I'm here again, I felt you guys didn't deserve a long wait. So I'm back.
I couldn't think of a song for this chapter so I may add one later.
Bella's POV
Phil?
I must be dreaming, this has to be a dream. Or is it a nightmare?
"Phil" I whispered, looking around for Jasper but he wasn't here.
"Yes baby, I'm here" He whispered soothingly.
I felt is hands on my face, his thumb rubbed my cheek softly, then it trailed down over my lips. Tears spilled from my eyes, he quickly wiped them away. Worry and love shone from his eyes.
"What are you doing here?"
"I was already halfway here when I got your text. I've been so worried about you. Why haven't you been answering my calls or my texts?"
His touch was familiar, comforting. Something deep inside me was calmed by it. It was just like when I lived at home with him, he made everything alright again. I reluctantly pulled away from his touch. Before I was completely turned away I saw the hurt in his eyes.
"Bella, why haven't you been answering me?"
"You raped me Phil, what we had wasn't special. You don't love me, you didn't love me, and we are not friends or anything" I said weakly.
"Bella" He gasped, shocked and hurt. "First of all you know I love you! Bella I don't love anyone the way I love you, and you're about to give me my first kids." He pulled my face to him. I had to move closer to ease the strain in my neck. "And second, we've been through this. I didn't rape you, you wanted this to happen."
His eyes looked so serious that I couldn't even doubt him, I knew he was telling the truth. He must have saw the realization in my eyes.
"Tell me Bella" He whispered, face just inches from mine.
"I wanted this to happen" I whispered, tears burning my eyes.
"Good girl" He purred, then his lips were on mine.
I kissed him back out of obligation, or habit, maybe I wanted to kiss him, he always said I did so maybe he was right. Maybe everyone else was right and the Cullens were wrong. Maybe I am a liar and a slut.
Phil laid in the small hospital bed besides me. Another wave of pain slammed into me, and I cried out again. Phil just rubbed my stomach contently, completely unaware of the pain I am experiencing.
"I miss being able to touch you" He whispers thickly.
I felt my breathing quicken, I was starting to panic. The thought of Edward filled my mind. I missed him so much and I love him so much and I'm going to cheat on him with my step father. I felt pressure in my stomach and it was slightly disarming.
Phil's hand slid under my hospital gown.
"Phil please, don't" I begged for the first time in almost two years.
"Are you still bleeding?"
"I don't think so, but please don't do this"
He chuckled, the weight in my stomach grew heavier. Phil's hand continued up my leg. Then the pressure was gone and I... Peed? Did I just pee on myself?! I gasped in shock and Phil jumped out of the bed in shock. Now I am embarrassed.
"Bella" He practically yelled at me, I flinched.
Suddenly he pulled up my gown and stared at my soaking panties. I cried out, even more embarrassed and now my stomach was cramping up every few seconds it seemed.
Phil hit a button and a nurse rushed in with my doctor.
"Her water just broke" Phil demanded loudly.
"Sir, you have to leave and come back in scrubs, after you clean up. We'll be in labor and delivery, room 5"
Phil darted out and I cried out in pain as another wave hit me. Where is Jasper!?
I'm going to have my babies now? I was gasping, I could feel a panic attack coming on.
"Bella relax" My nurse said as they rushed me out the room, still on the bed.
I screamed as another wave of pain hit me. I have never felt anything as painful as this. Maybe this is what it felt like to be hit by a truck. A thousand times.
I was in too much pain to worry about being embarrassed as we were put in a room with 3 other doctor. Two of them were men. One of the doctors smiled and gathered himself between my legs. He spread my legs and took off my panties.
"NO" I screamed, terrified. "Don't touch me!"
Phil was in the room a second later. He glared at the man silently, but came to hold my hand.
I felt like I had to push suddenly and I really didn't understand why, but I did.
"Ma'am don't push yet" One of the doctors said.
I cried out and ignored him, I had to push, I could feel it. I felt like I was being tore apart and screamed. One doctor grabbed the baby as he fell out of me and another doctor took his place after cutting something. It was the lady this time. She smile sweetly and I hated her. There was nothing to smile about! I kept pushing and she grabbed the other baby, snipping and then leaving. Then all the pain was gone and I cried in relief.
I watched as the two doctors with my babies spoke worriedly with one another and all my relief went away. They wrapped them in blankets ad ran out of the room.
"MY BABIES" I screamed.
Another doctor stayed between my legs, it was uncomfortable but I barely felt anything and wondered what he was doing. When he was gone I laid my legs down, closed this time, and tried to get out of bed. Phil grabbed me and held me close to his body as he laid in my bed.
"Phil, where are they taking my babies?" I sobbed into his neck.
"NICU" hesaid softly. "They're premature, the doctors have to make sure they're alright."
He held me as I cried.
"Come home with me" Phil purred pulling my face up to kiss him.
This felt so wrong. I knew it was because of Edward.
"Phil, please, don't do this to me. I don't want this"
"Yes you do" He promised with a smile. "I know you do, you're just scared because of your mother"
"My boyfriend loves me" I whisper, talking to myself more than Phil.
"Boyfriend" He demands angrily.
"I love him" I squeak fearfully. "And I want to stay with him"
"No" Phil says, rage in his voice. "Has he touched you?"
I shook my head, it wasn't a lie, we've only kissed.
"Good, you're coming home with me when the babies are released, until then you can stay in my hotel with me"
I shook my head.
"That is the end of the discussion Isabella"
I flinched and buried my face in his chest. His heart drummed violently in his chest. I am so scared and confused.
"We will raise such perfect babies" Phil whispers. "I love you Bell"
"I love you too" I whispered, voice cracking.
I moved to wrap my arms around Phil and only just noticed my IV was taken out. I was grateful, me and needles didn't get along.
I heard noise and looked up to see a doctor walking back in with two screaming bundles. I let Phil go and sat up, wincing slightly.
"Two perfectly healthy baby boys" He said softly, smiling. "7 pounds 2 ounces each."
He gently handed them over, Phil adjusted my arms to hold them properly, beaming at me. I resisted the urge to shift away from him.
"They've been fed already and can go home with you in a day or two."
The doctor left us alone. Phil wrapped his arms around me, pulling me against him. I look up at him, looking for an answer. Would it be best for me to go home with him? Maybe I'd be better off, maybe my sons will.
I looked down. They are so tiny, and quiet now that I'm holding them. They both had my hair color, they didn't look like Phil at all and I am so relieved I want to cry.
"My babies" I cooed at them.
A little while later a nurse came in, I was struggling to stay awake, still cradling my babies.
"Have you decided on names?" She asked sweetly.
Phil opened his mouth but I spoke too fast.
"Anthony and Mason" The names came straight from Edward I realized after she nodded.
"Will they be taking on your last name?" She asked.
I shrugged, Phil looked at me angrily. I wondered if he wanted them to have his name, but I wanted them to have Edward's name. I wanted Edward to want them as much as I do.
The door burst open and Edward ran in, barely at human pace. He looked so scared.
"Bella, oh my Bella, I was so worried." He cried.
He was beside my quickly, leaning down to kiss me. My heart studdered and for the first time I felt calm. He looked down at my babies and then at me, smiling so lovingly I lost my breath.
"They're beautiful, just like their mother" Edward said.
I could feel Phil's rage as he slid out of my bed.
"Are you the husband?" The nurse asked nervously. Edward looked surprised but immensly happy. "Your bother said you were out of town" She babbled.
"I am and I came back as soon as I heard" Edward said kissing my forhead.
"Will the boys be taking your last name?"
"Yes" He said automatically.
My heart swelled and Phil grew angrier. The nurse smiled and left the room.
"You are not married" Phil barked as soon as she left.
Edward turned his attention to Phil for the first time.
"Who are you?" He demanded
"Her step father" Phil said seriously.
Rosalie pranced into the room gracefully followed by Alice and then the rest of the family. They all beamed kissing me in congradulations and cooing over the boys. Edward was momentarily distracted from Phil.
"Can we hold them?" Alice begged.
I nodded slowly. "Be careful, please, they're so tiny and fragile"
Alice nodded taking Mason, Esme took Anthony. Phil grew angrier. The boys fussed quietly and for the first time they opened their eyes.
They're eyes shone bright blue, like Phil's. I gasped in pain, my heart felt like it was tore out. Phil smiled, cocky. Rosalie growled and turned to Phil.
"This is Phil, isn't it" She spit.
She glared at him, I started shaking in fear. Edward looked at Phil, then me confused. Slowly his feature contorted and I could see it. Rage consumed him. He bared his teeth and growled lowly.
Rosalie told him, he heard it in her thoughts.
"Rosalie, you promised" I cried. "Edward please, I'm sorry"
Tears poured down my face. Phil stood smugly in the corner, arms folded, unaware of the danger he was in. I grabbed Edward's hand but he kept growling and shaking.
"Please don't hate me" I sobbed, getting up slowly. "Phil leave" I begged wrapping my arms around Edward so he wouldn't hurt him.
"He's not going anywhere" Rosalie roared.
A nurse walked in and looked around she could feel how tense it was, she was scared. She felt the threat in the air.
"Bella, you should be in bed, not moving, you could hurt yourself"
Edward gently pushed me down so I was laying down. He covered me sweetly but stiffly, still mad.
"No one believes me" I whispered to him.
I knew the vampires heard me, but only Rose and Edward knew what I was talking about.
"Bring in a DNA test please" Rose demanded.
The nurse scurried out quickly, fearfully. She was back quickly.
"We have one that takes 20 minutes to show the results" She squeaked.
She went to Mason who was sleeping soundly again. Gently she opened his mouth and swabbed it. She put it in a little tube on the machine then went to Edward expectantly.
"Sir" She whispered when he didn't open his mouth.
"It's for him" Rosalie pointed to Phil, who's eyes widened in alarm.
He looked at me, silently ordering I stop this. Realization dawned across the room. The nurse stiffened and seemed to grow angry, I hoped she wasn't mad at me.
"Open" She demanded when she reached Phil.
"I don't have to"
"She is a minor, yes you do"
Phil lost his smug look, it turned to rage.
"Bella, stop this, now." I flinched, tears pouring from my eyes again.
"Open" The nurse demanded.
"What we had was consentual, wasn't it Isabella?" Phil said menacingly.
"There is no consent with a 16 year old, and she was 16 when she got pregnant. Open your mouth"
The door opened and Renee and Charlie walked in, surveying the scene and quickly catching on.
"Isabella stop this right now" My mother demanded.
"You're just going to embarrass yourself" Charlie mutters.
"I hate you both" I said angrily, forcing my tears to stop. "Take the test Phil"
"Tell them what we had was consentual!" He hollered at me.
Renee crumbled to the floor sobbing, Charlie looked lost. I notice Alice was standing in front of Edward, secretly restraining him. Emmett was doing the same to Rosalie. Esme had both the boys. She was sitting on Carlisle's lap on the little couch they both looked so hurt.
The nurse swabbed his mouth as he was hollering. He reached up as if he was going to smack her but she stepped away too fast. Phil walked purposely to my bed and Alice and Emmett really had to work, restraining Edward and Rosalie.
I felt Phil's warm, familar hand caress my face. He didn't say anything, just looked at me. In front of everyone he leans down and kisses me. My eyes close on their own and I start crying again.
I heard growling.
"Phil Dwyer, you are under arrest for rape" My father barks.
Phil leans up, watching me, waiting for me. Silently ordering me to fix this. But I don't, and Phil does something he's never done before. His eyes darken and in one swift movement be backhands me across the face. I yelp in surprise and my hand flies to my face.
Charlie reaches him in a second and has him cuffed quickly. Then he punches him, straight in the jaw.
"You're a little slut" Phil says angrily. "And a liar. Think about the things I've done for you. Now think about the things I've done to you, the things you've done to me. You weren't claiming rape when you were in my bed. You looked quite happy there"
And the flash backs started, I don't want to rememeber.
Charlie must've called for other officers because they piled in and took Phil out. Suddenly I was in Edward's arm.
"No" I screamed. "Don't touch me"
I felt like I was going to puke, I felt dirty.
"Bella, don't do this to me" He begged.
I fought against him, hurting myself in the process of trying.
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" I screamed, he slowly let go of me. "GIVE ME MY BABIES AND GET OUT. GET OUT EVERYONE."
Everyone hesitated except Esme. She quickly handed me the boys. They stayed asleep and I laid them side my side next to me.
"Come on everyone" Esme said, ushering everyone out the room. The nurse had to drag my mother out the room, a look of disgust on her face. I turned to face Mason and Anthony and finally succumbed to my exhaustion.
DANG! That was a long chapter! Leave me some reviews, tell me what you think. What will Edward do? What will happen to Phil? What should happen next?