I'm so depressed, my Janie is on tour right now. She's been gone for about three week and it's killing me. I miss her so much, I don't know if I can handle her being away. I know this is her job but I feel so lonely without her. She missed our two month anniversary two weeks ago. All we could do was talk on the phone for a few minutes because she had to go an interview or something. She did send me so flowers and a gift but it wasn't the same. I'll be so glad when this stupid tour is finally over. Speaking of which, I'm still worried about the tour. I'm not sure how she's going to handle having women throw them selves at her. I mean I trust Jane, I trust her with my life but I know how hard temptation can be. I hope she realizes what's waiting for her at home.

Oh and that reminds me, I put my house up for sale and Jane has put her condo up for sale. We are looking for houses, well I'm looking for houses. We might have to stay at Angela's for a while before we find our perfect dream home, but that's okay.

"Maura!" I heard Caitlin yell

"I'm in my room!" I yelled and a few minutes later Caitlin appeared in my room with a goofy smile on her face. She jumped on my bed which pissed me off because she had on her shoes.

"Shoes. Off. Now" I said and she rolled her eyes but took them off before she sat Indian style on my bed "Where is my son?" I asked. I sent her to pick him up from his after school program.

"Wow, they say memory is the first thing to go in old age. He's going to Frost game with Tommy and my boyfriend remember" she smirked, I glared at her.

"I'm not old I'm only 28 years- wait did you just say boyfriend?"

"Yes! Frankie asked me to be his girlfriend!" She said bouncing up and down and clapping her hands.

"Congratulations Cait!"

"I know I'm so happy! We're even Facebook official, see" She said waving her phone in my face.

"Well, I'm glad one of us is happy" I flop back on the bed and pulled the covers over my head. But my rude sister snatched them down" I miss my Janie bear" I pouted.

"I know what you mean sis. I miss my boyfriend too. The last time I saw him was like an hour ago,when I dropped Jacob off at Angela's" she sighed

"Wow, just wow Caitlin, that's not even... you know what never mind" I said shaking my head.

"Well I just came by to tell you that I'm staying with angela tonight to help come up with ideas for her new restaurant. I can't believe she's actually going to do it. She's coming to pick me up soon. What are you going to do while we're gone?" She asked

"You know you're really nosey" she simply shrugged her shoulders "Jack wants to go out to dinner. He wants to talk about Jacob" I sighed

"Wait did you just say Jack? Jack Armstrongs? As in your child's deadbeat play play father? Are you crazy!?" She exclaimed

"What's wrong with me going to dinner with him? He just wants to talk about Jacob" What's the big deal? It's not like I'm going on a date with him.

"Of course he does Maura. This is the first time you are in a relationship since you broke up with him and made him sign over his rights. Now that you and Jane are officially out he contacts you after what six years of being MIA. No, this has bullshit written all over it" she said

"Language! Maybe he's finally growing up a bit"

"How do you think this is going to go over with Jane. You know what Angela just text me she's outside. I will see you later" she got up and started walking out the door.

"Bye Cait" I smiled

"Bye, girl who is about to be single" she turned around and smirked before leaving.

That girl is so over dramatic. And she stresses me out every time me and her have a conversation.

Ugh I need to relax so I go in my bathroom. Fill it up with hot water and pour my soap in and light vanilla scented candles. I grab my phone, and sit it on the tray beside the tub and I soaked in my bath. About five minutes later my phone starts to ring.I sighed and I dried my hand before answering my phone.

"Hello" I said softly

"Hey,hold on. Can you do that, while I'm on the phone, I'm not in your way am I... okay great. Hey beautiful"My sweetie pie said. Gosh I miss her voice, I miss her touches, I miss her kisses, I miss everything about her.

"Hey sweetie. Who are you talking to?" I asked nervously. Why am I hearing a woman's voice? I hate to be that girlfriend, but I can't help it.

"Oh my make up artist. Alex...ander McQu...een wan...ts me to close his show for his new spring collection." She said with a yawn, she sounds so exhausted. My poor Janie Bear.

"Babe, you sound tired" I said softly

"I am, I'm so tired. I haven't had time to just breathe." She sighed

"Babe you have to slow 're not superwoman" I hate when she work her self to the bone. She doesn't sleep or eat properly. That's so unhealthy,and she knows that.

"I know Maur,I will slow down soon. Anyway I tried to face time jacob but he didn't answer"

"That's because I took his iPad. Did you know he got kicked off his football team because of his behavior. He's been acting out lately. You need to talk him. Because ever time you don't spend time with him this is how he acts. I wasn't going to let him go to Frost football game but I figured that maybe spending time with his uncles will do him some good" I sighed

"I haven't really been spending time with him. And then this damn tour doesn't help either. Hey babe why don't you guys come on tour with me?" Jane's suggest

"That sounds lovely but I don't want to keep him from school." I replied

"But babe we can home school him. I can hire a teacher who travels with us. It'll be great" I thought about agreeing with the idea for a second, but then I quickly thought against it. Knowing him and Jane I knew that would never work. He will never Focus on his school work.

"Absolutely not Jane, he is staying in school. You know as well as I do that Jacob will not focus on his school work. He will want to follow you around all the time. Sorry baby but no"

"Fine, you're right I guess, I'll just talk to him when I get home. Anyways. I talk to Frankie and I forgave because he started crying like a little girl and he got on my nerves" she said causing me to laugh.

"You know him and Caitlin is dating?" I informed her.

"What! Geez what the hell is wrong with your family? All of you guys are Cougars. Damn shame"she said sarcastically.

"Shut up Jane, I'm not that much older then you. Oh I have something to tell you. Uh Jack contacted me. He wants to have dinner with me so we can talk about Jacob" I wanted to tell Jane this because I didn't want any secrets between her and I. Plus I know Jane trust me and I know she knows she has mother to worry about. She Knows I belong to her.

"You told him hell no right" I paused, okay maybe not."Maur, you told him no right"

"He wants to know Jacob Jane maybe he's growing up"

"That's bullshit, I don't like that ass wipe. I don't want Jacob around that asshole Maura" she growled

"Okay, well he's my son and if I want him to know he's father then he will know his father. You do not tell me who I can and can't let be around my son." I snapped.

"Oh so now he's your son?" She questioned

"He's always been my son Jane"

"You're so right Maura he is your son, and you know what's best for him. I clearly over step my boundaries. This is what I'm going to do, I'm going to let you live in baby daddy land and I'm just going to step back. I'll let you guys be a big happy family. Um I have to go get ready for this show. It was nice talking to you and I hope everything goes well with you and your child's father tonight" And with that she hung up.

Ugh, why does things has to be so complicated. I'm not wrong am I? Maybe Jack does want to grow up and be a father to his son. Jane and Caitlin is just overreacting, right?

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A/N: okay so one of the readers informed me that the promise ring Jane gave Maura was fake. I don't know anything about jewelry so I had no idea that was fake. I promise when it's time for the engagement ring I'll make sure the ring is 100% real lol.