Sorry that I not been able to post for a while .I was In Germany for Ringcon convention had the most fantastic time there really was a great event .And I bring you great news in the panel with Seb and Nathaniel they got asked who would be their choice for a One True Pairing on the show and Nathaniel ;) said can he choose his sister Bekah .I know he has made made pro jokey comments for them in the past but this :D was epic news that they his choice of a ship so this chapter I dedicate to Nathaniel ;) This chapter will be longer ;S sorry but it's a big chapter and lots of important stuff hope you will enjoy though.

Songs for this chapter if you want to listen they really fit the emotions im writing so I hope you will enjoy them.

Mumford and Sons - Whispers in the Dark (Kol POV)

Pink and Ti -Guns and Roses (Kol /Rebekah POV)

Pink –Try (Rebekah POV)

Green Day -21 Guns (Kol/Rebekah POV)

It had been one week exactly till I had left Kol roaring his threats at me. My heart was so numb. I didn't want to feel the tears and hurt in my heart Kol had created in me once again from his irresponsible actions. While trying not to repeat his haunting defences for his action. I had to stand firm on this matter. If not weakness would creep in and Kol would break down my walls like always.

All it would take is a flash of that smile, a touch of his hand on my body and his lips on mine as he would try to bring me round to his way of thinking. It's not that I didn't see the motives behind Klaus and Niklaus plan but they were not only putting themselves at risk but us all. The more attention that was drawn to us the more I feared what would become of our family.

Though we were meant to be a public protection against the wolves I knew that out of fear many would panic and in that panic grew fear. After all wasn't fear one of the highest causes of massacres in this land. No one liked to feel powerless or unable to defend themselves.

The first few nights Kol had tried to force his way in to my room but the defences I had set up with my wooden chests and tables stood firm. I just sat on the oak table as I laid my head against the door trying to drown out my brothers desperate attempts to let him explain. The more I tuned out the angrier Kol became as he clawed and banged as softly as he was able to without bringing our family attention to our standoff. Kol words became more twisted and bitter as I refused to back down.

Kol had never failed before to turn me to his way of thinking but it was no more. That loss of control and power he had over me was making him even more unstable as he tried to reach me in desperation. Every night by the time KOL finally gave in and collapsed against my door laying his head against the door my body was a shaking wreck as tears had laid claim to my face once again. I knew his heart and soul was calling for mine and I wanted to reach for him so badly. The only words I responded with were the same every night

"Kol you wish to choose this path… than this is what will remain between us"

"This distance can be broken when you agree to see that this path you and Niklaus are on will bring nothing but our downfall."

"I can't love you this way not with all of my heart not when il live in fear of the man you are becoming."

"I have to be stronger and do the right thing for us I just hope you decide that our love is worth fighting more than your bloody need for vendetta."

Kol would just growl as he would demand me to face him so we could talk through this properly. Telling me that there was no reason why we were not able to walk both paths. That he would make me suffer if we both refused to back down. Id fall asleep exhausted each night against the door. As I tried to hold on to my resolve as long as possible though I feared it was slowly slipping a little more each night.

Father had left for a few days to go and scope some wolves' hideouts in a town near to us Mother had informed us a few days ago. Since then all day and early night I would stay in my room closing the world off and keeping myself away from the temptation of Kol and Niklaus. It was bad enough with Kol let alone with both of my brothers trying to sweet talk me in to accepting and standing by their night time massacres of justice that they revelled in.

Mother thinking I was just depressed and hurting would bring me some blood every night, as she would sigh in worry watching the battle I was fighting within myself. My worries so clearly mapped on my face as I tried to find a healthy and righteous balance to what I had become.

I had never wanted this power this strength all I had wanted was a family, was Kol, and was just to be loved and safe. I had lost my baby and now it seemed the family I had once held so close. If Kol did not stop soon either he would also be lost to me. The man I once knew and loved just a memory in my mind from years ago. After all wasn't this life a fight for things you loved and held dear to your soul .I loved Kol and my brother's enough to try and fight for the people we once were.

I jumped in fright when I heard a knock at the door but breathed a sigh of relief when my Mother said I was to go to the kitchen as she had something important she wished to discuss with us all. Lifting my fort of safety away from the door I slowly unlocked my door and wrenched it open as I made sure to check both sides of the halls were clear so I could move to the kitchen without either of my brothers pulling me to the side.

Moving swiftly I entered the kitchen my eyes not meeting the table as I took my place next to Elijah. I heard Kol chuckle in mocking amusement. As I had avoided my normal seat next to him and chosen to sit as far away as possible. Niklaus seeing my discomfort chuckled alongside him as he broke the silence

"How nice of you to join us dear sister Kol and I have missed you the last few days"

"Just clearing the mood from your system are you little sister? Sure it won't take long till we all back to being happy families"

Nik flashes a wink at me as Kol breaks in to a smirk. My face can't hide the hurt at my brother's mocking especially from Kol. For a flash of a second a guilty look appears on Kol face but its replaced with a smirk before it can ever settle on his face properly .

Kol eyes challenged mine almost as if saying have I had enough of these childish games yet. Kol making it look so easy. As if all I have to do is just let them have their fun and then everything can be back to the way it was. That they were not hurting anyone that didn't deserve it.

Mother sighed unhappily as she sensed the animosity in the room and the distance between us all.

"Now that enough this change is not easy for us all, we must try and stick together, this family has lost too much."

"Your sister is just adjusting we are all battling with the guilt of our choices"

Mother's voice was swamped with guilt and sadness.

Klaus and Nick just shrug as they put their feet on the table as Kol snarled at Mother

"Oh yes it must have been so hard for you to sit by and watch your children killed by your husband and then be brought back as soldiers?"

"Oh wait you didn't do a thing to stop it did you?"

"Or to stop father beating Rebekah till she was so weak she was barely able to move before he murdered your children in front of your eyes."

Kol voice rose with venom and anger especially when he mentioned my name.

Finn and Elijah went to tell Kol to mind his tongue but Nik was already joining in with Kol's argument.

"Yes mother Kol raises a good point… so don't be angry for us just enjoying ourselves we not killing anyone, well not tonight anyways?"

Nik smirked catching Kol eyes from the corner as he downs the blood from his goblet and continues

"We just making sure our sister is feeling better…. I mean we do worry about her"

"She is not as strong or appreciative of the powers we possess to protect people."

Klaus catched my eyes. Kol eyes moved to mine also like a hawk trapping me in his gaze as Klaus grinned

"After all isn't that what we doing protecting people from monsters? be it any kind "

"So perhaps the mood is her own making and frustration that she doesn't like not being able to have the old life she misses so much and well she is taking it out of myself and Kol."

I began to shake in frustration from the will for me to explain the errors in their thinking. Yet the unwillness to do it in such a public needleless display in front of our family.

I felt the bitter sting of tears start to build in my eyes as Klaus kept on attacking my sombre mood. His speech getting cut off from Kol who gripped him tight by the arm and whispered something in his ear.

Almost as if asking on his behalf if Niklaus would stop the fight tonight. Before I processed that exchange we turned in shock to stare at Finn who had risen from the table his voice filled with authority

"Enough Klaus and Kol….. Mother is trying to speak and she deserves some respect….. Whatever she might have chosen for us she thought she was doing for the right reasons and out of love."

"It's easy for you brothers you lost nothing from the change not really…. so stop attacking Bekah just as she doesn't revel in the joys or so new found gifts provide us"

"Stop speaking like you care about what you lost, I lost sage and I'm not letting that make me attack everyone am I? …. like some spoilt children."

Niklaus and Kol gathered themselves from the shock of Finn defence of Mother and attack on their manners .Kol started to clap teasingly as Niklaus stood up and walked to Finn his smirk twisting growing more sinister by the second

"Seems like you are still as dutiful as ever ….especially when it comes to Mother…. but you can't resent us from embracing and enjoying our life"

"No one made you give up sage….. You just didn't love her enough to fight for her really…. so don't hide behind your fake morals."

"You are just frustrated you can't live the perfect little vision of your life you had planned …..Well suck it in Finn and stop thinking just as you are the older brother you can tell us how to live and treat this family."

I cover my ears trying to silence my family bickering as Elijah tried to get Kol to stop clapping and encouraging Nik to keep on. Finn Gripped Nik arm as Nik slammed it down on Finn chest trying to make him to fight it out.

I saw mum eyes flickering back and forth as she watched the family tear itself to shreds with bitter words. The guilt and desperation to make it up to us all so clearly reflected on her face. A screams started to build inside me as I let it free letting all the pain and hurt from the last few weeks springs free . My screams devoured the words of the others in the room as they pulled apart and stopped in their tracks.

"Enough I'm sick of this we did not die to come back… to kill what was once a family that stood together through anything"

I use to wish with all my heart Henrick had not died but if this what was to become of our family….. My only regret is that I did not die and find peace with him."

"There is no right or wrong side in this family…. not everyone handles things the same so why are we tearing one another apart?

"I made it clear Nik and Kol that I won't stand by and see the brothers I love change in front of my eyes….. You might not like my choice but then again I don't like yours"

"But I'm not trying to punish and belittle everyone for theirs either….. One day when you look back at your new gift of power then you realise you might not have anything real to hold onto.

"Then you can recall what you once had and all that you have lost."

I made sure to turn too Kol when I mentioned the word lost as I knew it would signify that if he carried on this road I would be lost to him. The love we once had would be something id not be able to find with this new version of himself.

It had become a sort of the war of the minds between me and my two Brothers they were convinced they could make me see the good in the plan. While I was certain that if I held on long enough id be able to pull them back to me .The only problem is when two sides are tugging to much sometimes the lines that binded us can break permanently. While repairing them is near to impossible.

Mother seeing we were silent decided to finally use the break in the fighting to tell us why she had gathered us in the first place.

"I know that this has been tough on all of us especially harder with your Fathers' brutal nature ….but I wanted to teach you something that will help to keep you safe."

"I know it's not much of a start on making my way back in to your good graces but it's all I know how to try my darling children."

"So you have noticed that you can run faster and have no limit to your strength but there is also more to than that."

"You are able to with teaching influence people mind and will. …Not only is it highly useful in making our way through life but it's a form of protection."

"We can tell people to forget what they have seen or we can ask them to look out and act as spies for us in the battle between us and the wolves. Time that we would lose in the daylight would no longer be a factor"

Mother spent the next few hours trying to teach us about this new skill and she explained the way in which we must stare and expand our eyes. It's almost as if you put people under a spell your heart and eyes must be one hundred per cent focused in what you are saying and starring at or it might not work properly Mother explained.

When the first rays of light began to fall on the table still too weak to hurt us Mother said it was time to retreat to bed. Elijah and Finn helped her pack away some of her books away as I tried to make it to the hall before Kol and Klaus would try to seek me out again .I was just too tired from the events of the night to face them down again . However Mother put an end to that plan as she called me back and she asked if I would stay to help Kol clear the table and close the shutters as they retired for the night.

Before I could make an excuse mother had walked off with the others and Kol and I were alone for the first time since the forest .It pained me to stare at him for more than a moment….his hair was falling to the side as his handsome face looked dangerously as it housed a storm of emotions.

I felt like a fly trapped in the spider web. I knew that observing Kol face would make me weak .The nearer I got to him the more likely he would capture me in to his arms again. As I was left too weak to try and resist the touch I missed so much. My eyes roamed over the body of my brother I had always been a slave for and I felt my resistant slipping. I just wanted to fling myself in his arms as I held him close and breathed him in.

Kol sensed my resolve and heart was conflicted as he started to move forward forwards me but I dodged to the other side of the table. Gathering the things in my hand with speedy reflexes as I paced to the other side of the room .I turned to my head to see if Kol was where I left him but he had disappeared from my side .Turning back round I yelped when Kol was in front of me his hands softly covering my cry of shock as he settled us against the wall. Kol's body pressed so tightly to mine as he stared me down.

The body I had sought comfort for so many times now greeted me like a stranger that equally made me desire and fear him with every brush of his body. I knew that my eyes would be so Cleary mirroring the battle that was going on in my brain right now. Kol used my silence to his advantage as he kept his hand pressed to my mouth and moved himself closer as he leaned down closer watching me before he whispered

"Rebekah have you had enough of this game? I'm tired of it sister, what the use of keeping us apart we both know we want this?"

Kol groaned as he run his lips down the side of my neck his cheeks caressing mine as he showed me just how good it used to be between us. I squirmed slightly trying to break his hold over my body before he bewitched me with lust that was already flowing through me. I felt him stiffen in anger still watching me fight

"God you don't talk to me for days, you won't let me explain myself and then you act like I'm some monster."

"You won't even let me touch you Bekah… I can't be that disgusting... I mean for fuck sake I killed that guy who put his filthy hands all over you who tried to force himself on you."

"Yet I'm the one who you are giving up on."

Kol slammed his fist beside me as I shook in his arms as he pulled me closer desperate to keep me in his arms to make me understand that we need one another again

"Why are you making this so hard Bekah when we can have it all?... Why can't I protect people how I see fit while enjoying the hunts and kills?

"We don't need to deny ourselves these pleasures. There are no rules keeping us in place we can do and be what we want."

Kol used his other hand to roam my side as he watched me intently.

"Why deny what we both want sister? I don't have to be apart from you… not when I can be deep inside you?

"Rebekah making your body comes alive with my touch…. all you have to do is say I'm forgiven and it be like how it was before I promise."

I fought my moans shamefully as I felt myself leaning in to his touch his hands lifting up my dress as he stroked my upper thighs softly just like he used to. Used too…. that thought brought me back as I extended my fangs and pierced his flesh in his hand. Causing Kol to growl in anger. I used the distraction to push him back hard. As I trembled slightly from the ordeal and slightly from the intensity of wanting to just press him against the wall and let him take me right there. Till we both worked out the anger and hurt from our system till nothing remained but our love.

"NO not like this you can't just touch me and think it makes me forget what you did"

Kol paced forward but I raised my hand

"No Kol don't touch me….. Not till you ready to talk like proper adults I'm not yours to control anymore"

"Until you ready to try and come back to me I'm not yours to touch in any way…. it hurts too much when you do …as it's so hard to say no to you Kol in every way"

"If I give in… the guilt I would feel for every death on your and Nik hands would also be on mine…. so it has to be this way.

"We are better apart… at least this way when you destroy yourself along with our brother I knew that I tried my best by you both"

KOL threw his goblet against the table. The vibrations rand out with a piercing echo as he snarled. Kol anguish and anger raising to the surface at me deciding I was unable to walk on his path.

"Bekah when are you going to realise the girl you is gone? There is nothing left for you….. But there was me?"

"But if you can't seem to embrace that or want my touch…. let see how you live without it when the attention you had over me is no longer yours."

"Take delight in your morals Bekah as they can hold you at night…. I'm done holding you…. you broke my heart so many times."

"I'm done I don't need your love as you think it saved me but in fact it destroyed me….. My heart was better when it was without your love."

"As you never wanted me even when I was human... you left me for a different town and then played me and David for a fool."

"Yet you can't even stand beside me or see that there still is good inside me whatever path I'm on.

Numbly I stood there as Kol words sliced me to the core. I had to hold on the table to hold me up. As my brother so clearly showed how his desire for me has brought him nothing but pain and misery. The love I once cherished being shattered around me.

Kol swept past me with disgust as he left to his room slamming the door as he shut me from his life. Part of me wanted to call to him…. To tell him that He was always enough for me and that he was the only person I had ever given myself to not only in body but spirit. That the reason I was fighting so hard for him was that I knew there was so much good in him. That I was trying to save us both and this was the only way I knew how.

I fell to the floor as I wrapped myself in my arms and rocked back and forth slowly watching his door trying to think that he would come around soon. That he would realise that he missed me too much and that the bloody need of vengeance wouldn't fill the gaps of his life that he was missing.

I was convinced that he would know soon enough that the power the thought was so beneficial would start to fade and he realised he would miss the person he was. Gathering myself up slowly I stopped by his door and placed my hand on the wood as I whispered silently that He was my heart and always would be before I collapsed into a restless sleep.

The Next night Kol didn't come to my door and the nights after were the same the emptiness I felt only grew. It was four nights after the confrontation in the kitchen that things took a nasty turn. I heard Kol chuckling in the hall as he was speaking to someone I could not recognise.

It was very late at night so I knew all of my brothers were sleeping. Whoever was with him was close beside him as he was whispering and I heard him whisper the word darling. As the stranger beside him giggled as I heard a soft bump against my wall from the other side. I realised with horror that it was a girl and from the sounds that were reaching my eyes Kol was paying attention to her body as she moaned his name softly.

I knew without a shadow of a doubt Kol wanted to make me suffer as he took the nameless women under him. While he showed me how much he truly was over his desire to be with only me .That this way he could continue to be reckless with Nik while having all the sexual desire and comfort he wanted with anyone. I tried to will myself to move from the door to bury myself under the bed. I felt my heart shutter as the sound of a ripping dress hit my ears and the wall started to shake with rhythmic bumps against the wall as Kol made love to someone that wasn't me Even the same words he had used for me were repeated as he called her his angel when they came with one another.

I lost track of how long I stood there or how many tears fell over my face .Even though all I wanted do was to turn the pain off…..to not feel a thing to not care… I knew that if I did he would win. After what felt like hours I heard Kol sneak her back to his room and I fought the nauseous sick feeling inside me knowing she was sleeping in his bed like I used to belong there.

It only got worse as the days went on as he repeated the same pattern night after night always with the familiar voice of the same stranger .Perhaps she was some girl Kol had always admired from afar but not really paid much attention till he decided he had had enough of me. Every night they would make love against the wall as their moans would haunt my every thought.

The only thing I felt was hurt and anguish growling like a slow poison. I knew I'd go crazy if I listened to much more. I had to escape… to go to the river I knew. Reaching for the lock of my window I sprung it free as I fled from my room and ran as fast as my feet would carry me to the river. Where I fell as I bent down staring to the moon in the sky using the sound of the river to block out everything in my head. As I tried to imagine this was all a horrible dream. That I'd wake up and me and Kol still be human along with my family that this was just some nightmare I had to wake up from .

I was so worked up that I realised too late I was not alone as a twig snapped behind me as footsteps crept up on me

"Bekah is that you?"

I leapt up in panic as I turned to meet the stranger and then breathed in relief when I saw it was Sage

"Sage what … how did you find me what are you doing here?

" I try to keep my voice steady to not alert her to the fact that anything is wrong

She looked at me puzzled as she took in my tear stained face and lack of warm clothes even though it was early October now .I could clearly see that she thought I was suffering some sort of breakdown from whatever my parents had put me through.

Sage wrapped me up in a hug as she swore under her breath

"Fuck you must be frozen to death? ... What the hell are you doing here in the middle of the night?"

Sage wrapped her shawl around me even though I try my best to explain I wouldn't need it but my appeals go on deaf ears as she sat down beside me

"I'm so angry at your Parents….. I always knew they were bullies but this is something else Bekah…. they won't let me see Finn"

"They say he left far away but I know that a lie…. your bastard of a father aint as smart as he think"

I look up a little puzzled as I watched her bemused

"Don't look so surprised Bekah….. I have been following you guys for a while now as best as I was able."

"I don't understand why your father only lets you out at nights…. or why Finn is still there and hasn't come to find me… but mark my words Il help you all"

"God I always told Finn your family was trouble and would try to keep us apart …and I don't buy the fact he doesn't love me anymore …. Any time I've spotted Finn he looks miserable"

"You can tell me anything Bekah….. We can get people to help you to protect you and your siblings."

"What does your father make you do at night in the woods? I try to follow but it's almost as if you guys disappear ….even though I'm only a few minutes behind you all."

"I see Kol and Nik move at night like they are free but they disappear like shadows in to the night…. and during the day your house is completely covered and the shutters locked trapping the daylight away from you all."

"Just let me help… perhaps you can Get a message to me for Finn tell him to meet me at a time and place and me and him can work together to help you .I know a town nearby."

"I'm friends with the women who work the local tavern… I often help her set up events and some fights for bets. She owes me a favour and she would offer us all shelter."

Part of me wished to cling to Sage and her promises and let her carry us out of the hell... However I knew that trouble would only follow us and her. That we would be a danger to the town and that our father would never rest till we were back in his control. That Sage trying to protect us would only bring her ruin and that Finn would want me to protect her and keep her away from it all costs. Throwing her shawl off I stood up taking her by surprise as I returned her questions with answers

"Firstly my family are not hurting any of us …. Finn just wanted you to leave him and us well enough alone."

"He said you always dragged him down… that you were just a pain by his side always bored seeking new adventures and boring him with mindless drabble and boy was he right."

Ignoring the sting of pain in her eyes I keep on now shouting faster as I try to slowly destroy her will to help with every sentence

"We don't need you watching out for us …I'm here now am I not on my own free will same, with my brothers….. We just our helping our father with his new nightly job activities and he needs our help that is all."

"Stop following us we don't need or want your help or to see you again…. I never liked you anyways….. Always poking your mouth where it did not belong …well you don't belong with our family just accept that."

I finally stop my cries as I shout at her to leave us alone as I run from the clearing and try to put as much distance between us. I hear her start to sob a little as my heightened hearing picked up her cries and also her words to herself

I don't believe it Bekah was always a friend…. she is scared I can tell somehow .il get to the bottom of this for all of them and for Finn. Mikael will rue the day he ever stopped me from being with Finn.

I promise Finn whatever your parents have over you all IL get you all out of there

With the heavy guilt of my heart at my harsh words towards Sage I dragged myself to bed. The only relief was that Kol and his women were in bed asleep. I stared at my empty side of the bed that use to belong to Kol before I laid my hand over it. With a heavy sigh I fall away to the darkness of sleep once again

The first thing that greeted me when I woke up is the repeat image of Sage hurt from last night. The guilt still festered but at least it explained that feeling of being watched from time to time. I just thanked God for our supernatural speed or she might have caught our family activities. or some of the time me and Kol retreated with one another as he held me though the nights.

Tonight was the early autumn ball and I knew that we would have to be in attendance to keep up appearances of our normal family life. Gathering a pale green silk dress with long sleeves that flowed gracefully down my arms I braided my hair in to a plait before I left my room.

Only mother was in the kitchen as she was flicking through some herbal spells when she smiled seeing me.

"So perfect Bekah ….you always were and stronger than you know my child you have had many wrongs done to you…. some I'm ashamed to say by me but we Mikaelson women are fighters trust me"

My mother started to ramble on how she had plans in motion that she was no longer to be the weak person inside as she started mixing things in the pot about the fire. While talking in half sentence's about plans and things as she got lost in her own little world

Mother didn't even notice when I left the house and started walking through the fields to the town square main barn and buildings as I walked in. My eyes finding on people I knew from my life that felt so far out of reach .I saw my friend with her baby now a year old almost and I spotted other friends I used to spend time with .They smiled at me but distantly like I was a memory they used to recall but somehow sensed that our lives had taken us away from one another paths.

Elijah and Finn were making the rounds addressing people while I saw Nik in the corner watching a young boy play with his older brother. Even without it being said I knew Klaus was recalling the time with Henrik. When they would play like this and how much had been lost. The fact that my brother still held Henrik so close to his heart showed that his compassion and humanity had not been dimed out as of yet which gave me some hope.

The happiness that I felt from that disappeared in an instant when my attention was diverted to the dance floor where Kol was dancing with his mystery women. I could only make her out from the back but she was tall, slender with golden brown hair like honey. Kol's fingers were caressing her back as she laid her head on his shoulders swaying with his body as if they were joined as one on the dance floor.

Kol finally sensing he was being watched smirked as he saw me in his sights the satfaction he got from knowing that I knew he no longer needed me .Kol began to kiss sensually down her neck just like he had in the kitchen with me . I bit my lip to stop my cry as she clang to him kissing his cheek. As I heard Kol's words that he just uttered to her about all the things he couldn't wait to do with her when he got her home. Kol eyes sparked with victory when his caught mine as he brought his lips over hers his gaze never leaving mine for the whole exchange.

Just like when I had realised for the first time I had wanted Kol more than a brother had been in a dance in this very barn it was in this same room that I realised with sick certainty this was where our story of love would also be murdered right in front of my eyes.

I was done, with a defiant glare I gathered my grace and swept the sides of my dress as I swiftly exited to the side and moved to one of the corner barns as I swung the door open and stood against the wall trying to steady my nerves. As I willed myself to accept that he had moved on without me and that he had turned his back on us. Instead of fighting for us and agreeing to stop the needless blood lust for vengeance.

I felt my control break as I picked up a hail of bale and threw it against the wall and then another. I grabbed whatever I was able to find and I hurled them any which way not caring about the destruction I was weaving.

It was in that chaos that a smug chuckle was heard.

"Well well Bekah don't make a mess on my account why so tetchy sister you have no reason to be upset do you?"

Kol grinned at me with sick pleasure as he took in my enraged form and his eyes roamed my body and dress. Kol raised his hands up in mock surrender as he marched forwards closing the space between us as he locked me in a stare until I'm backed up against the wall with a thud

Kol's smile broke in to smirk as he leaned closer his lips mere inches from mine as he observed my face and the emotions I'm fought to control

"It's funny Bekah. But you are not like acting like someone who is not desperate for my touch …your body and feeling betray you little sister however much you like to pretend they don't."

"Il always have a claim on you after all ."

Kol bent closer his nose brushing over my cheek as he breathed me in with a throaty groan before catching me in his sights

"I always was the first one who lay claimed to your flesh…. who showed you just how much pleasure there is to be found with another"

"your body won't ever forget that sensation of me inside you sister filling you completely …as I thrusted us to intense climaxes, you can fool yourself for life Bekah but no one will make you feel as good as I did… however much you run away from your feelings."

The thin control I had gathered again cracked as I raise my hand to strike Kol across the face as I snarled at him calling him a pig..

Kol caught my wrist tightly wrapping it up harshly as he placed both my arms around my hand. Kol rested his forehead against mine as he invaded my personal space with his strong muscular frame... His eyes lit with a dark angry fire.

"Your just Jealous Sister admit it?... You hate that I'm Happy?... That I'm making another women moan my name"

I tried to push my body as far as it would l go but all I could smell and Feel was Kol and the truth he weighed me down with.

"Yes I'm Jealous Kol,.I hate you for taking a lover and making me listen so cruelly….. I hate you for making me feel like I'm nothing in your life"

"I hate you for choosing vengeance over my love….. I just hate you Kol to the point where I wished I never wanted you in the first place."

My voice rose until it broke with a shout

Kol listened to every word his face never changing showing no emotion of any sort as he pinned me more tightly in place to his body as he responded.

"That sister is all I needed to know I never took that women I just compelled her every night to sound like we were making love. "I made it sound like I was pleasuring her just as I wanted to drive you crazy"

"It worked you will always want me…. I destroyed your heart for others as much as you did with mine. …Let's forget this needless fight as you know it won't matter?

"We will always be consumed with the need for one another My Bekah"

"No I'm not your Bekah"

I groaned as Kol ran his free hand down my neck and across my cleavage in small circular strokes.

"You are so twisted Kol …..Not the man I once knew. I I hate you Kol for doing this to me …. I hate you so much"

"No you don't little sister you love me till it hurts"

With those words Kol crashed his lips to mine as I whimpered half in pleasure and half in shock at his assault .The feeling, the taste everything I had been missing that I thought I had lost was back in my hands. All rational thought left me.

My hands were finally freed and I used one hand to pull in Kol hair angling his face to mine to urge him to kiss me deeper while my other went to his back clinging on for dear life. Kol mouth sought mine finally teasingly caressing my mouth with long strokes before his tongue joined with mine dominating the battle in seconds.

Kol mouth hungrily seeked my neck in slow soft lingering wet kisses as his hands palmed my breasts through the dress making me throw my head back against the wall. My fangs extended from the pleasure as I pierced my lip moaning from the taste of blood as I licked my lips. Kol watching me from below, his hands working at my dress. Gathering it up over my thighs and around my hips as he wraps my legs around his waist.

Part of me knew that I should stop, that he still has not agreed to change in any way. That he is still a danger to himself and others but there is nothing left of me to fight. My love for Kol betrays all sense as my body arched closer to him as I pulled him in for another kiss. I felt Kol fingers tugging at the waistband of my knickers as he snapped them in one swift motion. Making me gasp as he began to suck on my neck and shoulders. The dress I was wearing falling off my arms slightly as he continued his exploration on my body. Kol's lips moved across the swells of my breast as he took little licks and nips across my flesh.

My hands roamed down his chest and tugged on the waist of his trousers as I tried the best as I was able to with the pleasure shaking my body to free him from them. Kol growled against my skin in pleasure as I found his dick between my palms and run my fingers swiftly from tip to base. As I guided him inside me groaning in pleasure as he took me to the hilt .Leaning in to Kol putting all my weight on his body as my arms wrapped around his neck I rocked my hips matching his thrusts. As I let all my anger and frustration out in every stroke of him inside me.

We were like animals our bodies not holding back as I pushed him faster and harder in to me. I hated how wet he made me and the sound of my arousal as he pushed through me in the night air letting him know how much of a slave I was for his body. Kol grew even harder inside me till all I could feel was him stretching and owning my body in every way. My nails had already left gashes in his flesh the hot blood soaking my fingers spurring us on even more. Our eyes were fixed on one another almost as if trying to punish the other with too much pleasure as we didn't want to back down on our previous stands. With one last hard deep motion in to me Kol made me fall apart the scream of his name being ravished by his sinful kiss upon my mouth. Kol held me in an iron tight grip against his as I collapsed sated on his shoulders. Kol put one hand on the wall as he rocked hard in to me three or four more times till he groaned my name huskily in my ear as he nipped on it tugging it between his lips . Kol body shaking as he filled me shooting in to me, as our juices mixed and flowed from us as they covered the top of my thighs marking us as lovers once again

My breathless moans softly were heard with his but then I froze In horror at a face I had never thought to see again so soon over Kol shoulder. Kol had already tensed realising something was not right about the situation, as he slowly pulled out of me but he still had not turned around yet.

David was watching me his face a picture of disgust and horror watching me in the arms of a passionate embrace. Perhaps he did not know it was Kol my brain begged perhaps we can compel him. Kol had already tensed knowing we were no longer alone.

David finally over the shock taking a few second tried to speak.

"Bekah …. What …. Tell me this is some sick vision that I drank too much. "Let her Go Kol ….. I don't know what you did to confuse or tempt her but she is a good Women deep down how could you do that to your sister?"

"I mean I been keeping an eye on Bekah for weeks and I knew she was with some guy but it was always dark I never was able to make a face out …just I never thought"

"Never thought it be KOL"

David shouts as the shock of what he seeing really sets in to his mind.

"Your brother Bekah ….he is your brother Bekah? …..This Is Sin I can't let this go on it will ruin your both."

"Bekah you can't ever be happy with him not long term… this would ruin you …come with me and Il keep you safe."

"I won't tell a soul but I can't let this go on….. It's sick it's too twisted my God

David Holds his hand to his mouth as he battles all his emotions as he paints a picture in his head that he can protect me that somehow I was tricked in to this I stare in to his eyes weighing me down in judgement as I tremble in fear. Finally realising that his presence had been the one following me round keeping me on edge along with Sage's.

Kol I desperately cling to him trying to shake him back to me as I whispered In his ear that we can compel him to forget that it be all though I knew it was risky as we were still learning to handle that skill and had no real experience in implanting control through our eyes yet .

Kol was lost to challenging David down as he watched him sinisterly .In his eyes David had always been a rival for my affections and he posed a threat to expose us. To take me away from him. Kol snapped and was out of my reach in a second as he pounced forward and with a smug grin he grabbed David around the neck. Smashing him against the wall before Kol wrapped his palm around his throat and with a sickening crack Snapped David neck. David whole body twisting in an unnatural shape as it fell to the floor. The life that had moved so eagerly through David young body fading as he lay still upon the ground dead and no more in this world.