NOTE: This is a "Yuki Narration" Chapter..So that's about it really....Umm..Yeah...If your reading this, PLEASE take the time to review my story, as it is coming to a close in the next week..But I have something rather special planned after this one is done...Something I know you will love...Also, any HARDCORE JROCK Lovers will get some "Vibes" from the beautiful song...Although I made it myself..

ALSO...The story may seem all over the place, I know, its been my intention..the next 3 chapters will totally cover it all..hopefully making you go "OOOOH YEA! I forgot about that!"

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Yuki Nagato's Emotions.

Chapter 14: Pieces Of The Puzzle.

Its been 3 days.

3 whole days since the incident at the park.

It hasn't been easy for me, its been something that I could not handle, worse than the endless summer.

Worse than fighting Ryoko twice.

Worse than these god forsaken Periods.

And much worse than dealing with Suzumiya Haruhi..

I laid on my bed, for 3 whole days, no food, no water, no talking.

Utter silence.

I needed to refresh my mind, I needed to cleanse all thoughts.

If I didn't, I was sure to be driven into insanity.

It was that bad..

I took to expressing my emotions into a notepad, whenever I needed a break from the silence.

I took immense pride in them, each one of them coming from my heart.

Each one of them written by me.

Loved by me.

Although they are..Odd..To hear, please respect them for what they are.

Please do not judge me.

As it is hard for me to write these..

Now, if you please..Listen...To my favourite..

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Love.

By Yuki Nagato.

I repeated it for a long time. I made you sad for a long time.

I must have hurt you. Now I still cannot move.

Why is it so painful to touch you?

I think it is because I was afraid of making the same mistake and losing you.

I tried to recover the unforgettable days to stay close to each other.

You hold my hand without asking anything.

Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.

Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.

I will walk together, the future not promised

It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…

I love you so much that I forget any suffering.

My heart feels pain every time I count the days we cannot meet.

The loneliness is piling up. Please don't cry alone.

Even if we are so far away, we can believe each other.....Kyon-Kun..

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Every time I read it, a tear came from my eye without fail...

Although, to you, you may not understand what my lyrics mean...

All will be explained in due course..

Each of them, were from the very pit of my stomach.

They sounded cheesy when read aloud, but inside.

Inside of me.

Inside of my heart.

They felt real.

I loved Kyon, with all my heart..With my soul.

But knowing Suzumiya-San can ruin it all, for everyone.

Is something I cannot risk.

I simply cannot..6 Bilion Lives..In effective danger..

All because of a stupid Humans...A stupid Woman's...ugh..A silly little girls emotions.

I think I should speak to Kyon...Tell him.

But I was so cruel.

I punched him...I punched him..It was unforgivable...But my body, I could not control it..I was a step away from a mental breakdown..

I cried for 56 hours non stop over that...

56 hours...

I've cried all my tears..Now, its time for me to do something.

To make a difference.

To talk to Kyon!

I put on my Black Baseball Shoes.

My green spotted jacket.

And my tight fit black jeans.

And just as I opened the door.

Just as I was about to fix everything.

"H..Hello...Nagato-San?.."

Asahina Mikuru?!