-1Attention-Grabber
I tell no one of my dreams, especially my dad. He'd break the treaty in a heartbeat.
Ever moment of my dreams, every action. It all disturbs me. I wish for them to be only phantoms in my mind, jokes of my subconscious. But in my heart, I know that they are real.
I'd warn Charlie, but he'd only tell my dad.
The next best thing? To tell Bella herself. But I can tell that she thinks I'm a silly kid who lives on the reservation. A tag-a-long, a ghost of her memories when she was young. She's mentioned how much she hated this place.
But she sure has gotten comfortable around the Cullens. Not that I believe what my dad tells me, but honestly. Billy's old, so I can't blame him for letting his mind go. It's just...my dreams. Nightmares. They reflect everything Billy's telling me. I see wolves on the hunt.
They attack Doctor Cullen, bite down on his jugular and don't let go. I can hear he crunch on Esme Cullen's bones, snapped in two, and her blood spilling to the dirt.
I don't want anything bad to happen to the doctor's family, they seem nice, from what people from Forks say.
My dad has something against the Cullens and Hales. What could they have possibly done? I mean, they hadn't even lived here two months and he went crazy. He and Charlie didn't even speak until Bella came to town.
Bella.
She'll talk to me, but her heart isn't really in the conversation. I just want her to notice me. I mean, I think I'd make a good boyfriend. After all, I am a good friend. We obviously have some connection. We get along great and have a lot on common.
She's just blinded by the first pretty-boy face. Edward Cullen scares the crap outta me, honestly. Him and his sister Alice. I try not to pay attention to the others. All of the kids seem pretty untouchable, but the others seem to be on their own pedestals, especially the Hale twins.
All I want is more of Bella's attention. I just don't want to get it by scaring her...
