We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the children of a lesser god
Between heaven and hell, Heaven and hell.

Into your eyes
Hopeless and taken
We stole our new lives
Through blood and pain
In defense of our dreams
In defense of our dreams

Kings and Queens - 30 Seconds To Mars

Bella.

"Hello?" His voice answered the phone huskily. I could tell he had just woken up.

"Sorry to wake you, I can go if you want?" Isaid, a small smirk on my face knowing he'd be jumping up and down like a little kid.

"No! Hey Bells, how are you? Whats up?" Suddenly he was very awake. I laughed lightly to myself.

"If I was to tell you the pack split, what would you do?" I asked. He was silent for a moment.

"The pack split didn't it?" He sighed.

"Sorry." I whispered.

"Well, who's pack are you in. If it's Sam's, as much as I hate him.. I'll join with you.." Fuck, he thought I'd stick with Sam, no chance in hell buddy. Wait, he didn't know I split the pack. Wouldn't that be kind of obvious?

"I'm in my own pack." I said. He choked on his saliva. I heard his fist pounding against his chest.

"What?"

"Yep. Sethy joined, so did Jake. They were there when it happened."

"Where are you?"

"I'm walking back to Sethy's." I said, smiling over at Seth who was walking next to me.

"I'll be there soon..ish. Give me an hour. Love you." He said and hung up quickly. I just smiled.

"Is that what imprinting is like?" Seth asked. I sighed.

"Seth, you really don't wanna know. It's been a bitch for me. Paul's the only good thing out of it." I told him truthfully. He cringed.

"Shit, sorry.." He said, placing his hand in mine. "I'm glad you're not shutting us all out now anyway." He smiled at me.

"I'm glad too." Seth smiled as the words left my mouth and starting sprinting, tugging on my hand.

"Come on, Belly, lets go, lets go, lets go!" He cheered, pumping his fist in the air.

We ran home and saw our parents waiting for us.

"Bella." Mom chirped happily.

"Hey." I nodded toward her.

"We have to talk." Dad said gruffly. The fuck was problem? He sternly walked away, to the tree line and motioned for me to follow. I sighed and did what was expected of me.

He stopped once we were far enough in.

"What the hell have you been doing? The rumors have been spreading far and wide. You know about the wolves, heck, you are the first female wolf."

"Oh really? Wow, I did not notice that." I sneered sarcastically.

"Who knew being a wolf changed your attitude, too?" He sneered back. I growled dangerously low.

"Piss off." I told him.

"Bella, you need to stop this absurd behaviour! It's not you. You were so kind, so sweet."

"So fucking easy to walk over?" I offered. "So easy to control?"

"I don't mean it like that." But I knew he did. I was shaking by now. Trying not to phase.

"How could you mean it, then?" I growled.

He just sighed but didn't say anything. It just proved he did mean it. I screamed out in frustration. Dad moved back a few steps, just enough to get out of the way before I phased.

I didn't touch him, I swear. But he as on the ground clutching his left side. What did I do? Shit. I howled, calling for help. The only thing going over in my head over and over was, what the fuck did I do to my father?

Paul, Seth, Jake, Embry, Quil and the two new comers, Brady and Collin were at my side in wolf form, watching my dad spasm.

'What happened?' Jake asked.

'I don't know! We were arguing, he backed out of the way just before I phased and now this!'

'He's having a heart attack.' Seth said sadly.

'What?' Dad was going to die? I looked over at Seth. He nodded slowly. This was all my fault. I couldn't get anything right, could I?

I got up and sprinted in the opposite direction. I didn't know where I was going, but it had to be away from here.

'Bella! Where are you going!' Paul yelled. I couldn't stop. My feet kept pounding against the ground. I knew I was the fastest by far.

'I'm sorry.' I told him. I blocked them all out of my head. They couldn't know where I was going, I didn't know where I was going. Wherever my feet took me.

'Come back! Please!' He tried again. I didn't say anything. He growled in his head. 'Then I'm coming after you!' And I felt his determination. He blocked me out of his head. He blocked everyone. His thoughts only consisted of the two of us.