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Chapter14- A Captive of Love versus a Captive of Desire

A couple of days after the beautiful wedding the newlyweds Roger and Celeste traveled by ship to Europe. Once there they traveled by train and visited France and Italy on their twelve week getaway.

"Finally my love, we are together, how much have I desired for this day to come and I shall show you with my body and soul." Roger said to Celeste, while embracing her, as they finally were left alone during their honeymoon.

Celeste clammed up and became extremely shy during their first sexual encounter, yet Roger was patient with her the entire time, guiding her and reassuring her as gently as he possibly could. Celeste was very naïve and the straight talk she had received from her mother prior to her wedding day helped her know what to expect during intimacy. Yet, regardless of all the motherly warnings Celeste had received did not suffice during the actual encounter. Roger, to the point of frustration, could not stop thinking about how much he wanted to ravish his young wife and become one with her. For the sake of his new bride, Roger had to master his carnal desire and take things slowly. Their initial sexual encounter was not productive, neither Roger nor Celeste had reached a sexual climax. It would take some time for Celeste to let go and relax.

Then, one lovely evening as they both sat on the floor of their lavished suite, sipping on a Bordeaux blend wine, chatting, laughing and enjoying each other's company, Roger and Celeste were finally able to give into their sexual desires without any impediments.

Towards the end of their honeymoon Celeste became intolerant to specific smells; even at certain times of the early day she became nauseous to the point of vomiting. Celeste was miserable on the ship that returned them home. Roger was worried about his wife and was able to locate a doctor on board.

"Well, Mr. and Mrs. Leagan, to my knowledge, I believe you may be in the beginning of a pregnancy. As soon as you return home, you should consult with your family physician to be exact about your progressing condition." The doctor said to the couple.

As soon as they were alone, Roger could not help to be extremely excited about the early news of a baby in the making.

"And here we were so worried that you had gotten ill with some unknown disease. You, my dear, had me worried senseless, but right now I am the happiest man alive, inside of you grows our own child." Roger said to Celeste as he held her tight.

"I do not know how to explain what I feel at this moment, I am surprised as well, and yes I am ecstatic to have our own little family." Celeste replied to Roger as she caressed his face.

Roger and Celeste moved into one of the Leagan's homes that had been reserved for the new couple. Roger was able to stabilize in the area with the family business while his wife's pregnancy progressed. Sarah, along with her servant Gertrude, insisted on assisting Celeste, now that she was six months into her pregnancy.

Sarah knew that eventually Roger would be at a final point of weakness after not being able to have intercourse with his own wife, due to the pregnancy. After everyone in the home would fall asleep, Sarah would perform several coquettish attempts in Roger's presence. Sarah enjoyed the agony she caused in Roger. His face would flush beet red and he would attempt to clear his throat with a closed fist in front of his mouth.

One night, Sarah sought to take advantage of Celeste's pregnancy. Celeste had been sound asleep after a strenuous day of activities Sarah had planned for her cousin. And to continue to lure Roger into her seductive grip she walked into the study with a plush robe that covered a thin night gown that showed off her curvaceous silhouette.

"Oh Roger, here you are again, working late. I am bringing you a glass of Scotch to help you relax as you work your mind into a million pieces." Sarah said as she walked towards Roger whom was at his desk in the study.

Sarah then purposely stumbled and spilled the Scotch over his important paperwork, which then also splashed onto his shirt. She briskly removed her robe to pick up the spill she created while Roger quickly removed his shirt as well. Sarah constantly apologized as she wiped clean the mess she created. As she looked up at Roger, Sarah could see his astonished look, which in reality was not due to the wet papers, but instead, at the womanly figure that was in front of him inches away. Sarah then stretched out her arms to him and hugged Roger ever so strongly and then buried her face in his neck.

"Please forgive me for creating such a mess out of your work, I tried my best to salvage your papers, please forgive me. I shan't imagine what you feel at this moment, you must be angry with me." Sarah said as she cried.

"Please Sarah, do not worry yourself sick and do not cry in such manner, those papers can be easily replaced." Roger replied as he rubbed her warm back.

He could feel his mind slipping away while Sarah's breast pressed hard upon his chest. All he could think about was the lovely shaped body he had viewed as Sarah diligently tried to dry the paperwork. The simple fact that Sarah's warm body was touching Roger's bare chest caused him to become aroused.

Seconds later, Roger pulled Sarah's chin up to see into her crying eyes and wiped off her tears as he gently held her lower back with his hand. Sarah caressed Roger's chest, and slowly moved down towards his abdomen. She then reached his belt and unbuckled it. Sarah licked her lips as she continued to undo his belt from his pants. Roger, irresistibly then followed her action as he looked straight into her parted lips. Roger could no longer hold back the uncontrollable passion that took over his senses. He suddenly pressed his mouth against Sarah's lips with much desire; Sarah reciprocated his passionate kiss. Roger, with much desperation, removed Sarah's night gown. He lifted Sarah by her buttocks as she tightly held on to Roger. She quickly wrapped her legs around his waist and crossed her ankles behind his lower back. Roger sat Sarah on top of his desk, and continued to ravish her with wild and forceful kissing. With only one strong swipe of his arm, Roger cleared his desk free. He then laid Sarah on her back on top of his desk. Roger pulled down his pants along with his under garment rapidly and entered Sarah strongly. The excitement was so great that in a matter of minutes both Roger and Sarah simultaneously reached their highest amount of pleasure. Sarah had clung to Roger so tightly that her fingernails dug into his back leaving deep scratches and markings. Roger had delectably kissed Sarah so strongly that her neck and her breasts were visibly discolored from his ravishing kissing.

Shortly after, Roger became consumed with guilt and regret after the act. Sarah's plan of seduction took effect and Roger easily fell into the trap. He gathered Sarah's gown and robe and dressed her. Roger then dressed himself and with a low husky voice spoke quietly to Sarah.

"This cannot happen again, we must not speak to anyone of this ever happening. Do you understand me Sarah? I wish not to hurt Celeste. She is your cousin and she is pregnant with my child and I love her. Yet, I am but a man, and you tempted me until I could no longer withstand it. Is this what you have been after?" Roger said to Sarah as he questioned her.

"Roger, you insult me, I am who I am, yet you seem to have no self control around me. My cousin will not hear of what has happened between us, I assure you. I do hope you may be able to sleep well Roger, most likely I may not." Sarah replied to Roger then she exited the room with a hidden smile of accomplishment. She left Roger behind with a look of remorse in his face.

"Oh My sweet Celeste, what have I done, you are my light. But Sarah, you are the darkness that consumes me, and daggers at my mind and my weak will. I feel as if I were an insect trapped in the master web of a poisonous obsession. Are you amused by the mere sight of my struggle as I collapse into your entrapment? I beg of you to please release me from your dark grip, let me live in peace. Have you no principles, nor morality? Your darkness wants to overtake my light, my Celeste, this cannot be! My dear Celeste, you must not know about this, this could deeply hurt you." Roger said in torment to himself, while burying his face down on his desk.

Roger and Sarah managed to steer clear of each other's path for two weeks until Roger became overshadowed by his nature and his natural needs. Sarah could sense the desperation within Roger as she herself felt the same way. It was another lonely night where they both, coincidentally, crossed paths on a vacant hallway of the large home. Roger ran towards Sarah and grasped her by her hand and pulled her into a guest room in the vacant side of the home. Once again Roger and Sarah let each other's carnal desire overtake them. They were not aware that at the end of that dark hallway, Gertrude had watched them entering the guest room. She overheard their passionate murmuring as she laid her head against the door.

As time progressed, Celeste was now eight months into her pregnancy and her cousin Sarah begun to feel unwell. She felt sick day and night and her stomach was unsettled by the mere sight of food. As Sarah lay in the bath tub complaining of her symptoms, Gertrude spoke.

"Miss Sarah, you haven't started your menses again this month. I believe you are pregnant." Gertrude patiently reached Sarah's hand and continued to speak.

"I can help you if you choose to do away with the unborn child Miss; it is early enough that it would not be a difficult task." Sarah's eyes opened as large as saucers as her jaw dropped.

"Gertrude, how dare you say or think of such thing? You appall me!" Sarah scorned at Gertrude.

"Miss Hamilton, I know you more than you know yourself, I only wish to help you." Gertrude replied sweetly.

"Do you really think this is happening to me?" Sarah questioned.

"I have my knowledge to guide me Miss Hamilton; you can't just simply wish it away, nature is taking its course." Gertrude replied with a hint of a smile.

"I am afraid to be in this predicament, but I am more afraid to do away with a part that grows within me, that is if you are correct, a little bit of Roger and a little bit of me." Sarah replied to Gertrude.

"Miss Sarah, are you in love with Mr. Leagan?" Gertrude asked.

"I believe I have fallen in love with Roger, in fact yes, I am very much in love with Roger, from the first moment I met him. But my cousin is the one he loves and she has entrapped him through marriage and now a baby that is on the way." Sarah replied.

"I see Miss Sarah. Don't worry 'bout a thing. I will make sure to take good care of you and your baby. You'll see." Gertrude replied.

"Oh, thank you Gertrude for trying to make me feel better, this is why I keep you." Sarah replied as she closed her eyes in the tub.

In another area of the home, Celeste and Roger chatted about their future child.

"Roger if we have a boy I want us to name him after you." Celeste said to Roger.

"Is that so my dear? If you do not mind, I would like to name my son Neil, after my good friend from my days of schooling in London. I shall never forget ole Neil and our friendship; we basically grew up as brothers." Roger replied.

"But if we have a little girl I would like to name her Rose." Celeste said with a sweet smile.

"Then Rose it is. Would you like to give her a second name?" Roger replied and asked Celeste her opinion.

"Well, if you could think of a name you like to add with Rose then it shall be." Celeste said as they both embraced each other.

Later on, Gertrude took the liberty to approach Roger alone, as he walked outside through the garden after speaking with his beautiful wife Celeste. Gertrude mentioned to Roger what was ailing Sarah. Roger was in such shock that he had to find a bench to quickly sit down as the news of another child from his own seed was growing inside Sarah.

To be continued...

Oh poor Roger, his weakness and the torment to come his way...stay tuned to read what is next on Chapter 15- Consequences to be posted by Sunday December 23, 2012

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