Chapter 14
"I see you every night you talk to me about the baby and nursery and everything else but what's really important, you shut me out and I'm sick of you shutting me out. This isn't going to work if this is how it's going to be" I turned and walked away from her.
I heard her call my name but i ignored her getting on my bike pulling out of the lot.
I knew she would follow me so i drove straight to the house. I wasn't even home for 5 minute's before i heard her car door slam in the drive. She came running into the house slamming the door behind her
Abbi's POV
"Fuck you Op I shut you out because i'm sick of people worrying about me I'm fine"
"Your not, you don't think i hear you some night's silently crying, I can her you whispering and begging for everything to be okay for us to never see those guys again, i come home and see that sadness in your eyes every time i tell you we didn't find them"
"I didn't know you could hear me, I thought you were asleep, you were always a Heaver sleeper" I said looking down
"Well ever since you told me you were pregnant i make sure I'm not in a deep sleep i worry that one night I'm gonna be so out of it that I'm not going to hear you calling my name or asking me for your help"
"I don't know what to do Op I'm scared I'm not worried about my self I'm worried about you and the baby every time you leave in the morning to go to TM I panic wondering if your going to be okay i start crying, when the phone rings the first thing that pops into my head is 'Has something happen to Opie'"
"Then what do you want me to do Abbi I won't the amazing person that i fell in love with back that smart amazing person. I know what i want and that's you, but you need to tell me now... if I'm not what you want"
"Or what you going to leave" I yelled at him feeling my self getting mad
"Is that what you want... for me to leave?" He yelled back
"I want you to leave if you want to leave, Don't us me as an excuse"
"I will leave if you want me to leave"
"Then leave if you think i won't you to leave" i yelled at him
"Don't push me Abbi"
"If you wanna leave then say goodbye now"
"FUCK" He half growled and yelled "It's like you have me by my balls" Op yelled moving towards the door walking out
"ASSHOLE"
"KISS MY ASS" I heard him yell making me smile Stupid Hormones
"YA BIG BABY" I yelled back to him laughing now.
I lent against the wall counting out loud
"1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 1-" I smiled seeing him walk back through the door smiling
"Baby I'm so sorry i don't want to leave I'm just worried about you, you need to let me in your pushing me away and I'm scared I'm losing you" I gasped feeling a few tears roll down my cheek
"I'm so sorry" I ran hugging him squeezing him as hard as i could "I love you and your not losing me I'm not going any where I'm so sorry" I cried into his chest
"I love you" he whispered in my ear lifting me up so my legs were wrapped around his waist, he moved over to the couch laying me down and started kissing my neck moving down my chest kissing my bump, i felt him lift my shirt but stopping as it got to my breast he kissed my belly with a smile
"Hi baby, I'm your Dad, but you can call me Pop's, Don't telly our mum but i really hope your a boy" I laughed slapping his head
"And what if he comes out and is actually a girl" he laughed looking at me like 'what ever'
We hadn't find out the sex we kind of wanted to wait you konw the surprize but i'm slwoly starting to wonder if we should know.
"If its a girl we push her back up there and make her come out a boy" I rolled to my side laughing seeing how serious his face got
"Op you can't do that i want a girl, and you know this isn't going to be our only kid we might have a girl one day"
"You wan't more kids?" He had a huge smile on his face
"Is that a stupid question it's like asking you if you want one bike or two, your answer is going to be-"
"As many as i can have" I smiled running my fingers throw his hair when he laid his ear on my bump "I haven't felt much kickin' latley" i smiled
"Yeah well you don't feel it i do.. ever dam time that baby kicks my bladder"
"You kickboxing in there" He lent back kiss my bump again "You kick mamma's ass for me she don't listen anymore" I laughed when i felt a kick hit me right were his cheek was
"Ohhh you made the baby maaaaaaaaaaaaad" I squealed in laughter when he started tickling me "Op stop" I was laughing so hard he wouldn't stop "Your going to make me pee" i laughed out
"Then i can put it on Youtube" i laughed slapping his head. He lifted his hands away from me for a second i tried to wiggle away but he grabbed me pulling me back.
Before he could tickle me again there was a knock at the door.
"i'll get it you stay out don't move an inch"
"Yes sir" i saluted him
"Smart ass" I rolled on my side
"Nice ass" We both laughed when he slapped my ass
"You do have a nice ass" I kicked him with my leg pushing him towards the door when there was another knock.
I closed my eyes listening to see if i could hear who was at the door but i couldn't hear anything.
"Babe" i felt my body shaking lightly "Babe wake up" i groaned opening my eyes seeing Op standing there i could see the girls standing behind him
"Hi" i groaned out stretching feeling a kick in my bladder "Hey i just woke up no kick boxing in there" Everyone laughed running over to put and hand on my bare bump, i guess Op didn't pull the shirt down
"Where you guy's the one's knocking at the door?"
"Yeah we got here about an hour ago, you know you sleep through alot" i laughed
"It's not normally me I'm a light sleeper but this baby make's me so tired i could sleep throw an explosion"
"That's normal with your type of pregnancy it can get like that"
"I know" I snapped at her i seen her flinch "I'm not stupid Tara i do know about my own pregnancy I am the god dam one carrying this baby" i pulled my shirt down standing up "I did go to medical school and learn what i need to know so why don't you stop treating my like a fucking patient cause I'm not one" I turned walking away from the all heading to the bathroom. As i closed the door I heard Opie
"Tara don't I'll go she's just sick of the way people have been treating her, just give her some space"
"Sorry Op" I shut the door turning the shower on, i grabbed a towel and got in. I don't know how long i was standing under the water for before i felt arms wrap around my waist i knew it was Op
"Tara's sorry she didn't realize what she was doing" I nodded
"I know i just got mad over something so stupid it's the hormones i was already a bitch before i was pregnant now its just heightened" He laughed squeezing my tighter my gently
"I love you" he whispered in my ear
"You better" i mumbled back
"Come on, there all waiting for you they packed your stuff while you were asleep" I looked at Op confused
"Okay i packed your stuff i know what you like to sleep in and what you would want to take they helped with a bit of stuff" i laughed kissing his cheek
"Thank's babe"
"I'll do anything for you... you know that" i nodded smiling "Just be careful tonight okay i know you guys are going to a concert but promise you'll have someone around you at all time's and make sure know on can push you" i nodded
"Don't worry babe i'll be fine "
"I know i'm just making sure"
4 hours later
"Rose come on let's go i'm the pregnant one and your still not ready, if we want to make our dinner reservation's we have to go now"
"ALRIGHT I'M COMING" The door opened and she walked out "Gosh you haven't had your period in five month's and you act like you forgot how much it drive's you fuckin' nuts" We all laughed
"I remember i just choose to forget"
"Bitch. Come on let's go before we are late" We all quickly got in the car heading towards the restaurant.
As we were walking into the restaurant Tara grabbed my arm stopping me
"Guy's go in I'll be a sec the reservation is under may name" Carrie looked at me asking if i was okay with her eye's but i nodded
"Go we won't be long" Once they were inside i pulled my arm away from her grip "what do you want?"
"Abbi I'm trying to apologize here i don't mean to treat you the way i do i just go into to Doctor mood alot and that's how i react i'm sorry" i nodded
"I know and i get it but you need to realize i'm not stupid this maybe my first baby but i for me to know what to do next time cause i'm having more then one i need to learn these things all on my own... with the help from op of course"
"I know i'm sorry... You love me again?"
"I don't know" i dragged the word out "Maybe a little" She laughed pulling me into the restaurant
After dinner we headed back to the hotel laughing a smiling as we reached the street before it i noticed someone was following us
"Carrie i need you to do something for me without spinning around and panicking okay" I looked at her in the review mirror
"There's been a car that's been following us for awhile now and i can see the a plate but i can't see it all can you get it for without showing that. that's what your doing"
"Ahhh yeah sure give me a sec" I nodded and drove straight past the hotel
"Were you going?" I heard Rose ask you could hear how scared she was
"I'm just going to the store i'm going to pass it of as pregnancy craving's make them think i got hungry at the last second" i pulled into the corner store "Ready Carrie I'll try to take my time but there's a chance i can't so get it quick then send it to Juice ask him to look into it"
"Yeah okay" I quickly parked getting out of the car and walking into the store i grabbed a tub of ice cream and some chocolate and went and paid for it.
Once i got back in the car Carrie nodded when i looked at her
"Tara sent it to Juice" i looked over at her
"Carrie could get a good look at the plate without really turning around and looking so i used the mirror's to see" i smiled at her "I told him not to say anything till we knew more I don't want to worry the boys unless we know for shore unless it is the boy's trying to act stealth" I laughed looking at her with a 'yeah right' look
"You mean our boy's the one's that are so big and ugly that they scare baby's" Everyone in the car started laughing
"Your right there's no way in hell the guy's could act like that"
"You know what you 3 maybe use to the hole guy's with guns and gang life-"
"There not a gang" We all said at the same time
"There a biker club a lot of guys how like bike's. We don't like guns but we learn to live with it"
"I get okay i get it I just don't like that there is someone following us, someone that could hurt us"
"And you think I do, I do my best every god dam day to try and figure who's trying to kill us but i can never figure out who it is, I'm scared and so is Op were all scared but there's nothing we ca-" i stopped talking for a second when Tara's phone went of
"It's Juice it's a rental car under the name of Joshua Mathew's" I started to think for a second
"Oh my god Joshua" Carrie said gasping "He was the kid brother that was in the car that time we seen the shooting he wouldn't come out and tell people that he was in the car and seen his brother shot those people said he was asleep"
I know Short i'm sorry but this was the perfect spot to stop it lol
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