Ok so I got people threatening to give up on this story after the last chapter! Ahh! that isn't good. I can't apologize for what happened (because it needed to happen in the story for the plot to continue), and I was expecting flames about the kiss. But I was shocked to read that people were going to quit the story. I want it to be known that there will be NO Abram/Nessie sex scenes. For one, I couldn't bring myself to write one, it would jut feel wrong. But please note that I can not promise that there will not be another kiss. Ok now that I got that off my chest, I hope you enjoy the next chapter.

"Jake!" I squealed startled. I broke away from Abram. He didn't fight he let his arms drop from my waist.

"What are you doing here?" I stammered. I was so shocked and embarrassed to see him standing there. I was also scared. I could see the look in his eyes. He looked like he was ready to murdered someone. Me, probably.

"Wh-what am I-I doing here?" his voice was angry and astonished at my question. "I came to look for you! You were suppose to be hunting!" He screeched.

"I-I w-was." I uttered, shocked from Jake's yelling. He never yelled at me.

"Oh yeah, that's what it looked like from here." His voice filled with distain. He looked at me, waiting for an answer. I didn't have an answer. He was right. There was no way for me to talk my way out of this. I felt disgusting. Jake's eyes were filled with anger and pain. How could I have done something like this? How could I hurt Jake like this? I was terrible.

"I am sorry." My voice barely audible. Abram shifted behind me. He Walked up to me and put his hands on my shoulders. I instantly felt calm and comforted.

"GET YOU HANDS OFF OF HER!" Jake growled, trying to contain himself from yelling. If it had been possible steam most likely would have been coming out of his ears.

"Can't you see she is upset. She needs someone who isn't yelling at her, someone to comfort her." Abram retorted. Smoothing my hair over my back. "It's ok Nessie. This wasn't your fault it was mine. I am so sorry." Abram breathed smoothly in my ear.

"I warned you Leech. Get your hands off of her." Jake said a little louder this time.

"what are you going to do about it dog?" Abram hissed, it was almost to low, I can't be sure he said it. With that Jake phased and started to run at Abram. I stood dumbfounded watching a large russet wolf and a teenage vampire throw themselves against trees and roll on top of each other. What if one of them got hurt? What if one of them died? all because of me? I couldn't let that happen.

"STOP!!" I screamed over and over. Still the fighting continued around me. "STOP IT RIGHT NOW!!" Tears started to streak down my cheeks as I realized, there was nothing I could do to stop them. They would both fight till the end. "Please, Please Stop." I pleaded through tears, focusing on the ground. When I looked up I saw Jake had phased back and had Abram pinned against a tree. His hands at Abram's throat. If Abram had been human there would be no way he would be a live with the way Jake was holding him. I saw Jake's lips moving, but I couldn't make out all the words.

"..... I know..... She might not..... Stay away..... Everyone..... will ....come.....You filthy...... Fucker!....." I couldn't take it anymore. The look on Abram's face was pained. I couldn't just stand there.

"Jake Stop it!" I ran to the tree and pulled on his arms. Jake was unprepared so his arm fell easily from Abram's neck.

"Nessie, What are you doing." Jake was stunned.

"No what are you doing! I have never seen you act like this before Jake! I don't like it! Leave Abram alone this was my fault!" I screamed and cried. Jake looked at me stunned.

"Abram I am sorry. I am so sorry!" I ran over to him and hugged him.

"It's Ok Nessie." He rubbed his hand over my back. I broke away, turned and saw Jake's eyes. He was in agony. It tore at my heart, but I couldn't bring myself over to Jake to comfort him. So I started to run. I ran as fast as I could possibly go. I wanted to run forever. I wanted to hide. I ran right to my house and to my room. I didn't even stay long enough to notice no one was home.

I fell on my bed letting the sobs rock my body. My chest heaved as I cried into my pillow, disgusted with myself. What had I just done to Jake? To Abram? Abram wouldn't want to be my friend after what just happened. I know I wouldn't want to be my friend. I don't no how long I was crying before Jake came into my room.

"Nessie, we need to talk." Jake spoke in a stern voice.

"I know, Jake, I am sorry." My voice muffled by my pillow. Jake took my hand and pulled me into a warm embrace. My head resting against his chest, the salt water of my tears staining his shirt.

"It's ok Nessie." He stroked my hair lovingly. How could he still be this loving towards me. I was a monster. His normally soothing voice only made me feel worse.

"I feel terrible. I hurt you. I didn't mean to kiss him. I was just caught up in the moment. It won't happen again. I swear." I manage to say through tears.

"I know it won't. It will be a little hard for him to kiss you if you can't see him anymore." Jake responded trying to lighten the mood. I jerked away from his warm body.

"What? NO!" I shrieked. I said I wouldn't kiss Abram again, not that I wouldn't see him. He was my only friend outside of this crazy family. I would control myself around him, I could promise Jake that. Couldn't I?

"You can't see him again Nessie," Jake clarified. He looked straight at me. A stern look on his face.

"No! I don't understand. Its not going to happen again. I promise. You just can't take him away from me. He's my only friend! Jake, you can't do this to me." I cried. Jake tried to reach for me and pull me to him, but I pulled away.

"Why Nessie? What does he matter? You always have me." Anger and hurt were apparent in Jake's voice. Normally those words would have been beautiful and perfect, just what I would want to hear. But now they sound hollow and empty. Almost meaningless. Its not that I didn't want Jake, I just wanted Abram too.

"But... I...." I couldn't form a coherent thought let alone a sentence. Tears spilled out over my eyes, running down my cheeks. I stared at Jake and he stared right back.

"Nessie can't you see what he's doing to you?! He is a bad guy Nessie." Jake pleaded.

"You don't even know him. you are judging him." I argued. Something flickered across his face. Something clicked. " Jake I know you are jealous. You have every right to be. But I am only human. I make mistakes. Kissing him was one them. He is just a good friend, we understand each other. Don't take him away from me... Please." I pleaded. dew coming to the corner of my eyes.

"Your right! I am jealous!" His voice sadistic. "You don't see what I see, you don't know what I know!" He yelled. His arms shaking as he tried to control his anger and stay patient with me. He was making me angry now.

"You jealous son of a bitch! You see what you want to see! you make yourself this way. That kiss was nothing. An accident! It meant nothing to me! You mean everything to me! and what you don't trust me?! You don't trust, that if I promise you, it won't happen again, then it won't! There is no comparison between you and him. I love you." I was so angry I was crying as I yelled at him. My chest heaved as I tried to calm my breathing. Tears rolled freely from my cheeks as I sat waiting for his answer. He didn't answer.

Instead he started to move over towards me. Opening his arms it let me fall into them.

"Don't touch me!" I swatted away at his over large arms. "don't you fucking touch me." I screamed as I looked at his face. "That's it isn't it. You don't trust me!" I managed to choke out through sobs.

"Why should I trust you! I walked up to find the love of my life kissing some scum-bag Leech!" He spat.

"So is that what I am to you? a leech, a bloodsucking leech!" I shouted. "I don't know what came over me tonight Jake. and I am sorry. But you have to to trust me."

"Nessie its him I don't trust. And I can't trust you around him. Especially with his power--"

"What?!" I cut him off mid-sentence. "What power? Abram doesn't have a power." I nearly gasped. Tears still falling. "He would have told me." I whispered more to myself than Jacob. My eyes flickered to Jacob, I was getting more furious every second we stood here talking about Abram. He didn't know him like I did. He would say anything at this point to rationalize his jealousy.

"Is that what he has been telling you! that son of a bitch lair." He turned his back to me as he said this, still shaking. I knew he wasn't finished so I didn't say anything. Quivers rolled over his arms. I heard him trying to compose himself before he started his next part.

"Can't you feel it Nessie?" He turned and looked at me. His voice was soft and soothing. "He is causing this. We never fight." He gestured between us. I just stared at him blankly. " He's controlling you!" He was shouting again. His arms shaking violently. "I don't want to loose you to this Bastard!" I had lost my voice all together. Jacob's accusations of Abram swirling around in my head. He was wrong. Jake was just saying this to dodge the bullet of his mistrust in me. "Nessie he's pulling us apart." His voice was softer now. More loving. I shook my head. My eyes clouding with tears.

"No jake. He's not. You are the one pushing us apart, with this... this jealousy and lack of trust." my voice was no louder than a whisper as it came out. But I knew he heard me. He stood there stunned by my words.

"Nessie," He breathed. Hurt was evident in his voice. I couldn't look at him instead I focused on the wood boards of my floor. Jake started to approach me. "Don't Jake." I put out my hand to stop him. "I think you should go." I tried to keep my voice even.

"Ness-"

"Please just go. I want you to leave." I tried with all my might, but still my voice broke on the last word. I knew he would give me what I wanted, or said I wanted, no matter how much it hurt the both of us.

I closed my eyes and listened to his feet drag along the floor to the door. I felt him turn and look at me, standing hunched over in the middle of my room, before he turned and left. Closing the door behind him.

Even if I knew Jacob was lying through his teeth about Abram, it didn't change the fact that as Jacob phased and ran into the woods, he carried my soul with him. I suddenly felt very alone. My family was gone somewhere and Jake was long gone into the woods. I pulled out my phone and dialed the number of the only person I could think of that would bring me some comfort. It rang three times before a honey sweet voice answered.

"Hello."

"Abram... do you think you could come over?"

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Hey guys!
I know it has been a while since I last updated. But I was so busy, I barely had time ti eat and sleep! Let alone write. But I think this chapter was pretty good. I don't know about you, but for me it was pretty intense! I am sad to say we are nearing the end of this story. I am think maybe four or five more chapters. So enjoy them. I am a little scared to ask for reviews especially after a chapter like that. But I love getting them! They make me want to update like 10x's faster! And it always makes my day! I am thinking the next Chapter will be Jacob's point of view. Well until next time!

Lots of Love,

Swiiningstar123