Mandy
I wa 21. And intead of being in my 3rd of college I wa in the hopital w/ anorexia. I'd been here for 2 wk. after 2 yr. of being in college they and I decided I needed to be in the hopital. I'd gotten ued to it but I till didn't like it it wa really hard. Never in my life ever ince I wa 13 had I eaten healthy. When I wa 15 I developed bulimia for 2 yr. which had me put on weight. When I wa 17 I went back and forth between anorexia and bulimia. It' one of the wort thing you can do for your body beide drinking and drug. Adam and I'd broken up when I wa 17 and he wa 18 caaue he didn't want to do the long ditance thing. Whenever I got out of thi place which might be 3 month or more I'd tell adam what had happened to me back when I wa 12. Not a lot of people knew jeica and pany knew. And o did ahley and evan. When pany and I were 15 he'd been hospitalized. apparently according to my dad my mom had been hospitalized for anorexia. And for being abued. He'd tarted telling me about her when I wa 16.
One of the firt thing they did after I checked in wa put an IV in me to counteract my dehydration. I wan't allowed to excercie. That would only make me loe more weight. Yeah but itting around and not walking made my ankle hurt. The hopital food wa terrible and I wa tarting to mi real food.
When I got out of college which would be the yr after next I'd be 23 and I'd probably live by myelf. That way there'd be no one around to ee how much I wa or wan't eating. The nure came in a lot to check my heart and blood preure. My mom never came to viit not even a a mom. He wa too buy being a therapit and an alcoholic to come viit me. He hadn't viited me in college either. He pent time w/ u before ahley moved in. that wa when I wa 13.
Over the yr. mom topped making breakfat for me caue he knew I either wouldn't eat it or when I did I'd purge it. And he never made dinner. Dad would make breakfat even if I didn't eat it. I know jennifer alo helped a did pam.
When I wa 15 which wa almot 10 yr. ago jeica' dad tarted hurting her. And then he hurt me too. He hurt u both untill we went to college.
