Chapter 14:

Flashbacks vs. The Real thing

A/N: This chapter is flashbacks mixed with the real story. It could possibly get confusing. But the Flashbacks will be in bold print okay. Enjoy.

Nate's FLASHBACK :

I saw Vanessa, she was sitting outside and she was holding her stomach and crying. I walked over and sat down beside Vanessa and asked her "What's wrong V ?" It took her a little while to answer me but I wasn't going to rush her. Suddenly Vanessa looked up and smiled at me.

" Well see I-I-I and well Chuck and now yeah." She stuttered to me but I couldn't understand what she meant so I said "HUH ?". She shook her head at me and began again this time she didn't stutter " It was a couple of weeks ago Nate. I was all alone and Chuck was there. Dan didn't want anything to do with me and Chuck was there." Then I knew exactly what she meant.

"No Vanessa are you ?" I questioned and she shook her head and said " Yes Nate I am."

Nate suddenly looked at Blair because she had been yelling his name. "what ?" Nate asked confused.

"Why did Vanessa leave ?" Blair shouted angrily.

"Umm... I don't know if I should umm tell you just in case."Nate stammered.

Blair shook her head in disbelief at Nate."After everything I've done for you, you won't tell me why Vanessa left." Blair cried angrily.

"It's not that I won't ... because I would I really would if I knew that you wouldn't tell Serena or Treat her more like dirt than you already do. I am sorry Blair but if she wanted you to know she would have told you." Nate said holding his breath, he knew he had just crossed the line.

"Excuse me !" Blair yelled furiously.

I Can't beleive you Nathaniel Archibald. Your my freaking Fiance and you won't freaking tell me. As of now I think I might have to reconsider marrying you." Blair said slipping the ring off her finger.

"Goodbye Nate ." Blair whispered in tears.

Blair's FLASHBACK :

I was standing at the bar with Serena when I noticed Vanessa run by with Tears in her eyes. Serena looked really worried she knew Vanessa was mad at her for the whole Dan thing but she couldn't help that she fell in love with a good person.

I hadn't even cared to know what was wrong with Vanessa. She was Just there. I looked at Serena and she was getting impatient. I looked in her eyes then I said "GO ." Because I could tell she wanted Vanessa to know that she would always be there for her. "THANK YOU, THANK YOU." Serena said kissing my cheek. "I'll make it up to you B." Serena hollered behind her then bursting off into a sprint after Vanessa.

I on the other hand stood at the bar alone fiddiling around with the straw i my drink when Nate walked up his face was flushed and his eyes were watering.

"Natie what's wrong ?" I questioned pulling Nate into a kiss.

He wouldn't answer me.

Blair ran for the dorr in Nate's townhouse opening it only to find Vanessa.

"Vanessa !" Blair yelled angrily.

"Oh I... umm ... Is Nate there." Vanessa asked frightfully.

"No ! " Blair said slamming the door behind her.

"Well do you know where he is ? This is extremely important. " Vanessa said impatiently.

Behind Vanessa came a little girl about two screaming " Mommy when am I going to meet Daddy."

"Delaney be queit ." Vanessa said shushing her daughter.

Blair had seen enough she couldn't keep the child from her father. "He is inside ." Blair said furiously.

Blair couldn't beleive Nate had a child and didn't tell her and it wasn't even her kid it was... it was... Vanessa's.

Serena's FLASHBACK :

I saw Vanessa she looked awful. Her eyes were full of tears and her face was redder than ever. She was running past me and Blair clutching her stomach lightly.

Blair told me I could go so I did I began running after Vanessa. I didn't wnat to make a big seen for her so I didn't

scream her name. When I finally caught up to her Nate was sitting beside her. After he got up and left I approached her slowly.

"Hey V." I said softly.

"Hi ." She replied wiping the tears away from her eyes.

"What's wrong." I said sitting down next to her pulling a tissue out of my purse handing it to her.

"Thanks Serena. It's noting I mean it's just something that happened." Vanessa pouted.

"What ?" I said beginning to worry.

"It was C-C-Chuck." Vanessa stammered.

"What did Chuck do Vanessa ? Did he hurt you ?" I said angrily.

"No He was just there and so was I and well." Vanessa cried.

"Oh God Vanessa, Don't tell me you are, Are you ?" I hissed at her.

Vanessa began shaking her head yes to me and I-I-I couldn't take it I had heard enough. I couldn't tell Blair this could I.

"I'm sorry Vanessa." I said standing up.

"Goodbye." I said I couldn't even look at her.

"Serena don't tell anyone okay only you and Nate know. I would like to keep it that way." Vanessa screamed at me as I walked away. I just held up my hand, The information I heard was to much for me too handle I just could't take it. I began to run away. I ran all the way back to my apartment and called Dan.

Serena pulled out her cellphone to call Blair. As she dialed the number she noticed a girl about Blair's height same hair and same stilettos Blair was wearing the last time Serena had saw her. She quickly dialed Blair's number, keeping her eyes on the girl. Suddenly th girl stopped frightened. The girl pulled something out of her purse and put it to her ear.

"Hello " Blair answered.

"Oh hey Serena." Blair said quickly. "Where are you." Blair asked frantically.

"Umm Right behind you." Serena said giggling why tapping on Blair's shoulder.

"AHHH !" Blair screamed frightened.

"You scared the crap out of me Serena." Blair shouted.

"Well I told you I was behind you." Serena shouted noticing blair's bare finger.

"B where's your ring ?" Serena asked suspiciously.

"Umm... With Nate. We had gotten in a fight and when I went to leave Vanessa showed up with a kid and I saw enough." Blair cried.

"Oh god." Serena yelped.

"What ?" Blair asked astonished, Did Serena know something I didn't and not tell me too.

"Umm... Nothing sorry about that." Serena said feeling guilty. She really wanted to tell Blair but she couldn't, could she ?

Vanessa's FLASHBACK :

The morning of the party I had gotten sick to my stomach like I had the previous days before the party. I had been vomiting and I felt miserable. I remebered about a week and a half ago, Dan had told me he never wanted to see me again. He and Serena had made up and were happy together and alls I did was try to get her to dump him because I was jealous of her. I wanted Dan, I needed Dan.

He told me he hated me, he told me to leave them alone but, I didn't listen to him. I did what I wanted. Which made it ten times worse. He wouldn't even look at me that's how bad it got. But that day when Dan had told me that I went into a Bar and sat down by some cute guy, I didn't notice who it was until he turned to me, It was Chuck Bass. He smiled at me and asked me if I wanted a drink, of course I said Yes.

"You too." Chuck asked me.

"Huh ?" I answered confused.

"Oh sorry I mean is everybody peed off at you too ?" Chuck said sadly.

"Well not exactly eve... Yeah pretty much." I answered.

Chuck and I sat at the Bar for at leats two hours. We were both so drunk, it wans't funny, well to us it was but not all the people we vomitted on.

Chuck told me he was buying a room at the hotel above the bar because he was too drunk to drive home. He offered me to stay and I like an idiot agreed. We watched tv and he rubbed my feet. He looked up and smiled at me. I smiled back then I stood up and grabbed his hand. I led him into the bedroom and closed the door. When I woke up I was laying next to Chuck and we were both naked. He smelled so good.

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