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Comatose

Chapter 13: Meeting an angel.

Dean was walking in the forest all alone. That was the only thing he had done since he left Jessica at the hospital one month earlier. He left so he could clear his head from all his thoughts, but it had only resulted in more thoughts,

Do I really love her?

Does she really love me?

Should I go back to her?

No I shouldn't. She's my brothers boyfriend for crying out loud.

But why can't I stay away from her?

Why do I hear her name all the time?

Why do I see her face when I close my eyes?

Why can't I stop think about her?

I should never have looked for Sammy.

What I have done to him… What I did is unforgivable.

If Sammy dies it will be my fault for what I did. But I can change the future. What X… Keith showed me doesn't have to happen. Right?

Maybe I should just… No. It wouldn't be right.

Dean took up his phone from one of his pockets and turned it on. He saw he had 20 missed calls and voicemails from Jess. He didn't want to listen to them so he deleted everyone. He turned of the phone again and put it back to his pocket and continued to walk.

What am I supposed to tell Sammy when… if he wakes up? Hey wile you where in a coma your girlfriend was cheating on you with me and dad took suicide. I can't say that.

Maybe he never wakes up. Then I don't have to deal with all the problems that will come if he wakes up. What am I thinking? I'm a horrible person.

Dean came out to an open field and walked to the middle of it. Then he looked up at the black sky and said: "What am I supposed to do? I need help. Please tell me what to do" He saw a bright light that made him cover his eyes. The light disappeared and he looked at a man in a trench coat standing in front of him. The man had short dark hair and he was a little shorter than Dean. He had bright blue eyes and for a second Dean thought he had seen a pair of wings.

"Who are you?" said Dean. The man looked at Dean and said: "I'm Castiel. I'm an angel from heaven sent down to earth to help you find the answers to all your questions." Dean laughed and said: "Angel? You got to come with something better than that to fool me. Angels aren't real. They don't exist."

"I already know you don't believe in angels Dean, but it's true. Angels exist."

"I'm not saying angels are real, but if they where. Then where were they when died? Where they when Sammy got hit by that car? Where were they when dad took suicide? Where were they when Jess got shot? Huh? Can you answer me that?"

"Angels aren't allowed to save people if god hasn't given us order to save them. And it's not like Jessica or Sam is dead."

"No, but Sam may never wake up again." "I'm sorry about that, but I can't do anything about that. I can only give you the answers you are looking for."

"To which of my questions?"

"To what you should do."

"And what is that?"

"Listen to your heart. Do what it tells you to do."

"I can't."

"Why?"

"Because that wouldn't be fair to Sammy. He doesn't deserve what I do. What I want to do."

"Listen to your heart and everything will turn out fine in the end." And with those words Castiel disappeared in front of Dean. Dean sighed and started to walk again.

I hope you are right Cas. I really hope you are.

Authors note: Looks like Dean have met Cas before that time in Lazarus Rising. I have written hundreds of fictions before this, but this is the first fic I have ever put up on the internet and believe it or not the first I have ever written with Cas in it. I think it's hard to write something good with Cas in it, but I think I did a good job with this. But it's your opinions that matters, so let me know what you think. Should I let Cas be more in this story or should this be the only time?