I feel really bad for no uploading in so long x_X so I decided to type another one. Hope it doesn't come out too short D: oh and um I got a playlist for you guys to listen to while reading this in order

Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne

November Rain by Guns N' Roses

Call Me When You're Sober by Evanescence

Magnet by Rin and Len Kagamine or Miku and Mikuo (look up a specific version on youtube though, the one by meowmoobaa4anime)

Chapter 14: Drawn Like a Magnet in this November Rain

Hinata arrived to her house right after going out for lunch with Tenten. Her friend had a mission to attend to, Shino was somewhere off training with Kiba and Kurenai sensei had gone off with Asuma sensei to get an ultrasound. No one to talk or hang out with, her father had been overprotective and declared no missions for her until her wounds completely faded. She saw Tobi sitting in her stairs, with a puzzled expression she walked over and sat next to him. "What are you doing here? Well you know what, nevermind, im just glad you're here" she said as she hugged him, he hugged her back without saying a word. "Are you ok? Tobi im really concerned, speak to me…" she asked, still no answer. After a couple minutes he spoke. He sighted." I feel the same thing about you too and concerned about how well you're doing in life generally. It's just so much right now that I'm afraid and my heart is afraid of too. I don't know how I'm feeling is right and what could happen is right for me…I don't have much time right now, but I'd like to finish talking about this in person sometime soon.."

Fear and sadness started forming in her heart, " I'd say to call me but…this is something serious. unless you want to call me later just to get it out of your chest.."

He stared off into space a couple minutes, it seemed he'd stay mute forever but spoke again, almost in a whisper "..is it wise for me to care about you as much as I do?" he asked, his voice sounded like it'd break any second.

She bit her lip, trying to be strong and not cry "As wise as it is for me to think of you like i do. I'll stop doubting my feelings. i really like you. . pretty sure you've noticed. just straight out think and say how do u feel about me?" she said, putting all she had on the table.

"I really like you too and expressed it to my 'family' and friend" he started "They all just said to be careful and told me it's not wise for me to pursue considering all the factors involved. My heart hurts from all this and so do my eyes.."

Her eyes watered, and she wiped a tear coming from the corner of her right eye. "Im one step away from that..don't make my eyes hurt too… what's this deal really? i mean its not like I'm running away from you, we've got dad's permission, probably the hardest step in all of this. what else are you waiting for?"

"It's more my own 'family' who is concerned about all this actually. I am thankful that she has given permission but they're concerned about the age and the family you belong to..." family? What did her family even have importance here? This was just ridiculous "They just don't want anything to happen to me. They are afraid something bad will happen. This sort of scares me too. My heart says to go for it but my brain is saying something else. This is really really really difficult for me. Hardest thing I've ever had to go through actually because I truly feel that you are someone I'd like to call my girlfriend…But it's really those two things that make it an issue." He explained hoping she would understand what he was going through. But she didn't reply, instead she was just staring off into the ground, her bangs covered her eyes and he couldn't see her expression, he hand turned into a fist and she bit her lip harder making it bleed. "I-if this is such a problem to you then maybe we should just s-stay friends" those last two words she could barely pronounce, tears were already flowing down her cheeks. "I-im just trying to make this easy for you…" she replied. Hinata loved him, and probably will continue to do so throughout a long time. But this made her mad, they have gone through so much together. She has stuck by his side even when her father did not approve of it, she knew what beatings would await her if her father had ever found out. And he couldn't go against a simple opinion? How could he be so selfish?

"And I appreciate it a lot, believe me… What would you think about running away with me? Just throwing that out there... I really don't want you to be hurt by me and all this questioning" he asked her hesitantly. she looked at him like he was crazy. "u-um…i-I don't think I would…sorry." It wasn't that she didn't want to, but her father can hunt down people like dogs. It wouldn't be of any use.

"I have to go but I'll be back in a week ok? I'm just going to see how we are on Saturday then. If this was easy this wouldn't be happening right now. I wish it was so simple like us holding hands but then other certain people are involved too… Say that we do date, then what will happen? Does your father expect us to be married or something?" he asked. She gave him the same look. Again with his ridiculous questions.

"No…nothing like that. He doesn't expect anything…Anyway I think we've been through this before with my family too...dad got over it. Even if she hadn't, I went against her will when she didn't even want friendship between us! But as the ring I gave you says...just saying. .."

He buried his covered face in his hands, ran out of excuses. He had to admit the truth. "Well I think I'm falling for you and it scares the crap out of me okay?" he almost yelled as he stood up and felt a blush on his cheeks that thankfully the mask covered. "Now I really need to leave. But remember when I told you that I loved you but was drinking at the time. I have a better understanding of my feelings so I think I can tell you next time in person when I see you. Understand why this is very troubling for me regardless of your father's blessing. I'm going by what my heart tells me though so yeah. If I'm being too sappy I'm sorry or if I'm being too paranoid, sorry again. I can only be myself after all. Goodbye Hina." He told her as he ran away, not wanting to see her reaction. Fearing he had been to straight forward and scared her, she just sat there in silence redder than ever as she saw him disappear into the trees. Managed to smile to herself and walked back inside where her father sat on a couch in the living room. "What was all that about?" he asked. She blushed more if possible as she sat down besides him and narrated what had just happened, hoping he'd ignore Tobi's jerk moments and focused on the part where he had admitted he was falling in love with her. After that conversation, what would she had given to go back in time and simply say "nothing" and walk away. To have said anything really, anything but the truth…Hiashi forced her to call him and say they were better off as friends, his voice was shaky when he replied it was okay, and apologized for troubling her family.

That night she barely slept, woke up at 2am and couldn't go back to sleep. She had dreamt of her and Tobi watching the sunset with his arms around her, a day they would never see, reality pulled her back again. The flame that had sparked deep within her heart was still burning. Her father said that things were better off this way, so she wouldn't get hurt any more. But she knew that he would never purposely hurt her, he is what she wants, and this is no mistake. So she sneaked out into the hallway and peeked into her father's room, he was sound asleep. Perfect. She tip toed back into her room and picked up her cellphone and called him, "H-hello?" he answered. "Tobi im so sorry for what I said earlier…know I didn't mean it. Father made me say so…"

"So…you don't want to say goodbye to all this?" he asked

She smiled, "never. You know I care too much to stay away, im always drawn to you like a magnet" Hinata replied. They talked all night, about how their next meeting would be like, and of the precautions they would have to take from now on to not be discovered. But with any noise she heard into the night she would flinch, before they knew it, it was dawn and time to say goodbye. Tears began forming again on her eyes, "t-tobi….what if…what if it doesn't work?" she asked. She was surprised when she heard a quiver on his voice as he replied to her in a whisper,

"It's okay dear, just don't look back, as you said this was no mistake…"

A/N = :D this was a pretty good and emotional one huh ^_^ I hope you all like it and it makes up for my absence.