Hi guys! ... Don't kill me... I had a rough start of year.. My cat died, so... I was so not in the mood to write. But, Hey!.
This is the longest chapter so far.. I hope it makes it for the lost time and thak you all for the reviews and PM. It makes me happy, happy.
"Hi". You breathe out softly, still trying to regulate your breathing after such an incredible experience. Arms still rounding the small back of Emily as you hear the girl giving you a breathless laugh as she raise her head from your shoulder to look at you with such a loving smile.
"Hey". She says, kissing the tip of your nose softly before pulling back to look at you, and you can't help but groan, cause the slightly move from Emily on top of you it reminds you that you're still inside of her. Holy shit.
You are so fucking lucky to have this girl, to give yourself to her, to touch her, to kiss her, to hug her and an amount of other things. She's just so, so fucking amazing and beautiful, and kind, she's just…..perfect before your eyes. Your mind goes back to that incredible moment of pure bliss. You felt so connected, so in sync and if this would have scared you before, this is so not the case. You're so happy to experience this for the first time with Emily, cause she's the girl you were waiting for and even if it sounds kind of twisted, you can't help but be grateful of how much of experience with other girls you have had in the past, cause now you realize the difference between fucking and making love and now you can really treasure this moment in your memory forever. "It's getting cold". Emily's voice brings you back from your thoughts.
"Yeah…We should…. Get under the covers". You say sweetly, not really wanting to move, but the cold air was starting to make its presence. You wanted to move, but you feel so drained and out of energy and you can't help the smile coming to your face, cause this never has happened to you before. Guess that's what happens when you make love to someone.
"You okay?". Emily asks, with a curious smile.
"Yeah, its just…". You smile, shaking your head, cause it still feels like a dream from time to time. "This was so freaking amazing, Em. I love it….I love you". You say kissing the girls' shoulder. Earning a cute chuckle from the girl, she circles her arms around your neck and brings her lips to yours in a deep but sweet and loving kiss.
"It was perfect…You are perfect". It was sweetly said to you after you pulled back from the kiss. But every beautiful moment has to be broken and it was the girl above you that was starting to shiver that brought you back to reality. "I don't really want to move, but I'm so cold". She says and then you smile, giving a short peck before you slap slightly Emily's thigh for her to take the hint to step aside. And when she did you feel the cold atmosphere on your lower region, so you both moved quickly. Emily opened the covers, stepping inside as you took the condom out of you, walking naked to the trash basket to deposit the used condom in there and going back to step inside the cover. You feel an already warmth body involving you in a tight hug, cuddling into you as you put your right arm around the girls shoulders, other in Emily's thigh that was across your stomach as you feel the girl's arm around you,across your ribs.
"What time are your parents coming back tomorrow?". You ask, depositing a short kiss in Emily's forehead.
"I don't know, but they were going to call me when they leave the station". She answers, before raising her body just the slightest to look down at you. "I'll be right back". She says standing up from the bed and walking to her closet.
"Hey!.. I'm cold, you're supposed to be my personal heater". You say faking annoyance.
"Just wait a minute baby". She says running through some drawers before pulling out a little box and coming back, giving a little jump into the bed as she put herself under the covers. "Here". She says, hanging a little box out for you to take.
"What's this?". You ask holding the box in your hand.
"Just open it". Emily says enthusiastically.
You furrow your eyebrows deep in concentration and curiosity. Sitting in the bed, back resting on the headboard as you open slowly the box, only for your expression to change into a huge smile from ear to ear.
"Em…". You stop, to admire the beautiful silver bracelet.
"It's a charm bracelet….I know it's not too much but I thought that maybe it would be, you know. Kind of deep, cause the charms in here had a lot of meaning for me and hopefully for you…".
"Em".
"I know it's really cliché, you know…Give a bracelet as a gift, but I….".
"Em". And finally you get her to shut up. Girl was really nervous and you can't help but find it so cute. It was a really beautiful gesture of her to do, and now you are kind of nervous to give her the gift you brought. "It's beautiful". You say eyeing the charms one by one. "And I so remember what all of these charms mean". You say, looking at her with such adoration in your gaze. "Come here". You move your body just the slightest to hug her."I love it..I love you". You say sweetly in the girls' ear as you move to kiss her tenderly.
"You really know what they mean?".
"Of course…This is a building right?. It represent that night at the empire state, right?". You look at the girl, receiving a nod of confirmation.
"This one, is for when we were at the aquarium.".
"It's where you asked me to be your girlfriend". Emily finishes for you. "This one is for that day at new year's eve..You really surprised me there".
"I surprised your parents too". You joke. "Okay, I understand this three. The building, the golden fish and the numbers….What about this one?".
"I'm sorry..I was with Hanna and I just couldn't stop myself when we saw it". Emily says laughing quietly.
You raise your eyebrows in confusion. "What does it means?".
"It's a cucumber". She says giggling. "For that time we all saw you naked in Mellisa's bathroom". She finishes laughing like crazy.
"You didn't". You say smiling with a fake annoying tone.
"I'm sorry". She says laughing, before her face turned serious. "They all saw my girlfriend's thing". Emily says looking at a blank spot.
"Don't call it a thing".
"Oh my god, Hanna still can't believe she saw it".
"How did this turn out from romantic to a joke?".
"And she liked it". Emily whispers to no one.
"Today is an important day for every single one of you. Scouts are waiting for you to show all of your skills. Not only this competition is important but your future is waiting outside. So, how are we today?".
"Ready to swim coach!". Was the screams that echo across the locker room.
"I don't hear you".
"Ready to swim coach". It came out stronger and louder than before. You walk to your girlfriend side to squeeze her hand in reassurance.
"Coach!". You call for the older woman to wait as you lead Emily with you to stand in front of her.
"What can I help you with miss McCullers?".
"I was wondering if you know if any scouts from Stanford or Pepperdine are going to be watching?". You ask biting your bottom lip, cause nervousness is taking over you and Emily's body.
"I can't tell you that girls, I can tell you both are nervous already".
"I just want to…".
"You'll be fine. You and Miss Emily here are the best swimmers on my team, you'll make it, just swim how you both usually do and you'll be fine. You are a great free style swimmer and Emily, you are the anchor this season, a really important spot. I'm sure you'll receive a lot of looks from the scouts. Now go and get ready, girls".
"Thanks, coach". You say smiling and dragging Emily around till you found an empty spot in the locker room.
"You'll be fine, babe. We're gonna make it". You say, pulling a strand of hair behind the girls' ear.
"Paige, to be honest. I'm good, I little nervous, but good. You're the one who's a nervous wreck right now…We'll be fine, it would be okay". Emily says hugging you and kissing your cheek.
"I want to go to Stanford, Em. And I want to do it on my own, I want that scholarship. I don't want my parents to pay for it". You say, almost hyperventilating.
"Hey, look at me". Emily raises you head, locking eyes with her it was the most intelligent thing you could of done. She was looking at you so confident, trusting in your skills that you couldn't help but believe it a little bit. "You'll make it, just trust in you and your skills. You have great arms….For swimming". She says and you let out a breathy laugh, kissing her one more time before the coach called you all out to the pool.
"Okay". You finally say.
/
"We won!. How amazing is that?". Emily says to you with such enthusiasm that it looked like as if she was in Christmas day once again.
"I love you". You say, smiling inevitably at your girlfriend's cuteness.
"I love you too". She hides a smile biting her bottom lip and hugging you.
"Hi, sorry to interrupt". You hear behind you. Releasing Emily from your embrace you turn around to look at the man in front of you.
"Yes?".
"You're Miss Paige McCullers and Emily Fields. Right?".
"Yes". Emily answers for you.
"I would like it if you girls give me a call. Pepperdine would be thrilled to have you both in the team. I can't really choose two persons of the same school, but there's talent in here, I don't want it to go to waste". He says giving each one of you a card before giving them a smile and going back to talk to coach Fulton.
"Oh my god". You look at your side to see a huge grin on Emily's face.
"You did it babe". You say, happy for your girlfriend.
"I did it". She whispers.
"Come on, let's get change. We'll have a celebration party we all the people in Sydney's home. No more meetings, Em. Now it's college's application time". You say enthusiastically.
/
"What are you doing?". You ask when Emily appeared right behind you in the locker room's shower.
"Taking a shower with you". She says nonchalantly.
"Em, we could get caught".
"I already checked everything, no one is here". She says. Kissing you neck softly from your back before standing in front of you. "You really are beautiful babe". She trace all your curves till she stopped right down there, and you were a goner when she licked her lips before returning her gaze into your eyes. Looking you like a predator looks at its prey.
"Em?". You tried, you really tried to get her attention, but all rational thought went out of the window when she pushed you up against the wall of the shower, giving you a look full of arousal before giving into a really wet kiss. Breathing a slow moan as the contact of your naked bodies, you turn you positions around, being Emily the one to be trapped between the shower wall and your body.
Your mind went full on what transpired two days ago, that unforgettable Saturday. How good you felt and you can't help but compare that even if this is more rush than that day it still amazes you how she can make you feel. You were already hard and if Emily's groans meant anything you can say that you were hitting her with your member just in the right spot of her sex. Emily's hands behind your neck pulled you closer and your grip at the girl's waist got tighter because you got too excited, this is the second time doing this and Emily already wants to have sex in public places. You created a sex monster or maybe she finally let herself go. You kiss each other for what it feels like an eternity. Hands gripping every part of body flesh they could find, this wasn't the time to be slow or to take their times 'cause someone can come to the locker room and finding you both in this position was not what you wanted. "Em…I don't have anything with me". You whisper 'cause now you hate yourself, you never thought you were going to have sex in the locker room and you were so not worried about being carrying condoms all around.
"I do". She breaths out and you pulled back from her neck to look at her with suspicion.
"Did you planned this?". You ask.
"Maybe". She says with a grin stepping out of the shower to pull the condom out of her bag.
"Here". She says handling it to you.
"What?. You're not putting it on?". You ask with a smirk, taking the condom from the girl's hand.
"We can't be too slow babe, people can come". She says, stepping under the falling water from the shower as she watches you with a sensual look, waiting for you to finish rolling the condom, and when you did. You jumped onto the shower pinning the girl once again against the wall.
"Mmmmhh…How can you get hard so quickly". She asks between kisses as she felt you down there.
"It's….Fuck, Em" .You breath out when a hand sneaked from your stomach down to your navel, to stroke you painfully slowly. Losing all control, you grip Emily's thigh, lifting it to your hip and seconds later Emily was aligning your erection to her entrance. You pull yourself away from the awesome and mind blowing kiss you were having, because you'll never get tired of how this girl makes you feel with just a slight touch or a simple kiss. You push forward, staring at the girl in front of you as you slide slowly into her. Emily's mouth hangs open for a minute, getting used to you inside of her, because the pressure inside of her is just too good to wait too much. She tries her best to look back at you, but you know what she's feeling, your arousal is already up in the sky and it's too much to not make gestures. She urges you closer with her leg that was on your back, sinking further inside of her, you can't help but close your eyes for a moment because the pleasure was too much to keep eye contact.
"Ugh". She groans once you started a slow rhythm, sliding in and out of Emily's hot and wet center. Hands went to the girl's waist to help her follow your movement as Emily's arms hangs around your neck bringing you closer for a much need it kiss. "Faster". She breaths out and your hips canted forward, losing your rhythm, cause damn, Emily really is getting vocal, even if it's your second time having sex, you both have had a lot of make outs and other things and she really surprise you with how she can express what she wants in this type of things. Emily's hip moved forward, helping you to create the new rhythm and you obligated, going from slow to a little more faster and you don't know if you can be heard outside the locker room cause if Emily's moans were something to go by or the skin slapping against skin could be some of the things, and now with the new rhythm set, your moans and groans were getting too loud and it really wouldn't surprise you if you get caught. And then….Emily's moans got louder and it looked like you just hit a spot. Her eyebrows were pinched together, mouth hanging open and fingers gripping hair behind your head. "Fuck". She says in a high pitched moan, and you remind yourself to keep your movements in that place, cause now she's full on almost screaming.
"Em, you…You have to be quiet". You say between moans.
"Sorry". She says followed by a muffle moan. You kept your rhythm for long minutes before you feel Emily's leg that was holding her weight, getting tired, so you took your hand to her other thigh and hoist her up until both of the girl's leg were wrapped around you. Thank god for swimming, it really makes you strong and you have no further problem when you feel the girl's weight in you, helping yourself holding her against the wall you resume your thrusts. Your hands went to the girl's small back to hold her easily, pulling back to thrust back in, earning the most delicious of sounds from your girlfriend.
"Kiss me". You pant against the girls face, because you can feel yourself getting there and you know Emily's kisses are one of the things that would get you there. You thrusts gets a little faster and harder than before, making Emily squeak in surprise as she felt herself getting to that point of no return when the first compression of warmth walls constrict your cock.
"Don't stop…. Just don't….". Emily says between moans and seconds later she gripped at your neck almost suffocating you as she breaths out long breaths and whimpers trying to muffle what it seems to be a powerful orgasm. You pull back to look at her. You can't get tired of looking at this girl, she's so gorgeous and sexy that you can't help but to follow her to ecstasy. Mouths are hanging open, eyes wide as you both lock stares and minutes later your bodies come down from the high, still in the same position, cause you learned that every orgasm with Emily is like being drained of energy and now your legs feels like jelly, but you're making and effort to keep yourself there to support the girl, who now is dead weight on you, her forehead was resting in your neck trying to steady her breathing and after a few seconds she loose herself off of you and you pull her down slowly till you knew she was safely on her feet.
"Jesus". You breath out, completely exhausted. "That was an awesome surprise". You say caressing the girl's cheek.
"I'm sorry". She whisper, breathing still trying to go back to normal. You titled your head to your side in question.
"What for?".
"For not let us get some foreplay, but I just. I wanted you and I also didn't want to get caught". She says biting her bottom lip at her confession.
"Hey…I love it.. I love everything we do, that doesn't mean it wasn't romantic or without feelings, cause I love you, Em. I really do". You say smiling, right before you both widen your eyes when you feel the sound of a door closing.
"Oh my god….That was so close". She says laughing once you both were in your car.
"How did you dressed so quickly?". You ask while you pull your car out of the parking lot and into the streets.
"I don't know. Adrenaline I guess?".
"Well, even if I loved it. This is so not repeating again". You say smiling briefly at your girlfriend before looking straight ahead once again.
"I second that. So, eight?". She says changing the subject.
"I'll be late today babe, if you want to wait for me. I'll be at yours at ten o'clock. My dad asked me to go out with him. We're buying a pool table".
"That's awesome. You know Caleb and Toby will be glued to your house from now on, right?".
"I don't mind. It's awesome to talk with them". You shrug your shoulders.
"I'll wait for you. I'll go with the girls for coffee".
"good. You can text me I'll go get you".
"In your bike?". She says pinching her eyebrows in confusion as you pull into her drive way.
"Hell no. I'm drinking tonight; I'll go on a taxi".
"Oh thank god. Okay, I'll see you later babe". Emily says giving you a little peck and taking her mouth to your ear. "You know, today in the shower…It was…God, it was so fucking good". She says huskily and you can't help but shiver as the blood was running straight to your crotch.
"God, Em..I...".
"Byeeee!". She says leaving you in there still processing what it occurred seconds ago, 'cause. Shit…Emily is so freaking sexy.
You waited in there till you felt down there that it was safe to go back to your house without a hard-on, shaking your head with a smirk you leave.
"Congrats girls!". Spencer says hugging Emily and you at the same time.
"Thanks". You both answered as you made your way into the party.
"Come on. The guys are in the kitchen, ready for some shots?".
"The hell?. What is going on with you Spence?". You say mocking her.
"It's a month till we leave, I want to get loose". She says running into the kitchen.
You both step into the kitchen followed by a lot of greetings, all was going extremely good, till you bumped into someone.
"I'm sorry". You say raising your head to look at the person.
"Paige". He says in greeting.
"Shane". You say back, trying not to sound too bothered by the guy's presence.
"Emily, hi". Clearly the guy's attention wasn't on you anymore; you look at your side to see Emily giving him an awkward smile. You both haven't talked to him since he wanted to take Emily out on a date to his uncle's restaurant, or it was aunts. You really don't remember.
"Hi". She says, clearly uncomfortable at the guy's leering .
"I haven't seen you at school, not even on chemistry". He says starting a conversation with your girl and ignoring you at the same time.
"I uh. Yeah, I've been busy. I changed classes, the new teacher was suffocating".
"You were lucky; we can't change classes half semester".
"I guess so". She says shrugging her shoulders.
"Oh..Well, I'll see you around". He says raising his beer in greeting before disappearing into the crowd
"Yeah, sure". You say mocking the intent of the guy in trying to get Emily to chat with him.
"Paige". She says trying to get you to relax.
"What happened with him?. He was so not like that". You ask, taking a beer out of Caleb' hand.
"He got….desperate?". Hanna tried to give you an explanation.
"Yeah, well. He should accept that Emily's not with him anymore. He has to respect her decision". You say trying to maintain your jealousy to the minimum.
"Babe, don't okay?. This is our party, don't let him get to you". She says caressing your cheek and looking right into your eyes. "I'm with you and honestly….I don't want anyone else, okay?. I love you". She says reassuring you. It was great hearing that, your heart beats out of your chest every time Emily tells you that she loves you and this time is not different.
"Awwwww.. You guys…I just can't..". Caleb says jokingly.
"Hey. You ruined it". You say smiling back anyway at your friend; you turned your attention back at the girl. Smiling sweetly at her before closing the gap, and giving her a short kiss on the lips. "I love you more".
"Okay…Let's get this party started!". Toby screamed.
/
You can't remember the last time you went to a party, you have missed it. Laugh with your friends and the drinking. Don't get her wrong. You were just enjoying your time with Emily that your friends were left behind for some time, and now you are both worried about college, so this is the only time you can be with her and your friends. Damn, it could be one of the last moments before you all go separate ways.
The dancing and drinking has been going on for some hours, and you and Emily were not drunk. Giving that you have the house to yourself tonight you both decided to not drink too much to give the house, specifically your bed a good use.
"I'll be back. I'm going to the bathroom". Emily screams to you over the music, depositing a short kiss on your cheek before going off into the hall.
"Paaaaige!". You heard behind you, turning around you found Heather running straight to you followed behind by her boyfriend.
"Heatheeeer!". You say in the same tone as you twirl the girl around.
"Congrats on the winning. Heard you and Emily got and offer from Pepperdine". She says releasing you and stepping aside to let you greet Joe.
"Nice meeting, P". He says hugging you briefly.
"Thanks". You almost didn't heard him, giving the music blasting from the huge speakers, you gesture for them to go over to the kitchen.
"Want something to drink?". You ask to the guys.
"Thought the host was Sydney?". Heather jokes as you were attending them.
"Naaah, she's too busy making out with Shane's football friend". You say handling two bottles of beers to the guys.
"Where's Emily?". Heather asks Before turning her gaze outside to the backyard.
"She went to the bathroom".
"Really?. She says looking outside the window.
"Yeah, why?". You curiously ask. Walking to the girl's side you look out of the window to see her with no one else than Shane.
"The hell?". You say, pinching your eyebrows together 'cause you don't like this, he's standing too close to her.
"Don't do anything. Maybe they're just talking". Heather offers.
"No, I'll let them. I trust her..I just wish she wouldn't be so…"
"Naïve?". She finishes.
"He is obviously obsessed with her. How can't she….Damn it!".
"Paige…calm down". She says holding you and taking your hands in hers. " She loves you, she practically leaved the guy to be with you, she's not going back there. You're an awesome girl and she just want to have the guy as a friend".
"He obviously doesn't get that".
"I know, but she wants to keep trying, she'll know when to back out".
"Hope you're right". You say looking once again into the guys outside.
/
She dries her hands into the towel before starting her way back to her beautiful girlfriend when a pair of hands gripped her shoulders from behind.
"Em…mily". He says slowly. He haven't called her by her nickname since months ago, and now he doesn't know where they stand.
"Shane?". Emily asks with furrowed eyebrows.
"Listen, I'm sorry. I know I tried to…I…Listen, can we talk?. Like, outside…..Please?". He says with difficulty.
"Shane…". Emily says looking down the hall way, trying to decide if this is a good idea or not. Paige has been really great and understanding, but she cut strings with this guy to not have any more problems. Truth is, she misses him. The jokes, when they talked or just to be in the presence of the guy.
"Please". He says once again and this time Emily nodded and let the guy guide her into the backyard of the house.
"So…What did you wanted to talk about?". She says looking at a small gnome figure at her feet.
"I wanted to apologize…..I know I did wrong. Okay?, I could see the way Paige looked at me and the way you were acting towards me. I know you knew I was trying to win you back..".
"Shane… It's just..".
"Just hear me out, okay?. I thought that if I once made you fall in love with me I could do it again. I was trying to convince myself that you were just confusing your love for Paige and that if I tried hard enough you would be back to me".
"Shane..I'm sorry if made you think that way".
"It's not your fault. I was blinding myself…".
"Do you..Do you still feel something for me?". She says finally turning her body to look at him.
"I'm not gonna lie. I do, I mean is not that everyday someone stole the love of your life off of your side.. I can't help how I feel. I really want to be your friend". He says getting too close for Emily's taste.
"I…Really?. Last thing I remember we were trying, you just…..You didn't respect it". She says taking a step back from the guy's proximity.
"I know… I..Em". He took the girl's arms and Emily stop moving. "Is it really over?. Like, you've never will be back?".
"Shane….I won't, I'm in love with Paige, okay. I'm with her now..Can you just, let go of me?".
"Please, just give me another chance I'll swear I'll make it up to you.. I".
"Shane let go". She says when the grip got tighter.
"Damn it, Em. I'm still in love with you".
That was it, the guy's grip on Emily's arms got tighter as he surprised the girl by kissing her, hard and clumsy, giving that Emily was still frozen in her spot at the sudden outburst of the guy. Her mind was blank, like. What the hell is happening?. She realized moments later what was going on, trying to push the guy with her arms was hard, giving that the guy's arms were rounding her waist, keeping her in place.
"Mmmmhh". She tries to get Shane to stop.
One moment she was trying to get free of Shane's hold and the other he was flying over the pool, falling into the cold water as Emily stood in there, wide eyes, mouth hanging open as she look at her side to see an agitated Paige.
/
"Paige". She says to you with fear.
"Don't". You say, closing your eyes for a second. You don't want to fight with her, even if she didn't pull away in that fucking kiss, you can't be mean to her.
"What the hell?!". The guy screamed as he step outside the pool, drench in water as he started walking back at you with a determined look. He was getting back at you, and you were ready to fight him, that was until Toby and Caleb stopped him. "Get off me!...She will be back McCullers, it's just a matter of time!". He screams
White knuckles, sweaty palms, clenched jaw. You were hanging in there; you didn't want to cause more of a scene that it already is.
"Dude, shut up. You're drunk". Caleb says to the guy.
"Fuck off". He says as your friends let him go of their hold.
"Shane". Emily warns.
"If you do that again, I will break that cute nose, you hear me?". You say stepping closer to the guy.
"I'm not afraid of you McCullers".
"Neither am I".
"What are you going to do, uh?. You're weak; you're a woman…or a man. I actually don't know how Emily is not disgusted by you and your di…". You were so concentrated to not fall into the guy's game, that the sound of a slap it came to your ears and you watched how your girlfriend's hand was imprinted in the guy's cheek. You heard the sounds of voices talking behind you, but your friends and everyone was frozen. That was one hell of a slap and you didn't know how Emily got the guy so fast.
"Fuck off Shane…If I remember correctly, that weak woman as you just call her has throw you up in a pool. And she really knows how to give me really, really good orgasms. Shame, I can't say the same about you and your little friend". She says, and you can't help but smile at your girlfriend's protective side. You heard the 'uuuuh' coming from the people rounding the scene and now you are kind of grateful for her to defend you in that way.
You feel someone taking your hand, turning around you found her eyes, she was full of apologizes and a shy smile that you couldn't help but return back.
"Let's go babe". She says, dragging you out of the house and into the streets.
"We're walking?". You ask.
"No, Ezra is waiting for Aria in that corner. He's going to be our ride".
"When did you planned this?".
"I didn't. Aria came to me when you were threatening Shane. She told me that Ezra could give us a ride home, which obviously I accepted".
"Oh…Em?...".
"Don't, Okay?. We'll talk home". She says opening the car door to you.
/
"Home sweet home". She says turning the lights on in the living room.
"Em. Can we….Can we talk about what happened?".
"Are you mad at me?". She says in a low voice as she turned around to look at you.
"Should I?". You ask unsurely.
"No!..Of course not. I didn't do anything".
"Then what were you doing in there with him?". You say trying to keep your voice normal.
"Okay…I went to the bathroom, remember?". She waits for you to answer, which you did with a nod. " Once I was done I was walking back to the dance floor when he came asking for me to hear him out..I really thought that he was going to apologize, which he did… but then…".
"Then what?".
"He asked me if I could give him a second chance and all his apologizes went to the trash, and out of nowhere he just told me that he was still in love with me and then..He….He kissed me".
"He kissed you?". You say in a low voice, 'cause even if Emily didn't kissed him back, watching her lips pressed on another person it got you feeling so…..It was like your skin was on fire, you were seeing red and all you wanted to do was to hit the shit outta of him.
"He did…I swear I tried to pull him away but he was holding me so tight I could barely move. I was frozen I didn't know what to do..Fuck, Paige. I don't want to lose you, not for this.. I swear I didn't kiss him back…I…". She says already full on crying and you didn't stood there, you went to her side, hugging her. He face went to the crook of your neck as you hold her tight by her waist.
"It's okay..I believe you. I saw it..I just got scared, because you weren't pulling away..And now I know".
"You're not going to leave me?..Please, tell me you're not". She says as you pulled away to look at her, your hands on the girl's neck, thumbs caressing the girl's cheeks.
"I won't…Em, it wasn't your fault. I love you. I trust you"
"I would never cheat on you". She says, trying to calm herself once again.
"I would never cheat on you either. I'm so in love you, Em. I'm crazy about you".
"I'm crazy about you too". She says so small, it really got you to understand that this is not one sided. She's so scared of losing you as you are about losing her.
"How about….we go shower and then I'll make us something to eat". You say pulling a strand of hair out of her face.
"Okay…But, you don't know how to cook?". She says finally giving you a small smile.
"I know…how about I make grilled cheese?".
"Okay, fair enough…I'll go upstairs to pick a movie, can I…".
"You can go to my room anytime you want".
"Thanks". She kisses you briefly before running upstairs leaving you alone.
The sound of your cellphone got you out of your stupor.
"Hello?".
"McCullers. How is everything?".
"It's…. I think we're good".
"Don't blame Emily. I know is not my place but she just wanted to be friends with everyone, I was there".
"You were where?". You ask curious.
"When he ask her to go somewhere to talk. I was looking for Hanna, but I knew I had to go and keep an eye on them, and I did. I swear, I heard Shane and I thought he was really apologizing and then I thought it was safe to let them be, so I left. I was wrong".
"Thank you, Caleb. Really, it means a lot to me to know that you care". You say walking into the kitchen to pull the cheese and bread out of the fridge
"Obviously, you're my friend , so is Emily. You'll be fine, Shane was drunk and…".
"Caleb…No offense, but I really don't want to know anything about him".
"Okay, fair enough… I just wanted you to know that. Emily wanted to be friends with everyone, you can't blame her, she's so patient".
"I know, I know…. It wasn't her fault, she tried, the guy wanted more….Listen, Caleb. I'm glad you called and thank you for everything, but I really have to hang up. I want Emily to forget tonight".
"That's good. Okay, I'll leave you to it…Love you bro".
"Love you too and thank you, really. You're an awesome friend".
"Yeah, yeah. Byeeeeee!".
You put our phone away with a smile on your face. You have awesome friends and you're so thankful for that.
You finished the sandwiches and started making your way upstairs when Emily was half way down.
"We're not watching the movie upstairs?". You ask, descending the last steps of the stairs.
"No, I mean.. I thought it would be great to watch it in a big screen, I brought love actually and a blanket, for us to cuddle". She says showing the items to you before passing by to the living room, sitting in there and waiting for you to sit.
"Um… You're not going to turn the tv on?". You ask standing at her side.
"Fuck the movie". She breathes out before leaning towards you, gripping your tank top into a fist and bringing you down with her to the couch for a much needed kiss. God, you were seconds away of doing the same, you can't help but feeling the need to reassure her with this type of commitment. You're not going to leave her and she's not going to cheat on you, you were so scared that maybe Emily realized that Shane was better for her that tonight, seeing her in there with her lips pressed against Shane's it light up your biggest fears. Now, she's reassuring you, she's here with you, in your couch, giving herself to you and that's all you need for now. You want to tell her, to not be afraid, but with her pressed against you, your breaths mixing together it made you feel dizzy and you know this is your time, to make her feel secure. Brushing your nose against Emily's and you pull away, looking down at her you see how much love this girl is trying to convey with her gaze and it melts your heart to see that she's just as in love as you are. You tilted your face down to kiss her once again. Hands go slowly down to the hem of Emily's top, feeling her shiver at your simple touch. Hands were gripping tight the nape of your neck before releasing you, sliding all through your shoulder till she gripped the neck of your jacket, pulling it 'till you got the hint to pull back and taking your jacket off, you put your arms around Emily's thighs and hoisted up in order for you to sit on the couch and for her to straddle you.
"Mmpph". She groans at the sudden change before looking at you with a smirk.
"You're really strong". She whispers huskily to you.
"Em….I want you". You say in that raspy voice that you know it drives Emily crazy.
Emily moves her face away into the crook of your neck, kissing down and tongue sliding up your neck muscle and sucking on your pulse point. Your hands grips Emily's top sliding it upward and in a quick movement the girl was sitting on you with just her bra and resuming her spot on your neck. Your hands graze her hips up to her ribs and you can't believe how soft her skin is, you will never get tired of touching her.
"Paige" She whispers against your lips and for a moment you were confused as to what she wanted but then she took matter in her own hands and she pull the strap of her bra open, sliding the strips down her arms before tossing the garment off in the floor and kissing you once again before taking a hold of your hand and guiding it to her breast.
"Em..Shit". That was so sexy and it was like your hips had a mind of their own, 'cause seconds later they were jolting forward feeling your erection pressed against Emily's clothed sex.
"Mmmmh". She moans, releasing you to move her kisses downward to your collarbone, hands fidgeting with the strap of your bra, pulling it open before discharging the item off of you and into the floor. Giving you one last little peck, she pulled back, looking at you as her hands slide down to you pants, fumbling a little with your button she pulls it open and then going for hers too and seconds later she was standing from your lap to pull her pants down as she took her heels off.
You react seconds later and push your hips up in the air just enough for you to slide your pants down as you kick your sneakers off and throwing your pants behind the couch you stand up. Hands stood in Emily's hip, caressing the skin there as you keep your gaze locked with her.
"I love you". You whisper so low that you were afraid Emily didn't hear you.
"I love you too". She says in a low voice too. It was all you needed for your fingers to hook inside the side of her panties, tugging gently you pull it down her legs, before going back to eye level. You smile at her as your hand guide her back into your lap as you sit back.
She kisses you in the same moment she was adjusting above you, tongues seeking entrance as you parted your lips for her to do. One of Emily's hands went to your neck while the other grabbed your hand pulling it up until the tips of your fingers meet wet heat. The kiss break as she buries her face into your shoulder, biting on you shoulder blade as you slide your finger though Emily's folds. You can't believe how wet she is in just a couple of minutes, it really surprises you how much power you have into the girls feelings and now she was reaching with her hands into your boxers and it got you off guard. "Fffuck". You moan at the sudden action. Forehead coming in contact with the girl's chest before kissing your way until one of Emily's breasts, making her buckle down against your finger, you move upward to the brunette's clit before dipping down and pushing inside of Emily. She's so hot and so tight, she feels so amazing that now you're sure you can't wait anymore to be inside of her and it was like she was reading your mind. Seconds later Emily's hand that was bumping your hard-on was out of your boxer and tugging them down and you consent by pushing your hips up a little for her to pull them down to your ankles before going back to her former position.
Your naked sex come in contact with each other and now your both full on panting and moaning as the girl stars to rock against you, she feels so, so good that you know with the right force and movement you would be right inside of her, but then you remember that you made a promise to Pam, you were taking care of her daughter and she's not going to think as to any other horny teenager, she needs a condom and she needs it now.
"Em..I can't.. I want to..". You say with difficulty, 'cause Emily rocking her wet and warmth sex against your hard-on is not helping you to concentrate.
"I know..". She pants against your neck. She stops every movement before pulling her upward body back to look at the little table in front of the couch, moving the dvd to the side you realize that Emily has thought about this, there it was an unopened condom that was hiding by the case of the dvd.
"Did you…".
"Just in case". It was the only explanation before she was lifting herself in her knees as she opened the condom and putting in on you slowly and maintaining eye contact.
"Jesus". You mumble, 'cause she's so sexy, so fucking….gorgeous.
You kiss her again as she adjust her hips to stay raised in there, the tip of your cock right at her entrance and even if you have a condom you can feel the heat coming from it and it was driving you crazy. Your hands went to her hips, not pushing down, nor moving her at all. You were waiting, just waiting and then it was like you saw stars before your eyes as you pull away just in time to see your girlfriend's hooded eyes as she was lowering herself down onto you, you tried to keep eye contact but your pleasure was too much that the back of your head went to the backrest of the couch with your eyes tightly closed. "Emily". You breathe, your hands gripping tighter the girl's hips. She feels so tight around you and with Emily's small whimpers it got you feeling in the fucking clouds. She grips the nape of your neck for you to look at her and she doesn't stop, her face was of full and intense pleasure, eyebrows pinched together as she lifts her hips before sinking down and repeating the movement over and over again, slowly. Your body shudders at the intense feeling, like waves of electricity passing through your entire body. Emily took little moments to breathe through it, 'cause she was having the same kind of feelings.
It's always the same, even if you both have had sex three times, you can't stop your gaze to felt into each other, you have to keep eye contact it was like you were drawn to Emily's eyes, same as her. Her movements' starts to quicken little by little and you lean forward for a kiss. Your lips says things that words can't, just as this act. Making love is one of the best things you've ever done in your entire life, it is so amazing to know that this isn't just sex, that Emily rocking her hips in slow circles is not to just fuck, is an act of love.
Hips moving and the pleasure sparking through both of you like electricity, you can't focus on anything else but Emily on top of you, moving like a goddess as your eyes struggle to stay open as Emily bits her bottom lip and damn, that just send a jolt of electricity down there 'cause she's the sexiest thing you've ever seen.
"Pa….Paige". She pants against you and you already feel Emily tightening around you, mouth went back against yours in a desperate intent of keeping her moans to the minimum, her nails were scratching against your scalp and moaning into your mouth and seconds later the girl's tempo was slowing down and you notice that she was getting tired. It's when you took over, pushing into her as she drops her head on to your shoulder and whimpers, moans and loud pants were pouring from her mouth as you hit what could be a new spot.
"Fuck…Fuck". She says breathlessly, bouncing slightly against you and you can say; You love when she curses, is so sexy and is a boost for your ego too. She pulls back, hands on your shoulders as her eyes widen just a little bit as she starts to bounce up and down onto you and you were fucking mesmerized by the sight of Emily above you. The gasping breaths, the roll of her body and legs squeezing the outside of your body it was incredible. Emily's grip on your shoulder got tighter as her movements became sloppy.
"Wait...Wait…". She says without breath and you looked at her because you got a little scared by her sudden command, but she was not stopping at all, if it was the truth she was still dropping herself onto you and she was scratching your shoulders in a death grip, her eyes were wide. But Emily was feeling something completely different, it never felt like this before, but you didn't know that you were hitting this spot inside of her when you thrusts at that angle that it makes Emily feel like she was passing out, the pressure building inside of her it was too much that she swore something was wrong, it felt so different than usual , but so good at the same time that her noises got louder."Paige…Fuuuuck!". She says as a gush of liquid come out of Emily as her muscles clench around you and she lets out a scream that sounds a little surprised and it was all it took for you to let yourself go as Emily's body convulse above you just as you release your load into the condom.
"Oh my god". You whisper as you feel yourself drench into this liquid. Emily's head was dropped in your shoulder as you put your chin in it. Smiling to yourself , 'cause you just realized that you just made Emily squirt. Minutes pass and Emily was still with her head on your shoulder. You pulled back just for Emily to hide her face into the cascade of hair as she was with her face pointing between your bodies.
"Em?". You say softly and rising her chin for her to look at you only to turn her head to look at her side, is when you couldn't stop the little laugh coming from your mouth.
"Don't….Laugh". She says hitting you in the shoulders an looking once again down.
"Babe…You know you just squirted. Right?".
"I know" She says finally looking back at you. Your smile is so big 'cause her cheeks are so flustered and red it was cute. "Doesn't mean is not embarrassing". She says mumbling.
"Hey… I love it.. It's great to know that I can make you feel that way". You say sweetly.
"I just…God, you're drench in it, is..No.. is.. God, Paige is so embarrassing".
"Okay, stop". You say taking her chin once again for her to look at you. "Don't be embarrassed, okay?. I loved it…We just have to dry this before my parents get home". You say looking at her with adoration .
"Okay". She says in a small voice and cheeks still red as a tomato.
"God, you're so cute". You say kissing her in her cheeks. "I love you".
"I love you more…Okay I'll pull…Paige!". She screams in surprised as you raise her from the couch along with you. "What are you doing?". She asks in a whisper.
"Why are we whispering?". You say in a whisper, walking into the downstairs bathroom.
"I don't know". Emily says in a whisper as you both fall into a series of giggles before letting her in the counter.
"I have to pull out…The condom… It feels disgusting". You say pinching your eyebrows together and waiting for Emily to nod, which she did seconds later and you pulled away slowly.
"Ugh". You say taking the condom off and wrapping it in toilet paper before taking it to the trash. You went back just to SEE Emily watching your lower region.
"You're really wet". She says rising her gaze back at you.
"Yeah, well…Someone squirted on me".
"Stop it". She says slapping playfully your arm before dropping her arms around your neck. "You're really enjoying it, isn't?". She kisses you as you scrunch your nose.
"Well…I just give my girlfriend a G spot orgasm". You say shrugging your shoulders. "And it was so freaking sexy". You added.
"Well…Do you want a high five?". She says raising her hand for you to clap together.
"Yeah!". You say playfully, high fiving her.
"Dork".
"I am your dork".
"You are". She says smiling at you with adoration.
"Okay, let's get in the shower…We have to clean that mess you made downstairs".
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"I'm sorry I didn't ate the grilled cheese you made". Emily says to you.
You were both currently on the couch your back was resting against the side rest of the couch as Emily was laying with her back against your front. Your arms surrounding her waist as you both eat pizza watching 'Love actually' in the living room.
"Nah.. Pizza is better anyway, I don't have anything to say…What happened instead of eating the grilled cheese was more fascinating". You say, kissing your girlfriend in her shoulder.
"Yeah, well…We cleaned pretty good". She says looking at the couch.
"Do you…Have you ever…".
"That never happened before". She says.
"Oh…Listen, I don't want to ruin the mood…I just.. What you said to Shane back there, you know… About never giving you an orgasm. Was it true?". You ask and seconds later your girlfriend sits up and turned her body to look at you.
"It was….I mean.. He did once..".
"Oh". You say disappointed.
"But.. It was not for him… It was for you..". She says biting her bottom lip as her cheeks gets flustered moments later.
"For…Me?". You ask confused.
"I…. I was jealous about you and Heather and a little drunk….I just, you know. Me and Shane were having sex…". The thought it made your eyes clench shut. " And I was trying to forget you, but truth is.. When I opened my eyes I saw you…". It was all you needed to open your eyes with a surprised expression. "And I swear I felt you and I saw you and out of nowhere.. It happened.. I Got my first orgasm because I was thinking and wishing it was you". She says, feeling embarrassed for the th time tonight.
"Em…I don't know what to say". You say looking at her.
"Just tell me you love me".
"I love you". You say receiving her in your arms as she turned her whole body around to fall into you. "You know…. The first time with Heather.. I know it sounds mean, but I was thinking about you too… I smelled you and I closed my eyes imagining that it was you I was with".
"I Love you more". She says kissing your nose.
"Do you think it would always be this way?". You ask caressing the girl's cheek.
"Us?".
"Yeah".
"Well…Do you?... I for once, I finally know what is like to be really in love with someone". She offers.
"You know, you're the first girl I fall in love with. Right?".
"Yeah".
"I want to keep it that way… You're my soulmate, Em". You say looking into her eyes, watching how the girl's face turns into a huge smile as she close the distance with you, pulling you into a slow and emotional kiss.
"And you are my soulmate, Paige". She says breathing into your mouth, before dropping her cheek on your chest to look at the screen, not really seeing the movie but just smiling.
"I'm glad you weren't my first". You say out of nowhere.
"What?". She raise a little to look at you confused.
"I just…. It helped me to realize the difference between fucking and making love, and also…I was…. I was thinking that even if we weren't our firsts, we could be our last instead". You barely finishes when lips were attacking yours.
"I want us to be our last too". She says sweetly before going back at kissing you once again.
"Dude, Paige is ancient history… We could get caught, besides everyone knows she has a penis". The guy says.
"Well, no one has seen it yet…. ".
"The cheerleaders and half the school have seen it… Paige used to date every girl in school".
"Well, let's see what Emily would think about watching her girlfriend fucking a cheerleader in the bathroom".
"How did you got this anyway?". He says as both of the guys jumped inside the school ground.
"Trisha got it for me… The cheerleaders did a bet about who was going to be the first in fucking Paige in the school grounds and to prove it, they filmed it".
" And Trisha wanted to give her tape for the school to see because?".
"She's been in love with me since freshman year.. Some kisses and a few sweet words and that was it".
"That's… That's sad… I'm not really sure if I want to be a part of this". He says once they were in the gym.
"Relax, the girl's face is not in the tape, I erased it. The only one we will see is Paige. I also got the school video camera covered already, nobody will know we were here".
"Shane… I.. ".
"She fucked your girlfriend and you're okay with that?". The guy said angry.
"Well, no.. But she was with her before it was obvious is was going to…".
"Is Heather really over Paige?. They hang out a lot… Alone, not to say the least".
"I…".
"Paige has always been a player. She's going to fuck Emily over, and maybe she's flirting with Heather already, probably to have sex with her again".
"Okay, let's do this". It was all the convincing he needed.
"That's it… I know you would understand me Joe". He says setting the video for Monday's assembly.
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