Disclaimer: Not mine.. Thank god. The pressure for a fan fic is hard enough!
A/N- People are torn! Lol.. Some of you think Edward should go suck a .. well.. Ya know.. And Some hate Jacob and just want Edward to be jealous..and some of you are begging for me to have more B/E action. So im going to try to appease some of you.. Please don't kill me!!!
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Jacob was welcomed into our group by most of us, Edward was the odd man out again. He hated the fact that Jacob was automatically allowed to sit at our table, and to make things worse he knew of Charlies warning to me. He brought it up every chance he got that Jacob had a past, a dark one that even my father warned me about.
Tonight Emmett is throwing a party , no reason for it, just wanted to get drunk. So we are currently in Alice's bedroom once again, playing Bella Barbie. Their favorite game, my personal hell. I sometimes think this is how poodles feel while getting their hair cut and groomed. "Again, why are we worrying about what 'I' look like? Its not like I have anyone here to impress" Alice just yanked a little harder on my hair "Oops. Sorry.." She wasn't sorry. Bitch. Rose just laughed and responded "Bella, we all know Edward fucked up. He's been remorseful, and he's trying to get back on your good side. We all know you want him back but none of us think hes suffered enough. Just one more torture and he should have the perfect payback. Make Edward jealous. He hates Jacob and this will be a good reality setter for him. You don't NEED him, there are other fish in the sea. Make him see that."
I could have smiled but I felt guilty "I don't want to use Jake. I practically did that with Emmett just to get Edward jealous and it hurt everyone in the end. I cant do that to someone again." Alice just snorted and said "Jacob isn't In love with you Bella. All that boy does is talk about sex and alcohol. If you grinded on him tonight he would have fun, but turn around and fuck some blonde tramp." Rosalie hit Alice's arm for the blonde comment and we all laughed. "Maybe just one dance.."
We all exited the bedroom just as the party started to get into full swing. Everyone was watching us like we were some sort of movie stars, I hated it. I just wanted to hide in an abandoned bedroom and wait this party out. Alice wouldn't hear of it, she just pushed me out onto the dance floor with Jacob. As he grabbed my hips roughly he dipped his head down to whisper "damn Bella, all grown up. Your so hot tonight." He didn't call me beautiful or gorgeous like Edward used to, he called me hot. Jacob wasn't a bad guy, he was actually a decent friend. He just wasn't my type, he was the bad boy who rode motorcycles and had the girl in the miniskirt behind him. I liked the GQ Hollywood type. The kind of guy who could be on the big screen with Keira Knightley and dancing under the moonlight, not a trashy bar.
I just smiled and said a quick 'thank you' and looked up to see Alice practically pushing Edward back off the dance floor. I hadn't even realized how close he was to getting to us. He had pure rage and jealousy burning in his dark green eyes, I hated thinking I put that there. Then I thought back to how he made me jealous with Tanya, and that just fueled the fire more. I started to grind back on Jacob, dipping low and coming back up really slow, and I ended up feeling how excited that made him. "Bella, baby.. We are friends and all, but if you don't stop that, im going to fuck you right in the middle of this dance floor." I turned around and looked up into his dark eyes , his showing lust mine showing shock.
"Jacob I need to get something to drink, its really hot in here. Please excuse me, it will only be a moment." I started to head down the hallway near the back of the house. I had to get away just to think. Suddenly I was practically thrown into a spare bedroom, an angry Edward quickly shutting the door. "What was that about Bella.. I thought we were getting back to normal?" I just scoffed and looked away "We arent going back to normal Edward. You have a lot of shit to make up for." he just ran his fingers through his hair with a tired look upon his face "Bella, im trying to make things better, im working so hard to gain your trust and your love back. But its hard to keep my cool when I see your hips grinding against him, and I know that I would give anything if it were me instead of Jacob." he sneered the name like it was a disease. I cant blame him though, if I saw him and Tanya on the dance floor I probably would have killed them both. I was surprised he wasn't yelling. "Edward, Jacob and I are just friends. We just shared a dance." he seemed to think about that and looked up at me with lust filled eyes. Jesus. Don't make a move on me tonight, im too aroused and need of a good orgasm. If he touches me I will cum right there.
"Does he make you feel like I do Bells? Does he make you wet by just the sound of his voice?" no. he didn't. he could never make me wet like Edward does. My body seemed to only respond to him, traitorous body. "Edward, don't make me answer that." He started to walk towards me , almost stalking me like prey. I gulped and moved back until my legs hit the bed, my knees buckling. "Do you think of him fucking you in the shower like you do me? That's the one fantasy we never were able to do , I want to fuck you so bad, but I know that wont prove that I'm not selfish. I need to show you that my world revolves around you." did he have it backwards then? Because fucking me would be the highlight of my night .
He moved his knee so my legs parted and he could slip between them. I groaned and bucked my hips against his. God I needed this. Its been too long since ive had Edward inside of me, and he was my drug afterall..I couldn't stop. Edward kissed down my neck and throat, landing between the dip in my dress. He lowered the straps so it pooled around my waist, and slowly his hand moved up my thigh near my lacey thong. "Mm god bella I love you in lace." I threw my head back exposing my neck once again, and his mouth attacked sensually. Slowly the garment was lowered down my legs, and his finger went back to work teasing my clit and moving down to enter me. I moaned softly, and he covered my lips with his own.
He moved his finger in and out slowly, then added another finger, while his thumb just massaged my clit. I was so close all I needed was a few more harder thrusts. Edward seemed to know my body just as well as I did because he kept up his pace and whispered "Cum around my fingers Bella, I wanna taste you" That was it. I came hard around his fingers, wishing they were his cock instead. He groaned and withdrew them from inside of me. I was panting and out of breath, he just smiled an innocent smile and stuck his fingers to his lips, licking each one clean. My eyes practically buldged out of my head, and I instantly got wet again. "Edward I need you, I need your cock inside of me. Your fingers were amazing but nothing beats the real thing." He seemed to think about it for a minute and whispered "Bella, I wanted so bad to prove to you that its about you tonight. But I cant refuse you anything." quickly he threw down his pants and boxers and entered me.
We were still half clothed , my dress around my hips and his dress shirt still on and buttoned. I dug my heels into this ass and gripped the sheet as he pounded into me fast. Both of us needing the release from one another. I cried out as Edward tilted my hips at a different angle, and came, white lights behind the eye lids and all. I heard him follow behind, my name shouting out from his lips. Suddenly there was a bright light and I heard Emmett scream like a girl "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ON MY BED?!?" I guess this wasn't just a spare bedroom. I looked up to see a shocked Edward who by the way, was still inside of me.
Emmett was turning different colors, and I think he finally settled on green, running to the hall bathroom to throw up. Rosalie looked in to see what made her loving boyfriend throw chunks and screamed herself, covering her eyes. Edward Yelled for her to shut the damn door, which she willingly obliged. He groaned and laid his head on my chest. "Im so sorry Bella. That totally killed our reunion. Maybe next time we will do it while no ones home" he just chuckled, but immediately stopped when looking at my face. "What next time? Edward, we arent back together. This was a one time deal. We were both horny and jealous and not in check of our emotions. I love you, I really do. But I cant trust you enough to be in a relationship just yet." I felt like total shit because Edward had tears in his eyes as he looked down "You don't want to be with me?" I had to look away so I wouldn't see the angel cry. "I don't. Not yet.. Im not sure if ever. Depends on if I can trust you." he just sniffled and nodded his head "I will earn your trust back Bella. I want you to be my wife someday and I know I fucked up, but I cant live without you." He kissed my lips softly and got dressed, helping me with my dress ties.
We walked out of the bedroom and into what would probably be hell on earth. Alice was not going to be happy that I just used her brother, and Emmett will be furious that it happened on his bed.