Anonymous said:

Hey! Could you do a songfic about She Has No Time by keane? Like Beca not having time to spend with Chloe cause of her secret internship an all but like angst with a happy fluffy ending? I'd love you so much

A/N: Okay, so I've never heard this song before I got this prompt and this song is actually really fucking angsty. I apologize in advance for the feels this one shot may or may not give you.

Where does she go? She's always disappearing. Maybe she's having an affair. No Chloe, you can't possibly think Beca would do that.

Chloe tried to think of where Beca was spending her time but she always came up short. She had no idea and Beca refused to let her in and tell her what was going on. It made Chloe feel second best. No, not even second because the Bellas came second. Lately she was feeling more like third. Beca was barely spending anytime with her anymore and Chloe had had enough. They were supposed to be partners. In it together but with Beca being so emotionally stunted, that wasn't happening.

"Where do you go?"

"What do you mean?" Beca tried playing the dumb card but Chloe knew she was hiding something.

"You know." Chloe turned to her brunette girlfriend and raised an eyebrow.

Beca just sighed and stared up at the ceiling. "I don't want to talk about this."

"Well, too bad Beca. We're talking about it." Chloe fired back. She was pissed of that Beca just kept side stepping a conversation that obviously needed to be had.

Beca got out of bed and got dressed as quickly as she could. "Look, for once I'd like to fuck my girlfriend and actually be happy afterwards!" Okay that wasn't exactly how she meant it but you can bet that's how Chloe took it.

"I'm not enough for you am I? You're sleeping with someone else." Chloe sat up and wrapped the bed sheet around her torso.

"What?! Chloe, I'm not cheating on you and it really fucking hurts that you would think I am."

Chloe felt slightly guilty, but not enough to stop her interrogation of Beca's whereabouts. "You know what Becs? I'm sick of not seeing my girlfriend and never knowing where she is! I'm sick of not being enough! Of you not wanting to spend time with me!"

That struck Beca hard. She had no idea how to tell Chloe about her internship, for the fear that the redhead would tear her a new one about not being focused on the Worlds, but here Chloe was, accusing her of not wanting to be around her. She always wants to be around Chloe, but right now she doesn't have the time and that hurts her more than anything.

"Chloe, I just. I don't have time."

"Oh, I get it! You don't have the time to see me! So I'm expected to wait for you, until you have the time?! At your convenience?! I'm not an assignment or a set list! I'm your girlfriend, you should make the time!"

"Chlo..."

Chloe was quick to cut her off. "I tried to convince myself that everything was fine. We were fine. But, now I know that I was lying to myself. We were fine in the beginning. I just don't know what happened to you this year. It's like you're a different person! I could understand wanting to do your own thing. That was cool with me, but Beca you're sneaking around and avoiding things and that isn't okay."

"Chlo..." She tried again.

"I'm done Beca. I love you but I'm so done with this. Sort your shit out or say goodbye to me for good."

Beca couldn't think, couldn't speak. She instead nodded and quickly left the redhead's room. What was she going to do? She was losing Chloe and she didn't like it one bit. She wanted to go back, run back into her room and confess everything, but with emotions the way they were at the moment, she thought it would be better to wait a couple days.

Those couple days were the hardest days of her life. She could barely breathe without Chloe, let alone focus on all the work she had that drove this wedge between them in the first place. She missed Chloe, in every sense of the word. She missed waking up to her, going to bed with her, well after her. She missed her smile, her laugh, those damn blue eyes. She missed her more than she did before their argument because Beca didn't realise what she was doing to Chloe. 'You don't know what you got till it's gone' rings true in this scenario. Beca had to get her back, had to fix everything.

She finally cornered Chloe after rehearsals a week later.

"Hey Chlo?"

"Beca." She greeted her, not taking her eyes off the sheet music in front of her.

"Can we talk?"

"We are talking." Ah Ha, so that's how it's going to be? Cold, short? Beca could work with that. Had to work with that if she wanted Chloe back.

"I want to explain everything."

Chloe turned to her, hands on hips and eyebrow raised expectantly, and a little surprised. "I'm listening."

"I've been interning at a recording studio this year. That plus college and the Bellas, I honestly haven't had the time to spend with you."

"Not a good start Beca."

Beca took a deep breath, she really had to get better at this talking thing.

"I'm trying Chlo. I'm trying to keep my head above water here and you know I hate asking for help, so I haven't, but I'm drowning. Even more now after what you said to me. I need you Chloe. I need you like I need air and I hadn't realised that until I lost you. I know I haven't made time for you, but I will try. From now on, because you deserve better and I want to be that. I want to be what you deserve, what you need."

"Oh, Bec." Chloe breathed. The brunette looked up from her hands to see the redhead's face and softened.

"I really fucking need you."

In that moment Beca was raw, vulnerable and Chloe appreciated that Beca was willing to be that for her.

"I know." She smiled and stepped closer to Beca.

"I need you."

Chloe nodded and connected their lips briefly. "I know Becs. I know."

Beca rejoined their lips heatedly, muttering "I need you" every so often and Chloe would smile, every time. She knew that Beca needed her. She knew Beca would try because she knew Beca and Beca knew her and they belonged there. In each other's arms, on each other's lips. With each other.