Scully's Diary

by in luv with svu and sg1

"I know I'm not actually talking to you and you'll never actually see these words but it helps to pretend sometimes." Scully knows the only way to get through her pregnancy without Mulder is to write to him every night in her journal. Sounds a lot cheesier than it is.

14. Chapter 14

Day 14

Had the same dream as last night but it ended differently this time. Instead of sneaking out after you fell asleep, this time I stayed. Instead of telling you I was lonely and desperate, I told you the truth this time. And instead of pretending it never happened and letting things go back to normal, we talked about it this time. We were happy this time. Then we may have made love another time (or two). And even though this was a good dream (a really good dream) I woke up feeling sad, not only because that's not what happened and because I messed that up, but because it was a dream and not a vision. I'm afraid our link is going away. I think I'm losing you what tiny part of you I have left.