I walk out of Hayden's room, and towards my own. Alex is laying on her side of the bed watching t.v. She smiles at me as I get into bed next to her. "Alex?" I speak looking at the now paused t.v.
"Yeah Mitchie?" She responses looking over at me with a small smile on her face.
"Why'd you go to the studio today?" I ask quietly. She doesn't say anything for a moment before finally speaking. "I..just had some work to go over." I nod, "So why wouldn't Justin tell me that today? I don't see whats so secretive about work."
She looks away for a moment, "I'll show you tomorrow." I nod again searching her face for more of an answer. "Okay, I'm going to sleep now." I slide under the covers getting comfortable. She turns the t.v back on, the voices nothing but mumbles. "Alex?"
"Yeah Mitchie?"
"C-can I cuddle with you?" I whisper.
I can almost hear the smile in her voice as she answers. "Yes, of course you can." I smile leaning into her wrapping my arms around her waist, closing my eyes slowly.
"Night Alex."
"Goddnight Mitchie."
"They've been feed and changed, so they should be fine until about twelve. So if we're not back then go ahead and feed them lunch. I'm not sure how long we'll be gone exactly, but it shouldn't be more then a few hour-"
"Woah breath Alex." Justin cuts her off chuckling as she breathes deeply. "I've baby sat the twins before I know how to care for them. Just go have your...surprise thing."
Alex nods, "Right. I'm just nervous is all."
Justin nods, picking up Hayley as she hugs his leg. "Well don't be." He smiles, tickling Hayley as Alex rolls her eyes.
I smile watching them interact from the doorway. "Yeah, cause its that easy." Alex gives a small smile, kissing Hayleys head. "Okay, we're leaving now. Thanks again Justin."
I walk up to him, kissing Hayleys cheek. "I win." I smirk, watching him raise an eyebrow in confusion. "I'm going to get my answer as to what she was doing. Since you so ruding ran out of the house yesterday."
Justin shakes his head, "Its not my fault that Alex wanted it kept a secret Mitch."
Smiling I reply, "Whatever, i'm more important then her, so you should have told me instead of running out of the house, like you saw me naked or something."
"Hey!," Alex interrupts, "No one better see her naked, except me. Well use to I haven't seen you naked since the accident, and the times i gave you sponge baths cause I didn't want you to sm- yeah I'm gonna shut up now."
Justin starts laughing, causing me to follow. Alex crosses her arms." Guys its not funny."
"Yes, yes it is." I reply in between laughing.
The sudden force of Alex's hand hitting the back of my head, causes me to stumble forward. "Hey! What was that for?!" I ask looking at her amused, with the look of annoyance on her face.
"Because I wanted you to stop laughing at me." She smiles explaining.
"And you couldn't have hit him?" I ask pointing a finger in Justins direction.
"Well if I hit him I risk hitting Hayley and my kid is more important then your feelings." She laughings at the shocked look on my face. "Sorry Bab- Mitchie."
"Whatever..jerkface. Are you showing me my surprise or not?" I try my best to stay mad, but smile as she nods. "Yes!!" I clap jumping up and down before running towards the door. I stop as I open the door, "And Justin dont let Hayden eat his boogers while you sit there and laugh."
I follow behind Alex as she enter the studio, going straight to the room next to the one I was in the last time she brought me here. This room holds a piano and recording stuff. I don't know what any of it is but it looks important.
She sits down in front of the piano, smiling up at me. "You can sit next to me if you want."
"Right," I sit next to her waiting to see what she does next.
She stares at me for moment, " So you wanted to know what I've been doing lately, and this it." She gestures with her hand to the piano in front of us. "I've been working on a song. I started writing it after I found out that you didn't remember anything, that you didn't remember me. That maybe you would never love me again, and I would have to let you go. " She pauses, placing her fingers over the keys. "On our six month anniversary you wrote me a song called 'Catch Me' and I know that you don't remember it but I thought of you singing it to me whenever I sat down at this piano and worked on this song. So I hope you like it, and helps you remember me."
Alex takes a deep breath from me to the black and white keys. She begans to play, closing her eyes before singing.
If I don't say this now I will surely break Oh, oh, There now, steady love, so few come and don't go Oh, oh If ever there was a doubt Oh, oh It's always have and never hold Oh, oh
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down
Be my baby
Ohhhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After You
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
She stops playing, looking up at me waiting for a reaction. I smile pulling her into a hug, "That song is amazing Alex." I whisper into her ear.
She pulls , "You really think so?"
"Yes, I love it." I say nodding. Her smile widens, "I don't expect you to say it back but I love you Mitchie." Alex whispers, looking me in the eye. My heart begans to raise as her eyes move to lips back up to my eys. She starts to lean in and I freeze, do I want this? I think I'm falling for her but do I love her? I don't know.
Alex must have seen that I wasn't ready since her lips landed on my cheek. Pulling away she says, "I know you don't know if you feel anything for me Mitch but always remember I will love you forever, your the most amazing person I've ever met and I don't wanna lose you."
I nod, not sure what to say. "Can we go home now?" I ask, I can see the hurt in her eyes as she nods standing up mumbling a quiet 'yeah' before walking out the door. I follow behind her. I hate that I'm hurting her, but I dont know if this is what I want. I mean shes a great person and makes me feel alot of different things but how do I know if I'm in love with her? Maybe I'll never know.
A/n: I must be the worst person ever for making you guys wait so long. I am trying my hardest to write more, and finish all of the stories I'm currently writing, So I promise I will finish each and every one of them as soon as I can. Also a huge thank you to live4jemi1 for the message cause I don't think there would be an update without that. Thank you to everyone who is still reading this story, and to everyone for reviewing.