Chapter 14

Thank you for all your patience! Writing this chapter was tough lol

Ana POV

I'm quickly awakened from my brief unconsciousness and Leila is still standing here staring at me with the gun pointed at me. She has this crazy look in her eyes, "You scream or make another sound, I will shoot you." She threatens me.

She stares at me for the longest time like she is trying to figure me out, when she finally talks she asks, "What do you have that I don't have? Master laughs with you and kisses you on the lips. You get to sleep with Master. You don't even appear to be his submissive."

I look down, "I don't know, I'm not capable of filling those shoes. Please put the gun down and we can talk about this." She keeps the gun pointed at me and continues, "I love Master but he is very dark."

I have knots in my stomach about her comment, I wonder if I am in over my head with him. What if he ends it with me and I end up broken like this skinny pale woman in front of me. It's so scary because she looks so much like me except with chocolate brown eyes. I should hate this woman but I actually feel a little bad for her, she looks so lost. Christian must have really broken her heart. I need to push these thoughts out of my mind and focus and getting us both out of here alive. On the drive here I made reckless turns when I found out Christian had security following me so I would lose him; I wish I wouldn't have done that now.

She makes me follow her into the private restroom that is in my office, "You and I are going on a little road trip but before that you are going to call Christian and break up with him telling him you are going back to your ex-boyfriend. Make it believable or I will kill both of you."

I cry "Please don't make me do this."

"Do it now!" she yells.

I call Christian and try to come up with the best story I can so that he will buy it. I couldn't bear the thought of her killing him, I can't live without him. I pray somehow he will be able to know what is going on and that I would never do this to him.

"Ana baby, I'm on my way the meeting went a little longer. I'm so sorry."

I take a deep breath trying to say this lie that fills me with so much disgust, "Christian, I hate to do this but I have to….Liam just stopped by the restaurant and he reminded me that we have so much history together. Him and I are going away together to try to re-connect and I just want to say that I'm so sorry for hurting you but I still love him."

I don't love him Christian, I love you! I repeat this in my head wishing I could scream it to him. My heart is shattering into pieces.

He stutters obviously taken back, "Ana..stasia…" He can barely say my name; he catches his breath and continues, "Please I need to see you one more time before you leave." Oh baby I never want to leave you. I want to see you and hold you. Kiss your perfect lips but this psycho bitch won't let me.

I fight back my tears, "No Christian, I don't want to make this any more difficult than it needs to be. Liam and I have left already."

Silence is all I hear and finally he says, "Goodbye my sweet Ana, I always knew you were going to leave.. Monsters like me don't deserve perfection like you." I could hear the bubble in back of his throat form trying to hold in his tears. I hang up before I start bawling claiming my love for him. Leila turns off my cell phone stuffing it her in purse.

She makes us leave through the back of the restaurant so no one sees us make our exit. In the car Leila says, "Look in the glove box, I have tons on Christian to ruin him. I've made copies of all his contracts with his previous subs. I took the photos he has of his previous subs. I broke into Elena's and got everything she has on him. So if you try anything I will release everything and ruin him. If you somehow turn me in or something happens to me my brother has all the stuff to release to the press on him. Then he will kill you both. So just go along with this Ana and we won't have a problem."

"He is going to be dying for sub now that you have left him." She states and I just stare out the window hoping Christian will see through the lies I just told him on the phone. Just yesterday I had told him how hard I was falling for him, he had to believe it.

When we get to her place she says, "This is my brother he is going to keep an eye on you while I run some errands so don't even think about trying anything." She threatens while handing him the gun.

Leila POV

After leaving Ana with Larry I head over to the one person that can help me get back into Christian's life. I get to the salon and ask for Elena and Franco replies, "She is in her office honey." I open the door and she looks up smiling, "Ms. Williams, what a pleasant surprise. What brings you in?"

"I've divorced my husband and I'm in need of a dominant, I want Master Grey back." I reply.

"Leila I do know Mr. Grey was very fond of your time together, you might have even been his favorite submissive in my opinion but unfortunately Mr. Grey has left the lifestyle and has a serious girlfriend now." Elena replies sounding unenthused by this information.

"Please try Ms. Lincoln; I have reason to believe that they are no longer together. I saw her with her ex-boyfriend." I say.

She raises an eyebrow eyeing me suspiciously, "hmm well I guess there isn't any harm in trying darling. I will speak with him this evening and let you know."

I leave going back into the Salon area to get ready for Master Grey's playroom. I need to get waxed and ready. It is just a matter of time before I will be the one on Christian's arm. I can be everything he needs, his submissive, his wife, mother of his children, whatever he desires. Ana will be a distant memory once I get back into his life.

Christian POV

My Ana has left me for that asshole. I knew she would leave me eventually even though in her sleep she promised she wouldn't but it was lies all lies. I actually believed her when she said it in her sleep and started to feel comfortable in our relationship. I don't know how much of this painful feeling in my chest that I can take. I get home and Mrs. Jones is in the kitchen starting dinner, Taylor must have told her I haven't eaten. I head into the kitchen to get some bourbon, "Mrs. Jones, you are off for the evening. I've seemed to have lost my appetite."

I head into my study to drown my sorrows. I keep replaying the memories of Ana on the Grace with me giggling while we spent that beautiful day together. Her eyes shining as bright as the ocean. I wanted to travel the world with her, take her gliding. Share anything and everything with her. That's when I feel a couple tears rolling down my cheek. What the fuck? I'm Christian Fucking Grey I better man up and pull my shit together. I wish I had a sub right now that I could whip, that would really work out my anger and frustration. I just keep drinking, Elena was right; people like me don't have normal relationships. We have contracts and arrangements. I knew I should have listened to her, she has never steered me wrong.

Taylor knocks on the door, "Sir, Mrs. Lincoln is here to see you."

What the fuck? She knows how I feel about unexpected visits.

She enters the room studying me.

"Darling are you doing alright?" She asks concerned.

"My Ana has left me for her ex-boyfriend." I reply trying to keep the sting out of the words.

"Christian, I'm so sorry. Some people aren't cut out for relationships with people like us." She replies.

"I know that now Elena, why the fuck are you here?" I ask through gritted teeth.

"Do you need me to provide submissive services for you tonight honey? You certainly look like you need it?" she purrs.

"Back off Elena I don't need shit right now from you." I reply.

"Well darling I came to talk to you about your previous submissive I ran into at the salon today, Ms. Williams is now divorced and asked me to find her a new dominant. She knows your rules and would want to sub for you again but didn't know if you would be interested."

I think about it Leila was an exemplary submissive, hardly any limits. Very high tolerance for pain. But she wanted more and I don't give more.

"I will think about it Elena but make sure that she knows if I go through with this that there is no more. She is a submissive and I will be her master."

Will Christian bring Leila back to sub for him? REVIEW PLEASE! love to hear your thoughts on what you think might happen next!