Hey everyone! You are probably tired to "hear" me say this, but I am really sorry for not update sooner. I know this chapter shorter and the others but it was on purpose. I SWEAR! that the next one will be bigger.
I am soooo happy about every one of you that continuous to read and like my story. It mean the WORLD to me. Thank you so much!
Look, I was wondering, what would you think if I made an Insurgent fanfiction, after I finished this one? PLEASE tell me something!
With love (as always),
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Al was with his eyes widen, staring at us, perplexed.
Tobias and I were speechless. That was such a dumb thing! Kissing him in front of the dorms was risky, and the fault was mine, I kissed him. Why did he take me to the dorms, why not any other place? What are we going to do now?
"I could ask you the same thing" says Tobias with his instructor face. Was he faking it or was it real?
"I… I'm sorry" I say looking to the ground. "It won't happen again".
"Wait, you were kissing her too" accuses Al. "I saw it!"
"And what did you saw exactly transfer?" asks intimidatingly Tobias.
Al's eyes stared his shoes.
"That's what I thought" says Tobias firmly. However, I saw his eyes on mine in a way like he wanted to say something to me without speaking. I was too nervous to think. "See you at eight sharp". He looks at me one last time and walk away.
Al looked confused for a second but then looked determined, even quite insulted or hurt.
"I know what I saw. And, Tris, that was low. I never thought you were that type of person that do anything to get to the top. You repel me." His brown eyes were not shining like they usually did. They looked as black as my cloths.
"It is not like that, Al. I don't want to get to the top! I am not Peter. I just want to get this over with, the training, not be the best. And, yes, I am attracted to T-Four, but…" I stare my shoes trying to convince him I was sorry and sad. "He, obviously, don't feel the same". I stay in that position and try bite my lower lip until it bleed and hurt so my eyes looked watering.
It did not felt right lying to Al, he was my friend, but he was also a Candor, wish it meant he did not knew how to make his mouth shut. If the truth came out, I would looked like a coward and Tobias as a cheater or even a traitor. Here at Dauntless people make irrational decisions, even though I thought they weren't take Tobias, since he was one of the best, or the best in my opinion, as one, I did not wanted to risk it.
"Why, Tris?" he asked. I did not looked at him. " Tris, looked at me. Why? Why him?"
I looked up and saw his face. He was hurting, with his eyes swallowed like he was trying not to cry and with a twisted mouth. I felt a pain inside my chest. I understood. He was jealous. How could he be? Me?
"I… I don't know". It was kind of true. Tobias was handsome and amazing, but I did not know why I liked him. I barely knew him, but I also knew that I was the one of the few people that saw his dark side, or even the only one.
"Of all people in here, it had to be him? Why not someone with the same age as you? Why not a friend?"
"It had to be him Al. I'm sorry"
None of us talked and a strange silent took over. Al opened his hands like he wanted to do something but then he put them down and sighed.
"Forget it" and just walk off.
