I know a lot of you don't want to see this end, but it had to happen eventually. I've been working on this throughout the week and I think it is the perfect way to conclude this. Thank you to everyone who has read this and has sent reviews in, it means so much to me.
THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS LEMONS!!!!!! Also can I just add that I have never written smut before so if it sucks, I'm sorry :)
Disclaimer: For the last time, I do not own Twilight.
BPOV
Six months, three weeks, and four days have passed since Edward Cullen and I had become an official couple—but who is counting?
I could honestly say that I have never been happier in life than I am now. I used to believe that moving away from this town would be the best thing to happen, ironically it was moving back that made life worth living. It wasn't like I hated my life before Edward, its just that I saw that there was a brighter side to the world, even if that is cheesy to say.
Edward has become my boyfriend. God that is something I never thought I would say years ago. Not only was he my boyfriend, he was also my best friend. Don't tell Alice that though, she will punish me with a makeover of some kind or even worse another spa day. I have had one body wrap too many, what is the point of being trapped naked in a cocoon for an hour?
We know almost everything about one another, although I love finding out new things about him. I sometimes feel as if I can read what he's thinking just by the way he is looking at me. I have never had that feeling of wholeness before, but when he is holding me I feel complete and safe.
At the start of our relationship it was weird and scary and definitely exciting. Through him I have gained a new family. Carlisle and Esme have made it pretty clear that I rank pretty high on their favorites scale, and they are very high on mine as well. The first dinner with the Cullen's was completely nerve-racking for me, I was bombarded by questions, but it wasn't too bad. Edward still makes fun of how I would blush anytime someone would speak directly to me. Then of course there is Alice, Emmett, Jasper, and Rosalie who have quickly become my best friends, friends that I will keep forever.
Then there were my parents. Renee has fallen in love with Edward and I am almost sure she calls just to talk to him sometimes—but I'm not jealous or anything. Phil also approves of him and plans on showing him how to pitch a baseball when we go visit them over the summer. Charlie was a little harder to convince. For the first three months he would insist on cleaning his guns when Edward was over. Now he at least gives him a nod every so often, which in Charlie's speak is a way of showing his respect.
We were good for each other, I knew that, he knew that, and people who saw us together could see it. His qualities rubbed off on me, while mine rubbed off on him, which is why I found myself swearing more than I wanted to. He on the other hand tripped and fell flat on his face during lunch one day, it was the greatest moment of my life. Who knew clumsiness could be contagious?
I was still me though. I cared about other peoples feelings way more than I needed to, I still blushed when I was embarrassed or at all flustered, and I was still definitely stubborn—and that was still evident, especially right now. "You two, I am not going!" I said sternly, tucking my feet beneath myself on Alice's bed.
"Bella! Prom is something that you can never get back again, it only happens once." Alice pouted. We had spent the last few weeks fighting about this, now prom was in a few hours and even though I was determined not to go, I knew I would be.
"Good, I don't want it to come back, a person should never have to be put through that hell." I sighed.
"You will get to see me in a tux." Edward smirked, sitting down next to me.
"Tempting, but no." I shook my head.
"Its one night, we wont even stay the entire time. My mom really wants for us to go to this, she even set out space in her scrapbooks for pictures." He said putting his hand into my mine, rubbing light circles with his thumb.
"We can Photoshop my head onto someone wearing a nice prom dress, it will be great." I nodded.
"You are being stubborn Bella!" Alice said dramatically.
"Listen, I didn't want to get that haircut you wanted me to get in March, I got it anyway and ended up having to wear a ponytail for a month. I hated those blue high heel shoes, but I got them and ended up breaking my ankle for you. You made me drive your car to see how fun it was to be in a car that actually could pass the speed limit, and I recieved my first speeding ticket. Look, I am putting my foot down on this."
"That is just irrational." She sighed.
"The haircut was pretty bad." Edward laughed and I hit him in the chest.
"Bella if you go tonight, I will never make you go shopping with me ever again, and mean ever. I will even sign a contract and everything." She got down on her knees in front of me and pleaded.
"I would take that offer." He said next to me.
I groaned, "Alice, why do you do this to me?"
"Because I can." She smiled innocently.
"What am I supposed to wear, it's too late to get a dress."
"I bought you one two months ago."
I looked at her with as much fury as I could muster up. "I don't like you very much right now."
"I can live with that." She jumped up and ran to her closet, I laid down on my back looking up at the ceiling. Edward got on top of me, his hands on either side of me holding up his body.
"I blame you for this." I glared up at him.
"You love me." He winked.
"Kiss my ass." I rolled my eyes.
He lowered himself, planting light kisses below my ear and down my collarbone. "I love when you talk dirty to me." He said quietly and I let out a laugh.
"Get a room!" Alice said as she walked back in, holding the bag that contained my dreaded dress. Edward rolled off of me and we both sat up.
"Oh we will…tonight." He smirked at Alice as I turned red.
"I hope it isn't some cheap motel, you should at least have the decency to make love to Bella in a pricey hotel suite." She said back. I could not believe that we were all even discussing the topic of me and Edward's love life.
"Only the best room for her." He said back. "I am a gentleman."
"Can we stop talking about me, hotel rooms, and sex? It is making me feel very uncomfortable."
"Who are you screwing Bella?" Emmett said, walking into the room.
"Edward got them a hotel room tonight to do the naughty after prom." Jasper said following him in.
"Nice." Emmett said and he and Edward exchanged a high five.
"Oh my god, is Rose going to come in with position tips next?" I said embarrassed.
"No, but I will say that-" Rose said walking in.
"Don't finish." I said, holding up my hand. "One more word about sex and I will stab all of you with one of Alice's high heel spikes."
"Someone is touchy." Rose said.
"Well she will be touched by a certain bronze haired stud later." Emmett said with a smirk. I threw a pillow at his face. "Ow, I am just kidding Bella."
"Leave the poor girl alone, we just convinced her to go to prom, I don't need anyone ruining this." Edward said massaging my tense shoulder.
"Well you boys need to leave anyway so we can actually get ready." Rose said, pushing Emmett and Jasper out. "Come on Edward, say goodbye and get walking."
"I'll see you in a little while." He said, giving me a small kiss on the forehead and leaving.
Once they were gone Alice clapped her hands together, "We have work to do, first Bella's hair and makeup, then my hair and makeup." She looked at Rose. "Your hair looks amazing, how did I not notice."
"The curls are alright?" She asked. Rose could be bald and she would still be the most beautiful person in Forks. Once a model, always a model.
"You look fantastic." I said honestly, seeing my own reflection in Alice's floor length mirror, I looked awful.
"Thanks." She smiled. "You are going to look hot when we are done with you, Eddie won't know what to do with himself."
"Yeah, right." I laughed.
"Sit in the chair and let me work my magic." Alice said smiling.
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Two hours later—Alice, Rose and I were ready and I had to admit looking pretty good, that still didn't make me want to go to the dance. They put loose curls in my hair, making them cascade down my shoulders. My make-up was light, but it enhanced my features. The dress Alice picked for me was incredible. It was a dark blue halter top dress that was knee length, it fit my taste perfectly. She even made sure to get me pretty shoes that weren't heels, no danger tonight, hopefully.
We walked down the stairs at the same time, me slower so I wouldn't fall. The three boys stood at the bottom, waiting for us and Esme and Carlisle stood off to the side taking pictures like they were the paparazzi or something. At least I would have pictures to show Charlie, he was off fishing and I told him that I was spending the night with Alice and Rose, so I wouldn't see him until tomorrow. If I told him the truth that it would just be me and Edward, it wouldn't go over well.
When I got to the bottom, Edward was standing there in his tux looking even better than usual, if that was even possible. "You look amazing." He said giving me a quick kiss on the top of my head.
"You don't look too bad yourself." I said, wrapping my arms around his waist.
"A couple more pictures together, please." Esme said as Emmett groaned. "Don't be like that Emmett a mom only gets to do this once in her life. Now get together and smile like you mean it."
Twenty minutes later and a battery change, it was time to go to hell, or prom as some like to call it. We decided against the cliché of getting a limo, it was Forks not Beverly Hills. Edward and I took the Volvo. A little quiet time together before I would be paraded around like a young girl whos mom signed them up for a beauty pageant against her will.
"You excited?" He let out a laugh, rubbing my hand with his finger as we drove towards the place.
"Oh yes, absolutely thrilled." I snorted.
"It won't be the worst thing you will ever have to do." He added.
"You've seen me dance before, trust me, it will be."
"I thought you looked pretty sexy dancing actually." He smiled, I bit my lip while blushing like a giant tool. I could never take compliments, especially from him. "We will only stay for an hour and half."
"Really?" I asked excitedly.
"Wipe that smile off your face." He laughed. "I have a surprise for you."
I frowned, "You know I hate surprises of any kind. Remember Valentine's Day, the fire incident?"
"How was I supposed to know that when I jumped out you would bang into a candle and the curtains would catch fire?" He laughed. I was looking forward to an actual Valentine's Day together and it ended up being another trip to the hospital for me and then another trip to the store to get new curtains for the house.
"It's me, you don't scare clumsy people, it just doesn't turn out good in the end."
"This is a good surprise, trust me." He nodded and then added. "No candles involved for safety reasons."
"Okay good." I smiled as we pulled up to the decorated inn where the prom was being held this year. There were white lights everywhere, it actually looked really great. I was so distracted that when my car door opened and Edward's hand came out to help me, I jumped a little. Here goes nothing.
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I hated to admit it, but I didn't have a horrible time at the Forks senior prom. I was at a table with all of my friends, including Angela and Ben who were one of the cutest couples there. After my month of being a complete hermit, Angela and I got close once again, and was the only person who could keep me sane when her and I had to go on shopping trips with Alice and Rose.
I even danced a few times, after a lot of bribery and threats from Alice. Swaying to the music in Edward's arms was almost a scene from a fairytale, although I don't think Cinderella tripped on her way off the dance floor, but oh well. Even though I was having a decent time, when Edward suggested that we go I couldn't help but spring up from my chair and run to the car. That is how I ended up where I am at the moment.
In one of his hands he held onto mine, while opening the hotel room door with the other. He held it open for me with a smile on his face, I walked in and it was absolutely beautiful. There were flowers everywhere, red rose petals on the ground leading to the huge bed which was also covered in flowers. Someone as gorgeous as Edward really didn't need to try this hard to get me into bed, but I am glad he put in the effort.
"Do you like it?" Edward asked from behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his head on the top of mine.
"You didn't have to go through all this trouble." I smiled, leaning into him.
"It's the least I could do for you being forced to go tonight, plus I made you dance which was absolute hell for you." He let out a quiet laugh.
"It wasn't that bad." I turned around and looked up at him.
"You had fun?" He raised an eyebrow.
"I wouldn't go that far." I laughed. "But being with you was good and you look very sexy in that tux." I smiled.
He put his hand on the side of my face, rubbing his thumb along my cheeks. "You want to talk about sexy, I couldn't take my eyes off of you the entire night." This made me blush and he smirked.
"I saw your eyes linger when Lauren Mallory's boob fell out of her dress."
He laughed, "The entire room was looking, including you."
"And I'm still convinced that she had a boob job." I nodded.
"I prefer the real deal." He winked.
"Oh really?" I bit my lip.
He caressed my face with his hand, I closed my eyes leaning into his palm. When I opened my eyes, he was slowly moving closer, and his lips touched mine. It was soft, gentle, and perfect. His hand moved from my face to the back of my head, tangling into my hair, he pulled me in closer while wrapping his other arm around me.
I slipped my arms around him, leaning into his body. The kiss was still soft but deepened. The feeling of love and lust was rising inside of me. His hands moved through my soft curls, while my nails lightly ran down his back. This got his attention, he pulled me in making the kiss more intense. His tongue pushed into my mouth, I almost gasped from the sensations. He then suddenly broke away and I bit back a sigh, he looked into my eyes for a while.
"Now do as Lauren Mallory and show me some boob." He joked and I started to laugh, we could never do a serious moment.
"You are such a romantic." I said, still laughing. "And by the way, if I show you mine, I expect to see a little something in return."
"I plan on showing you a big something in return." He winked and I just shook my head, trying not to laugh. "This calls for a strip tease." He smiled.
He took his jacket off slowly, spinning it around and throwing it onto the ground. He then started unbuttoning his shirt while doing a stupid dance, this was starting to look like bad porno. He removed his shirt, revealing his incredibly toned stomach that made me almost always drool. "Like what you see?" He raised an eyebrow.
"I'm not sure yet, I think a more accurate decision could be made once the pants are removed." I nodded.
"The pants go when the dress goes." He smirked.
I rolled my eyes, "Well unlike you, I need help getting it off." I turned around lifting my hair to show him the zipper.
"I think I can manage that." He said walking over. He was kissing my shoulder and the back of my neck, while lowering the zipper. I untied the top of the halter dress, it slowly fell to the floor. I mentally hit myself for getting put in a dress that I couldn't wear a bra with, instead I was standing there in black lacey panties.
I turned around to face him, blushing slightly—again I couldn't help it. He smiled, looking me up and down, but not in a creepy way. "You are beautiful." He said, quietly.
"Thank you, but I would appreciate that compliment more if you were pant less." I smiled.
He laughed, unzipping his pants and let them fall to the ground. Now we both stood there in our underwear, an almost naked battle of who would budge first and strip. This is what we did, always a competition. I would win this one, since he forced me into going to prom, I deserved it.
"Ladies first." He smiled.
"Chivalry is dead Edward." I smiled back.
"Then what do you suggest we do?" He asked.
"We turn around, take them off and on the count of three, we turn." I nodded.
"Alright." He said, as we both turned around. I could hear him strip his boxers off and I smiled. "Okay on three. 1, 2, 3…" I turned around and he stood there looking mad and at the same time trying not to laugh. It was my turn to check him out, all of him.
"You tricked me." He laughed.
"And you...are naked." I smirked.
"I'll just have to get those off of you myself." He walked over, lowering down, his arms grabbed around my thighs, picking me up. I giggled, wrapping my legs tightly around his waist, pressing into him the most I could, it never seemed like enough though. He walked the both of us towards the bed, lowering me down as he held himself up over my body. I tried pulling him down on top of me, wanting more of him, but he smiled down at me. After a moment he came down planting soft kisses on my forehead down to my chin.
He pushed my body further up the bed so that his head was aligned with my breasts. My heart rate rapidly sped up waiting for what was to come. He kissed and licked at my collar bone, rubbing his hand down the side of me to the top of my panties, which were very wet at this moment.
When his lips reached the top of my breast, a whimper escaped from my mouth. My hand went to the back of his head, gripping into his bronze hair. His tongue grazed over my hard nipple, I moaned, arching my back wanting more. His hand went from my side to my other lonely breast, he massaged it, rolling my nipple through his fingers.
"Edward." I moaned quietly, starring down at him. When he caught me looking, he smiled, getting up slightly. Slowly, he pulled off my damp panties and threw them to the floor.
"You are beautiful." He said, looking into my eyes as he spread my legs apart slightly. I didn't know what was better the compliment or knowing what was coming next, no pun intended although I hoped it was. He kissed down my neck, my breasts, down my stomach, getting to the place that ached for him the most.
He spread my legs further, kissing around my pelvic bone, this made my legs shake. I closed my eyes as he got closer, teasing me with kisses. His finger ran along my folds, rubbing around then entered me, followed by a second finger. I gasped as he moved them in and out. I kept my eyes tightly shut, enjoying the sensations. He kept his fingers moving, and then I felt his tongue flick my clit. I moaned. He sucked on my sensitive spot, adding a third finger.
"Ohhh my god..." I moaned, grabbing the bedspread with my hands and pulling on it tightly. Minutes went by but I was completely lost in the amazing feelings. I was squirming and grabbing at the top of his head. "Don't-t-t stop!" I was so close, losing absolute control.
"Edward-d-d." I moaned loudly, my entire body was shaking and rocking as I exploded all over his fingers. The feeling never got old, getting better and stronger every time. I laid there trying to catch my breath.
Edward laid down on his side next to me, wrapping an arm around my waist, his head rested above my shoulder. I could feel his erection pulsing into my side, turning me on by the second. Once I had recovered, I brought the hand that was rubbing my waist to my mouth. I kissed it the back of it and he smiled at me. "I want you so bad right now." He whispered into my ear.
"No one is stopping you." I said, attempting to sound seductive. I rolled over so that I was straddling him, and then kissed him hard. Our tongues moved together, my hands were in his hair and his were rubbing up and down my sides. I lowered my face to his neck, I kissed and licked at him. I sucked hard on his neck, knowing that he loved that. He was breathing hard which just made me suck harder.
He rolled us both over, this time he was on top and my head was on the pillows. He kissed my neck, spreading my legs once again with his hand. When I opened my eyes I found his, we both starred at each other, no words were necessary, this look always meant the same thing. I love you.
It was the calm before the incredible storm. I felt the tip of him slowly enter me, my eyes instantly rolled back into my head. He slid deeper inside me and we both let out moans. I pulled him closer, clawing at his back, wanting him to speed up. I raised my legs, wrapping them around him so that he could get a better angle at me. His thrusts sped up as I moaned loudly.
"Oh fuck, Bella." He groaned both of us were being taken over by the pleasure. Our breathing was rapid and shallow as his thrusts went deeper into me. His head lowered down onto the pillow next to my head, he softly moaned into my ear, which was sending me closer to the edge.
His thrusts sped up, he was groaning under his breath. My arms wrapped tightly around him pulling him more into me, feeling closer and closer. "Oh, God." I moaned
"B-B-Bella." He moaned, exploding into me. This sent me over the edge. I moaned loudly as the waves of my second orgasm hit.
Edward collapsed on top of me, both of us trying to breathe normally. He kissed my cheek, rolling over but still holding onto me. We laid in silence for a long time, wrapped in each others arms. I looked at him and he gave me his crooked smile.
"Bella, you are incredible." He said looking into my eyes, my heart pounded. "I am so glad that I have you in my life. I love you."
I wasn't Isabella-will-never-have-a-fella. I wasn't the girl who fell on her face in the cafeteria. I wasn't the nerdy girl who ran away to Phoenix. I wasn't a supermodel. I wasn't incredibly balanced. I wasn't perfect. I was just Bella Swan and that was all that mattered.
"I love you too."
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