Well here's Chapter 14 :D I hope you guys love it x)

Chapter 14

CARLOS'S POV

I couldn't face her. I knew deep inside that song was about me. I walked out of the building and into the rain. I put my hoody over my head. I sat out there for awhile. I looked up to see Lauren coming over towards me. She stood in front of me soaking wet from the rain.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

"Yeah, Why?" I asked.

"Well you looked kind of upset and left the studio," She said sitting down beside me.

"Don't worry, I'm not. Can I ask you something?" I asked. I had to ask her. It was the only way for me to figure out if she feels the same.

"Sure go ahead." She said. I looked up at her. She looked worried. I was afraid to ask but I needed to know.

"Was that song about me?" I said. She looked up at me. I looked into her eyes. She looked scared and nervous.I looked down and could see she was fidgeting with the hem of her shirt.

"I…can't tell you," She whispered.

"Why not, Laurie? I'm your best friend," I said. Why wasn't she telling me?!

"Carlos, I don't want to talk about it," She said looking up at me with pleading eyes.

"Lauren, are you kidding me?!" I said I was mad now. Why wouldn't she tell me!? I was her best friend! The least she could do was tell me!

"What? I don't want to talk about who the song's about. It's nothing you should worry about anyways." She said. I stood up and was in front of her.

"Lauren I know it's about me," I said. She stood up and stared at me with wide eyes.

"Carlos, no, i-i-it's not." She said stuttering.

"Yes it is. Admit it!" I almost shouted. She flinched and I could see she was about to cry.

"Carlos please don't yell." She whispered. Riley came out with Kendall and everyone else behind.

"No! Why can't you tell me anything anymore?" I asked her.

"Carlos please-" I cut her off.

"No Laurie, tell why is it that you can't face me anymore? Why you just avoid me?!" I shouted. Kendall came up to us and pulled me back.

"Dude you need to chill out," Kendall said putting a hand on my shoulder. I shrugged it off.

"No! I'm done with you hiding stuff from me Lauren," I said.

Lauren looked like she was about to cry.

"You know what Carlos? Yes that song was about you! Yeah I'm in love with you. No I'm not in love with you NOW but I WAS in love with you. Now I don't know what to think anymore. I'm not keeping anything from you. Okay yeah I kept from you about me burning myself , but that was because I was ashamed of myself to tell you guys! YOU KNEW THAT! Here you go asshole!" She shouted. She took off the necklace ad threw it to me. She pushed me and I slipped and fell. She backed away and ran off. Riley turned to me glaring at me.

"Thanks a lot nimrod!" Riley said and stormed off after her.

"Come on Carlos let's take you home," James said. I looked down and picked up the necklace. I felt my eyes water. Logan helped me up.

I just lost my friend. I just lost the girl of my life. What have I done…?

LAUREN'S POV

I ran into my room and locked the door behind me. Riley and Gabby were banging on the door.

"Lauren let us in!" Gabby shouted.

"Please Lauren let us talk to you!" Riley said.

I sat on my bed and cried. I grabbed my songbook and ripped up all the songs I wrote. All the songs about love. All the songs about the pain. All the songs about him. I through my desk down and sat down. I started to cry louder. A picture was on the floor. It was of me and Carlos when we were eight. I threw it. It hit the wall. The glass shattered all over the floor. I crumpled to the floor holding my chest crying. My hands were shaking as I cried. I looked up at the shattered glass. I stared at it.

"What was that Lauren?!" Riley said. I looked at the sharpest piece. I looked away instantly.

No I can't. I promised myself I wouldn't do it again. I promised myself I wouldn't. I gave up and walked towards the glass. I grabbed the sharpest piece. I put it to my wrist. I slid it against my wrist and cried out in pain. It hit a vein. Shit!

"Lauren?! Kendall bust down the door. Right now!" I heard Riley say. I felt extremely dizzy. The blood poured out and on to the floor. I fell to the ground where the glass was. I felt sharp jagged pieces cut my head. The door busted open.

"LAUREN!" Kendall screamed.

And then I blacked out.

KENDALL'S POV

Riley and I raced over to look at her. Her arm was deeply cut. There was blood on the floor.

"Oh my god!" Gabby said crying.

"James get her out of here. She doesn't need to see this. Logan call the ambulance!" I shouted. James dragged Gabby away. Logan dashed for the phone.

"Come on Laurie! Please wake up!" Riley shouted in tears.

Lauren's eyes fluttered open a little.

"Riley…" She whispered

Riley was in her face now. "Oh god! Lauren, why did you do this? You promised," Riley said.

"I know it's just I felt like I needed t-" Lauren dozed back off.

"LAUREN!" Riley shouted shaking her. I pulled Riley to the side.

"Riley stay strong. Go out there and wait for the ambulance. GO!" I said. She nodded and left crying.

I picked up Lauren and put her on her bed. "Logan where is the ambulance?!" I shouted.

He raced in while on the phone. "I have to fix her head while they get here they're stuck in traffic." Logan said.

"Fuck!" I muttered.

"Here hold the phone and tell me what the lady says. I'll do it." He handed me the phone.

"Sir, I need you tell me what is wrong with the girl," The woman said.

"She cut herself. The cut is really deep. I think she lost a lot of blood." I said.

"Alright is there any other wounds?" The lady asked.

"Yeah she has glass in her head. She's bleeding from her head." I said.

"Okay then get some tweezers," She said.

"Logan get some tweezers!" I said to him. Logan came in with tweezers.

"We have some," I said through the phone.

"Look through her hair and pull out the glass. She might have some glass in her hair or in her head. You need to find as much as you can and take them out." The lady said.

"Okay but what about the cut?" I asked.

"Grab a cloth and tighten it around her arm to stop the bleeding," She said. I grabbed a towel and tightened it around the cut.

"Is she gaining conscious?" The lady asked. I looked at Lauren. She looked extremely pale.

"No," I said.

"Well the ambulance will be there in five minutes," She said and hung up.

Logan went through her hair searching for the pieces of glass until the ambulance got there. We all followed the ambulance out into the lobby. Everyone gasped as we walked by. Carlos was at the pool when he noticed. Just one look of the gurney made him dart for his car. I put arm around Riley's shoulders and got into the ambulance with her. God I hoped Lauren was going to be okay…

What's going to happen?! Well you'll have to wait and see! Review! ;)