Title: Emotion is: Gotta be somebody.
Story summary: please see chapter one for details.
Chapter: 14 out of 16.
Pairings: Chuck and Blair.
Chapter info: written in the same format as all the rest.
Song: Fireflies by owl city.
L O V E
You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Chuck loved to watch her sleep. Her lips parted slightly her a little tussled.
He could watch her forever wondering the dreams she was having, if he had a part.
It was an amazing feeling to know she was safe next to him.
'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare
Blair knew he watched her sleep by the way he looked when she woke up.
His head was leaned on his pillow so he could watch hers, his hand on her waist.
He looked so contented in his sleep she could watch him forever, then he would smirk.
And Blair knew she was caught but she didn't mind she was caught up in him.
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
Today was the day they were heading back to New York, they were both anxious.
Chuck found Blair pacing just after their packed bags had been put in the car,
It was funny how they came with nothing but left with something other than each
other. The plane ride back was quite, neither knowing what the other was thinking
both of them scared of the reaction when they got back. Blair was in hospital with
Bulimia when she left, Chuck was emotionally stunted.
'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance
They made the decision to head back to Blair's when they landed she knew her father
was there and it made sense they could take their rather than in Chuck's suite there
was too many distractions at Blair too much pressure on them to relax to relax.
A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread
"Miss Blair". Dorota gushed as she hugged Blair tightly to her scared of letting go.
"Blair". Eleanor came rushing from a side room. "Where the hell have you been".
"Eleanor". Blair heard Harold's voice before she saw him. "Blair Bear".
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep
"let's go sit down and talk". It was the first time Chuck had spoke since they arrived.
"With you". Eleanor looked furious. "you went away with him". Eleanor exploded.
"No I didn't Chuck came after me". Blair instinctively held Chuck's hand.
"Oh well isn't he the saint". Eleanor glared at him.
"No he isn't but at least he cared enough to find me". Blair shouted back.
"Oh I'm sorry I have a multi billion dollar company to run Blair and your not my first
priority. Blair always knew she wasn't but to hear it hurt. It hurt like hell.
Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
Chuck felt Blair tense in his hand.
"Eleanor that is quite enough". Harold scolded his ex-wife.
"Why? she's only been honest". Blair let a tear escape.
"Blair me and your mother love you". Harold held her shoulders.
"but it doesn't mean you care does it". It hurt Blair to say these things but if felt like
she had been holding back these things and it got to a point where they had to say
something.
To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
"Blair please don't be so dramatic, Chuck Bass is not the one for you".
"why not?". Blair look furiously "because I don't care what you think. I love Chuck Bass he's there for me, the cares for me he looks at me like no one else I know I'm
safe when I'm laid in he's arms. I love him, I love him with everything I have".
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar
"Blair you don't know what your saying Harold she's clearly not well".
"I'm perfectly fine mother never better because I'm in love with Chuck Bass".
Chuck could only smile like an idiot as she repeated the words.
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep
Throughout his whole life Chuck Bass had wanted for only one thing.
To be loved. The one thing you can't buy, the one thing you have to own.
And now here was Blair Cornelia Waldorf was confessing her love to him.
Chuck could do nothing but stare at her in awe. She really did love him.
And if he was been honest Charles Bartholomew Bass had always been in love with
Blair he just didn't know it yet. But know he did and things were going to change.
This was love and he was willing to fight for her.
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep
The person to bring Chuck out of his thoughts was Blair flinging herself into his arms.
He could feel her tears wrack her whole body as he held her close. Soothing her with
circles on her back. Whispering that he loved her two. It was only then she looked up.
"what?". Blair wiped her eyes.
"I love you". It was the three words that made Blair's world stop still. She was loved.
AN: ok I know I said that it would be Serena to deliver home truths in this chapter but ti thought it best coming from Eleanor.
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