Chapter 14..That darkness and the fullmoon
so, this is chapter 14, it's a bit on what it is like for Stiles with the darkness, on the fullmoon, not my favourite one but i just felt like writing it..quite short, but, enjoyxx
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Stiles felt the matress go up and he turned to find no Derek, he opened his eyes with a groan and sat up slightly,
"go back to sleep baby, i gotta go get the others ready for the full moon." Derek says softly,
"urgh, what time is it?" Stiles asks,
"quarter to seven, i'll be back a bit later, okay babe?"
"yeah, love you boo." Stiles mutters, collapsing back onto the bed, Derek chuckles and leans over to kiss his forehead,
"love you too, get some sleep." he says before leaving.
Stiles wakes up a few hours later screaming from a nightmare, he curls up in the blankets just as the phone rings,
"hello?" he croaks,
"are you okay baby?" Derek asks,
"yeah."
"Sty, i can feel your panic through the bond."
"i j..just a nightmare." Stiles whispers,
"you want me to come home?"
"n...no it's alright, you need to get the others ready for tonight, i'm okay, if i need anything i'll ring."
"you sure?"
"yeah.. yeah, i'm sure."
"alright, i love you baby."
"love you too Der." Stiles says before hanging up and returning to his feotis position, throughout the day it just gets worse, apparently the moon affects this whole darkness around your heart thing, he keeps imagining things, if anyone saw him they would probably put him in a mental institute to be honest. Derek has rang him seven times, and each time Stiles said he was fine, lying to himself. At half three he is sitting on the bed, when suddenly he can't breath and it feels as if his mind is about to explode. a panic attack. he slides off the bed and cradles his head in his heads, trying and failing to breath. he feels a soft hand tilt his face up and he see's Derek sitting infront of him,
"hey, hey, breath baby, come on, just breath." Derek says, cupping Stiles' cheek and running his thumbs along his cheek bones,
"i.. can't." Stiles gasps,
"yes you can, breath for me, okay Stiles, breath for me, for me, come on, i know you can, in and out, in and out, come on baby." Derek says.
a few minutes later Stiles is breathing heavily, tears running down his cheeks as he rests his head on Derek's shoulder,
"shhh, shh, it's alright Sty, i got you, you're okay, everything is going to be okay, i promise." Derek soothes, rubbing Stiles' back and pressing kisses on his head, "i'm not leaving, okay hun, i'll stay here tonight and tomorrow we'll do something nice."
"y... you don't have to..full moon." Stiles croaks,
"i'm in control, the others are alright, they have each other if something happens, and we'll know if it does." he says and tilts Stiles' head up gently then rests their foreheads together, "you should have told me baby what was happening, i need to know... I love you and i need to know when it's bad so i can try and do something about it." he sighs
"i'm sorry."
"no... don't apologize, you did nothing wrong, come on." Derek picks him up and lays him on the bed, then curls protectively around him, "sleep, baby, i'll be here when you wake up, i promise." Derek whispers. They both sleep through till the next day.
so that's that, hope you enjoy..review pleasexxx