Hey guys sorry it took so long! My internet's been working off and on, so it's really screwed up...I tried posting it wednesday and yesterday, but the internet woldn't let me! Again sorry for the wait

Anywyas here's 14 i hope you enjoy it

Also, i know alot of people have been complaining that Sam and JAke are OOC which i completly agree with! but i'm making them almost young adults, they're going through things they haven't been throug beofre, so of course they're not going to be the same Sam and Jake you all know! just wanted to tell u guys!

Ch 14 –Confessions-

Sam didn't know where to go, she had been driving around for almost an hour, and it was practically dawn. She couldn't even explain the feelings she was feeling. Hurt…anger…unhappiness…and worst of all embarrassed.

Sam sighed, as she heard her phone ringing lightly. "Hello?" she mumbled into it.

"Samantha Ann Foster, you get your little scrawny anybody back up to this ranch this instant!" came her step mothers angry voice. "I have to wake up to Jake, Nathan, Darrell, and Jen here, telling me you left in the middle of the night!"

Sam wiped the tears from her eyes, and tried to make her voice not let any emotion pass by it. "Yes mom, I'll be home in a minute."

"You better!' Bryanna scolded, as she hung up.

Sam sighed, turning her car in a turn, and was home within 15 minutes. As she climbed out of her car, she could see Jake, Nathan, Jen, and Darrell all standing on the front porch, along with a very pissed off Bryanna.

"Would you mind telling me…" She started off in a very loud voice, but it softened, as she saw her tear stained cheeks, "Go to your room Sam, I'll be up in a minute…" she muttered quietly.

Sam rushed passed her, and into the house, without a second glance at her friends on the porch.

Bryanna sighed, as she saw her step daughters retreating back, "I think it'd be best if you guys head home. Sam will call you later." Bryanna explained, as she turned to look at them.

The group nodded, before heading out.

"Sam" Bryanna muttered, as she knocked lightly on the door.

"What?" came Sam's muffled voice.

Bryanna opened the door to see Sam laying face down on her bed. "Come on sweetheart, whatever it is, it can't be that bad…" Bryanna urged.

Sam lifted her head up, to reveal more tears falling down her face, "Jake has a girlfriend!" Sam cried.

"I guess it can be that bad…" Bryanna muttered, "But it's not the end of the world Sam!" she insisted, as she wiped the tears away from Sam's cheeks, "Where's the girl who never let boys get in her way?"

Sam sighed, as she sat up, and leaned into Bryanna's hug. "She fell in love with her best friend, who then decided to break her heart…" Sam's muffled voice muttered.

"Aww come on now Sam, Jake's a boy, and boys are oblivious to girls feelings." Bryanna explained, as she rolled her eyes, "For example, your father, he's great don't get me wrong. But when it comes to romance, well, let's just say he defiantly needs some help in that department!"

Sam laughed lightly. "Yeah, come to think of it, guys really don't know how to read girls feelings."

Bryanna smiled, "That's my girl." Bryanna said, giving her a kiss on the head.

Sam wiped her face, groaning, as her headache increased. "What time is it?"

"About ten in the morning." Bryanna explained, "Your father, sent me strict rules that you need to finish your chores, before he gets home tonight."

Sam's head snapped up, "What chores?"

Bryanna's stare told her she should already know.

Sam sighed, as she walked towards her closet to change into fresh cloths.

"I'm going to go to work early today." Bryanna said as she closed the door behind her.

Sam emerged 10 minutes later, in tight blue jeans, and a blue tang top. Brushing her hair, and teeth, she quickly pulled on her sneakers, and went out into the ranch yard.

"What to do, what to do…." Sam pondered, as she looked towards the barn, and the fields. "barn…" she finally muttered, as she headed towards the barn.

Almost 3 hours later, Sam was finally done, cleaning out the whole barn. She wiped away the sweat from her eyes, as she grabbed the clips for the fence. As she climbed over the fence, she heard the clopping of hoofs come over the fence. She turned, to see Jake riding on top of Witch. Sam sighed, and fought the urge to roll her eyes.

"Hey Sam…" Jake said, as he ground tied Witch. "What are you doing?" he asked.

"Going to fix the fence, what does it look like I'm doing?" Sam snapped, as she entered the pasture. For some reason, seeing Jake here…like she always wanted…but now, he's everything she didn't want…

"Don't need to get all up set now Brat," Jake said, as he leaned against the fence as she clipped the fences.

"Jake stop calling me Brat!" Sam yelled, as she turned to look at him.

"Jesus Sam, I came over here to talk to you, and all I get is this fucking bull shit?" he said angrily.

Sam threw the clips to the ground, as she turned to glare at him. "What the hell do you mean bull shit? I told you I was in love with you, and you tell me you have another girlfriend?" Sam yelled.

"Why are you so mad about this? We broke up, I haven't done anything wrong!" Jake sneered at her.

"Why didn't you tell me Jake? I called you almost every fucking day!" Sam cried, as she wiped the tears away from her face in frustration. "You didn't even have the courtesy to tell me that you were dating another girl!"

"What was I suppose to tell you Sam?" Jake asked, as he watched her helplessly.

"Umm how about hey Sam, just thought I should let you know, I'm dating somebody." Sam screamed out sarcastically.

Jake sighed, as he rubbed the back of his neck in discomfort. "Sam come on, I'm sorry, I didn't think it would be that big of a deal! I didn't even think you liked me anymore!"

Sam gave a cold laugh, "Showing once again, boys are oblivious to everything! You don't even realize how much I'm in love with you Jake!" Sam cried. "I have been since the first time I saw you when I got back from San Francisco…I don't know what more I can do to show you that."

Jake stood there looking at her, not knowing what to see…not being able to say anything.

Sam sighed, as she wiped away the last tear that fell down her face, "But silly me, I am, and always will be just that little annoying girl next door to you huh Jake? Nothing more…" Sam sighed, as she climbed back over the fence.

"Sam wait" Jake said, as he turned to grab her arm, but she wasn't there, she was already out of his reach.

"No Jake," Sam said, as she turned to look at him. Hurt was written in her eyes, carved in as if it would stay there forever. "I'm done waiting…I waited 17 years of my life for you." Sam cried, and with that, she turned around, and walked into the house, closing the door, just as the rain started to pour down.

Jake stood looking at the spot where Sam had just stood. Sam had just given him her heart, and he threw it back at her, smashing it into pieces. He wanted to run into the house, and tell her that everything would be okay…But he couldn't, he was dating Heather. He sighed, turning towards his horse…walking away from everything…leaving his courage behind…leaving Sam behind…

Sam watched through the kitchen window, as Jake mounted up on top of Witch, and left. "You were suppose to fight for me…" she cried, as she slide to the floor in tears. "You were suppose to fight for me Jake!" she screamed out. The tears fell, flooding her vision, as she lay shaking on the floor.

All the emotions were coming back to her, the same emotions that came to her when Jake had left for college. Except this time, it hurt more, somebody else had Jake's heart, and for once, Sam couldn't count on him to be there for her…and it hurt…

Sam shakily got up and walked towards the front door, walking outside into the pouring rain. She shivered, as the drops grazed over her skin, soaking through her jeans and shirt. The drops of rain ran down her arms, giving her the feeling of Jake's fingers on her skin. She ran her hands through her soaked hair, remembering the feeling of when Jake ran his hand through her hair. She took in a deep breath, breathing in the mountain air, mixed with the rain. Sam could taste the salty tears in her mouth, mixed with the rain drops, as she licked her lips.

"I'm going to get over him…" Sam whispered to herself, "I can do this!" she said, curling her hands into fists.

Sam walked around the yard, as the rain soaked her skin. Sitting on top of the fence, she could just barley make out the outline of the Calico Mountains, hiding behind the grey clouds.

She felt the feeling of her phone going off in her back jean pocket. JAKE flashed on her called ID. She could feel the tears coming more, as she threw her phone into the mud soaked ground.

Jake, that was all she could think about. The boy who was in her thoughts and mind every second of the day. Anywhere she looked, she saw him. In the mountains, they always went for rides together there, the flowers, he always told her that she was just as pretty as a flower when it blooms, her horse, he helped her first learn how to ride Ace, and worst of all her friends.

"What am I going to do?" she croaked out, as her voice gave away on her.

And for that moment in time, Sam felt alone. She stood there for hours, standing in the pouring rain, with one person in mind…Jake Ely.

-End ch 14-

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