Finally

By

Lovely Lady

Or

The Royal's Jewel

Okay before I…. wait I don't own! Now before I start I would to say please read my new story The Mind, Soul and Diary or for now labeled Clash. Until later next week, or two days from the time you tell someone you hate him or her, or even now, so count. My stories are good, or at least I want to be. Okay now go on. Also read my story Random Zutara.

Now for the story

How could Sokka think that about me, I am still very much pure. Yes I have urges like everyone else but unlike everyone else I have to squash them with my hand. I can't do anything to Aang; he is still a baby, maybe Zuko. Yeah Zuko, a man, all man, the man. I am sure he won't have a problem with giving what I want. Anyway if Sokka already think I am a harlot, I might as well act like that. No, I have too much integrity to do that. Zuko is so strong he tried to defend me, I am sure Aang would have flown away or say some thing like forgive him Katara, or some other monk…crap. I always trying to be strong and good, but sometime can't I just be me. A bitchy Katara. A sad Katara. A vulnerable Katara. A weak Katara. For once can't I stop being a sister, or a saint, or some damn angel? For once can't I let go without getting persecuted, why can't everyone treat me like the way Zuko treats me. Aren't I human too?

At this point Katara was done crying her eyes out; she was contemplating how someone much less her own flesh and blood could think of her as such. She never knew of how protective and strong Zuko was and when she saw this new side of him, she was glad they were together, or had whatever relationship they had. She was examining the different aspexs of her life. Without Aang bothering her or when Zuko was invading her mind with is illusive attitude and ways. Now, right now while she was alone she was going evaluate her life.

"Miss Katara of the Southern Water Tribe your friends the Avatar and Noblewoman Toph Bei Fong daughter of Lao Bei Fong 7th cousin of The Earth King 31st King Kuei, also would you like an ear of some food" her personal attendant. Katara and the servant or Maya as they called her was actually a mix. She was Water Tribe but also from the fire Nation. She was about the same height as Katara more or less. She had long black hair a very common trait among Fire Nation, but she had brown definitions in her hair. She had milky skin, common among commoners. What about her that was uncommon were her eyes. The most glassy and one of the most intriguing she has ever seen beside Toph's; it was like looking in to an endless sea of colors. The problem was she wasn't blind. Her eyes where a light lavender, it would seem fit how her mother was a Northern woman and her father was a nobleman. Blue and Red mix and normally turn a purple or a violet, in this case there was a light, a strong light. Maybe love, hope, or any other powerful emotion that lighten her heart and now it showed in her eyes and personality.

"No to the food, but yes to the ear, Maya, do I seem loose"

"What, OH, no, what gave you that idea"

"You remember my brother, the conversation earlier made me explore how I feel."

"Your brother crosses me as a no offense but a mentally unstable man or a drinker."

"No offence taken, Maya, I want to clear my mind and handle my demons can you help me"

"Oh course, Miss Katara"

Maya and Katara walked down the hall. The sun was beginning to set obviously she had taken her sweet time separating from her friends. The windows were glittering and shining from the light of the sun and the route they were taking was winding up and left and right. She was beginning to take notice of the change in setting and by the time she registered it she was already at the room Maya was leading her to.

"Katara, just come inside everything is and will be alright."

Katara entered the bright red and grey room. There were no windows and the only furniture or decoration was the table. Other than that the room was void of anything fun or of substance. It was like a Mai decorated the room.

"Katara, sit down and talk to me"

"What do want to talk about"?

"Okay let break this down, let's talk about your love life, your family, and emotial problems and pressures of everything, not your life story though."

"My love life…okay, well when I was…now currently Zuko and I are together, and when I am around him I feel really good, like I can let loose, like I be vulnerable, not some mom or sister, I don't have to strong every time."

"How do you feel about Aang?"

"Aang, so sweet and innocent. He is so lucky he didn't sacrifice anything to win the war yet he gets all the acclaim. All the people that died and list their mothers and fathers and children Aang didn't contribute at all" Katara gave low, dark and scary chuckle, touched her necklace and continued "Everything he got none he lost, to him I am his prize for winning the war, he thinks we are suppose to be together, I don't love him. I am only there of him because he need me, he is such a kid and now you know what all of sudden he starts acting like a man, then he is trying pressure me in to something I don't wanna do. I bet you, he is here to get back together. Aang the bastard, sometimes I feel he should have followed the fate of his people"

"Katara are you okay, have you been drinking, what a second what is today"

"Full Moon, don't you feel the power? " Katara said that rather sadistically that could have made Azula proud

"No wonder, now your family"

"My family, don't you mean what is left, my mother is gone, my father is somewhere in the South Pole he is always busy, never had time for me, my brother is a… fool. My gran gran Tui and La bless her soul, when father abandon me and when Sokka left to play solider she was there."

"Emotional problems"

"I have no problems, I am Katara, Sugar Queen everything is good and chipper"

"Katara are you okay you seem off"

"Off, I can't be off I am always on, always on top of everything, always there for everyone, I am on 24/7 every moon cycle"

"Okay…now, pressure"

"They say under pressure things crack or become greater. Well if that is true than I am one of the greatest. When my brother and father abandoned work and me. I had to do the work, the chores, cook the food, take care of everything and everyone, ever since mama died there has been pressure one day I am sure to crack and bre…"

That is all Katara was able to say before she passed out. Turn out under long pressure even the strongest crack. Even the diamond can't can't handle pressure, because someday they break.

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