Chapter 14 - The Arrivals (RPOV)
The nest two weeks passed by fast with the same routine as always, Will, Julliard, Family, and then start all over. Scott called again and confirmed that he would be coming in the next few weeks so I was nervous because I didn't want to see Ashley again and have to face her lies. Will would reassure me that whatever she said was a lie and that he loved me and me only, that what he had with her was the past and he wanted to focus on the here and now.
He would kiss me and show me what he felt every time that I started thinking about what would happen and we almost got carried away. I wasn't complaining but I would never forget that night, even though nothing happened.
We were sitting on my bed listening to music from my iPod and talking when I started thinking about Ashley again, he noticed and asked me what was wrong.
"I am just worried about the same thing that I have been thinking about for a while now." I told him while looking over at the window, I knew what he would say and I never wanted to say her name if I could avoid it so I would always say something else but he would always now what I was saying.
"Ronnie, you know that you don't have to be worried about anything. She is my past and I don't even like her as a friend now, and you don't have to worry about anything. She will never get to me, I have always loved you and I will never stop loving you. You are my everything and I am never going to give you up for the entire money in the world." I looked at him and he smiled down at me and leaned down to kiss me and I was more than willing. And I never wanted to let him go but when our lips touched it was like a frenzy took over and I couldn't stop myself and it seemed like he felt the same also.
Out of nowhere he was on top of me with his hands on my hips and my hands in his hair and we were both breathing heavy. He turned and started kissing my neck while I was trying to get my breathing under control, when he turned I captured his lips with mine and they molded together so perfectly and there was no space between our bodies but I still wanted to be closer.
I unbuttoned he shirt and marveled in his eight pack abs. When his shirt was off I felt his muscles in his back and was fascinated with the fact that he was mine and he loved me. He was starting to raise my shirt when he broke off and looked me in the eyes, both our breathing heavy.
He looked down at me and smiled though in his eyes was something that I haven't seen ever. I smiled back at him while we got our breathing under control.
"Ronnie, let's wait a while until we do this." He said pointing between us. "When this Ashley thing is over and I know that we are both ready then we can do this, and I want it to be special." He smiled down at me and I nodded back at him and knew that I needed to get some birth control pills as soon as I could. I wanted to make sure that he wasn't mad at me so I kissed him once before getting out from under him and reaching to get his shirt. I gave it back to him and gave him another kiss before getting off of the bed to readjust my hair and shirt.
After that we would make sure that we didn't get carried away and the day after that I made an appointment for birth control. I told Will about it and he seemed happy that I wasn't mad at him I wanted to make sure that I didn't get in a situation that I wasn't in control of and I knew I wasn't ready for teenage pregnancy because I knew that no matter what happened, even if I did get pregnant I could never have an abortion or give it up for adoption. It would kill me to not be able to see my child grow up without me or kill an innocent kid even though they never asked to be on this earth. I just want a kid when I am ready so I can give it my full attention.
Will and I were at his sister's house talking when we heard new voices downstairs. We heard someone coming up the steps and we got ready, we weren't sitting in the most appropriate position that his sister should see. She came in and we were leaning against the headboard with his arm around my shoulder and she smiled at us like she knew what we were doing.
"Hey, Will. Scott, Cassie, and Ashley are here." She growled out Ashley's name and I wasn't surprised, before this she heard everything about what happened between us and she wasn't at all happy with it. I looked up at Will and I could see that his jaw was tense while he nodded at Megan and he took his arm from around me and grabbed my hand to help me up and he walked towards the door while his sister stopped him.
"I told them, mostly Ashley, that Ronnie was here. They know." She looked at us and we nodded at her while we made our way back downstairs hand in hand. When we reached the landing he put his arm around my waist. When I saw Ashley I was so mad, I didn't want any drama right now so I would have to put a stop to it the first time that she would try. I didn't even want it to go that far.
She looked at me like she was measuring me up and down, I was wearing a purple tank top with white shorts and black flip flops. I felt so much more better in these clothes than I did in the black clothes and clown make up but no matter what I wear, Will always makes me feel better. She looked like she wasn't happy with what she was seeing and I didn't really care but when she caught my purple streak still in my hair she smirked. I really didn't care what she thought, I loved that purple streak.
The meeting went kind of well, I was happy that everything could go somewhat good and that we wouldn't have to go through a scene in front of Will's sister and her husband. But the thing that annoyed me the most was that Ashley would not take her eyes off of me or Will's hand that was either holding mine or around my waist. I was happy that he was showing her that he loved me and that they were over because it seemed like she was the type of person that wouldn't get the hint.
Will was happy to be able to see Scott, even though he tried to downplay it I knew that he missed him a lot, I felt bad that he had to give that up to be with me. But I was also glad that they could see each other now. The thing that sucked was that I found out how long Ashley was going to be staying here: a week. I know what Will said but I think that this girl wouldn't stop until she got what she wanted and in this case that something was Will. She looked thoughtful through the whole meeting and I was getting really restless, I didn't like not knowing what she was going to be doing. I felt really vulnerable.
When the meeting was over I got a call from my mom saying that someone was at my house, but she wouldn't tell me who. I said a quick goodbye to the three of them and Will brought me home. Scott didn't seem like he held a grudge against me anymore and I knew that he did then because Will wasn't practicing. Scott seemed to relax better around me and didn't judge me for who I was, and I knew from stories from Will that Scott liked Cassie and I was glad that they were holding hands when we saw them and he always had some contact with her. It seemed to make him a better person.
Cassie was a quiet person, she was Ashley's best friend but it seemed that she wasn't that talkative of a girl and I was wondering how someone like Ashley could be friends with Cassie. But I wasn't thinking that Cassie was anything like me, she still wanted to be noticed and fit in with the crowd and she seemed not to care what others thought at her attempts. But she was just like Ashley with how she dressed and how she saw herself and that is what bugged me most.
When Will and I got home he wanted to come in with me but I wanted him to spend as much time with Scott as possible while he was here for the week. I didn't want to think about the other two people that he would see also. It seemed like you couldn't get one alone so if you wanted to be with one you had to be with the rest.
Will gave me a quick kiss that turned into a full out make out session and he left soon after he walked me to my door. Even though I didn't want him to think that I was that useless, but he gave me a kiss at my door and went towards the elevator. I waved to him and went inside my apartment, I called out for my mom and she yelled back saying that she was in the living room.
When I walked into the living room, I couldn't help the smile that came across my face when I saw the one person that could make me forget everything about Ashley and let me just be me. Galadriel.