been a lie. Our relationship didn't work out because he had a fling with Randy Orton.
All the images played back in my head like flashbacks, even though I hadn't been there, I could piece everything together like a puzzle that I finally had solved after all these years. When I had first left for TNA, me and Edge still tried to maintain a relationship, but we would go weeks without seeing each other, all the while he was spending all his time with Randy. That's when he Edge fed me all the bullshit about the space between us being too much, that's when Edge broke up
He had fallen for Randy, but Randy was the type to drop someone as soon as he had their fill with them. And eventually that is exactly what happened to Edge. After their time together, Edge began looking for someone who was the exact opposite of Randy, not some god like man, who would dispose of Edge like trash, but a woman who would be infatuated with him… a woman like Vickie Guerrero. That's why he had been so hesitant to get back together with me when I returned to the WWE, he never loved Vickie, but she was safe, she wouldn't hurt him.
I spent the rest of the night without the middle man of a glass, I took my bottle of vodka to bed instead of Edge, and after an hour or so drank myself to sleep… no, I cried myself to sleep, cried myself to the worst sleep of my life, a sleep littered with dreams of Randy and Edge
XXX
"Where the hell is Christian!" I said near livid
"I don't know, Chris" Edge answered quietly
"This is great, after all I do for the two of you, this is how you repay me, when was the last time you talked to him?"
"A couple of days ago, we had a fight"
"I really don't care, he needs to be here"
"I' m sure he will be soon" Edge said so meekly it didn't sound like even he believed it.
I had called a meeting with Edge and Christian to see make sure that they had been making progress, I had wanted to have Randy taken down by now, but it seemed as though the two of them had managed to get distracted and had forgotten the deal we had made in Canada.
"What happened?" I said with my hand on my forehead
Edge hesitated to speak.
"Listen, I deserve an explanation" I barked
"Christian ran into Randy, and Randy told him about the thing we had a couple of years ago.
"Oh that's just great! Randy… of course, we supposed to be destroying him, remember? Not letting him destroy us! Why didn't you just deny it"
"I wasn't going to lie to Christian"
Suddenly a very drunken Christian came barreling through the door
"Of course Edge, you would never do that" he slurred
"Christian… you're drunk" Edge said sounding concerned
"Well that's fuckin obvious" I said less sympathetic
Edge ignored me
"Christian, are you okay, I've been trying to call you for the last couple of days" Edge continued
"Listen!" I intervened "If you guys want to work out all of your shit, that's fine, but don't do it on my time, I called this meeting to make sure you guys have come up with a plan, have you?
"Yeah" Edge said nodding his head "Instead of finding out if Randy is with Cody or Ted, we are just gonna set both of them up with a couple of divas, so no matter which one of them it is Randy is gonna walk in on his boyfriend with either Alicia Fox or Maryse.
My skepticism must of shown on my face, I was hoping for something a little more devious, however Christian was a drunk fool, and Edge was an emotional mess, so I was sure that at the time being, I wasn't gonna be able to get anything better out of the two of them.
"I guess that will have to do" I let out, making sure my dissatisfaction was present in my voice
"Damn straight it will have to do" Christian said fumbling his way towards me "And I want you to know… and this goes for you too" he said pointing his finger at Edge "As soon as this is over I want nothing to do with either of you"
"Get out of my face" I told him
Christian chuckled, and managed to walk his was to the door
"Fuck you!" he said his middle finger in the air at both of us
I shook my head and sighed, refocusing my attention at Edge
"So when is this going down?" I asked
"Tomorrow night" he responded
"Good… good. Tomorrow we finally find out whether it Ted or Cody, more importantly tomorrow Randy finally gets what's coming to him. This better work"