Ok so here is goes. I almost didn't do this chapter. I just wasn't feeling it at first, but I had to do their anniversary. This Chapter is a big milestone for Kendall and Logan. Also since I almost didn't do this chapter the next one is almost done and should be up tonight or early tomorrow. I just have to tweak a few things and it will ne ready.
Chapter 14: Inside Joke
Logan paced back and forth as he waited for Kendall to arrive. He was excited for the concert. He was excited they lasted a month. He knew this was the first in only many more months to come. Logan knew they were going to be together for a long time. He had never felt this way about anyone before. Kendall was different from all his other crushes. Kendall was more than a crush.
"Logan calm down," Camille said walking out onto the porch. Logan had been outside for the last ten minutes waiting for Kendall. He was starting to get anxious.
"I am excited," Logan said, "I am going to go see Inside Joke with Kendall," he said excitedly.
"I know, and he will be here any minute so just calm down," Camille said.
"Shut up you're not with someone as amazing as Kendall and you can't understand my excitement," Logan said. Camille laughed at Logan and shook her head. Logan glared at her and crossed his arms over his chest and turned his back to the driveway. "What is so funny?" he asked.
"You," Camille said simply.
"Glad to know I amuse you," Logan said. He didn't notice the car pull into the drive way behind him or the blonde get out of the car. Logan jumped when a pair of arms wrapped around his waist.
"Did I scare you Logie?" Kendall asked chuckling.
"Yes, you jerk," Logan said turning and smacking Kendall's shoulder playfully.
"Sorry, but you make it too easy," Kendall said laughing. Logan's glare softened and he turned back to Camille.
"Tell mom and dad I'm leaving," Logan said grabbing Kendall's hand and leading him back to his car.
"Have fun," Camille called. Logan waved to her as he got into the passengers seat of Kendall's car. Kendall got in as well and started driving again.
"So, why did you get these tickets?" Logan asked after a few minutes of silence. "I mean you don't really like the band," he said.
"I like a few songs kind of," Kendall admitted, "I mean they're ok. There's only one song I really like," he said.
"Maybe you'll like more after tonight," Logan said, "they are amazing live," he said.
"Maybe," Kendall said.
"So what song do you like by them?" Logan asked.
"Nothing Even Matters," Kendall said, "I only really came to like it recently," he said. Logan looked over at Kendall smiling. He knew why Kendall like that song. It really fit them so perfectly, and it was also his favorite song.
"Funny that's my favorite one too," Logan said.
"Yeah, well after listening to it, I realized it was a good song," Kendall said grinning.
"I know," Logan said, "I'm the one who told you that," he added. Logan smiled and shook his head. Kendall was definitely full of surprises. Logan never knew what to expect from the blonde, and he didn't mind. He usually liked Kendall's surprises. He didn't know how he had gotten so lucky as to be with someone like Kendall.
"So, Logie what do you like about Inside Joke?" Kendall asked.
"Their music is amazing," Logan said, "and the lead singer is hot," he said. Kendall cleared his throat. "not as hot as you," he added quickly smiling sweetly at Kendall.
"That's what I thought," Kendall said.
"Well, no one is as hot as you Kendall," Logan said placing his hand on Kendall's thigh. "I mean it, you are a god among men," he said playfully.
"Knock it off," Kendall said pushing Logan's hand away.
"I really mean it," Logan said playfully.
"Shut up," Kendall said smacking Logan's arm playfully. Logan laughed and turned his attention to the passing scenery. He was so excited about this concert.
Logan bounced on the balls of his feet as he and Kendall stood in line waiting to get inside. There was still an hour before the show, but he could not wait. He wanted to get in and find their seats. He had only been to one of their concerts before. This was different though. He was here with the one person he cared about the most.
"Logie calm down," Kendall said laughing at Logan's eagerness.
"I can't I am too excited," Logan said, "I am about to see my favorite band with the best boyfriend in the world and to top it off your seat are front row," he said as he continued to bounced on his feet. Kendall only laughed and placed his arm around Logan's shoulders. Logan and Kendall eventually made their way inside and found their seats. Logan sat down next to Kendall and grabbed his hand.
"We have a half hour left," Kendall said.
"I know this is gonna be so much fun," Logan said. He and Kendall continued to talk. Logan knew Kendall was trying to distract him to keep him busy and make the time go by faster. Logan didn't mind Kendall distracting him.
Suddenly the band walked out on stage and Kendall and Logan were on their feet with the rest of the crowd. They were cheering and applauding as the band greeted them and started with their first song, The City is Ours. Logan jumped up and down excitedly. He was like a kid in a candy store. He loves this.
Kendall stood there and watched Logan. He wondered how he had been so lucky as to find someone like Logan. He knew Logan was one of a kind. He was just so lucky that he loved him back. He knew there was no one he'd rather be with at this moment. He loves the small brunette and it scared him. He had fallen for the small boy very quickly. He knew his mom thought he and Logan were moving fast, but things just felt right.
The first song ended and they jumped into their next song, I Know You Know. Logan loved this song. He turned to Kendall and pulled him close. "I love this song," he said.
"It's ok," Kendall shouted back at him.
"You're impossible," Logan said as the song came to the small rap Logan smirked and pulled Kendall close again and rapped in his ear. Kendall smiled and looked at Logan.
"I didn't know you could rap," Kendall said amazed.
"I can sing too," Logan said, "now, if only I could dance I would be a triple threat," he said laughing.
"You can sing?" Kendall asked. Logan nodded and turned his attention back to the band on the stage.
"Later," Logan said, "watch," he said pointing to the band on the stage. Kendall nodded and turned his attention to the stage. Logan grabbed his hand and leaned into his side. Kendall smiled and watched the band. The next song was Nothing Even Matters. Logan squealed like a girl and began singing along. Kendall smiled and he leaned in closer to listen to Logan's angelic voice. Even over the band and the crowd Kendall heard him. His voice was amazing. Kendall definitely would make him sing for him more often.
Kendall and Logan walked hand in hand back to Kendall's car. The concert had been amazing and Logan had bought a few souvenirs. He bought two CD's one for him and the other for Kendall, a few t-shirts and a beanie for Kendall with the band's logo on it.
"This night has been amazing," Logan said.
"Yeah," Kendall said, "I think I actually like their music a little more now," he said as they approached his car.
"That's good," Logan said smiling. He was happy that he had gotten to not only see his favorite bands live, but he got to spent the night with Kendall. They reached Kendall's car and Logan quickly pulled Kendall to him and kissed him. Kendall grinned and pushed Logan back so he was leaning against his car. Kendall ran his tongue along Logan's lips. Logan moaned and wrapped his arms around Kendall's neck. They stayed there for awhile kissing. They parted when the need for air was too great. "I think we should get going," Logan said breathlessly.
"Yeah," Kendall said nodding his head in agreement, "we have a long drive," he added as he walked around the car. Logan nodded as he got in. Kendall started the car and tried to navigate his way out of the parking lot. Several long minutes later they were on the road again heading home.
"That was the best concert ever," Logan said.
"Yeah, it was better because you were there," Kendall said. Logan smiled and placed his hand on Kendall's thigh again.
"Yeah, I definitely had more fun because you were there with me," Logan said smiling. The two continued to talk, but both were thinking about the kiss they shared in the parking lot. Logan wanted to continue it. He loved the feel of Kendall's lips on his. Logan squeezed Kendall's thigh and Kendall sent Logan a quick glance, he saw the look on his face. Kendall then pulled off onto a small country road and pulled over. The second he parked the car Logan was on him. Their lips met in a fierce kiss. Logan moaned as Kendall unbuckled his seat belt. Logan climbed over Kendall's lap so he was straddling the blonde.
"Logie," Kendall moaned as he placed his hands on Logan's neck. He pulled the brunette as close as he could.
"Kendall," Logan said as he moved his lips down to the blonde's neck. Kendall moaned and brought his hands down to Logan's waist. Logan started to suck gently on Kendall's pulse point earning another delicious moan from the blonde. He then bit down and sucked harder making sure to leave a mark. Logan carded his fingers though Kendall's blonde hair and brought his lips back to his. He allowed Kendall's tongue into his mouth and rolled his tongue against it. They sat there just kissing for quite some time. Logan couldn't get enough of this. He was addicted to Kendall.
Kendall's hands moved from his hips to cup his ass. Logan moaned and ground his hips down into Kendall as a reaction. Kendall moaned at the sudden friction and bucked his hips but. Logan brought his hands down to the hem of Kendall's shirt and pushed it up slightly. Kendall's hands moved up and played with the hem of Logan's jeans and shirt. Logan moaned and ground his hips down. It was like he had no control over his body. It was like it was on autopilot. Suddenly everything came crashing down on him. Logan tore his lips away from Kendall and sat up quickly hitting his head on the roof of the car. He winced and quickly placed his hands on his head.
"Are you ok?" Kendall asked worriedly.
"I can't do this," Logan said, "not here," he said.
"Do what?" Kendall asked confused slightly.
"I am not losing my virginity in a car," Logan said, "I'm sorry," he added quickly.
"It's ok I get it," Kendall said, "you want your first time to be special right?" he asked moving his hands back to rest on Logan's hips.
"Yeah," Logan said getting off Kendall and sitting in his seat once more. "If we don't go now we'll miss curfew and I'll be grounded for a month," Logan said looking at his watch. Kendall nodded and started the car once more. They spent the next few minutes in silence. "Ken," Logan said after awhile.
"Yeah Logie," Kendall said.
"what was your first time like?" Logan asked looking out the window, "you don't have to tell me. I'm just curious," he said.
"It was horrible," Kendall admitted, "like I said it was with Curt and we had no idea what we were doing and it hurt like hell the first time," he said.
"Why did you sleep with Curt? From what I know of him he's an ass," Logan said turning to look at Kendall finally.
"I don't know, he pressured me into it saying entering high school as a virgin was like social suicide," Kendall said, "I just gave in to shut him up. It was awkward since we hadn't done anything really sexual before," he said.
"Do you regret not saving it for someone special?" Logan asked.
"Yes," Kendall said, "but what's done is done can't take it back," he said.
"Kendall, I really do not want to do it in a car for my first time," Logan said.
"I understand," Kendall said.
Logan waved to Kendall as he pulled out of the drive way. Once he was gone Logan turned around and headed inside. He headed straight for the stairs and to Camille's room. He knocked softly on her door. "Camille," he said softly. He heard movement. The door opened to reveal Camille more awake then he expected.
"About time," Camille said stepping aside to let him into her room.
"I need to talk to you," Logan said as he walked into her room.
"Obviously," Camille said, "I've been waiting for you," she said.
"It scares me how well you know me," Logan said as he sat down on Camille's bed. Camille smiled and walked over and sat down next to him.
"You're my brother," Camille said placing an arm around his shoulders, "now how was the concert?" she asked.
"Great," Logan said, "I think I got Kendall to actually kind of like the band," he sid excitedly.
"How?" Camille asked.
"I know every song by heart and I was singing along and he paid more attention to me, but he said he liked them more now," Logan said, "but that is not what I want to talk to you about," he said.
"Then what do you wanna talk about?" Camille asked.
"After the concert we were on our way back when suddenly we got this urge to just kiss and so he pulled off on to back road and we kissed and soon it turned into making out and before I knew it his hands were on my-" Logan cut himself off.
"You're what?" Camille asked.
"My butt," Logan said, "and the scary thing is I wanted him to go further," he said.
"You didn't," Camille said slowly.
"No, no we didn't," Logan said, "but I wanted to," he added looking down at his hands. He had never really thought much about sex until he met Kendall. He had started to think maybe Kendall would be the one he took that step with.
"Wow Logan," Camille said.
"I know this is so not me," Logan said, "I've never really thought about sex until I met Kendall," he said.
"He's corrupting you," Camille said.
"Would you two go to sleep some people around here actually need their beauty sleep," James said standing in the door that led to the bathroom that connected his and Camille's rooms.
"I am talking to Camille about a problem go away," Logan said glaring at James. He did not want to talk about this with James. James was the last person he wanted to about this with.
"You and Kendall almost had sex," James said, "you should've gone for it," he said.
"Says the boy who's most likely to die a virgin," Logan retorted.
"What's that supposed to mean," James asked annoyed.
"You're going after Katie Knight, Kendall will kill you before you get the chance to do anything," Logan said.
"Like I would tell Kendall if I was having sex with Katie," James said, "besides she's fifteen going on sixteen and I won't do anything she's not ready for," James said.
"Since when did you become so noble?" Logan asked. James only shrugged and turned around.
"Now please go to sleep," James said, "I need my beauty sleep and I can't sleep if you two are talking," he said.
Kendall got out of his car and made sure to grab the shirt, hat, and CD Logan had gotten him. He smiled as he walked up to the door. He unlocked the door and walked in only to be ambushed by Sammy.
"Hey girl," he said laughing softly. Sammy jumped up and started licking his face.
"Hey big brother," Katie said from the top of the stairs.
"Hey Katie," Kendall said walking up the stairs. Sammy followed him. "What are you doing up so late?" he asked.
"Sammy woke me up when she jumped off the bed," Katie said, "how was the concert?" she asked.
"Fun," Kendall said, "I think I actually like their music now," he said. He had fallen in love with it after he heard Logan singing, but he wasn't about to admit that.
"Did Logan force you to buy the CD?" Katie asked pointing to the CD in his hands.
"No, he bought it and gave it to me," Kendall said, "I'll listen to it," he added as he walked past her. "Now go back to bed before mom wakes and finds you're up," he said.
"Too late," Jennifer said from her bedroom door way.
"Sammy woke me up," Katie said pointing at the dog, "I just wanted to know hoe Kendall's date went," she said.
"It went great," Kendall said, "now if you'll excuse me I am going to go to bed," he said walking down the hall to his room. Kendall shut his bedroom door after Sammy ran in behind him. The dig jumped up on his bed and laid down to sleep. Kendall laughed at her and changed before getting into bed.
Kendall lay there for quite some time unable to sleep. He couldn't stop thinking about Logan. They had been so close to taking that next step, but Logan's rational side won. Kendall didn't mind waiting for Logan to be ready, but he was starting to wish he would hurry up. He was only a teenage boy after all. He had needs. He would have to talk to Logan about it. He wanted to know where they were in their relationship. He wasn't quite sure about their boundaries.
Kendall awoke the next morning still thinking about Logan. He just couldn't get Logan out of his mind. He needed to talk to someone about what they had almost done last night. Katie was out of the question. He was not talking to his little sister about sex. James and Camille were out of the question too. There was no way he was talking to Logan's siblings. That only left one person.
Kendall got out of bed and dressed. He grabbed his cell phone as he let Sammy out of his room. He dialed Carlos' number and waited for him to answer.
"Hello, Carlos speaking how may I help you," Carlos said.
"It's me ding bat," Kendall said.
"Hey Kendall how was the concert last night," Carlos asked.
"Great, do you think I could come over I need to talk to you about something," Kendall said.
"Uh, yeah sure," Carlos said.
"Your parents won't mind?" Kendall asked quickly.
"Kendall you are like a second third to them," Carlos said.
"The first two being you and Teddy," Kendall asked.
"Well duh," Carlos said laughing.
"Ok I'll be over in ten minutes," Kendall said. He finished getting changed and made his way down to the kitchen where Jennifer and Katie were eating. "I'm heading over to Carlos' and his mom usually makes me eat so I'm just gonna go," he said pointing over his shoulder.
"Alright, be home by noon," Jennifer said, "I have a client meeting today because no other day would work for them and Katie is going to Erin's and Sammy can't be here alone," she said. Kendall nodded and left. Kendall got in his car and drove to the Garcia house.
Kendall quickly got out of his car and ran up to the door and knocked. The door opened to reveal Carlos' younger brother Teddy.
"Hey Teddy," Kendall said.
"Hey Kendall," Teddy said. He stepped aside for Kendall. "We're eating breakfast right now," he said as he walked toward the kitchen. Kendall followed him. Carlos, his mother Sylvia, and his little sister Trina, were all sitting at the table. Kendall knew officer Garcia was probably at work.
"Hey Ken," Carlos said standing up.
"Hello Kendall dear," Sylvia said her Spanish accent thick like usual. "Would you like to join us?" she asked.
"Another time I need to talk to Carlos," Kendall said.
"Come on let's go up to my room," Carlos said standing up and grabbing his plate.
"Carlos sabes que no me gusta que comer en habitacion," Sylvia said sternly. Kendall may not know that much Spanish but he had heard that one several times to know what it meant. Sylvia always told Carlos not to bring his food up to his room.
"No te preoccupies mama que no se hacen un lio te lo promento," Carlos replied quickly. Kendall knew that was Carlos promising not to make a mess. Carlos and Kendall then made their way up stairs to Carlos' room. Carlos sat down on his bed with his food while Kendall sat down in his desk chair. "So what's up man?" Carlos asked.
"Ok before I start promise to take me seriously and give me real answers and don't make fun of me," Kendall said.
"Always," Carlos said putting his hand up in a fake scouts honor.
"Do you think Logan and I are moving fast?" Kendall asked.
"What do you mean?" Carlos asked, "did something happen last night? Did you guys have sex?" he asked his eyes wide.
"No we didn't have sex," Kendall said, "we almost did but we didn't," he said.
"Almost?" Carlos asked his eyes wide. "I was joking," he said quickly.
"I don't know what came over me, one minute we're laughing and having a good time and the next I'm pulling off the road and we're making out and practically dry humping," Kendall said. He looked down at the floor waiting for Carlos to poke fun at him.
"I don't know Ken," Carlos said slowly, "Do you feel like you're rushing in," he asked.
"That's just it, if Logan hadn't come to his senses we would've done it then and there," Kendall said, "Everything with Logan just feels right though. I mean it doesn't seem like we're moving fast, but my mom keeps telling me to slow down," he said.
"Well you and Logan are really touchy feely," Carlos said earning a glare from Kendall. Kendall knew he was only speaking the truth. He and Logan really couldn't keep their hands to themselves. He didn't know what it was about Logan, but he couldn't keep his hands off of him.
"I don't know what to do," Kendall said putting his head in his hands.
"I think you should just do what feels right," Carlos said, "now come on I am still hungry and we can finish this conversation later after we eat," he said standing up. Kendall looked at Carlos' now empty plate. Kendall hadn't noticed he even finished. He stood up and walked to the top of the stairs. "Mama me hablo Kendall que se quede y desayunat con nosotros," he called.
"I hate you now I have to eat," Kendall said as he followed Carlos down the stairs.
"My mom would be upset if you didn't and you know Teddy adores you," Carlos said laughing.