Dear Alice,
Why didn't you ever tell me that you and Jasper weren't really going out? Did you not trust me enough to tell me? I thought we were friends. That is something big to keep from me. I know I shouldn't be one to talk since I told you so many lies. But still, it hurts that I had to find out when I'm not even Bella anymore.
I wish things could be like they were. I really hope they can change back to that. I'm sorry I lied to you so often. You put so much trust in me, telling me you were vampires, and I broke that trust by not trusting you in return. I guess you know I can keep a secret now, so Rosalie doesn't have to worry about me spilling all your secrets to everyone.
I know she will probably hate me for keeping all this about myself a secret, but it was necessary. You, of all people, should know that. Secrets keep you safe. They help you blend in. They keep you from the spotlight. They allow you to hide in plain sight. I know you understand that. I just hope you don't think any less of me because I did have secrets, that I didn't tell you when you told me so much.
Back to my first thing, why didn't you tell me that you and Jasper weren't really together? Protecting the humans and the such is a good reason, but why did you let me believe that bullshit that you were feeding to the other humans. You must have thought I would let it slip out or something. Not trusting me with that bit of information hurts, but I guess I can get over it. You know, now that Jasper's mine.