Okay then, IT'S CHAPTER 13!! I bet you readers are happy that you get all these chapters to read at once, huh? Anywho, be good and read all of this because I wasted my time writing this so you must enjoy it! =)
"And that's pretty much how my past was. One trouble after another finally led to something good." I smiled softly.
"So, you let them die for you?" Bella asked in a quiet voice.
"I didn't want them too, I've beaten myself up over it hundreds of times."
"I thought I understood the relationship between you, Hilary and Derrik, but I guess I was wrong. I thought that you were all one big family, your entire coven, but you 3 make up a family within the family."
"Now you know as much as we do." Tiffany said. You didn't tell them that you tried to go after your coven? Edwards voice made it's way into my head. I answered him quickly. I haven't even told my family that. It's just too private. The Volturi had gotten to them, and Glen sent me away. A gaurd killed him in front of me. I panicked and ran. But ther are many more secrets left. He tried not to think anymore, trying to give me some space. Thanks. He just smiled at me.
"Alright, Bella and Melody, you guys need to eat then Bella needs to sleep. We worked hard to make your favorites." Beth said, she looked at me.
"Yay, pasta!" I ran into the kitchen. I waited for Bella to come in and when she started to eat, I shoveled a spoonful of pasta into my mouth. "Ehh!!" I spit out the food. "What did you make this with, dirt?!" I complained. Beth was stunned.
"I made it the way I always make it."
"I don't think there's anything wrong with it." Bella said. "It tastes just fine to me."
"It taste like dirt!" I pushed the dish away and jumped into Hilary's arms. I didn't want to be near anything so disgusting. Bella ate mine.
"Tastes fine. Just like food."
"Melody, what's wrong?" Hilary soothed me.
"I don't know. I normally love Beth's cooking. She always makes good food." I was gonna cry if I couldn't eat. But I didn't feel hungry.
"Maybe the Cullen did something to it." Hilary muttered.
"I would never!" Esme was hurt. I did no such thing, please.
"No, Esme didn't do anything like that. I'm sure she didn't. It was like, for a moment, I was completely a vampire. Like, you guys think that human food tastes like dirt, maybe I lost the human qualities I had. Also, when I eat something yucky, my eyes water up, but this time they were completely dry. I can't cry anymore." HOLY SHIT!!! Cool, I am smart. =)
"This is very interesting." Carlisle was thinking so fast I couldn't comprehend anything. "What do you think?" He looked at me.
"Too fast." I mumbled.
"I apologize." He thought through it again, slower this time. Could it be that you have lost your gift to be human? Has something so drastic in your life happened that you have lost all the human potential you once had?
"I don't know. I don't even understand why I had those human qualities in the first place." I pouted. I didn't like not knowing things, because I knew everything. I knew what people liked, what they wanted, their goals, their dreams and every aspect of their lives, I didn't like being out of the loop. It was too frustrating.
"We'll have to go over this soon. Carlisle, John and I will study why this has happened." Edward suggested.
"That's the only thing we can do right now." John said, he looked me in the eyes. "Are you alright with this?"
"I want to know what happened as much as you do." I was panicking now. I had no idea what was going on and no one had any ideas, I don't know what I should do. "A little help Jasper. I need stress relief, and I need it like a drunk needs his Vodka."
"I know. But I can't do anything to help you. My powers aren't working on you right now." What'll I do now. I looked at Edward for an answer. He looked confused. I can't read your mind. I don't know what you're thinking.
"No!" Alice screamed. We all looked at her. "Melody's future, it just disappeared. What's going on." She was even more panicked than I was, but Jasper could calm her down.
"This is strange. Maybe through losing her powers, no one will be able to use their powers on her." John assumed. Can you still read my mind?
"I can." I was truely scared now, this has never in all my 7 years as a vampire happened to me.
"This is very strange." He was going over what had led to this change.
"Melody, we'll start experimenting tomarrow after school. You'll go as normal. Call us if the lure of human blood is too much for you to handle." Edward said. "It's normal for us because we've been around humans for so long, but since it was your human qualities that kept you from going crazy on a hunt it might be a new thing for you, like the pull a freshly made newborn may feel." I gulped. I didn't want to endanger Cody or any of my other classmates. Well, maybe Britney and her clique but not really anyone else.
"Alright, will it be here or at the Cullen's place?" I asked.
"At my house." Edward answered.
"Okay then, I think Bella should get home and go to sleep, she's already nodding off." I noticed.
"Right. Come Bella, love." Edward picked her up and took her home, his family left too.
"I wonder what this is all about. It's just so weird." Hilary was scared for me. "It'll be alright dear. Don't owrry. They'll fix you."
"I'm broken?" She laughed at my confusion.
"No sweetie. Just a little scratched."
"I hope you're right. I hope he won't be in danger because of me." I said softly.
"He being cody?"
"M-maybe." I didn't want anyone to know what I was feeling right now. For some reason or another, I was feeling anxious about going to school. I didn't want to know what I would do if I lost control of myself, to know what Cristyna would think about me. I didn't want Cody to be in danger because of me. His scent was already too mouthwatering to resist, but I had. What would happen if Edward was right, if I was like a freshly made newborn. Would I kill him, I shuddered at the thought of Cody's blood on my tongue, slipping down my throat. It made the venom in my mouth go out of control. I got a hold of myself and swollowed it, I wasn't going to let this little default in my system hurt what I had worked so hard for. There was no way I could let this bother me, I was determined, I won't kill him. I will keep this one alive.
Alrighty then, thanks for reading. Don't forget to review, because you know I live for those reviews. And if anyone has any suggestions or advice that they think would make the story better, I'm all ears . . . or is that eyes, since it's reading. Anywho, the next chapter will be when Melody is at school. Exect some fun. And yes, it will be longer . . . I think. =)
